‘But, surely, My Lord Alaric,’ he said, keeping pace, ‘the Philosopher is the common heritage of all civilised men, regardless of origin or faith?’
‘Common curse, more like,’ I replied. Now less wintry, I smiled again. I meant what I’d said about the man’s writings. This being said, the story about Omar and the Alexandrian Library was quite untrue – I knew that much, as I’d been its first author. I smiled once more. Jacob had done his best by the boy. If that hadn’t been enough, it was no fault of Aristotle or of anyone else in particular. It was certainly no fault of Jacob’s. I looked up and breathed in the warm, scented air of an African spring. Since we’d hit on a subject that didn’t lead back to the deathbed, or some other matter we’d tacitly agreed not to discuss, I might as well carry on with the lecture.
‘Both our faiths,’ I said, ‘have incorporated the more acceptable teachings of Plato and Aristotle regarding the natural world. They have both decisively rejected the teachings of Epicurus. Since these teachings tend very strongly to atheism, it is a rejection that I can well understand. The teachings are, however, interesting in themselves.’ I stopped before the fountain again and looked at the splashing waters. Jacob said nothing. So far as I could, and without giving any impression of rudeness, I’d lead him away from the self-recriminations he was plainly seeking to escape.
‘It was a thousand years ago that he taught his doctrines in Athens,’ I went on. ‘He taught that the universe consists entirely of matter and void, and all matter is composed of atoms. These atoms are too small to be seen – they are all nearly infinitely small. Even so, they can be classed according to their differing sizes and shapes. They are all rushing infinitely fast through an infinite void. Because their motions are not uniform – indeed, their motions are in some degree indeterminate – they tend to collide. Because they are all hooked, their collision is able to produce the larger structures of the visible world.
‘Now, while nearly infinitely small, these atoms can be classed according to their different sizes and shapes. These may correspond to the fundamental materials of the visible world. All other materials are compounds of these atoms in differing variations.’
‘And the soul?’ Jacob asked.
I’d got him! Like one of those atomic swerves, I’d knocked him off course. And I’d keep him there.
‘What of God?’
‘The soul is composed of very small and highly indeterminate atoms,’ I explained. ‘Organised in the right structure, they are capable of conscious thought and the exercise of free choice. But, as with all other atomic structures, they eventually break down, and the individual atoms begin their rush over again through the void, until such time as they recombine into some entirely different soul.
‘There is no room in this scheme for any God. The atoms have always existed, and always will exist. No truly legitimate social order requires a divine sanction, but will emerge and be sustained through the enlightened self-interest of individuals. The only legitimate social order is one in which the lives and property of individuals are protected so they can pursue the happiness that is not merely the highest, but also the sole, purpose of life. Any law that constrains the actions of individuals is legitimate so far as it protects the equal rights of other individuals. No other laws are binding on the conscience, and may be disobeyed as individuals think appropriate.’
‘No God? No immortal souls? No Judgement? No obligation to obey beyond personal convenience?’ Jacob wondered. And wonder is all he did. He didn’t look even moderately angry – no denunciations of the satanic Apikorus, no defence of his own faith. It was as I’d expected. For the moment at least, I’d left Wilfred and the guilt we variously felt at his death upstairs with the corpse. I sat wearily on a bench placed before the fountain. Jacob snapped his fingers at a slave who’d put his head out into the garden, and called for wine and cakes.
‘None of those things,’ I answered. ‘Because death is the end of all things for us, we have no need to worry about what follows from it. Because there is no supernatural judgement, our only reasons for respecting the rights of others can be the sanction of our own consciences and fear of the law.’
‘And supposing I have no conscience?’ Jacob broke in, finally argumentative. ‘What is there then to stop me from murdering my elderly patients so I can inherit from them? What if the law is too defective to be feared?’
‘Nothing at all,’ I said with a smile. ‘Can you tell me that all the talk of divine punishment has rid the world of crime? And have there been no crimes prompted by religion itself?
‘But let us come back to how all this differs in its view of the material world from the mainstream opinion. Both our faiths – plus the new Desert Faith of the Saracens – place God at the centre of things. He creates our souls, and endows us with a physical world within which we can seek salvation. This being so, the purpose of knowledge is to understand the mind of God and the nature of the divine substance that underlies the accidental manifestations of the world about us. Therefore, all that happens can be explained in terms of specific acts of the Deity – or, at best, as a working out of secondary causes. Therefore, we populate the world with invisible spirits, sent here to do good or ill. Therefore, we command attention to the good spirits, and make laws against communion with the bad spirits who bring evil promptings and evil events.
‘However, does any of this correspond to the reality that we perceive with our natural senses?’ I continued with illustrations that might appeal to a Jew – of coins worn away by much handling, of bodily increases brought on by overeating, and the like. I ended with an explanation of how happiness can be enlarged by a study of the atoms and their combinations, and the turning of this study to our own advantage.
