TAKE ME FOREVER
Billionaire’s Beach Book 2
Christie Ridgway
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In the Billionaire’s Beach Series
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Take Me Home (Billionaire’s Beach Book 3)
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TAKE ME FOREVER
© Copyright 2015 Christie Ridgway
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Dear Diary:
Tonight I met the man I’m going to marry. He brought me you, this diary, that has a cover like a watercolor painting and with pages that feel like butterfly wings. It’s a grown-up diary, not something bubble gum pink that you’d buy for a little girl. He said, “Happy thirteenth birthday.”
My throat felt like I’d swallowed an Easter egg whole so I sounded whispery when I thanked him. He told me I was welcome and didn’t pay any attention to me after that. He’s a friend of Dad’s, but he doesn’t have Dad’s bald spot or that spare tire around his waist that Mom teases him about. The man I’m going to marry looks like a movie star and my mom says he’s going to be a general someday.
Everyone will say he’s too old for me. I’m not so dumb that I don’t know he’d think the same thing if he knew what was in my heart tonight. But my parents have always treated me more like an adult than a kid so I’m certain no boy could ever make me feel like this.
Dear Diary:
Today I buried the man I married. It seems only fitting to chronicle it here, in another of the diaries he presented to me over the years. God, I hope this one has waterproof pages, because I’m sure it will be filled with more tears than confessions.
It’s been eighteen years since we met, eight since we married, four since he was first diagnosed with cancer. Our years together are over and part of me wants to slip under the covers and sleep for the next one hundred.
Can I build a new life all on my own? I suppose I’ll have to, because I think no one, no man for certain, could ever make me…well, feel again.
One
Love is like war; easy to begin but very hard to stop.
—HENRY LOUIS MENCKEN
Eleven months later…
Driving from the shop by the beach to her home in the Malibu hills, Juliet Weston peered through the deepening dusk and weighed the merits of bathing in Super Glue. A dab would repair a fingernail. She’d read a line of the stuff could close a wound. What she faced was more dire, however. Would immersion in a tub of maximum-hold adhesive keep her from fracturing into a thousand little pieces?
She needed her protective shell. It kept her emotions contained and it kept away the rest of the world. But the jarring information she’d been told twenty minutes before had tapped her surface, a single hammer blow to porcelain, and she sensed the cracks in her control.
She arrived home to find her foyer shadowy, her kitchen just as dark, but she didn’t flip a single switch. Bright lights, a deep breath—who knew what might trigger the ruin of what had held her together for the last eleven months?
With slow, careful steps, she made her way across the terra-cotta tiles in the kitchen, her gaze brushing the butcher-block island, the whitewashed cabinets, the gleaming sink, to land on the window overlooking the flagstone deck and the pool that stood between her and the guesthouse. From there she took in the stretch of Pacific Ocean that was her western view.
It was an incredible vista, worth every penny she’d paid for the place, and though she’d lived here a week, its beauty wasn’t sinking in, any more than the news she’d been told at the yarn shop by the beach. That was the downside of her shell—it kept her distant from the good as well as from the bad.
“Who am I?” she said out loud, and at the same instant she voiced the question, a light flashed on outside. Startled, she jerked, stumbling back so she had to catch herself from falling by slamming her hand onto the butcher block.
Some idiot had left a knife there, a small one that the same idiot—Juliet herself—had used to cut up an apple earlier in the day.
It cut her now. Without thinking, she lifted her forefinger to her mouth, her attention shifting out the window again.
The pool lights were glowing, turning what had been dark waters into a tranquil, turquoise lagoon, a lovely contrast to the now-descended night. This time, the beautiful sight struck her, a second hammer blow.
And then the surface rippled, the lagoon was invaded, the tranquility shattered.
A man was in Juliet Weston’s pool.
Her finger was still bleeding. The blood was salty on her tongue, giving an earthy flavor to a further realization.
A nude man was in her pool.
She should turn away. At least shut her eyes.
Instead, she found herself staring at the naked, novel sight.
Against the turquoise light his figure was a dark silhouette with an aquamarine outline running along the edges of his body like veins of neon light. He was tall and lean, his shoulders wide. He had strong arms that reached out as if to gather life closer to himself with each stroke.
He swam away from her, and as his long legs fluttered with lazy kicks, she detected the shift of muscles in his rounded buttocks, the muscles tightening to create a scoop on the right, then a scoop on the left. She watched, fascinated at how every movement, how every line of that big body exuded power. And sex.
Sex?
Embarrassment flooded Juliet’s face with heat, but something was burning inside her, too, burning so hot that the blast of heat was the final blow to her compromised defenses. As her gaze stayed focused on that masculine specimen of sinew and skin, her shell crumbled, the pieces flaming as they fell to land as ashes at her feet. Her flesh was left behind, still clothed, but hypersensitive to the gentle scrape of fabric against its surface. It left her hyper-aware of that swimming man, turning now.
