The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 1

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by A. R. Ammons


  of mind in its dwelling:

  my immediate sympathetic reaction was

  that I understood all that

  20well in a way

  and said it seemed reasonable that

  mountains, though,

  should attract such voices and

  furnish such replies.

  1969

  One More Time

  I took my likely schizophrenia in hand

  and said if

  it must be the high places, let’s go to them,

  muse how they lie about, see how

  5the lessening to immateriality occurs,

  how the peaks, chipping off, folding in, loft

  free to the danger of floating, endure

  the falling away, the unneighboring to high isolation:

  the essential reductions to form

  10and to rock, the single substance,

  gained, we’ll confront puzzling air, from

  the strictest consideration to the freest,

  and the height made we’ll have the choiceless ease

  of the single choice, down, and leisure to come on

  15deepening multiplicity,

  trifling, discrete abundance,

  bottomless diversity, down into the pines,

  morning glories and trout streams

  (where the lacewing works the evening, marginal air)

  20blueberry brush: high-slope cucumber vines abearing.

  1969 (1970)

  Drought

  Bees turn in a fire

  of dry-rich honey,

  visit the faucet

  for the left, crescent

  5drop: below the faucet

  by the cool cement a

  webbed bumblebee spins:

  the spider, whilom serene,

  attacks to feed

  10another filament in: I

  can’t understand

  for a minute why

  the bumblebee

  works so hard into the

  15straitening maze:

  but Lord I know why:

  it’s to find if not flight

  the far end of the dark.

  1969

  Image

  The indefinable idol’s invisible to the mind:

  its visage unmonstrous and unsaintly’s unavailable

  to the iconoclast who in the whirling wind learns

  something of his whirling subduing, which is

  5primary instruction: of course, it breaks down

  into griffins, calves, beavers, gargoyles but

  re-summed shoulders up again and disappears: because

  it disappears, the put-down’s universal and complete:

  but then the ignorant and stupid, the unerring

  10majority, think something’s died and promote the

  precision of the visibly defined: the more partial,

  the more certain, until partiality collapses under

  its exclusions: that’s another kind of death

  that draws human blood: oh, how I wish the notion

  15of unity could get around: how I wish the idol could

  hold summed his attributes, empty free the mind.

  1969

  Equinox

  I went out to cut a last batch of zinnias this

  morning from the back fencerow and got my shanks

  chilled for sure: furrowy dark gray clouds with

  separating fringes of blue sky-grass: and dew

  5beaded up heavier than the left-overs of rain:

  in the zinnias, in each of two, a bumblebee

  stirring in slow-motion, trying to unwind

  the webbed drug of cold, buzzing occasionally but

  with a dry rattle: bees die with the burnt honey

  10at their mouths, at least: the fact’s established:

  it is not summer now and the simmering buzz is out of

  heat: the zucchini blossoms falling show squash

  overgreen with stunted growth: the snapdragons have

  suckered down into a blossom or so: we passed

  15into dark last week the even mark of day and night

  and what we hoped would stay we yield to change.

  1969

  Russet Gold

  The shoddy furbishings I pick and choose among,

  having, as I have, little hope of the foil brights

  shimmering, those ghastly ecstatic blankouts

  of rosy coordination in complete deliveries: no:

  5I take the radiance in, for example, rain, or shiver

  to drops beaded up on cellophane: I tell you

  when the bark loosens on a soggy stick, I can

  get into that space and respire: and have thoughts

  otherwise difficult, if not impossible, to assume:

  10half the time I’m unable, frankly, from a hurtful

  capacity to imagine my own privation: but the other

  half, I can wait with a yew drop, whether it will

  evaporate or, struck by a rapid augmentation, splish,

  presuming that the rain is, as here it often is, light

  15if long: when everything’s given up,

  amazingly, I think, so much stuff to give up,

  and reluctantly, appears: everybody’s seen a cast

  feather, the dislocation: that’s something: and when

  a zinnia turns all cone, it’s certainly not into

  20disorder or waste: I don’t expect to busy

  much with or in the sun, ghosts my valid glimmerers.

