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by Marlowe Fox


  “In my drunken haze, I remember thinking I hadn’t seen Court in a while and got worried. I started wandering around looking for her. I wanted to make sure she wasn’t puking or hurt somewhere.” I can feel myself go back to that night, stumbling around Finn’s house trying to find my girl. “I made my way around the house, eventually heading upstairs. People were everywhere but I wasn’t seeing Court anywhere. I started opening doors and eventually made my way to Finn’s parents’ bedroom. They weren’t home and had no idea that we were having the party.”

  My thought’s drifted away for a minute, back to that hallway leaning against the wall in front of the door that would change my outlook on life. “So anyway, I get to their door and knock. Why, I have no idea. I assumed no one was in there but wanted to make sure. Opening the door I can hear moaning and grunting. I realize that I know those moans…Court was naked bouncing on some guy’s dick, whose grabbing her tits like a fucking porn star. I flipped out and ran into the room. I grabbed her arm tossing her to the ground before jumping on the guy, beating my fists into him. I go kind of crazy, but then Finn and Ryker are there pulling me off the guy. Courtney is sitting on the floor crying, but I start screaming at her. How could she be fucking someone else, with me right downstairs?

  “She let me yell until she had enough and started yelling back. She started yelling about how much she hated the band, how she hoped that we would never get anywhere, and that I would get a real job. She admitted that she’d been cheating for a while, hoping to find someone to replace me. I completely lost my shit at that, Ryker and Finn tackled me, while Ashton grabbed Courtney to throw her out of the house.”

  I lay quietly, gazing blankly at the ceiling. “We all agreed to never mention what happened or mention her name again. We left for L.A. the next day.” I know that I allowed her to make me shut out all females. I hadn’t had a relationship since and no one ever got under my skin an inch, until Nell.

  “Wow…that’s insane, like, reeally insane.” Nell says seeming a little shocked. “That’s like shit that happens on Jerry Springer insane. She never called or tried to contact you again?”

  “No. Things blew up for us and it’s been non-stop ever since.” I say with a shrug.

  “And you have never dated anyone this whole time?”

  “The girl I knew for 12 years lied, cheated, and tried to trap me with a kid that wouldn’t have been mine.” I turn on my side to face her, resting my fist against my temple ”I haven’t wanted to risk putting my trust out there again,” I reach out laying my hand against her bare neck, lightly brushing my thumb along her soft skin feeling her heart rate pick up. Goose bumps break out on her skin as I search her eyes. “Then I met you, Nell, and your sad eyes have just pulled me in. I want to make your eyes shine with a happiness so bright that it washes away all of the sadness in them forever.” Her eyes glaze over with tears and before they can fall I catch her lips with mine.

  Chapter 23

  Jaden

  She takes the sweet kisses that I offer, slow and lazy at first but the heat between us starts to stir, and I move closer into her. I lift my body up, not breaking our lips, settling one knee between her thighs, then the other as I make room for myself to settle my pulsating length against her center, and I can feel her heat coming through our layers of clothes. My hand on the side of her neck moves around the backside so I can pull our mouths together, deepening the kiss. Her soft hands slip under the back of my shirt, sliding up to my shoulder then dragging her nails down, causing me to pause and release a hiss, jerking forward, pushing my hardened cock roughly into her center. Her deep moan escapes into my mouth.

  Breaking the kiss, she gives me a wicked grin before hooking her leg on to my hips, and flipping us over so she is sitting on top, her hot slit aligning with my cock.

  “I’ve always liked being on top,” she says in a soft sexy voice, shifting her hips to grind against my aching cock and realigning our lips. I grip on to her hips encouraging her movement. She slides up my shirt, her fingers gliding over the rippled muscles of my stomach and chest. When I grip both of her wrist in my large hands, trapping them from anymore movement, she pulls her mouth away from mine with a confused look on her face.

