Shadows at War
© 2018 Kenneth L. Capps. All rights reserved.
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This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, names, incidents, organizations, and dialogue in this novel are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
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978-1-939371-94-2 (p)
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Library of Congress Control Number: 2018940695
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Other Books by Kenneth L. Capps
Forgiving Waters
Future Books in the Danger in the Shadows Series
Beyond the Shadows
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
About the Author
CHAPTER ONE
April 2004
Young Scott Briggs thought he went unnoticed his first full day of boot camp as the drill instructors frantically ran back and forth screaming at the top of their lungs in order to herd the freshly shaven gaggle of boys into something that resembled a military formation. However, the fine eyes of his Marine Corps drill instructors did not miss the fact that Scott was far from ordinary as he stood with his face to the blistering South Carolina sun. His skin was no stranger to its punishing rays. It was dark, and the exposed patches not covered by his brand-new camouflage utility uniform shimmered with a fine glaze of sweat.
He stood just shy of five foot nine and never rested flat on his heels. To do so would keep him from reacting quickly if the need arose. His extraordinary balance and stance was placed in him by his heritage. His father and mother and their father and mother before them, all walked the decks and floorboards of small boats tossed about by the movement of wave and wind that showed no mercy to anyone caught flat-footed and unprepared.
His forearms were uncommonly thick and looked chiseled out of stone. His upper thighs split into two perfect bundles of muscle that flexed independently of one another depending on how much weight he burdened them with. His muscles were the product of a working man’s life, not pumping iron under the fluorescent lights of a weight room. They came from leaning over the gunnels of small boats and hand pulling the burdened lines of full crab pots. These crab pots were not only full of blue crab but also the added overgrowth of barnacles. With each bow of his back as he heaved and pulled, his shoulders had grown wider and his waistline tighter.
On his third night in the Marine Corps Recruit Depot at Parris Island, South Carolina, nineteen-year-old Scott Briggs felt he wasn’t living up to his potential. He felt average in height and build compared to the other recruits in his platoon, but he was passionate about being a good Marine.
Each step he had made in the last three days kept running through his mind, and he couldn’t sleep. He kept tossing and turning until his full bladder demanded attention. He carefully made his way through the silent barracks to the head. Stepping up to the urinal, he thought he heard something and stood quietly for a few moments, listening. He heard it again. It sounded like a mournful prayer coming from the shower room. With only moonlight shining through the large glass windows void of any shutter or shade, Briggs carefully followed the sound.
A recruit sat on the tile floor, the small blade of a Bic razor lying next to him in a growing pool of blood. The sobbing boy leaned against the far corner of the shower room holding a rosary in his hands, mumbling, “Please forgive me, Father, please . . .”
Before Briggs could comprehend what was happening, he instinctively pulled off his T-shirt and wrapped it around the boy’s gashed wrists to stop the rapid flow of blood while yelling for the fire watch to wake the drill instructor on duty. An enormous amount of blood had pooled on the floor. Briggs had never seen so much blood, not even during his hunting adventures in the woods of the Outer Banks of North Carolina. He took a deep breath, tightly secured his T-shirt around the sobbing recruit’s wrists, and held them elevated above the boy’s head.
The senior drill instructor, Staff Sergeant K. L. Sholtz, rounded the corner. He flipped on the light switch, flooding the large room with bright light that reflected off the gleaming tiles and stainless steel surfaces. He quickly ordered the trailing fire watch to call for an ambulance. Sholtz stopped just short of the pool of blood that Briggs was kneeling in and carefully leaned over to check the boy’s pulse at his neck.
“He still has a strong pulse. Briggs, you’ve done a fine job of stopping the bleeding. How long has he been like this?”
Briggs was surprised that his senior remembered his name and was astounded at Sholtz’s calm and quiet demeanor. He is human, after all, Briggs thought. Not spitting out orders or making me feel like the dirt under his boots, the way he normally does. He’s just . . . talking to me. Briggs considered the delicacy of that, the maturity it took for his senior to let go of the persona he needed for his job and calmly interact with him. The incident would stay with him for a long time.
“I’m not sure, sir. I’ve been here less than twenty seconds, sir,” Briggs responded in a low voice.
“You’re doing fine. Keep everything just like you have it, okay? The corpsman will be here shortly, and they will take over.” Sholtz lightly placed his hand on Briggs’s shoulder, then knelt and looked the injured recruit in the eye. “What’s your name, son?”
The recruit responded with a fit of tears.
Sholtz quickly said, “Quiet now, it’s okay. Everything’s gonna be okay. Don’t try to get up. You just stay still and let Briggs here take care of you.”
The recruit nodded and started to shiver as he sobbed.
Sholtz had one more cautious question. “Why would you do such a thing, son?”