There – I’d come full circle. Now using his drugs as my example, I was discussing how the right combination of atoms could produce known and desired effects on the human body. And there would be no more of Aristotle of Stagira and his ludicrous talk of heat and cold and wet and dry as the fundamentals of existence. Sickness was a disordering of the bodily atoms. The purpose of drugs was to bring about a collision and mingling of atoms to reorder the body.
Jacob drank heavily of the very heavy wine. I took mine watered, and passed up the offer of more drops from the bottle he carried about with him. He looked steadily forward at the streams of water that shot into the air and cascaded back into the stone basin, each one now an individual, shining drop.
‘I regret that you must soon leave us,’ he said, speaking as if in a dream. ‘If I but close my eyes, I can see your atoms, rushing forward like grains of sand blown up by the desert wind. I really would hear you speak more of them. And I’d hear you speak also of your world without empires to tax and oppress, and without religions to divide us. Are there still writings on all this?’
I shrugged ruefully. In a lifetime of collecting, I’d managed to gather up just over half of the three hundred books the Master had produced. They’d been carefully repaired and arranged in my library in Constantinople. But all my property had been confiscated. Had the books found their way into some other library? Or had the ancient rolls been cut up so accounts could be kept on the blank side of the papyrus? Constantine surely wouldn’t have had them cast into the fire. The only thing he’d ever shown much interest in burning was people.
‘Has my father said that you have two places booked on the first spring sailing?’ Jacob asked. ‘It leaves the day after tomorrow.’
I hadn’t seen old Ezra since the previous evening. Whatever arrangements he’d made were of the present day. But Jacob was drifting into the sort of state where details of time were decreasingly important. I thought again of the boy laid out in the shuttered room upstairs just behind where we sat. I didn’t suppose Ezra had even gone through the motions of reserving a third place.
‘My father negotiated hard,’ he said. ‘You know he got you the best deal.’
I nodded. That was an unstudied ambiguity best not resolved. I should
have thought here of the mysterious figure shut away in Ezra’s counting house. I found my thoughts pulled back to Wilfred. Jacob would get him buried in hallowed ground. In this heat, we’d surely have the funeral before the next dawn.
‘The world can be a shitty place,’ I said. I thought of many things, though chiefly my own guilt. Why had I never once in my life grieved for someone I loved without also feeling that I was in some way to blame? If there was an answer to that one, I made sure to drown it with a double mouthful of wine. ‘The world can be a right shitty place,’ I said again.
‘Never a truer word,’ Jacob sighed. He put aside any pretence of wine, and let a few drops from his bottle fall directly on to his tongue.
We might have sat there in the appearance of silent communion until the lengthening shadows had taken all colour from the flowers. But I could now see Edward. Visibly limp with exhaustion, he was creeping through a doorway that didn’t lead to our rooms. Exhausted or not, he could come and help me back inside. It was time for our discussion. I wouldn’t tell him everything I’d now pieced together. But there were still those decisions I’d mentioned. He’d have to make those.
Chapter 27
‘Says here you’re a Jew – right?’ The Captain stabbed a dirty finger on to my passport and looked up at me.
I nodded. I could have tried the exaggerated Jewish whine I’d been practising all the previous day. But, if Ezra had assured me I’d convince everyone but another Jew, I thought it best for the time being to grovel in silence before this bloated, insolent pig of a man.
‘Well, we ain’t taking no chances,’ he added with a laugh. He tipped his head back and hawked. The flob landed about an inch from my left sandal. I resisted the urge to look down, and focused on the passport Ezra had bribed out of the Prefecture. ‘If you are what you say you are, you won’t mind hitching up that fancy robe for me.’
Bastard shitbag! I thought. If ever I were in a position to do him ill, I’d have him chained to one of the slave oars of this ship. And I’d not have him moved to the other side every month. He could grow as lop-sided from continuous exercise as he’d let the other slaves I’d seen as I came on board. Then, the free oarsmen could come up and piss all over him. But I smiled greasily and did as I was told. I steeled myself not to set about him with my stick as he barked out another laugh and invited the other passengers to get a look at my circumcision. It was enough that the grim, unsmiling guard beside him bent down for a long inspection, then went back to his continuous scanning of everyone else boarding the ship.
‘The boy’s not a Jew, though,’ the Captain added with a statement of the bleeding obvious.
Still not speaking, I pointed shakily at one of the lower sections of the passport. It confirmed my permission to own a Christian slave.
‘And I suppose you’ll be trading him with the enemy, won’t you?’ came the reply. He took up the sheet of papyrus and waved it around. ‘Boys like him fetch their weight in silver among the debauched Saracens.’ He raised his voice and repeated the witticism. Someone behind me laughed. Well he might laugh. If we hadn’t all been granted permits to trade with the enemy, why else was the ship filling up with merchants in the first place? Just because there’s a war on doesn’t mean trade has to stop.
