A Warrior of Dreams

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by Richard Parks


  Dyaros smiled his usual arrogant smile, only this time it didn't quite come off. "It's dangerous, Joslyn. People see too clearly in the sunshine."

  Joslyn knew the truth of that. This one cut purse was the real reason that young Watcher had chased her with such determination—no one had seen her take the pears. "That's why people get careless," Joslyn said, "and what worthy thing carries no risk?"

  Dyaros wasn't smiling now. "Wait for me on the roof," he said. He was looking at Joslyn, but the others left, filling out slowly. Merasys was the last to go; Joslyn saw the look she gave Dyaros before she followed the others up the stairs. It made Joslyn feel a little ill.

  "Joslyn, I don't understand you. Why are you avoiding me?" Dyaros asked when they were alone.

  "I hunt the day because I prefer it. It has nothing to do with you." That wasn't exactly true, but there was more to it than Dyaros. Something she couldn't make him understand. She didn't quite understand it herself.

  Dyaros smiled again. "The saddest part of all. I would like very much for it to have something to do with me."

  "Merasys is a pretty and willing girl. Isn't she enough for you?"

  He laughed. "No more than I am for her—we're thieves, Joslyn. We take what pleasure we can for as long as we can before we're maimed or hanged. That's all it means to either of us. Simple."

  Joslyn shook her head. "I think you believe that," she said. "But I've known only one place where it really was simple--a brothel I visited one lean day when I thought nothing was worse than being hungry. I was wrong. But all the men and all the women did know exactly what being there meant. And no one looked at anyone the way Merasys looks at you."

  Dyaros put on his best smile, but his eyes had gone cold. "I'll say this for you, girl-- you do know how to hide. Sunlight or words, whatever's handy, you make good use of it. But not forever, Joslyn. And the brothels are still waiting."

  Dyaros turned abruptly and hurried up the staircase to the roof to join the others.

  Joslyn, suddenly very weary, opened the door with the key she kept hanging about her neck. There was one large room behind their quarters, with several smaller rooms opening off of it. The remains of the evening meal--breakfast, for the others--were on a communal table in the center, but Joslyn wasn't hungry now. She dropped the coins on the table.

  She looked at the gold. That was a stroke of luck--the buyer extending, the merchant reaching to receive, and Joslyn, flashing through at just the right moment to snatch the lovely gold away. Not many moments like that, not nearly enough to keep her place secure, if Dyarlos decided to turn her out. Joslyn knew the rules--a thief without a place somewhere in the Guild wouldn't last very long.

  Joslyn yawned, went into the small room she shared with Merasys. She unrolled one of the two bundles of bedding, lay down and considered her problem. Dyaros, first. Maybe in the beginning it had been simple for him, too. Not now. Now it was a matter of pride.

  So I lie with him. And then... Joslyn glanced at the other bedroll, giggled. And then there was the other problem. Sleeping in the same room with a girl who thought Dyaros was her special gift from the Dreamer. A girl who kept a very sharp little dagger under her pillow.

  A slit throat or the Street of Sighs. There's a lovely choice...

  Joslyn closed her eyes, yawned again, and started the blessed process of forgetting.

  *

  Joslyn started to remember, but it never quite happened. She was only vaguely aware of herself at all, as if she were a ghost haunting her own life, at once seeing it from outside, and at once being there, saying the words, doing the deeds. But most of all, watching.

  "Time to divide the loot."

  The thieves were at breakfast, with Dyaros on one end of the table and Joslyn on the other and all the other thieves ranged between. Dyaros laid the coins on the table in little gold and silver stacks. "Yours," he said, sliding a stack to Merasys. "Yours," he said, and another pile went to Joar. One by one he went through them all until the money was gone.

  "You forgot me," Joslyn said.

  "You don't get any," Dyaros said, huffily. "You hurt my pride."

  It seemed like an excessive price for a wound that didn't even show. Joslyn stared at the coins, wishing she could do something about the injustice of it. Suddenly the coins weren't coins at all—a flock of yellow chicks scattered about the table, peeping in high, angry voices. "Catch them!" Merasys yelled. Someone else leaped across the table in pursuit of his fleeing share and the whole thing tipped over, spilling chicks and thieves and table scraps into one glorious heap.

