by Joey Bush
“I know of him. I’ve never visited; no tattoos for me.”
We both laughed, and then he excused himself to go get a refill on his drink. “Good luck with your art,” he said, before he walked off.
*****
Later that night, from across the room, I saw the realtor’s son, Parker, talking with my father. They appeared deep in conversation, but I was too far away to make out what they were saying. It seemed serious, though, judging from the expressions on their faces, though right as I thought that, my dad said something and Parker’s face broke out into a grin.
I’d always wondered if my father wished he’d had a son. My mother was fond of telling me that the reason they didn’t have other children was because they wanted to be able to devote all of their parenting energy toward me. As a kid, that used to make me feel kind of special, but as a teenager, I’d always wished there had been a sibling to help alleviate some of their expectations.
“Your mom throws a way better party than my mother does,” Tara said, jarring me out of my thoughts. She was carrying two flutes of champagne, one which she handed to me. “Cheers.” We clinked glasses and I took a sip. It tasted like bitter, bubbly water. I made a face.
“Oh, come on!” Tara exclaimed. “This is the good stuff.” She downed her glass, her eyes going across the room. “Hey, your dad’s over there talking to Parker. Damn, he’s hot. Parker, not your dad. Well, your dad’s not that bad, either.”
“Ew!” I said, elbowing her. “Shut up.”
“I wonder what they’re talking about.”
“They’re probably talking about their bank accounts or something completely boring like that.”
“Parker is seriously hot. Do you think he has a girlfriend?”
“He probably has twenty girlfriends.”
“I’m going to go see if he’s interested in one more.” She winked at me and then sauntered off, and I just shook my head, wondering what on Earth it must be like to have that sort of confidence in yourself.
*****
My plan the day after the party was to spend a big chunk of time working on my sculpture and then go surprise Graham at work. I was thinking I might swing by Sweet Treats and bring over some chocolates for him.
I finished my bowl of cereal and rinsed it out then put it in the drying rack. I was just about leave when my mother breezed in from the backyard. “Oh, there you are,” she said. “I thought I heard you rummaging around in here.”
“Hi, Mom. I’m about to leave; going to go work on my sculpture.”
“Oh, okay. Well, before you go, there is one thing I’d like to chat with you about. It won’t take too long.”
“What?”
“Riley’s mom mentioned that she saw you the other day,” Mom said. “She went out for lunch at ... what is that place called? Lorraine’s? It’s that rundown-looking place, on the right as you’re heading out of town. I didn’t know you went to places like that?”
I paused, my hand on the doorknob. “Places like what? A restaurant?”
“If it could be called that. I mean, it’s certainly not fine dining.”
“So? You might find this hard to believe, but I’ve been to plenty of restaurants that aren’t Zagat-rated. And I don’t hear you giving Riley’s mom a hard time over it.”
“Well, you know dear,” Mom said, shaking her head a little, “Riley’s mom likes to expose herself to all sorts of different lifestyles. She even likes to go camping. But! That’s not why I brought this up. She mentioned that she saw you there. With a guy?”
“Oh.” I shrugged. “I didn’t see her.”
“Who was this guy you were with? She said he had a beard. And tattoos.”
“Um ... just someone.”
“Does this ‘just someone’ have a name?”
“I’m really late, Mom, I’ve got to get going.” I didn’t want to have to lie to her, but I also could take a pretty good guess at what her reaction would be if I told her the truth.
“Chloe, please just answer the question.”
“He’s just a friend,” I said. “Not even a friend; someone from the art center. We were just talking about our projects is all. Geez. I feel like you’re interrogating me. Am I not allowed to go out and have lunch with a friend?”
“Oh,” Mom said, visibly relieved. “Someone from the art center. Well, that makes perfect sense. No, sweetie, I’m not trying to interrogate you, and I don’t want you to feel that way. It’s just ... your father and I want you to have standards when it comes to who you date. That’s all.”
“And standards about what restaurants I eat at, apparently.”
“Chloe. We just want what’s best for you. And I admit—I’m a little concerned about you, all right?”
I stared at her. “Concerned about what?”
“Sweetie, have you ever had a boyfriend?”
“Mom, I really don’t feel like talking about this with you. I really don’t.”
“You’re a beautiful, young woman, Chloe. You have a lot to offer someone, and I’m just afraid that you’re neglecting that part of your life.”
Oh, if you only knew, I thought, but I tried to keep my face neutral.
“I’m focusing on school, if that’s what you mean. I didn’t want to be one of those people who goes to college and just screws around for four years while their parents foot the tuition bill. I mean, shouldn’t you guys be proud of that?”
“Of course we’re proud of that! And we’re not saying that we wanted you to go and mess around for four years, either. But, I have to admit, I do find it a bit strange that you’ve never had a boyfriend. You’re twenty-one, sweetie.”
“Oh, I am? Because you’re treating me like I’m fourteen or something.”
“If you were fourteen, I would not be nearly as concerned with the fact that you’ve never dated anyone!” my mother replied, completely missing the sarcasm in my voice.
I rolled my eyes. “Okay, great, Mom, I’m glad you and Dad are so concerned about my dating life.”