Coming toward her. Inexorable. Inevitable.
Climbing the steps, climbing out of the pool, his all-male nakedness part threat, part magnet.
His right foot breached the deck. His left.
Her heart expanded, pressing against her chest wall. Get back! her instincts screamed. Get away!
Air rushed out of her lungs. She leaped in retreat, even as she knew he couldn’t see her through the darkened windows. Her hips crashed into the square butcher-block table, shoving it along the terra-cotta pavers with a piercing screech. The knife clattered to the floor, followed by the shallow wooden bowl that held the rest of the ripe, red fruit.
Thump-thump-thump-thump.
Apples rolled unevenly along the floor, mimicking the jerky beat of her heart.
One darting glance showed that the dark figure had frozen, but then it thawed in an instant and
made a dash for the kitchen door. The too-flimsy door that was the only thing keeping them apart.
It was wrenched open. The overhead light blazed on.
Juliet resisted the urge to hide from him. What good would it do?
She kept her focus steady on his face, not glancing down, not letting him realize that she realized that his big male body was dripping on her floor. His big, dripping, naked male body.
He didn’t acknowledge his nakedness either. Instead, he stared, his gaze running over her. She felt it like a hand, his hands, big like he was, strong and sinewy. She hadn’t felt anything in so, so long. Goose bumps rose in the wake of that imaginary touch and her breasts tingled inside her bra as again her face burned.
“You’re hurt.” His voice was rough but he reached toward her slowly, one of those hands lifting in her direction, heavy veins standing out on the back of it. The dark hairs of his forearm were plastered against his tanned skin and drops of water still moved along his muscles like a man sweating after hard work…or after making hard, satisfying love.
Forgetting her cut, she put her hands over her eyes, appalled by the direction of her thoughts. Shocked by the heat of a flush on the back of her neck, by her swelling breasts, by the sensitive pinpricks that rose on the flesh of her inner thighs.
The air in the room shifted, so she supposed he was moving, but for a man so big, he was graceful and silent. She’d never noticed that about him before.
“Juliet.” Closer now, his voice. “Juliet, honey.”
Honey. When was the last time a man had murmured an endearment to her? This man had never. This man must be rocked to the soles of his size twelve feet—God, somehow she’d even noticed his feet and made a determination of their size!—if he was talking to her like that.
And touching her like this. Because he was peeling away one of her hands. The hurt one. Like a coward, she only squeezed her revealed eye tighter shut.
His palm cradled her fingers. The calluses on his skin made an erotic scratch along her knuckles. “You’ve cut yourself. What happened? Did something startle you? Did someone startle you?”
You. Me. She had no idea which was more accurate. But she did know she couldn’t keep pretending she wasn’t standing in her kitchen with a naked man.
Her heart still whomping inside her chest, she opened her eyes. Oh. Not naked. Not naked any longer.
He was staring down at her, a line between his black brows and concern in his blue eyes. Around his neck was the strap of a butcher-style apron. It was printed with green vines and red roses. It barely covered the flesh between his dark nipples and its ruffled hem hit him at mid-thigh.
She remembered buying it at one of the boutiques in the Malibu Country Mart, thinking it would look cheerful hanging in her kitchen. Wrapped around him, it should have looked ridiculous. The sight should have made her smile, if not out-and-out laugh. Instead, she could only think that on the other side of the apron he was—no, don’t go there.
Too late. His first-class buttocks were back in her memory, that vision of him as he churned, naked, through the water. His muscles flexing, creating a tantalizing scoop on the right, scoop on the left.
“Oh, God.” She put her free hand to her forehead.
One corner of his mouth ticked up. “I know, I know. I’d be ready to thank the Lord, too, if someone presented me with such primo blackmail material. If I let you take a picture, will you tell me what’s going on?”
“I have absolutely no idea what’s going on,” she answered, with all honesty. Her voice came out a little rusty, and his fingers tightened on hers, like a brief embrace. “Not beyond the fact that there’s a man dressed like Rachel Ray in my kitchen.”
One of his eyebrows winged up. “So she’s the one they call ‘The Naked Chef?’ ”
“No.” She rubbed her forehead again. “No. It’s…oh, it’s all so complicated.” So completely unexpected.
“Not so bad. Nothing we can’t fix with a Band-Aid.” He was looking at her cut hand again. While all she could think of was that what really needed fixing wasn’t going to be helped by any item stored in her medicine cabinet.