  1969

  Essay on Poetics

  Take in a lyric information

  totally processed, interpenetrated into

  wholeness where

  a bit is a bit, a string a string, a

  5cluster a cluster, everything beefing up

  and verging out

  for that point in the periphery where

  salience bends into curve

  and all saliences bend to the same angle of

  10curve and curve becomes curve, one curve, the whole curve:

  that is information actual

  at every point

  but taking on itself at every point

  the emanation of curvature, of meaning, all

  15the way into the high

  recognition of wholeness, that synthesis,

  feeling, aroused, controlled, and released:

  but then find the wholeness

  unbelievable because it permits

  20another wholeness,

  another lyric, the same in structure,

  in mechanism of existence, but bearing a different weight,

  that is, a different, perhaps contradicting,

  bit-nature and assimilation:

  25wholeness then is a condition of existence,

  a one:many mechanism, internally irrelevant to scope,

  but from the outside circumscribed into scope:

  I like the order that allows, say, when

  a thousand cows are on a thousand acres,

  30clusters to flow out in single file down a gully,

  encirclings of drinkholes, concentrations in a green

  bottom, spread-outs, but identifiable, across

  a broad rise or scape: I like that just as I

  like tracings converging into major paths,

  35untracings of widening out beyond a clump of

  trees or small pass:

  those configurations, rendered by aerial photography,

  would interest me endlessly

  in the precision of their topographical relations:

  40the interests of cows and the possibilities of

  the landscape could be read (not a single actual cow)

  there well: and nothing be as a consequence known and

  yet everything in a sense known, the widest paths

  the controlling symbols, with lesser resemblances of

  45motion: after a while I could account for the motions of

  the whole herd and make interesting statements:
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  for example, with experience, I bet I could tell

  from the wear under a copse

  whether a lot of hot sunny days in a year

  50or windy days come: I could tell something obvious already

  from the copse whether it constitutes a meaningful

  windbreak in a cold wind, sand or snow storm, and then

  that, though obvious, would tell about cows:

  I’ll bet in warm climates with heavy, maybe daily, rains

  55there’d be little wear under trees, for the cows

  would enjoy being out in the showers:

  anyway, there’s a time when loose speech has to give in,

  come up to the corral, run through the planked alleys,

  accept the brand, the medication, surrender to the

  60identity of age, sex, weight, and bear its relationship

  to the market: there’s no market for most speech, specially

  good, and none for loose: that’s why I don’t care

  how far I wander off;

  I wouldn’t care if I found a whole year gone by and myself

  65not called for: the way I think is

  I think what I see: the designs are there: I use

  words to draw them out—also because I can’t

  draw at all: I don’t think: I see: and I see

  the motions of cowpaths

  70over a non-existent, thousand-acre ranch: (times

  frequently recur in good scope in which I don’t see):

  stop on any word and language gives way:

  the blades of reason, unlightened by motion, sink in,

  melting through, and reality’s cold murky waters

  75accept the failure: for language heightens by dismissing reality,

  the sheet of ice a salience controlling, like a symbol,

  level of abstraction, that has a hold on reality and suppresses

  it, though formed from it and supported by it:

  motion and artificiality (the impositional remove from reality)

  80sustain language: nevertheless, language must

  not violate the bit, event, percept,

  fact—the concrete—otherwise the separation that means

  the death of language shows: when that happens abandonment

  is the only terrible health and a return to bits, re-trials

  85of lofty configurations: if the organism of the ranch

  alters, weeds will grow in old paths and the new waterhole

  exist in a new weaving: means, reaching identity too

  soon, exclude: mannerism is more suitable to the lyric

  than to larger affairs because both lyric and manneristic style

  90are slight completions: dropping back from the completion

  to a linear mode can be more engrossing: for example, the

  dactyllic hexameter can grind on, entangling, ingesting bits,

  threads, strings, lesser saliences into considerable scope: or

  iambic pentameter, especially unrhymed, is an infinitely various

  95ployable means: one must be ever in search of the rapier that

  holds the world on guard: but the sparrow trap traps a sparrow:

