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by Ashley Blake


  “Let’s take this off.” His voice was raspy and full of passion as he choked out the words. He reached around behind me and unhooked my bra which fell to the floor leaving my boobs fully exposed. He grunted as his hands came up to cup each one and then his mouth closed over one breast while the other rolled the nipple between his thumb and forefinger, pinching it hard and then lightly rubbing it to soothe the delicious sting. He nearly had half of my other ample boob in his mouth, sucking it and rubbing the nipple with his tongue. The intense sensation caused me to throw my head back in ecstasy as I felt the wetness dampening my panties.

  “Baby, you feel so good,” his deep voice groaned in my ear.

  He grabbed my hand and led me into his bedroom and I decided to take charge. I pushed him down on his bed and his eyes flew open in surprise, then a sexy, devilish grin spread across his face. I straddled him, pulled his shirt out of his pants and unbuckled his belt and leaned down to kiss him. I swept my tongue across his lips and slowly unbuttoned his shirt, my lips leaving a trail of kisses down his chest and stomach. He took off his shirt and I ran my hands along his chiseled chest and stomach down to his pants, his taut muscles were formed perfectly beneath his skin. I unbuttoned his pants and shimmied down to the end of the bed and pulled them off never taking my eyes off of his. His member was rock hard and straining against his boxer briefs and I glided my hand over the outside of the fabric and heard a sharp intake of breath from Caleb.

  I slid my hands inside the band of his boxer briefs and started to pull them down, Caleb lifting his hips to help me easily slip them off. His member was like steel as it sprang free. I looked up at him with a sensual smile full of promise and slid my hands up his thighs, wrapping one hand around his throbbing dick. I leaned in and licked from the base slowly to the tip and he let out a loud groan as he buried his fingers in my hair. He gasped as I wrapped my lips around his stiff member and began to move it in and out of my mouth. He began to pant heavily as he pumped himself in and out of my mouth and then he suddenly grabbed my arms and quickly pulled me up to him. Lust seared his eyes as he began to take control. He flipped me over so that I was face down on the bed, and he hooked his fingers under the band of my panties and quickly pulled them off of me. He was moving with increased urgency and was less than gentle as he rubbed his hands over my rounded globes.

  “This ass is so perfect.” I felt him kiss one cheek and then the other as he slid a finger up the crease. He kneaded and rubbed my ass, running his tongue up one cheek and down the other and then he flipped me over so that I was on my back. He came up to kiss me, our tongues teasing and tasting, as he squeezed one of my boobs and his other hand slid down my belly between my legs. My inner thighs were tingling as he lightly teased the soft skin with his fingers, rubbing only the skin on my inner thigh.

  “Spread your legs for me, love.” His words sent heat rushing to my core as I opened my legs for him giving him better access. He teased my swollen, heated flesh and I whimpered as he slid one finger and then two inside of me, and I pressed down on his fingers to take them in deeper. His thumb teased and rubbed my swollen, sensitive bud and my body began to buck from the sensations that were stirring inside me.

  “That’s right, let me see you come baby.” Caleb moved his fingers in and out of me at a frenzied pace and he increased the pressure on my tender nub with his thumb, applying more and more pressure. His thumb was pressed hard against my bud as he rubbed it in small circles, faster and faster. He pinched my nipple, squeezing my breast and he gave me a long deep kiss that made me shudder. My orgasm shot to the surface and I came hard as I let out a loud cry, my inner muscles clamping down around his fingers, my hands clutching his naked skin. My body shuddered with release and as I began to come down from orgasm, my breath still came in fast pants.

  Caleb wasted no time as he grabbed a condom from the drawer, climbed on top of me and started to slowly sink into me. My slick flesh stretched open for him as he pushed his thick head inside of me. I lifted my hips and wrapped my legs around him as he buried himself deep inside me. He let out a deep groan as he sank into me and it felt good to know that I was causing him to react like that. “Damn Emma, you’re so wet and tight, love.” He choked out the words as I began to move my hips, taking him as deep as I could. Caleb completely let loose and pounded into me fast and hard, grabbing a fistful of my hair and pulling my head back so that our eyes met. “Harder Caleb, I want it harder.” I moaned uncontrollably as he grabbed my ankles, put my legs over his shoulders, and hammered me into the mattress. He then quickly pulled out, flipped me over so that I was on my hands and knees and buried himself in my soaking wet core. He grabbed my hips and pounded into me repeatedly, slapping noises filling the air as flesh met flesh. Caleb was grunting loudly and moving in and out of me like a madman. I tingled all over as my body reveled in the delicious sensations I was experiencing. I felt Caleb’s body tense up and I knew he was going to come.

  His body stiffened as he let out loud grunts and then had an explosive release, his body shuddering violently before collapsing onto the bed beside me. He was breathing heavily, one hand on his stomach, staring at the ceiling trying to catch his breath. He looked over at me and smiled.

  “You’re so damned sexy Emma. That was amazing.” He leaned over and kissed me gently on the lips, his eyes searching mine. “I knew it would be.”