The whole thing kind of pissed me off, though. Aside from the fact that she was completely interfering with my life when she shouldn’t be, I also knew the undercurrent of what she was saying without coming out and saying it: they didn’t want me to date anyone that they considered beneath me, which a tattooed, bearded local clearly was.
My mother then invited me to go to the yacht club with her, which was about the last thing on Earth I felt like doing. “I’m going down to the art center,” I told her. “I’ve still got a lot of work to do if I want to have it ready for Claudia’s show.”
“Oh, yes,” she said. “How is that going?”
“It’s fine.”
“It was awfully nice of Claudia to agree to give you a spot in the show, wasn’t it?”
“It was. Which is why I want this to be as good as it possibly can. Which means I have to spend time on it, so I can’t go hang out at the yacht club.”
“Okay, okay, I get it. Well, one of these days you’ll have to. And if you’re hungry, Chloe, I can give you some great recommendations for restaurants. That place you went to isn’t any good.”
“Do you know this? Have you been there?”
“No, but I can tell just by how it looks from the outside. Now, if you want to try a really great menu, there’s this new place that just opened ...”
I completely tuned her out. I let her finish whatever it was she was saying, smiled, said good-bye, and then left.
21.
Graham
Someone was knocking at the door.
I was lying in bed, half awake, enjoying how comfortable I was and having a rather convincing argument with myself that I should stay in bed a while longer. Then the knocking started. At first, I thought it might’ve been Chloe, but the knocking quickly morphed into banging, and I knew there was no way in hell it would be her.
“Hold on!” I shouted, throwing the sheets back, feeling fully awake—and irritated—now. If it was the fucking mailman with a
package that was too big to fit in the mailbox, I was going to lose my shit.
But no, it was not the mailman; it was my mother.
“Hi! Good morning,” she said as I opened the door. I had to refrain myself from asking what the hell she was doing here. Why all the visits all of the sudden?
“Is there something wrong? Is there some sort of emergency I’m unaware of?”
My mother bustled in, looking around. Looking for clues of the presence of someone else, I knew immediately. “There’s no one else here,” I said. “Except now for you. What exactly is it that you want?”
“I’m here for a tattoo.”
I smiled thinly. “Ha ha, very funny. I don’t work out of my home, so you’re SOL, sorry. What are you actually here for?”
“I’m not just allowed to stop by? I haven’t been over here in ages. This is such an adorable little cottage.”
I stifled a yawn, wishing that I’d just ignored the banging on the door and stayed in bed. “I was thinking about running into you the other day at Lorraine’s,” my mother said. “Been thinking about it a lot, actually. She’s not the right girl for you. A mother knows these things.”
“Please. You know, despite all your talk about wanting grandchildren and all that shit, I have a feeling that it wouldn’t matter who the girl was—you wouldn’t approve.”
“That’s simply not true. I don’t think you realize how badly I want grandchildren. Even if it would make me feel old. But you need to be with someone who’s not ... how should I put this? So much of a goody-goody. She just seems so ... vanilla.”
“You don’t even know her. You met her for what? Five minutes? Less than that? And you think you know her?”
“I’m a good judge of character.”
I snorted. “Right. If by ‘good’ you mean ‘totally horrible.’”
“I’m just saying, Graham, that I don’t think she’s the right one for you.”
“Weren’t you just saying how you were going to be supportive of me? This doesn’t sound very supportive. You shouldn’t just get to drop that support because you suddenly don’t agree with me.”
“It’s like me and your father,” she said.
I held my hand up. “Just stop. I don’t need to hear anything about you and my father.”
She continued as though I hadn’t said anything. “If I had been a rich summer resident, or some tourist with a mansion out in California, do you think he would’ve just walked away like that? You bet your ass he wouldn’t have. But because I was a local girl he met at a strip club, he saw me as beneath him. Just a bit of fun for him, something that he thought he could just completely forget about once he got tired of it.”
I was tempted to put my fingers in my ears and start humming. “Really, Mom, just stop. I don’t need to hear your theories about this.”
“That’s exactly what he did, though he hadn’t been planning on you. Well, neither of us had. For a few days, I thought that this might be a turning point. You see, I actually really liked your father—he could make me laugh. I thought maybe that he was the man I’d been waiting to meet, and I’d be able to start on a different path, have the sort of life that I always imagined I’d have.”
“You could’ve had that,” I said. “It didn’t need to be dependent on some guy.”
She shot me a warning look. “I don’t need you to give me any feminist lecture.”
“It’s not actually a feminist lecture—it’s just common sense.”
“The point here being, I don’t want to see the same thing happen to you. These people are different than we are. They think different, they see the world differently. People like us, we’re disposable to them. They’re used to getting whatever they want, when they want it. Sure, your girl seems nice and charming, but that’s just because she hasn’t gotten bored with you yet. You’re like a novelty to her. Same way I was for your father.”
This sure as shit was not the fucking conversation I’d planned to start my day off with. I rubbed my temple, which was starting to throb.