  “Everything okay?” she asks me. I look up at her, seeing this amazing girl that deserves so much and decide that for her, I will try. I will open myself to her, trust her in my life, maybe even into my heart.

  “We head to Seattle tomorrow and I’ve planned a surprise for you.” A grin spreads across her pretty face. I release one of her wrists to brush her hair behind her ear.

  “Really, a surprise? What is it?” She pokes a finger into my rib causing a wild snort to escape as my stomach muscles contract. “Oh no! Don’t tell me the big bad rock star is ticklish!” she laughs digging her hands into my sides.

  My body’s natural defense is to panic when these areas are grabbed. They do their job well making me squirm, wiggle, and jerk around. Nell is laughing like a loon, while I gasp at the air trying my hardest to fight the giggles that wants to burst out of me.

  I feel like I am in a fight for my life, when I finally pin Nell beneath my heavy body, her hands both trapped back in mine. She’s stretched out below me, her tiny tank top baring her smooth flat stomach. Her breasts heaving from her struggle to keep me under her. Her hair is disheveled laying across her face, so I use my extra hand to wipe it free.

  With her trapped, I look my fill before moving my hand to the soft skin of her stomach. Brushing my knuckles back and forth then gliding it up to her breast, flicking the nipple that is straining toward me. She lets out a soft mewing and I lean down to grasp the covered nub with my teeth, griping down then flicking it with my tongue before sucking it to my wet mouth. Nell’s soft mewing increase to a moan. Her hips flex up as I grab the fullness of her breast in my hand, squeezing as I continue my assault on her nipple.

  She struggles to escape my hold on her hands, I stop my feasting on her nipple looking up at her hard eyes.

  “You will stay still, or I will cuff you to the bed.” Her eyes widen is shock at my threat and we stare at one another for several long seconds, while she decides if she is going to behave. She relinquishes her control to me, relaxing her arms, sucking her bottom lip into her mouth, and pushing her breasts towards me for more. A grumble in my chest escapes expressing my approval of her submission. I reward her by striking fast, gripping her nipple in my teeth. A gasp is released from her lips and she arches into me.

  “Don’t move them.” I say releasing her hands so I can have both of mine to touch and pleasure her with. She grabs on to the comforter above her head like a good girl.

  Not wanting to disturbed her perfect position but needing to gain access to her bare skin, I grab the middle of her tank top and bra and rip them both from her body in one swoop. Attacking the valley between, pushing her lush globes up to smother my face between her soft skin. I lavishly taste the straining bud, suckling, biting, and making them tight, tender, and rosy. Slipping down her torso, brushing my breath along tender flesh until goose bumps explode everywhere and she lets go of a whimper.

  “Jaden, I need to have my hands on you…” she pleads with me, her hand fisting in the blankets on the bed.

  “Do you want me to keep going, Sugar?” I still all movement, and she lets out sob of need.

  “Yes! Jaden, please touch me,” Nell cries out. I love how she will beg for my touch, like she needs it more than air.

  “Then keep them up there.” I smirk, grasping her waist in both hands, dragging her shorts down and off her legs. Using my scruffy chin hair, I go down and around on her stomach until I reach the top of her neon pink panties, using my teeth to drag them painfully slow down the same path as the shorts. The second I remove them, the scent of her needy pussy reaches my lungs and I let out a long needy groan. Needing to take a deep breath to maintain my control, this is about pleasing her.

  I use my lips, teeth, and scruff along her satin legs, into her thighs,
to her sweet scented mound. Blowing a cool breath along her slit. Sliding my hands in my wake, I grasp her behind each knee, pushing them up to her chest, opening her center wide, so my eyes can drink their fill of her wet swollen lips and tight opening.

