Breaking Shaun

by E. M. Abel

  I made my way to my bedroom, kicked off my shoes, and pulled my shirt over my head before falling onto my back on my bed. I could smell Natalie on my sheets and my pillow. They smelled fucking amazing, and I let out a moan when I sniffed my pillow again.

  God, my cock is fucking rock-hard, and the woman causing it isn’t even in the same room. I closed my eyes and pressed the palm of my hand against the front of my jeans. I hissed, and my muscles tightened when I made contact with my dick.

  Goddamn.

  I needed to calm down before Natalie saw me. The last thing I wanted was for her to know the power she had over my dick and me.

  “You’re not going to sleep, are you?” Natalie asked as she approached my bedroom door.

  I stopped moving my hand and opened my eyes. She was standing in the threshold of my room with her eyes on my dick. They slowly moved up my abs and chest before they met mine. I saw the devious grin playing on her lips. She knew. She knew she had me. I decided to just go with it. I’d seduced many women in the past. What made her any different?

  I pressed my hand against my cock through my jeans, and I held her gaze as I stroked it one more time. I was breathing harder now, and her lips parted when her eyes moved down to watch my hand.

  Oh. My. God.

  My body was vibrating. Seeing Shaun on his bed with his shirt off, his muscles flexed, and his hand on his dick was one of the best things I’d ever seen. I unconsciously pressed my thighs together as I felt myself getting wet. I wanted to go kiss him and run my hands all over his body, but I didn’t move. I just watched.

  “Goddamn. You’ve got my dick so hard, Natalie,” Shaun groaned as he pressed his hand against himself again.

  I bit my bottom lip as I continued watching, and my eyes moved back up to meet his. They were smoldering and glazed with lust. They were exactly like I had imagined them the other night when I fucked Brad—another man I’d used and thrown away because that was what I did.

  “Have you ever been with someone like me?” I asked Shaun.

  He watched me, his hand still stroking his dick through his jeans, but he didn’t respond.

  “Women like me don’t fall for guys like you. We don’t come when you call, we don’t beg for your attention, and we don’t confuse sex with love. Women like me break men like you,” I told him as I took two steps closer.

  His green eyes made a trail down my body, and I could feel it. He licked his bottom lip before meeting my gaze again. Slowly, he stood up and came to stand in front of me. He was only inches away. I could feel his breath on my face, I could see the flecks of green and gold in his irises, and I could feel the heat from his body warming mine.

  “You can’t break me,” he whispered as our eyes searched each other’s.

  I wasn’t sure if it was the challenge he’d presented or if I actually believed him, but those four words were enough.

  Reaching out my hand, I pressed my palm to his jeans and held his cock in my hand. He hadn’t been lying. He was really fucking hard, and it only fueled the fire building inside me. God, I want him.

  His breath hissed through his teeth as he clenched his jaw, and he moved his hands to my hips. He guided me backward until my ass was against his dresser, and he pressed his hips forward, trapping my hand on him.

  “Let go, Natalie. Stop fucking thinking. When you’re in my bed, I call the shots,” he growled as he pressed his dick into my hand, and he moved one of his hands to trail his fingers up the inside of my thigh.

  His fingers lightly skimmed the edge of my pussy, and I gasped.

  “Mmm…no panties again,” he whispered into my ear.

  I was panting, and his fingers kept torturing me, touching me just enough to tease but not enough to satisfy. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever be satisfied, if I’d ever get enough.

  He finally slid one finger inside me but only about an inch, and it was driving me crazy.

  “Your pussy is so wet and warm, Natalie. I can’t wait to slide my dick in here,” he said as he slowly pressed his finger in a little deeper.

  I moaned and reached up, gripping his hair in my hand.

  This was it. I was going against my better judgment and following my instincts. I just prayed I wouldn’t regret it.

  I pulled his face toward mine and kissed him hard. He kissed me back even harder. It was a mix of sliding tongues, nipping lips, and labored breaths. When he slid his finger all the way in, I swore that it almost made me come. I shuddered against him as I felt his palm press against my clit.