The recruit’s words came pouring out amidst his sobs. “Because I can’t make it. I want to go home. I just can’t do it.” He gulped in air. “It’s just too hard,” he stuttered. “But if I don’t finish boot camp, I’ll deeply disappoint my father, and I just can’t do that to him. I’d rather die.” The boy lapsed into uncontrollable sobbing as Briggs and his senior remained quietly by his side.
Briggs could not wrap his mind around the thought of suicide. It had never entered his thoughts, even when times were as bad as he thought they’d ever get. And he couldn’t fathom why suicide would be better than disappointing someone, especially his father.
His father had died when he was fourteen. Briggs was not perfect as a kid, and he occasionally earned what his father called a “butt whippin’,” but it was always brief and with a light hand. Never in his life had he heard a harsh word from him. Mostly his father told him he was proud of him. His father never missed an opportunity to congratulate him on the simples
t job, even if it could have been done better. Briggs knew his father had just wanted him to learn and grow and prosper. They’d spent hours talking about life as they pulled crab pots or ran fishing nets in the early mornings in the tangled, shallow marshes of the Outer Banks. They were buddies and friends and talked about everything, even grown-up things—and that, more than anything, had made Briggs feel like a man, and made him the man he would become.
Looking at the young recruit, Briggs thought about how the boy’s father would feel if he had died and the pain it would bring his family. Briggs himself had stood on the other side of death when his father passed and had mourned inconsolably when his father was buried.
Three corpsman arrived in an ambulance and quickly loaded the recruit onto a stretcher before racing away. The red-and-blue lights flashed through the windows. The senior drill instructor ordered the fire watch to get a hose and rinse out the shower before they turned out the lights. Then he turned to Briggs, told him he’d done a fine job and to clean up and hit the rack.
The next day, Briggs was given a new position as the squad leader of the fourth squad in his platoon of a hundred. He surprised himself at how easily he performed in a position of leadership. It was as if all the little things he’d learned in life finally fell into place. When he instructed his fellow recruits to follow the orders that were passed down to him from his drill instructors, he did it with a caring and considerate command. His fellow recruits did not think of him as bossy or insensitive and performed for him with respect.
Squad leader was a position that the majority of the mixed bag of young men—still pimple-faced and gangly—were far from prepared for. They flinched at the intensity, the anticipation of what their drill instructors would order. Survival in this new world called boot camp was the first order of business for the average recruit, not leadership or helping someone who was falling behind.
The platoon began with a hundred recruits. Attrition would dwindle the numbers to around seventy by graduation day.
CHAPTER TWO
May 2004
“Briggs, up on the quarterdeck,” Sholtz barked.
The entire platoon stopped what they were doing and stood at attention, repeating the call from the duty hut in unison. “Sir, Recruit Briggs, aye-aye, sir.”
Briggs scampered to his feet from behind the squad bay on the third deck of the building where he had been helping another recruit clean his weapon. All the windows were open, allowing the sweet summer breeze to flow through the hundred-foot-long room, which housed the entire platoon and its gear. The racks were two high and ran along each outside bulkhead with another set down the middle. Each rack had a dark-green plywood footlocker at its foot, and each rack was immaculately made with green blankets that had the letters “US” face up, dead center.
Briggs’s heart beat rapidly as he sprinted toward the duty hut. Between the windows and the racks, the distance was only wide enough for two recruits to pass, and even at that they had to turn sideways in order to do so. However, one frantic recruit at a full run demanded the entire space in order to expedite his arrival at the command of his DI. Every recruit knew to “gangway” when someone was burning up the tile to answer a call from the duty hut. Anyone who did not was sure to get run over by someone making the hard blind turns a summoned recruit was taking. Briggs was up to a full head of steam when he swung into a hard left hand turn just before he made it past the last row of racks. One more turn to the right and he would arrive at the spot in the classroom in front of the duty hut.
While he ran, he recalled an event several weeks earlier, when the senior drill instructor was walking the quarterdeck during cleanup. He had sidled up to Briggs, who was sitting on the floor ironing his sheets. All the corners and folds were a perfect forty-five-degree angle, and the recruits took turns passing a hot iron down the line, plugging it in as they went so it would stay hot.
“That really makes the rack pop, doesn’t it, Briggs?” Sholtz had said as he leaned over Briggs’s shoulder from behind.
“Man, it sure does,” Briggs replied as he passed the iron to the next waiting recruit. He was still sitting on the white tile floor of the barracks, which had been polished to a shine that reflected the streams of light flowing through the windows that ran the length of the squad bay on both sides. It even reflected the intense shock on Briggs’s face when he realized he was speaking to his senior while sitting on the deck and hadn’t started or ended his response with “sir.” Worst of all, he’d referred to him as “man.”
Oh God, I am so dead, Briggs thought to himself as he sprung to his feet.
When he pushed up from the deck and turned to face his senior, his head caught Sholtz just under the chin, knocking his senior’s campaign cover—otherwise known as a Smokey—off his head.