“You know, Mom, as much as I appreciate this heart-to-heart, I’ve really got to get going. I’m late for an appointment.” This was a blatant lie and I was pretty sure she knew it, but I didn’t care.
*****
I went out and got two coffees, and then two chocolate croissants because they were fresh out of the oven and looked damn good. I didn’t know if Chloe would be down at the art center or not, but I figured I’d at least stop by and see. Her car was in fact there, so I parked next to her and walked inside. The lobby was quiet, and I managed to make it down the hallway to her studio without having to run in to any pretentious art people.
“Oh, hey!” she said when I stepped through the door, a smile lighting her face. “I wasn’t expecting to see you now.”
“I come bearing coffee. And chocolate croissants.” I put the pastry bag on the table and handed her one of the cups.
“You are the best,” she said. “This is exactly what I could use right about now.
She probably wasn’t trying to look smokin’ hot, but she did, in a pair of paint-spattered cutoffs and a curve-hugging, black tank top. Her hair was piled up on top of her head, wispy pieces falling across her face. She had a smear of dried clay on her cheek; I reached over and tried to wipe it away.
“How’s the work going?” I asked.
“There’s been some false starts,” she said, gesturing to the table where there were several pieces of clay that might’ve been something at one point but had been squashed back.
“So, you’re still going with the mermaid?”
“Yeah.” She took a sip of her coffee and set it down and went over to the sink and washed her hands. “But I feel like there’s supposed to be something else, too. You know, like if I just do the mermaid, that’s not enough.” She wiped her hands on her shorts and then came over and sat down.
I sat on the stool next to her and put my hand on her leg. “I’ve been thinking about you all morning,” I said.
She turned toward me, a smile on her face. “I’ve been thinking about you, too.” She leaned in and kissed me, and I felt her hand go down between my legs, where my dick was already half erect and getting harder. She unzipped my fly and then reached her hand into my pants.
“Whoa,” I said. I glanced toward the door, which was shut but definitely not locked. “Should we be doing this here ...?”
“I want to,” she said. “You were so good to me the other day ... I want to do this.”
Before I even had a chance to say anything else, she got down off the stool and was on her knees in front of me, her head in my lap.
What the fuck, but I meant that in the best way possible.
Did this somehow go from me bringing coffee and pastries to me getting a blow job?
It would seem so.
She held my dick in one hand and as she took me into her mouth. She sucked gently at first, with increasing pressure, taking more of me in until I swear I felt the back of her throat. Her mouth was so warm and wet and soft and this whole thing was such a surprise that if I wasn’t careful, I was going to unload and she’d just started less than a minute ago. I bit hard on the inside of my cheek to keep from making too much noise, and I affixed my eyes to the door, imagining any of the post-menopausal artists walking through the door in an attempt to take the edge off a bit. It worked, sort of, but then Chloe started to suck just on the head of my dick, working her hand up and down my shaft. I bit harder on my cheek, tasting blood, wanting the pain to be a diversion, but there wasn’t any way to slow this down now. I’d wrapped it up when we’d had sex, so while it was certainly good, there hadn’t been that skin-to-skin contact. Not like now. I gripped the edge of the table and gritted my teeth.
“I’m going to come,” I managed to gasp out, in case she wanted to pull up before that happened. But she either didn’t hear me or didn’t want to; the climax hit, my balls felt tight, my perineum contracted, and I came right in her mouth. “Goddamn.”
Chloe rocked back on her heels and then stood up. “I’ve never done that before,” she said.
I shook my head. “I don’t believe you.”
“I haven’t!”
“Well, that was quite impressive for a first time, then.”
I stood up and put myself back in my pants. Right as I was zipping up my fly, the door opened and one of the women that I’d seen the very first day I’d come here stuck her head in.
“Sorry to interrupt,” she said, “but can I just borrow one of those easels?” She nodded to the corner of the room.
“Of course!” Chloe said. She wiped at her mouth with the back of her hand.
“Thanks,” the woman said as she walked out of the room with one of the easels. “Hope I wasn’t interrupting anything.”
“Not at all,” Chloe said with a grin.
*****
As I walked back out to my truck, I thought about what my mother had said about Chloe earlier, about her being too much of a goody-goody. Would a goody-goody have just done that? Not that I’d ever discuss details of my sex life with my mother, but there was a part of me that was just dying to ask her that, just so she’d have to admit she was wrong.
22.
Chloe
I got home later, feeling decidedly pleased with myself, and not just because I’d actually made some progress with the sculpture. The look on his face! He’d been so surprised that I was going to do it, and then once I’d done it, at how good it had actually been. I smiled to myself as I walked into the house.
“Chloe!” My mother’s voice rang out right as I stepped into the entranceway. “Is that you?”
“It’s me,” I said.
“I’m in the living room—come here! I have exciting news.”
I left my bag on the table by the stairs and went out to the living room.
“Hi, Mom,” I said. “So what’s this news of yours?”
She had a big smile on her face. “So, I hope you don’t mind, but I gave your number to someone, who’s probably going to be getting in touch with you soon.”
“Who?” I asked, immediately suspicious. “And don’t tell me that it was another guy, because I’m just really not interested!”