  “God damn, I love how wet you get for me. My mouth is fucking watering to taste your sweet pussy.” Bending forward, I brush my nose against her mound, breathing in her aroused scent, and she lets go of a sound of immense pleasure. Everything about this girl speaks to some deep part of me. “I love your delicious fragrance, Beauty.” Pushing at her knees to lift her ass higher, I dip down, releasing my tongue to her tight rosebud, making Nell gasp and moan. Swirling around and around the quivering bud before flattening my tongue adding pressure then running it up her slit to the tiny nub of nerves. Nell lets out soft scream as her muscles jerk, pushing her need into my face. With a hum, I plunge into pleasuring her stunning cunt. Working through the alphabet, to twisting, slurping, and fucking her tight hole with my juice doused tongue.

  “Beauty, hold your legs for me.” When she takes over holding onto her legs, I grab onto each ass cheek and burry my face, getting the area nice and wet. I pull back, watching as I push in my thumb, going slow so I don’t hurt her.

  “Baby, that feels so good, keep going” her breathing, heavy panting.

  “Has anyone ever fucked you here, Beauty?” She vigorously shakes her head no. “Do you want me here? My cock in your tightest little hole?”

  “Yes…” She whispers.

  “Good, I want to fuck you here slowly but we will work up to that.” Lowering my mouth back down to suck on her clit before diving two fingers of my free hand into her drenched pussy, curling them forward to massage her g-spot. I quickly push my thumb all the way in. Nell screams out at the pain but she quickly moans in pleasure, I fuck her in the three most pleasurable points of her body. She tightens, letting out another cry, spiraling over the edge of her orgasm.

  “Yes! Jaden! YES! Fuck, I’m coming!” She screams out, her body withering and shaking all over. I feel a gushing of hot fluid hit my fingers before quickly replacing it with my mouth, deeply sucking her sweet ejaculated cream from her pussy. I suck until she starts jerking at my hair to stop but instead of pulling away I slip my fingers back into her wet slit and start assaulting her clit once again with my mouth, grinding my thumb into the sensitive nerves of her ass, pushing her into another mind whirling orgasm.

  As she comes back down again, tugging my head, “Stop Jaden, oh my god, I can’t take anymore!” she gasps. I pull back chuckling, and release my fingers from inside of her. With her eyes closed, she goes completely limp. I kiss a trail back up to her mouth, kissing her deeply, sharing her flavor with her.

  I snuggle her in my arms laying her head on my chest, running my fingers in her hair. She nuzzles her nose up into my neck, I kiss her forehead lightly, and rest my head back to snooze holding my girl in my arms. A smile plastered on my face as we drift off together.

  Chapter 24

  Nell

  I wake up in Jaden’s arms. My body relaxed and happy but buzzing with Jaden’s proximity. I shift a little so I can see his face. His mouth is slightly open and his breathing is deep. I decided to take a shower, I figure it will be a fun surprise for him to wake up to me naked and wet behind the glass wall. Slipping off the bed, I enter the shower, turning on the large rain style shower head to get warm. I look out the glass and see Jaden hasn’t budged. Hopefully he wakes up at some point or my plan is a bust.

  Stepping under the hot spray, I close my eyes tight just letting the water run over me. The sound of the door popping open jars me and I open my eyes to see a naked grinning Jaden. Oh boy, the man is a walking wet dream. Standing at 6’2” with wide shoulders, bulging muscles in all the right places, from his strong arms, chest, abs, “sigh” that V. Taking a moment’s pause to enjoy that section that I love so much, he just stands there allowing me to drink him in. His cock towering and proud, between the two perfect V lines. I lick my lips as I examine his proud member.

  “I have 10 minutes before I have to leave for a meeting. Are you just going to stand there and stare?” His grin is enormous, he’s is enjoying my hungry inspection of his body.

  “10 minutes isn’t near enough time for me to perform the acts that I want to.” I say pushing my tongue into my cheek.

  “Hang on a second,” he says backing out of the shower, bending down to grab his cell phone out of his pocket, he fires off a text to someone, tosses it on the bed, and hurries back into the shower. “Okay, I bought us another 20 minutes.” He grabs my face and slams his lips down onto mine.

