The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 1

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by A. R. Ammons


  1850mind thereto attached, to float free: the orb floats, a bluegreen

  wonder: so to touch the structures as to free them into rafts

  that reveal the tide: many rafts to ride and the tides make a

  place to go: let’s go and regard the structures, the six-starred

  easter lily, the beans feeling up the stakes: we’re gliding: we

  1855are gliding: ask the astronomer, if you don’t believe it: but

  motion as a summary of time and space is gliding us: for a while,

  we may ride such forces: then, we must get off: but now this

  beats any amusement park by the shore: our Ferris wheel, what a

  wheel: our roller coaster, what mathematics of stoop and climb: sew

  1860my name on my cap: we’re clear: we’re ourselves: we’re sailing.

  1972–1973

  DIVERSIFICATIONS (1975)

  for Richard Howard

  Transcendence

  Just because the transcendental,

  having digested all change into

  a staying, promises foreverness,

  it’s still no place to go, nothing

  5having survived there into life:

  and here, this lost way, these

  illusory hollyhocks and garages,

  this is no place to settle: but

  here is the grief, at least,

  10constant, that things and loves

  go, and here the love that

  never comes except as permanence.

  1973 (1974)

  Insouciance

  You notice

  as

  the flowering spike

  of the

  5forget-me-not

  lengthens

  with flowering it

  leaves

  behind a drab notation (namely

  10seeds even

  smaller

  than the flowers)

  which does not

  say

  15forget me not

  because

  it means to

  be back

  (1973)

  Narrows

  Constrictions, gross substantialities (the lifting

  of form) figure definitions: narrows govern seas:

  like there at Gibraltar, an enrichment,

  landforms, Africa’s good-sized mountain easily as if

  5seeing across the Straits, looking into Iberia, the

  Mediterranean touching the Atlantic in a seeable

  scape: that ruffling of surfaces, Atlantic weather

  mixing with Mediterranean, the winds of each weather

  buttressing, reconciling their systems: awareness frantic

  10with things and differences, the forces of great matters

  brought into concisions of resolution: the meeting

  of differences, a sexual stir: (I liked it there: I

  was amused and somewhat afraid:) strictures clarify:

  the rock, coarsened with form, has an edge, at least,

  15like relief: the mulling ocean, au contraire, seldom

  shows an island, whale, or glacier, its mounts of

  a watery likeness, however majestically they lift,

  roll, suck under, and kill: get at the stone in the

  duct, though, and you know why the bladder swells:

  20bolus in the artery, quickly damaging: but the ocean’s

  fine, in a way, with a life of its own apart from

  inlets and outlets: knots, tangles, twists draw

  attention, provide milieu, engrossing turn and contrariety,

  give circulations focus, wield greatnesses unspecific:

  25how can we leave the narrows firm, surveyable, and

  prefer undifferentiations’ wider motions: how can we

  give up control into being controlled: the suasions.

  (1972)

  Salt Flats

  I need this broad place to work because I’m

  not certain what design wants

  to emerge: I have to have room to work in various

  places

  5with minor forms

  reconciling multiplicity here and there

  a little at a time

  before unity, subsuming all lesser curves and devices,

  can assume perimeter:

  10the blue-air mountains

  on the plain’s edge jingled with vanishment:

  I set to work: here is this, I said, drawing from

  a center certain yearnings into line:

  and here is this, wavy: I ran several miles

  15across the sand, roughed an area off, then

  informed it deeply with glyph and figure:

  when

  a single wind arrived, set

  down its many hands, whirled, and made me out.

  Full

  I retire from

  the broad engagements,

  leave the line

  and go

  5back into the woods

  to openings of

  hillslides and lakes:

  l do not want

  to be

  10loud with emptiness

  a hundred years

  from now: the

  simple event

  suffices—complete—

  15when fall

  hawkweed spindling

  lifts a single

  adequate blossom.