  I was lost in the moment. I had finally let go.

  God, she’s so ready. Natalie’s pussy was sopping wet, and her body shuddered with every movement of my hand. My dick was throbbing, and I pressed it against her as I continued sliding my finger in and out, making sure to press my palm against her clit each time. She sucked my bottom lip into her mouth, and I groaned as I felt her pussy tighten. I needed to be inside her.

  When our kiss broke, I took my hand away and turned her around, so her ass was against me. We were both facing the mirror above my dresser. She was so fucking sexy with her swollen lips and hooded eyes watching me. Her tits looked like they were ready to bust out of her dress each time she took a breath. I slid my hands up her sides and to her back where I slowly unzipped her dress, exposing her black lace bra. Sweeping her hair aside, I licked and kissed the back of her neck as I unclasped her bra. Then, I guided it and her dress off. They landed in a pile at her feet, and I stared at her in the mirror as I reached around and took her breasts in my hands. They were perfect, soft and heavy, and her rosy pink nipples were hard. I lightly ran my fingers over them, and she arched her back, wanting more.

  “God, you’re fucking gorgeous,” I murmured into her ear. I rubbed my cock against her ass and kneaded her breasts in my hands.

  She pressed her ass against me, and it took everything I had not to rip off my jeans. I wanted to feel her skin against mine, but I wanted to make her come first. I wanted to watch it.

  Sliding my hand down her stomach, I stopped when my finger touched her clit, and I began lightly circling it. We stared at each other in the mirror, and she began panting again as I pinched her nipple with my other hand. My finger on her pussy kept rubbing against her clit—sometimes hard, sometimes featherlight. Her eyes slid closed, and her legs began to weaken beneath her. I used my arm around her chest to help hold her, and I continued playing with her clit. Her body shook with each stroke of my finger.

  “Tell me what you want,” I whispered against her neck. I continued playing with her nipple as I pressed my finger harder against her clit.

  “Oh God,” she moaned as she leaned her head back against my chest. “I want you to make me come, Shaun. Please, God, make me come.”

  “Open your eyes,” I told her as I began circling her clit with more pressure.

  She lifted her head and met my gaze in the mirror as I slid my middle finger into her. Her mouth went slack, and she arched her back as I fucked her with my hand, nice and slow. She was the sexiest fucking thing I’d ever seen in my life. She began grinding her hips against my hand with each thrust of my finger, and I could feel her pussy starting to tighten around me. I cursed as I imagined how good it would feel around my cock. Her entire body tensed as her orgasm approached, and I pressed my finger in as far as it would go. I curled it against her G-spot as I used my thumb to keep playing with her clit.

  Her eyebrows drew together, and her body started shaking.

  “Fuck. Come for me, Natalie. That’s right. Come all over my hand.”

  Her pussy convulsed around my fingers as her orgasm took over, and she whimpered and moaned in my arms. I watched her in the mirror the entire time as my hands drew her orgasm out of her. By this time, my dick was so hard that it felt like it might rip through my jeans.

  I slid my finger out of her and used my hand to grip her chin as I turned her to kiss me. Her kiss drove me crazy. She tasted so fucking good, and her mouth was so warm, just like her pussy. I could
n’t wait any longer.

  Reaching down, I unbuttoned my jeans and unzipped them before pushing them down my legs and kicking them aside. Natalie instantly curled her hand around my length, and I sucked in a breath as I felt her soft skin touching mine.

  “Do you have a condom?” she asked as she started stroking me.

  I couldn’t think with her hand on my cock, so it took me a minute to respond. “Yeah.”

  I gasped when she reached down and cupped my balls in her hand.

  “In my wallet,” I told her between breaths.

  I wasn’t sure how I’d managed to put words together with her hand wrapped around my dick, but I had.

  “I want you to fuck me, Shaun.”

  That was all I needed to hear. Within a few seconds, I had a condom on, and even those seconds had felt like an eternity.