  I smiled at him, my hand gently cupping his face. “Ditto.”

  CHAPTER NINE

  The next morning, the sun breaking through the blinds woke me from a blissful sleep. At first I didn’t know where I was, and then I saw Caleb’s arm was around me and remembered the incredible night of passion we’d had. He was still sleeping and I had to use the bathroom so I started to get out of bed gingerly so as not to wake him. As soon as I stirred, he pulled me back onto the bed and I giggled like a school girl.

  He kissed my cheek and looked into my eyes and smiled at me. How is it that he looks even better first thing in the morning? “Good morning, beautiful.”

  I returned his gorgeous smile. “Good morning handsome.”

  “Are you hungry?”

  “I am starved, but before I do anything I need to use your bathroom.”

  “Sure thing, love. You know where it is but make sure you bring that gorgeous ass of yours back here when you’re done.”

  I hopped out of bed and went to his bathroom. When I saw myself in the mirror I was horrified. My hair was all over my head and my mascara was smeared under my eyes. He saw me like this? I quickly fixed my hair and splashed water on my face to wash away the mascara and when I was done I looked more presentable. Much better.

  I climbed back into bed with Caleb and he pulled me close. “For the record, I liked the way you looked when you first woke up, it was very sexy.”

  “You must be blind because I looked a mess!”

  He kissed my cheek. “You looked perfect. Now, where would you like to go for breakfast? I haven’t had time to go grocery shopping so we’ll have to eat out this time. Next time, I promise I will make you a gourmet breakfast.”

  “Hmmm, gorgeous, great in bed and a gourmet chef? I hit the jackpot!”

  “Great in bed? Let’s explore that.” He gave me a mischievous grin and I playfully tapped him on his arm.

  “You’re bad, let’s figure out where were going to go to breakfast. How about Third Coast?”

  “It’s one of my favorite spots, so it sounds perfect.”

  We showered and got dressed and all I had to wear was my dress from the night before, so Caleb gave me one of his T-shirts to wear and I tied it in a knot at the waist over my dress so that it looked like I was wearing a skirt and T-shirt. It didn’t take long for us to get ready and we went to enjoy a wonderful breakfast. Caleb drove me home afterward and told me he would call me later. We both had a ton of work for school so we couldn’t spend the day together. Caleb kissed me and before I got out of the car he held my gaze for a few seconds.

  “You really are an
amazing woman and you make me really happy Emma.”

  I blushed at the compliment as butterflies fluttered in my belly and I smiled at him. “You make me happy too.”

  “I’ll call you later.”

  I got out of the car and literally felt like I was floating on clouds. I had just had the best night of my entire life.

  Kelly wanted all the deets when I got home and I told her almost everything but I left the intimate details of our night together out of the discussion. I wanted to keep that private.

  “OMG Emma! It sounds like a fairytale, I am so happy for you! This could not have happened to a nicer, more deserving person.”

  “Enough about me, how are things with David?” Kelly had been dating her boyfriend for nine months and lately it seemed they had not been getting along as well as they had in the beginning.

  “Oh, everything is fine there. I guess I just get a little bored sometimes and I’m going to have to tell him how I’m feeling so that we can spice things up a bit. I want him to wine and dine me like he did in the beginning, and I think he’s getting a little bit too comfortable with us just hanging out at each other’s places all the time. We’ll see if he steps it up. If he doesn’t, there’s plenty fish in the sea!”

  "Hey, maybe we should go on a double date, that would probably be a lot of fun! Caleb isn't shy and he likes to meet new people so David should feel totally comfortable. And you have already kind of met him so it shouldn’t be awkward at all.”

  I could feel the wheels turning in my brain and I was getting excited about having another couple to go out with. Yeah, I was definitely going to suggest this to Caleb.

  “Yeah, that actually does sound like fun so I will definitely get David to agree so that we can all go out together.”

  “Okay, cool.”

  Kelly and I then went to our rooms because we both had a lot of work to do. It was 9:00 before I knew it and I realized that Caleb had not called yet. Hmmm, that’s strange. He usually calls me by now. We had been talking every day for over a week now and I just assumed he would call me this night also. I’m sure he’ll be calling any minute. 11:00 p.m. came and went and I didn’t hear from him so I went to sleep a little confused but positive that I would hear from him the following day.

  I went to class the next morning wondering what time Caleb would be calling me, still thoroughly convinced that I would hear from him sometime that day. The day flew by and then before I knew it, it was midnight and I was exhausted and also hurt because I had not heard from him. I didn’t understand why after such an incredible date and night in bed together he had not called me. He made me believe that he was really into me and now I was starting to think that he said all those things just to get me into bed. I thought back to when he told me that the sex was amazing and he knew that it would be. Was he just curious about what sex would be like with me? Did he just use me? I fell asleep wondering if everything I thought I had with Caleb was all a lie.