  1963 (1973)

  Uppermost

  The top

  grain on the peak

  weighs next

  to nothing and,

  5sustained

  by a mountain,

  has no burden,

  but nearly

  ready to float,

  10exposed

  to summit wind,

  it endures

  the rigors of having

  no further

  figure to complete

  and a

  blank sky

  to guide its dreaming

  1974 (1975)

  Lightning

  Once a roving man

  tired of roving

  took a place and

  planted a tree

  5which grew

  year by year—

  its

  roots deepened, complicating,

  its

  10branches filled out

  holding, figuring

  space:

  and the man,

  mirrored, stood

  15in the tree:

  one day the causes of

  his roving

  found him and struck:

  he turned to the tree:

  20it held

  and could not go:

  tired of roving but

  unable to stay,

  where could

  25he go:

  he hangs from the tree.

  1965 (1973)

  The Marriage

  The world is wound round

  with theorems, a winding:

  syntax in thickets meshing:

  coalescences of ongoing

  5darkening with thread of

  thought, unraveling: tangles

  of hypothesis weaving

  semantic currents: spools

  of possibility feeding

  10spun cotton balls: caps

  of a priori with zones of

  steamy incipience: the mind’s

  spider laying into the natural

  motions binding filaments

  15of sight, the orb sustaining

  warps of motion under

  heaving, forced declarations:

  ah, this caught thing!

  it can’t get loose from

  20meanings and the mind

  can’t pull free of it.

  1974 (1974)

  Self-Portraits

  Though I have cut down, pulled up, and

  plowed you under, don’t, weeds, spurn

  my more usual love:

  that others have hated you

  5costs my love not a quality:

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nbsp; because others have hated you

  my imagination, at home with dirty

  saints, gets sand in its eyes:

  if this lessens neither your horror nor mine,

  10if this lessens neither your hardiness nor mine,

  still it adds my pip to the squeak:

  the rejected turn strange

  to get their song through: I’m familiar

  with byways: I’ve worn

  15paths out of several unlocated woods.

  Double Exposure

  Flounderlike, poetry

  flattens white

  against bottom mud

  so farthest tremors can get

  5full-ranged to the bone:

  but on the side it flowers

  invisible with blue mud-work

  imitations, it

  turns both eyes.

  1968 (1973)

  Currencies

  I participate

  with rain:

  precipitate at twig-ends

  and come

  5down:

  drop from the bellies of galls:

  elbows of branches accumulate

  trembling nodes

  that

  10flash fang-silver

  into

  snow-soaked ground:

  I participate with

  rain’s

  15gathering and coming down:

  hear me, gathered into runlets,

  brooks, breaking over falls,

  escaping with the silver of seeing.

  1964 (1972)

  Bonus

  The hemlocks slumped

  already as if bewailing

  the branch-loading

  shales of ice, the rain

  5changes and a snow

  sifty as fog

  begins to fall, brightening

  the ice’s bruise-glimmer

  with white holdings:

  10the hemlocks, muffled,

  deepen to the grim

  taking of a further beauty on.

  1974 (1974)

  Emerson

  The stone longs for flight,

  the flier for a bead, even

  a grain, of connective stone:

  which is to say, all

  5flight, of imaginative hope or

  fact, takes accuracy from stone:

  without the bead the flier

  released from

  tension has no true

  10to gauge his motions in:

  assured and terrified by

  its cold weight, the stone

  can feather the thinnest

  possibility of height:

  15that you needed

  to get up and I down

  leaves us both still

  sharing stone and flight.

  1973 (1973)

  Meeting the Opposition

  The wind sidles up to

  and brusquely in a swell flattens

  lofting one side

  of the spirea bush:

  5but the leaves have

  so many edges, angles

  and varying curvatures that

  the wind on the other side

  seeps out in a

  10gentle management.