  (disquisition is sesquipedalian pedestrianism, tidying up

  the loose bits, but altogether missing the import of the impetus):

  a center’s absolute, if relative: but every point in spacetimematter’s

  100a center: reality is abob with centers: indeed, there is

  nothing but centers: centers of galaxies, systems, planets, asteroids,

  moons, drifts, atoms, electrons: and the center, as of the

  earth, where all turns and pressures meet, is inexpressibly light,

  still, and empty: the spruce trees at this moment deeply

  105sway with snow and snow is falling, the temperature below

  freezing: the muffled morning offered no relief: now, though;

  just after noon, small gusts twist the branches: not

  the heavy lower branches, too long in their holding, and too wide,

  to respond: but twist the lighter, higher branches so they drop

  110falls of snow and those falls, light, their efficacy increased

  by falling, strike the lower, heavier loads, dislodging airy

  avalanches, sketchy with event but releasing: it seems to me

  a possibility of unceasing magnitude that these structures

  permit these eventualities: small winds with small branches can

  115loosen heavy postures: a miraculous increase, as if heat could

  go uphill: but occurring within a larger frame, at great potential

  expense: (but energy displacements, switches, translations are

  too considerable for calculation in the smallest sector): still,

  though the whole may be running down, spills

  120here and there are overspills, radiances: the lyric, then,

  has never been found out because at the center it, too, is

  empty, still, silent: this is a point of provisional

  summation: hence, the thens, stills, and buts:

  a point of entangling toward the intertwining of a core, a core

  125involving every thread: so far, we have ranch, snowsquall,

  avalanche, ice skates, wind, etc.: but the main confluence

  is one:many which all this essay is about: I get lost for fun,

  because there’s no chance of getting lost: I am seeking the

  mechanisms physical, physiological, epistemological, electrical,

  130chemical, esthetic, social, religious by which many, kept

  discrete as many, expresses itself into the

  manageable rafters of salience, lofts to comprehension, breaks

  out in hard, highly informed suasions, the “gathering

  in the sky” so to speak, the trove of mind, tested

  135experience, the only place there is to stay, where the saints

  are known to share accord and wine, and magical humor floats

  upon the ambient sorrow: much is nearly stable there,

  residencies perpetual, more than less, where gold is utterly

  superfluous and paves the superfluous streets, where phenomena

  140lose their drift to the honey of eternity: the holy bundle of

  the elements of civilization, the Sumerians said: the place

  where change is mere disguise, where whatever turns turns

  in itself: there is no reason for confusion: that is

  what this is about: it’s simple and impossibly difficult,

  145simple by grandeur, impossible by what all must answer there:

  enterprise is our American motif, riding horseback between

  the obscure beginning and the unformulated conclusion, thinking

  grace that show of riding, the expertise, performance, the intricacy

  of dealing: to be about something: history can assign and glean,

  150furnish sources and ends, give grades: that is the

  enterprise of history, always best when best accomplished: since

  the one thing we learn from history is that we do not learn:

  enterprise then’s the American salience, rainbow arch,

  colossus: but the aristoi are beauty, wealth, birth, genius &

  155virtue who should be gouvernors: enterprise somewhat, though

  not necessarily, inconsistent with those, we lack governors:

  the definition of definition goes two ways, opposing:

  one direction cuts away, eliminating from relevance, limits

  into true: take the word true: it goes back through ME.

  160treue, trewe to AS. treowe, trywe to a kinship with G. treu

  and on to IE. derew, meaning tree, in the basic sense of as

  firm as a tree: if one could be sure of Indo-European forests

  one might add lofty, abundant, straight, strong, majestic:

  somewhere then in the essence of tree has been
found the

  165essence of true, including perhaps the perpendicularity or

  verticality of true: but while tree clarifies the

  mind with certain boundaries, it also recalls clusters

  of tree-images, memories of particular

  trees, and a sense of a translation (separation) in the mind which

  170is trying to distil tree, a luminous, ideal image-tree, the truest

  tree, from the actual clusters of memory: it is necessary

  then to turn the essential image of a tree into the truest

  rational wordage: truth, then, might be “conformity

  with the facts”: but then we know that facts have truth

  175when touched, given configuration by transforming,

  informing fiction: is this unnecessarily

  puzzling: all I mean to suggest is that the reality under

  words (and images) is too multiple for rational assessment and

  that language moves by sailing over: the

  180other way definition has is to accept the multiplicity of

  synthesis: of course, synthesis is at work in certain levels of

  analysis, but I mean by synthesis the primary intent: look

  at it this way: I am experiencing at the moment several

  clusters of entanglement: if I took a single thread from a

  185single cluster, viewed it, explained it, presented it, would

 

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