  I woke up the next day completely unmotivated and I didn’t want to get out of bed, but I had to. I had a presentation in one of my classes that day and I couldn’t miss it. As I was riding the train to school, I was thinking about how well Caleb and I had gotten along and how natural it seemed to be with him. It just didn’t make any sense that he wouldn’t call me and the more I thought about it the more I started to worry. The thought popped into my head that maybe he was hurt and he couldn’t call me. I decided that I would call Rena later that day to see if Caleb had been in class.

  I left a message for her that afternoon and she called me back later that night. “Yeah, he’s been in class, he’s super stressed about a huge project that we have due in a couple of weeks.”

  “Oh, okay, I hadn’t heard from him so I just wanted to make sure that he’s okay. Well, since he seems to be just fine, I guess I will just go on about my life.”

  Now I was really hurt because this meant that he was intentionally blowing me off, and I know that I didn't hide the sarcasm from my voice so I’m sure that Rena could sense it.

  “Don’t worry Emma, I’m sure that you’ll hear from him soon, he gets like this every time we have a big project that’s due. I promise you it has nothing to do with you and it has everything to do with him and how he handles stress. I’m serious, don’t worry, I know how much he cares about you because he confided in me. You’ll hear from him.”

  I really wanted to believe her but it was hard because if you really cared about someone you wouldn’t just leave them feeling like you had totally used them, and that is exactly how I felt. I was starting to feel really pissed at him and I didn’t want it to come out as if I were upset with Rena so I thanked her for the info and told her that I had to go and I would talk to her later. So, nothing is wrong with him and he hasn’t called me. What a jerk! Just wait until I see him at the senior center this weekend, he’ll be sorry that he ever met me. I told myself that no one was going to use me the way he did.

  When I got home that night, I cried to Kelly about Caleb blowing me off. She had stayed at David’s place the last few nights so she didn’t know that I hadn’t talked to him.

  “Oh honey, don’t cry, there has to be some explanation for why you haven’t heard from him. You know, people deal with stress in all kinds of ways, maybe he’s the type that retreats until the storm passes.”

  “But that’s not fair to me Kel! He shouldn’t just completely shut out the person that he is beginning a relationship with. He’s not thinking about my feelings at all and that is not the type of guy that I need or want in my life.” I sat there for a minute, my tears drying up, and thought about what I’d just said and it was as if I had an epiphany. “You know what? I’m done with him. I’m not going to put up with this crap, I deserve way better than him.”

  Kelly hesitated at first but then she told me what was on her mind. “Emma, you know I love you, and normally I would totally agree with you, but I think you’re making a mistake. You really should just give it a little bit of time and hear him out because I guarantee you he’s going to call you sooner or later.”

  “Is that really fair to me to have to sit around and wait for him? Why should everything be on his schedule? What about my feelings in all of this?”

  Kelly could see that I was upset and she backed off a little bit with encouraging me to just wait for him to call. “Okay, I know you’re pissed so I’ll drop it…for now.”

  I gave her an appreciative glance and we changed the subject and decided to make dinner. We chatted about clothes and shoes and decided that we’d go shopping that weekend after I was done volunteering at the senior center. I climbed into bed that night and I decided that I was going to push Caleb out of my mind and try to not even think about him until I ran into him at the center on Saturday. I would just deal with whatever what happened at that time. I’d given him enough of my time and energy and I wasn’t going to do it anymore.

  When Saturday rolled around I was extremely nervous about what would happen when I saw Caleb that day. I took my time getting ready so that I would look as pretty as possible to help me feel more confident and less nervous when I confronted Caleb. When I got to the center I was distracted and I found myself checking the door every couple of minutes to see if Caleb had arrived yet. Jack and Mary could tell that I was preoccupied and that I wasn’t quite myself.

  “Emma dear, is everything alright?” Mary looked really concerned and the last thing I wanted to do was upset anyone at the center, so I decided to put on a happy face for the rest of the afternoon. Caleb never showed up that day and it made me feel even worse. I knew that he really loved this place and the fact that he didn’t show up made me feel that he was trying to avoid me at all costs.

  I was supposed to go shopping with Kelly that afternoon but I really wasn’t up to it so I went home, packed a bag and decided to take the train and go see my parents for a couple of days. I needed to get away and I didn’t have anything important on Monday in school so it would be okay if I skipped class that
day.

  CHAPTER TEN

  When I got home that night it was almost 9:00 and my mom was really excited to see me, but she was also worried because it was 9:00 on a Saturday night. Katie was away at college and the twins were away for the weekend on a field trip for school so it was just mom, my dad and me that weekend.

  “Emma, are you okay? Did something happen?”

  “Mom, does something have to happen for me to come home for a visit?”

  “No, of course not honey but you have to admit that your timing is a bit strange.”

  “I just needed a break mom, and I missed you guys.”

  My mom looked into my eyes, searching, and I could tell that she knew something was wrong. She gently put her hand on my cheek and gave me a soft smile. “Honey, I know you, now let’s go sit down so that we can talk.”

  My dad was in the study and he came out to say hi to me but then he went back to reading his book. Typical. But I didn’t care, I had my mom to myself for the first time I a really long time and I couldn’t wait to tell her all about Caleb.

 

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