  Joslyn was no longer a part of it. She was outside again, watching a girl with her face and form trying to extricate herself from the tangle on the floor.

  This is wrong...

  She was back in the scene again. The chicks wandered aimlessly about the room. Dyaros glared at her. "You put them back!"

  “I didn’t do anything!”

  Joslyn thought she was speaking aloud, but of course Dyaros heard nothing because Joslyn was gone again, a spectator. She watched thieves chasing baby chickens around the room, heard Dyaros shouting about his pride, heard herself telling Dyaros what to do with his pride and how deep to do it. It was all just noise, now. Joslyn was tired of listening to them.

  Joslyn searched for the door to her room, found it, and when she went through she left the girl that looked like her behind with the others. The last thing she saw was herself wrestling Merasys for her share of the loot--three little chicks who watched with polite disinterest from Joar's shoulder. Dyaros was loudly promising himself to the winner.

  Joslyn closed the door, and now there was no door, and nothing behind where the door had been. She stood alone on what looked like a plain of white mist. Only she wasn't really alone. Off in the distance she could see little sparks of light scattered about, and knew without knowing how that there were people at those places, like travelers sitting each at his own little fire.

  This was the real reason she did not like to sleep at night. The mist plain was still there in the day, but not so many stars, not so many places of light to tell her she was not alone. She could never remain long here in any case. She waited for the jolt, the feeling of wrongness that always came then, that always pulled her back. But as long as she was there, as long as she was seeing something that was probably not right or good for her to see, it was nice to know that she was not alone.

  Try explaining that to Dyaros. Try explaining anything to that oaf, Joslyn.

  She frowned. Why had she referred to Joslyn as if she were someone else? Wasn't she herself Joslyn? She had no mirror there, but she looked at her hands, saw the faint trail of an old familiar scar on her left palm. She was just herself, but she still couldn't shake the feeling of separateness. It covered her like a damp blanket, and she shivered. The feeling was getting worse.

  Time to go in.

  She didn't know what that meant, exactly. But she knew what happened. The mists faded, the lights came up, and once more Joslyn watched Joslyn, now standing alone in an empty room, looking at doors.

  "Which one tonight, I wonder?"

  She didn't tarry long; somehow she knew she didn't have long to tarry. She reached out to the nearest latch, opened the door attached to it and went through.

  *

  "Didn't I say, Master?"

  Two men stood together on the mist plain, watching unnoticed as Joslyn finally returned to the warm safety of her own dream. The one who spoke was a wizened little man. A few wisps of iron-grey hair escaped from the hood of his deep blue robe, and his voice was like the whisper of a razor on the strop. The other was taller, rounder, with white hair and beard, weak blue eyes, and a face like a painting of some forgotten sage. He moved slowly; a man bearing more burden than was right for one person to carry.

  "Yes. This girl's nightsoul, untutored, has managed to break free from its own dream and roam about the Nightstage. Remarkable! Belor, you've done well to find her."

  "I fancy she'd find
us if we let her be too long. She seems to have returned to her own dreams for now. Shall we observe, Master?"

  The other shook his head. "I've seen more than enough. You know where to go now?"

  Belor nodded. "Etched in my memory."

  "Then go and give the acolytes their instructions. I'll remain here in case anything needs doing when the time comes."

  Belor bowed low and then he just wasn't there. The other stood silently for a moment, then stepped a little closer to the faint yellow glow that was Joslyn's dream. After a moment he frowned.

  You've gone too far, too deep for me to see you, girl. Where are you now, I wonder?

  *

  Joslyn didn't know where she was. It was as if she'd stepped through the door into a stairway that only went down. She could see nothing except a blank whiteness, as if she were hopelessly lost in an endless blank of mist. Like the mist plain and... not like it at all. Somewhere else, and leading somewhere else. Joslyn had solid footing wherever she stepped, so long as those steps led down. She made a few feeble attempts to return the way she came, but became hopelessly confused on any direction except down. Joslyn was afraid, but she was curious, too. That made it impossible to try very hard to do anything except go on until her foot jarred on a step on the same level as the last one and she had arrived…somewhere.