  1973 (1973)

  Appearances

  I could believe water

  is not water

  and stone not stone

  but when

  5water comes

  down the brook

  corresponding with

  perfect

  accuracy of adjustment

  10to the brookbed,

  spreading like a pane

  over slate

  or wrinkling into

  muscles to skirt

  15a tilt

  or balking

  into a deep loss of

  direction

  behind a tangled dam

  20and when

  I feel those

  motions correspond

  to my own, my

  running quick and

  25thin and stalling broody,

  I think a real

  brook and I in some

  missing mirror meet.

  (1973)

  Measure

  for Robert Morgan

  I said there must be someway

  to determine

  what good

  a stalk of grass is—what

  5other measure but man?

  In the hierarchy of use

  to us

  sea-oats are

  inconsequential. But since

  10they exist, they

  exist in the measure of

  themselves

  and promote the measure.

  1963 (1964)

  Delight

  The angels who in innocent if

  not painless intelligence

  fly around a lot (sometimes away)

  flew down one day

  5to the pastures of men

  and said

  “look, this one’s a stone

  brunted

  and there is one turning in himself

  10like a burnt-over viper

  and look, this one’s

  broader in his eyes than the world”

  and the angels grew surprised

  with the quantity

  15of contortion, misplacement, and mischance:

  the stone cried

  “if I am not to take myself

  as I am, by

  what means am I to be changed” and the viper

  20said

  “the fountains of myself are a vision

  I will not behold” and others grown old in

  pain

  cried out “who am I”

  25and the angels said “shall we give advice”

  and said “should we

  bring water

  or bread or should we at least slay

  selected ones”

  30but knowing neither whether to accept

  the pastures as they were nor, if not, any

  means to change them

  veered off again

  in broad loops and sweeps through the skies

  35and out of sight brushed

  stars in their going by atwinkle.

  (1973)

  The Stemless Flower

  A big majestic poem, consummation,

  could be written on the gradations

  of flow from the gross to the fine:

  but who would read it: no matter:

  5brevity’s self-justifying: take

  the energy of flow in diamonds,

  rocks, trees, brooks, cyclones, in

  light, feeling, mind, spirit:

  of course, it’s not just

  10the energy of flow, it’s

  constant energy operating in a

  diminishing substance, so the sum

  total of change in a diamond is

  slight, but in a thought, how little

  15matter and how much speed: somebody

  could hit the physicochemical texts

  and come up with a nice rise on this

  subject, a massive compilation and

  registration, a book of order for the

  20disgruntled, misapplied times: and

  motion would then sway all—as it does.

  Imperialist

  Everybody knows by now

  that the weeds are mine

  & knows I don’t feel

  altogether sorry for them:

  5but they I think

  resent being owned or

  written into roses.

  (1975)

  Poem

  In a high wind the

  leaves don’t

  fall but fly

  straight out of the

  5tree like birds

  1973

  Imago

  I refuse the breakage:

  I hold on

  to the insoluble knots

  I’ve circled for years

  5turning in contradictory

  wildness, as

  safe wi
th center as

  jugs and stars: what

  I can’t become keeps me

  10to its image: what

  can’t be reconciled is

  home steady at work.

  1968 (1972)

  Light Orders

  Sometimes maple leaves come all of an angle,

  stacked planes, resembling glimmery schools

  of fish caught in dazzling turns: of course

  leaves are a kind of fish the wind swims

  5its ocean through, and the glimmering—dislocated—

  of a school might be no more than staid leaves

  the ocean riffles like a wind: but a spider

  out there on one leaf’s built a surface web

  over a lake of space, top of the leaf, stiffened

  10into a drought fold, sloop, and he’s filtering out

  whatever motion brings—the kill intended

  exact, unglancing into metaphor: I feel

  coming the rise of nets and flow and

  the possibility of a further sea-wind summation

  15and many things have died since that was old.

  1969

  History

  The brine-sea coupling

  of the original

  glutinous molecules

  preserves itself all

  5the way up into our

  immediate breaths:

  we are the past

  alive in its

 

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