  Gripping her hips in my hands, I pulled them back, forcing her to bend over in front of me. She held on to the edge of my dresser and watched me in the mirror as I rubbed the head of my dick against her wet pussy. She bit her bottom lip as I guided it to her opening before slowly sliding in a few inches.

  “Fuck. Your pussy is so wet, so fucking tight,” I said between breaths as I slid in a little farther.

  Natalie pressed her ass back and took me a little deeper. She was panting, and I had her ass in my hands, squeezing, as I pressed farther inside her. I finally thrust my hips forward, and she took all of me.

  “Oh fuck!” she yelled.

  I stayed there for a few seconds, letting her body adjust, as I reached around her to hold her tits in my hands. I pinched her nipples between my fingers, and I felt her pussy tighten around me. I had to move. Straightening my back, I looked down to watch as my dick slid out of her, covered in her juices.

  “So fucking gorgeous,” I said to myself. I pulled back even more and then thrust myself back inside.

  “Oh God,” she breathed.

  I started moving faster, and she began meeting my thrusts with her own. It only made me want to fuck her harder. Reaching up, I grabbed her hair by the roots, and her mouth fell open as we continued fucking each other.

  “Oh God, yes. Fuck me. Harder.” She slammed her ass against me with each thrust.

  Keeping one hand in her hair, I used my other to hold her hip, and I started slamming my dick harder inside her. She screamed, and I felt her body tightening again.

  Letting go of her hip, I smacked her ass. “Come on my dick. That’s right, baby. Come all over my dick.” I pulled her hair and started fucking her faster.

  I slowed down as I felt her coming. I savored every pulse as her insides clamped around my cock. My balls were pulled tight, and I knew I was about to come, too, but I wasn’t ready yet. After pulling out of her, I walked over to my bed and lay on my back, my dick still at full attention.

  “My turn,” I said, moving my arms above my head and tucking my hands under it.

  Natalie smirked as she turned and walked toward the edge of the bed. I admired her naked body as she stood next to me. I’d been imagining it for days, and it was even better than I’d thought.

  Moving closer, Natalie put her right knee on the bed beside my hip, and then she swung her other leg over to straddle me. I raked my teeth across my bottom lip as I tried to keep my hands still. I wanted to grab her, roll on top of her, and fuck her, but it was her turn to fuck me. I couldn’t wait to watch her ride my dick.

  Natalie’s eyes held mine as she moved her hips, sliding her wet pussy up and down my length, teasing me. It took all my self-control not to grab her hips and press myself inside her, and she knew it. She smiled down at me and bit her bottom lip, trying to hide it.

  “Fuck me, Killer.”

  Natalie wrapped her fingers around my cock and guided it toward her opening before slowly sliding down onto it. I felt my eyes roll back as I let out a groan. She felt amazing. When I was buried deep inside her, Natalie circled her hips and straightened her back, giving me a perfect view of her tits. Moving my arms from behind my head, I cupped them in my hands. Natalie used her legs to lift herself up and back down. My jaw clenched, and my eyebrows drew together as the sensations took over.

  Everything she did felt so fucking good. Natalie definitely knew what she was doing. Leaning forward and pressing her chest against mine, she kissed me as she began fucking me faster, her ass bouncing with each thrust of her hips. She began whimpering and moaning as our tongues invaded each other’s mouths.

  I moved my hands down to her ass and squeezed it as I started meeting her thrusts with my own. As soon as I felt her pussy starting to milk my dick, I lost it. I let go of her ass, grabbed her shoulders, and began fucking her harder and faster. A guttural roar came out of my throat as I started coming inside her, her pussy pulling every last drop out of me. I came, long and hard, like I hadn’t had sex in years. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever come that hard in my life.

  Natalie’s body shook on top of me as we came down from our orgasms. My dick was still deep inside her, and every pulse sent another shiver down my spine. My body felt like Jell-O, and I eventually pulled out of her, both of us gasping as we separated.

  Natalie rolled off and landed on her back beside me. “Wow,” she said between breaths, a smile lighting up her beautiful face.

  Wow is right.

  I had just had the best orgasms of my life, and Shaun had given them to me. I didn’t expect him to be that good.