  Joslyn stood on what could have been an ocean beach. There was white sand beneath her feet, an ocean to her right, a high line of sea-cliffs to her left. Joslyn had never seen the ocean before, but she rather imagined it wasn't much like this at all—the sea was not green, or blue. It was black, blacker than the pitch torches at the entrance to the Street of Sighs, blacker than a rainy night. It struck against the white sands with a roar and hiss like a thwarted tiger, and left nothing of itself but the ripples on the sand. The beach itself was broken by pale granite spires that thrust out of the white sands like trees of stone.

  "Where am I?" Joslyn heard her own voice then and nearly jumped. She hadn't meant to speak aloud, hadn't expected there would be anyone to answer her. She was wrong.

  "Answer your own question, Child. You're the only one who can."

  Joslyn glanced toward the cliffs. One bleached skeleton of a tree clung to the stone with gnarled finger roots, and sitting on that groaning perch was a harpy. It had feathers like shards of black iron, and wrinkled, pink breasts. Its face was familiar.

  "Musa?"

  The monster shrugged. "If you wish. It's your dream."

  Of course. It was still unsettling, to be dreaming and know it. But oddly pleasant, for all that. Joslyn savored the moment. She looked around slowly, first at the black ocean, and then away to where the granite cliffs rose abruptly from the beach. The harpy was doing the same. It looked at the stone cliffs with one unblinking eye.

  "Much of Ly Ossia is built of stone like this. I suppose that's why you chose to build your scene with it."

  Joslyn was only barely listening. The ocean had reclaimed her attention. Joslyn had never seen so much water at once, and certainly none of this color. She stepped a little closer to where the sepia waves splashed the sand and sank into it without a trace. "That doesn't explain why the sea is black."

  The harpy looked strangely pleased; it was all but preening. "No it doesn't. So clever."

  "Will you explain?"

  The harpy looked less pleased. "If there's an answer," she said, "why must you assume it comes from somewhere else? You want to know about the sea, then touch the sea and tell yourself what the sea is."

  Joslyn looked at the black water. She didn't want to touch it. She didn't even want to take one step closer than she already was. Joslyn looked at the harpy, saw the disdain there, and did the thing she didn't want to do. She slid forward very carefully, until one inky wave, advancing just the slightest bit ahead of the others, washed over her pale foot.

  Sweet Dreamer, save me --

  There was no saving. Joslyn felt the ocean reach out like a living thing, take hold of her. The pale sky exploded into all the jagged colors of a broken rainbow and then it was gone. There was nothing left but the darkness, could be nothing left but the darkness, would be nothing but darkness, ever again. Too late Joslyn knew what the ocean meant; she drifted with unseen currents for a time, for forever, sensed rather than saw the things that swam around her, things with long smooth bodies and teeth like needles.

  One of them looked like Dyaros.

  JOSLYN.

  Too late, too late! No Joslyn here now. No Joslyn ever again. She was lost, lost...

  JOSLYN!

  She opened her eyes; it was as simple as that. Joslyn lay flat on her back on the warm sand. The harpy smiled down on her from its perch. "What is the Dark Sea, Joslyn?"

  Joslyn licked dry lips, heard her own harsh voice. "Madness."

  "You learn quickly," the harpy said. "and that's fortunate since you have so much to learn—"

  The monster stopped talking when it was clear that Joslyn wasn't listening. She supported herself on one elbow and stared fixedly at the granite wall. Suddenly it was not so solid as she had imagined. She was certain that she could see through it, almost as if it was made of glass instead of granite. Joslyn looked closely, trying to see through the ripples and flaws in the texture of the cliffs; it was like trying to see through a poorly-blown glass bottle. But what little Joslyn could see was astonishing.

  "The cliffs are glass," she announced, almost giggling."

  The harpy shook its head. "That's the Dark Sea talking."

  "No! I see it...."

  "See what?"