  Man, I was a lucky girl, I press my breasts and body against his and slither up and down as I drag my nails up to his back then down over his ass to his upper thighs. I hear him groan and suck in a breath as my mound grazes the tip of his stiff cock. Instead of grabbing his thick length, I continue slipping my body against his, pushing and teasing him with my hands. My tongue wanders and brushes against the tense muscles of his neck. Rising to my tippy toes, I run my lips up the side of his neck to his ear before nipping its edge. As my teeth graze his ear, he thrust my arms around his neck, lifting me up to wrap my legs a round his hips. I yelp in surprise and barely get in a breath before his tongue dives into mine again.

  Chapter 25

  Jaden

  Devouring Nell's mouth and grabbing her ass so I can lift her, leaning her back against the tiled wall, to rub her hot center along my throbbing cock causes her to gasp and breathe my name. I can't get enough of her. I dive into her neck that smells of strawberries and lick, kiss, bite, and breath in every inch that I can get to. My hands work to pull her open and massage her ass causing her moist pussy lips to gape and clench. I inch one finger to her opening, lightly caressing the entrance.

  "Jaden, please!" She pants.

  "Please what, Beauty?"

  "Please, I need..." She squirms against me, my finger continues its slow circling of her entrance.

  "Open your eyes, Beauty." She slowly peels her eyes open, sparks blaze through the icy blue, causing my heart to pound just a bit harder, "What do you need?"

  "You, Jaden, I need you, please!" She whispers.

  "Just me?" I ask, fire lighting her eyes.

  Growling, the sexiest noise I've ever heard, she thrusts her hand between us, grabs my cock, and impales her hot juicy center down with a cry of triumph. I suck in a loud breath of shock and she begins to ride my cock like her life depends on it. Using my shoulders for support she bounces and swivels her hips, I grab an ass cheek in each big hand to help her along but allow her to take complete advantage of me. I push my hips forward and using the wall for support behind her, she begins to rock, flexing her pelvis forwards and backwards, keeping me deep. She’s panting getting closer to her release. I feel her walls tightening and remove a hand from her ass to push into her little bud of nerves, sending her that last little bit of please to have her erupting around me. I plummet after her.

  “Ahh, fuck Beauty!” I roar.

  As we comes down together, I might not be able to feel my body but I’m entranced by her and can't find the strength to look away. It's a good thing her eyes were closed or she would see the love shining in mine. But she isn't ready to hear how I feel about her yet and I'm not stupid enough to ruin this moment.

  Her eyes snap open when I start to lower her to her feet. My half hardened cock bounces out of her and hits the middle of my V with a wet splat sound, making her giggle, “That’s kind of hot.”

  Smirking my cockiest grin, I lightly tweak her erect nipple, "Good, because I'm a long way from done with you."

  "Oh yeah?" She grins, which makes my cock jump quickly refilling. Grabbing a towel from the peg, I wrap it around her, and start rubbing her dry. When done, she wraps the towel around her and tucks it so it won't fall off. I reach out to grab my own towel but her small hand grabs my arm "Wait, hold on, I want try something, but you have to close your eyes." She says with a grin. I give he
r a look but she looks so adorable, I humor her. I hear her leave the shower, rustling around in the bedroom, then a wrinkling of plastic. The shower door is closed then I feel Nell brush my thighs with her soft hands.

  "Can I look now?"

  "Yeah." My eyes meet hers. She squatting with her face right by my stiff cock, her knees are spread open wide and my cock jumps in excitement at how fucking sexy she looks.

  "Hmm…what are you up to, Beauty?"

  Her eyes shine when she hears her nickname, "Oh you will see, Beast."

  I throw my head back and laugh. Taking advantage of my distraction, Nell runs her tongue from the base of my hard shaft to the tip. My laugh becomes a startled gasp followed by a hiss and a groan, as she sinks down taking me deep before sliding back up, then softly blows across my cock causing another surprised gasp to exit my lips, that makes her giggle.

 

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