  No, he wasn’t just good. He was fucking unbelievable. God, that was amazing.

  I’d never given a man so much control over me in bed before, and I had to admit that it was exactly what I’d been craving.

  I was in new territory now. Should I be thinking of a reason to leave? Or stay and hang out, like nothing happened? Will he still want to be friends? Or will he want to keep his distance now that he’s had me?

  I started to freak out a little when I realized just how vulnerable I’d made myself. I needed to get a grip. Taking a deep breath, I turned my head to look at Shaun. He was staring at his ceiling as he worked to catch his breath.

  “We can’t tell anyone,” I told him.

  He turned, and his green eyes searched mine. “They’ll figure it out.”

  “I know, but they don’t have to know yet.”

  Before he could respond, his cell phone started ringing in his jeans.

  “Ugh,” he groaned and sat up to retrieve it off the floor. “It’s Asia,” he told me before answering.

  I sat up and covered myself with his sheets as if she could see me through the phone.

  “What?” He paused and looked over at me.

  He seemed unsure about what to say next, and I waited for him to speak.

  “She didn’t? Well, I don’t know. You just woke me up. Maybe she crashed here.”

  He ran his fingers through his hair. I got up and started picking up my clothes and putting them on.

  “No, I don’t know, Asia. I was fucking drunk, remember? Oh wait, here she is. She just walked out. Yeah, she’s here. Okay. Bye.”

  I could hear Asia still talking to him as he hung up.

  “Asia said she called Nick, but he said you hadn’t come home last night, so she was worried,” he told me as he stood up.

  I had my dress on, but I couldn’t reach the zipper. “Will you do this for me?” I asked, turning so that my back was facing him.

  He reached out and held one of my hips in his hand while the other took my zipper and slowly lifted it. Shaun dressing me was just as sexy as him undressing me.

  God, I’m in serious trouble.

  “Well, I guess you’d better take me to get my car.” I straightened my dress and checked my face in the mirror to see if I looked any different.

  I felt different. Everything did.

  “Hey. You okay?” Shaun asked. He slipped a T-shirt over his head and came to stand behind me like he had been earlier.

  We looked at each other in the mirror and smiled.

  Why am I so worried? Everything is fine. Nothi
ng has to change.

  “Yeah, I’m good. I just don’t want everyone getting involved in our business, that’s all. People always seem to blow things out of proportion.”

  “Yeah.” Shaun gave me a lopsided grin before rubbing his hand through his hair.

  When I turned to face him, I was met with his beautiful green eyes. Reaching up, I arranged some strands of hair out of his face.

  “It looks really good, even sexier than before,” I said before stretching onto my toes and kissing him on the cheek.

  “Was that a compliment I just heard come out of your mouth?”

  I smacked Shaun on the chest. “Shut up.”

  “No, seriously. Are you sure you meant for that to come out?”

  Shaun was grinning at me, and I smiled back, but I had to take a step away from him. He was getting too close. Shaun must have sensed the change in my mood.

  He continued getting dressed as he changed the subject. “So, what now?” he asked, peering up at me as he buttoned his jeans.

  “Now, we’re friends…who fuck occasionally.”

  “I’ve done that before. It always ends ugly.”

  “Well, you’ve never done it with me,” I said.

  Shaun sat down to tie his shoes.

  God, he’s so sexy.

  “And why are you so different?” he asked, his eyes moving back to mine.

  I shrugged. “I just am.”

  I felt myself getting more nervous as we got closer to Asia’s house. I was afraid she would take one look at us and know what we had done.

  “So, when will I see you again?” Shaun asked as he turned onto Asia’s street.

  I shrugged. Although I wanted to make a date to see him again, I knew it wasn’t smart. I had to make sure I kept a handle on this.

  Shaun chuckled when I didn’t say anything. “Okay, I get it.”

  Turning in my seat, I faced him as he pulled up to a stop sign. “Look, you want to call the shots in bed, right?”

  Shaun turned to look at me, the sun lighting up the side of his beautiful face.