  "Someplace else."

  Those were the only words to explain it. It didn't belong to her, not like the beach and the cliffs and even the Dark Sea did. She wasn't sure how she knew, it just didn't, in the same way that the misty plain far above did not. She felt its separateness, almost like looking at someone else's reflection in a mirror.

  The harpy was looking at her strangely. "Child, I want you to tell me what you see."

  "If you're part of me... part of the dream, then don't you know?"

  The harpy smiled again. "Clever—"

  Thunder.

  Joslyn looked up, saw nothing in the sky but a high, wispy cloud. The thunder came again, louder.

  The harpy looked up, too. "Pity. I wish we had more time, but someone's knocking on your door."

  It's voice faded off like someone walking away. It took Joslyn a moment to realize that it wasn't the harpy who was leaving—the beach, the cliffs, the Dark Sea, all faded from sight. Joslyn felt herself rising like a swimmer toward the surface of the water. The glare grew brighter and brighter and at the last, just before she emerged from that deep place, strong fingers grabbed her wrists, pulled her the last little bit.

  Joslyn lay blinking in the light of torches in her room. She looked to either side at the pale figures who held her wrists with very tight grips.

  White Robes..?

  Joslyn tried to understand what it meant, and in that confused moment could only understand one thing—she was a thief. And she was caught.

  "Let me go!" She struggled, but the acolytes did no such thing. They stood up, lifting her to her feet, and then moved apart just the slightest bit so that, pull though she might, she couldn't reach other one of them to bite or kick. "Damn you, let me go!"

  "Don't be afraid... Joslyn? Is that your name, girl?"

  Joslyn stopped struggling, partly because she knew it was useless, and partly because of what she heard in that voice. He stepped out into the torchlight; there was another man with him—the dark-robed priest Joslyn had seen earlier at the temple gates—but all Joslyn's attention was on the tall, strong-featured man in the white robe of an acolyte. His hair and beard were white, too, though Joslyn was uncertain about his age. He carried a small wand of ivory; clouds of gold thread were woven into his garb, though he didn't really need the distinction. Joslyn knew he was no acolyte.

  He smiled at her. "Do you know who I am, Joslyn?"

  She nodded,
slowly. She knew. She'd never seen him before in her life, but she knew. All the stories passed around the thieves at table, all the rumors picked up with the loot on the streets of Ly Ossia came together in the man standing before Joslyn now. "Tagramon," she said. "Dream Master of the Temple of Somna."

  He nodded, looking pleased. "A clever girl. That'll help."

  Someone else had said that, too. Called her “clever.” Joslyn wasn't exactly sure who. She was still waking up, her sense of “here” and “now” coming back to her in bits and pieces. A large chunk of it suddenly arrived all at once, making her eyes grow wide. "Mers..."

  The Dream Master frowned, and the dried-out little priest leaned over, whispered something to him. He smiled again. "Ahh, I see. The doorwatch. You're concerned about your friends, but don't worry—it's certainly not our purpose to harm anyone. We've come to honor you."

  "Honor me? Why?"

  "Because you're Chosen, Joslyn. Selected by sign and ability to become a Dreamer of the Temple of Somna."

  Chapter 2—Hide, Seek, and Lose

  Whoever the Blessed of Somna was who invented the robes of our Order, no doubt he lived in a very cold place.

  This somewhat impious thought occurred to Feran as he trudged in his heavy brown robes and backpack through a narrow valley somewhere between the Grass Sea and nowhere. As a member of the Order of Travelers, Feran was used to walking great distances, but it seemed to him that it was an easier thing to do a few years ago, when there were fewer gray hairs in his beard and a little more newness to the places he had seen. But now most of his pilgrimages had been fulfilled one after another: the Imperial Palace at Mekthos, ruined temples to vanished gods at the half-drowned city of Ly Manes, even the only known surviving Aversan shrine, little more than a few shards of marble and rumor hidden in the White Mountains. One by one he had visited them all, and dreamed the augury dreams at each place for himself, opening his Nightsoul to whatever the spirit and memory of the shrine had to teach.

 

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