Briggs immediately reached out to pick it up but had only brushed it with his fingertips when he was pushed backward onto his freshly made rack by Sholtz.
“Don’t compound your mistake by making a bigger one, Briggs!” Sholtz shouted. “Don’t ever touch a drill instructor’s Smokey, you filthy, slimy turd. You have a long way to go before you earn that privilege.”
Sholtz retrieved his Smokey and placed it back on his head before turning to confront Briggs, now standing at attention between the racks, shaking so badly he thought he would vibrate across the squad bay. He was certain he was in for Incentive Training.
His first experience with IT had been at the beginning of boot camp after the first and last time he dropped his rifle. After a run on a particularly hot afternoon, one of his junior drill instructors escorted him to what he called “a nice shady spot.” In that nice shady spot, Briggs performed endless push-ups, turned onto his back to perform leg lifts, and flipped back again for more pushups. For the next three minutes or so—an eternity in Briggs’s mind—he ran in place with his rifle extended in front of his body at arm’s length. Completely covered in sweat, he was ordered to hit the deck and roll repeatedly until dirt had clung to his face and arms and clothing, making him look like a human sugar cookie.
Since then, he’d tried his hardest to avoid being IT’d again, but with Sholtz glaring daggers at him, he feared the type of punishment he would have to endure for the egregious error of touching his senior’s Smokey.
“I busted my ass to get this hat screwed on my head. It is sacred to me, and I hold this token of my accomplishments in very high regard. You’re not worthy enough to touch it . . . ever! You have to earn the right to touch this hat, to own it, and to wear it. You’re not even a Marine yet, you creepy little bag of dirt.” Sholtz was only inches from his face, barking a rapid succession of words punctuated with an occasional bump from the brim of his hat on Briggs’s forehead.
“So the next time you get tangled up in your own damn feet, have the common courtesy not to soil my Smokey with your filthy, undeserving hands.”
“Sir, yes, sir!” Briggs snapped back.
With that, Sholtz had turned away and walked down the line of perfectly made racks without another word.
Briggs was horrified; he knew he would have to pay—somehow, some way. He just wasn’t sure when or how.
The yell of his name from Sholtz and the platoon sounding off brought Briggs back to the present. His mind was so preoccupied with getting to the duty hut that he was only five steps away when he ran into another recruit standing at attention in the middle of the classroom surrounded by all his gear. The two of them fell to the deck in a tangle of bodies and sea bags. Briggs could feel Sholtz’s presence before he heard the sarcastic bombast.
“Well, Briggs, I didn’t know you would be so happy to see our new pickup recruit. If the two of you are finished sucking face and dry humping each other on my classroom deck, maybe you could show him to his rack.”
Briggs jumped to his feet and kicked aside the sea bags in order to stand at attention. Before shouting a reply to his drill instructor’s order, he reached down and pulled the new recruit to his feet alongside him.
“Sir, yes, sir!”
Though the man’s height was impressive at six feet four, Briggs noticed that his arms were a little soft and he did not seem to possess the physical strength of a four-week recruit. Briggs wondered why this man had been brought to his attention. He had a feeling he was soon to find out.
Sholtz turned and walked back into the duty hut without saying another word.
Maybe I’ll find out another day then.
“Come on, Recruit,” Briggs said in a matter-of-fact way as he reached down and grabbed one of the bags, pointing the way toward the back.
The two of them walked between the racks to the far end of the squad bay. Once Briggs reached the last rack, he flung the bag onto the empty rack and turned to the man, extending his hand.
“My name is Scott Briggs,” he said with a smile and a firm handshake. “I’m your squad leader. Welcome to our platoon.”
The new recruit tossed his overstuffed sea bag onto the bed.
“Anthony Thornhill. Call me Tony. It’s what all my friends call me.”
Thornhill towered over Briggs’s five-foot-eight frame. His hair was jet black, and his face was long and oval shaped with a tiny indentation in the center of his chin. His shoulders were square like a scarecrow. He had a broad, toothy smile and his eyes squinted tightly when he laughed. When Anthony stuck out his hand to shake Briggs’s, his hand completely disappeared as Anthony’s fingers wrapped completely around his.
“Here, let me get this foot locker open so we can start putting away your gear. Where’s your rifle?” Briggs asked.
“I was never issued a rifle. I have been in the fat farm ever since I flunked the first phase physical fitness test.”
“No kidding! I thought everyone was issued a rifle after the first few days here.”
“I guess so, but I’m not sure. I’ve been here for forty-six days already.”
“Holy crap! Boot camp is seventy-three days long, and we have just short of fifty days left in our training.” Briggs squinted his eyes and did the math in his head. “That means you’ll be stuck in this place a month longer than the rest of us. That’s gotta blow big time,” he said sympathetically.
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