Because something momentous had just happened to her tonight. Her defenses had dropped away, and the resulting clatter had awakened something inside her—or perhaps it was she who had awakened. In any case, Juliet Weston didn’t feel like herself, which made sense, after all, since she’d just learned she wasn’t who she’d always thought she was.
But the why of this current situation didn’t matter, not when the what was so clear to her. The what—oh, God—was this: With her protective shell gone, she was overcome by a sudden and raging sexual attraction for the naked non-chef standing on her tiled floor, holding her shaking hand. He affected her just that much. Her whole body was trembling in reaction to him.
Him. Noah Smith.
The man who lived in the guesthouse across the pool. The man who worked for her and who before that had tended to her dying husband.
The younger man.
He shouldn’t go back to her, Noah thought, pulling on jeans and shoving his feet in a pair of ragged running shoes. He should stay in the guesthouse and mind his own business, leaving Juliet alone to deal with whatever it was that had spooked her.
But hell, before finishing college and attending three years of law school, the Army had schooled him long and schooled him well in keeping focused on the mission. And his mission—but no, not his obsession, damn it—was Juliet Weston.
For her—no, for the mission—he’d done some things, and then not done some others that were secrets he expected to take to his grave. He didn’t regret a one, but he was now bound to her in a way she didn’t know. That’s why when he’d heard the strange sounds from her supposedly vacant kitchen—she’d said she was going to be gone for a couple of hours—he’d rushed in wearing nothing more than his protective instincts.
Probably scared the bejesus out of her, a big wet body decorated by only an infantryman’s meat tag tattoo. Naked Noah.
Except he couldn’t claim she’d looked at him with any particular awareness then or before. From the pleasant yet detached manner she always exhibited he supposed she considered him along the lines of a convenient piece of furniture.
While she’d never struck him in the least like a chair or a table or a desk.
Just another reason to keep to his side of the pool.
He glanced out the window to assure himself all was well. There was no reason to go back there. To her.
Except a stealthy figure was just now creeping over the wall to position itself outside Juliet’s kitchen windows.
Christ! What now? Kidnapper? Peeping Tom? Didn’t matter. His Army training said OP-FOR and he was going after this particular opposition force with everything he had.
Noah was through his door and across the flagstone deck before the intruder could take another step.
“Hey!” he yelled, grabbing the stranger by his shirt collar to yank him around. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”
The lights from the pool glowed greenly on the other man’s face. Like Noah, he was close to thirty, and dressed in jeans, the cotton shirt that was crumpled in Noah’s fist, and lightweight hiking boots. Two cameras hung around his neck. Noah twisted the shirt collar tighter and the guy stumbled closer.
“What are you up to?” he demanded again.
“Easy, easy,” the stranger said, not attempting to fight Noah’s grasp. “I’m a friend of the lady’s.” He gestured toward the kitchen windows. “She invited me over.”
“You and your cameras?”
“She…she asked me to take some pictures.” The stranger’s voice was low, his smirk suggestive. “You know.”
Noah didn’t want to know, but hell, he had to find out, didn’t he? “Juliet?” He pitched his voice louder. “Juliet!”
The fixture over the back door flipped on and then she stepped out, hesitating there as the light turned her wealth of fine, straight hair from it
s usual caramel color to a brighter gold. When Noah had blasted into the kitchen earlier, it had been down around her shoulders, but now it was pulled away from her face by a thin band. It looked damp around the edges as if she’d just splashed water on her skin. The lashes surrounding her amazing eyes—one green, one blue—were spiky with wetness.
She blinked as she gazed at the two men. “Noah?”
“Is this a friend of yours?” he demanded, not easing his grip on the other dude’s shirt. “Did you invite him over?”
Juliet blinked again.
Shit, Noah thought. Maybe she had. For God’s sake, she’d been a widow for eleven months and her husband had been dying for many, many before that. It would be natural to want someone to spend time with, and there was no reason to be pissed that if she wanted a man she hadn’t turned to him. She was the quintessential uptown girl and officer’s wife, while he, after all, was the hired help, the enlisted guy, the piece of furniture from across the pool. But did she have to torture his imagination by wanting pictures, too?
Because, God, imagined freeze-frames were overtaking his gray matter. Juliet out of her pants and sweater and into a black teddy, lace playing peek-a-boo with his gaze so he glimpsed a shell-pink nipple here, the crease that separated her long legs from her hips there. Now a backside shot, Juliet peering over the creamy, elegant blade of her shoulder, the sweep of her delicate spine leading to the taut hump of her ass. One set of ruby-tipped toes in the air.
Trying to banish the thoughts, his eyes closed and his hand tightened on the photographer’s collar. He barely recognized the grating sound of his own voice. “Well?”
“I’ve never seen him before in my life.”
“I’ve never seen her before in my life.”
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