‘Oh, fuck off, then,’ he snarled, waving me on board. ‘But I don’t want none of your Jewboy caterwauling on deck. I run a Christian ship, and I’m proud of it.’ He waited until Edward had gathered all our documents back into his satchel and we were moving off in search of our cabin. ‘It’s salt pork for dinner,’ he bawled after us. ‘It’ll be served just after prayers.’
After what seemed an endless wait, the ship pitched horribly to one side, and we were moving slowly away from the docks. Still gripping hard on the side, I stood beside Edward and looked back at Caesarea. The whole family had turned out to wave goodbye. There was old Ezra, capering about like a schoolboy as he waved his stick at me. There was Jacob, sitting dazed on an abandoned crate and looking intently at something in his hand that I couldn’t see, but could easily imagine. And there was a whole tribe of sobbing women. I strained to see more clearly. Was that Ezra’s wife blowing kisses at us? I looked at Edward. His face was as impassive as it had been on that day, so long before, in Jarrow. Not bad for only thirteen, I’m sure you’ll agree.
‘How long to Beirut, My Lord?’ he asked.
I looked up at the clear, blue sky, and at the large birds that screeched and careered against the backdrop of the sky. Storms and pirates allowing, I told him, we’d be there in fourteen days – sooner if the wind held up.
‘And it is ruled by the Saracens?’ he asked, in English. He went back to his inspection of the receding docks.
‘Yes,’ I said. ‘It’s been in their hands over fifty years now. When I was your age, it was a thoroughly Greek city. Any Syrian with ambitions who settled there had no choice but to learn Greek and fit in. Why, it once even had the third largest law school in the Empire. It’s still the main port for that part of Syria. But it’s well outside the Empire nowadays. And that, my dear, is why it’s to be Beirut for us. It has all the civilised amenities – without any Brother Joseph to cut short my decline.’ I tried to scan the docks. They’d receded too far now to be other than a blur. ‘Anyone else back there you might recognise?’ I asked, switching too into English.
Edward gave the docks another long and general inspection. He shook his head. ‘Whom else were you expecting me to see?’ he asked.
Since he knew perfectly well whom I had in mind, I ignored the question. I looked closely at the boy – and, seen in profile, he still was rather boyish. I looked over the side. We were now perhaps a mile out from Caesarea. Unless he’d secreted himself on board – not impossible, bearing in mind how big this ship was – Joseph was far behind us. It was just the passengers on this ship, plus the attendant slaves. I changed the subject.
‘Tell me, Edward,’ I asked, ‘have you any idea what poor Wilfred was trying to confess before he died? He mentioned Cuthbert several times. Is there any light you can shed on his final words?’ Though just a little, the face tightened. I could see him thinking and then choose his words.
‘Though I don’t believe he understood the full meaning of what was put to him,’ came the measured reply, ‘he was promised safety by Cuthbert from the first group of raiders.’ He paused. ‘You do know that Cuthbert was involved with them?’
I nodded. ‘Do you know who was employing him?’ I asked. I mentioned the cash under his bed. The other objects Edward might already have seen.
He shook his head. ‘I didn’t guess he was involved until the night before Hrothgar walked into the monastery,’ he said. He paused and chose his words again. ‘Wilfred came to me that night. I’d been – I’d been kind to him ever since I realised he was your second favourite after Bede. I knew we’d need a hostage, and I wanted to make sure that Wilfred would be close by me when the gate opened.’ He stopped and gave me a defiant look.
What was I supposed to do? Set about him again with my stick? I raised my eyebrows and shrugged. Wouldn’t I have done the same in his position?
‘Wilfred came to me that night,’ he repeated. ‘He told me that Cuthbert had propositioned him, offering safety as the reward. It was then that I guessed the first group was sent just to kill you – you and everyone else in the monastery. Cuthbert would let them in when he was able, and would himself be spared.’
I smiled and leaned harder on the rail. Hrothgar had been hard enough put to keep order among his own men of that breed. Any deal Cuthbert might have had with the Big Man would have come unstuck the moment he’d got the gate open. Everything he’d gloatingly predicted for the others would then have been his too. Almost a shame Hrothgar had turned up in time.
What I was now learning was interesting. But, since Edward couldn’t give me the answer I needed, it wasn’t that important.
‘It was Cuthbert who knocked Wilfred about?’ I asked. Edward nodded. ‘He told you about t
he rejected proposition and the beating?’ Another nod. ‘You guessed what was happening, and attached yourself to Cuthbert to see what you could learn.’
‘I got nothing,’ the boy said stiffly.
Did he know I’d overheard their ‘courtship’? Best not to go on.
‘Is that all Wilfred told you of his dealings with Cuthbert?’ I asked. ‘Since the proposal was almost certainly not accepted, Wilfred doesn’t sound much of a sinner.’ I looked closely at the boy’s face. Once more, he was thinking what to say.
‘He told me nothing more,’ came the final answer. We looked awhile in silence at the birds, which were now swooping out of the sky to pick among the refuse thrown behind us. ‘What will we do in Beirut?’ he suddenly asked. ‘I know Ezra has given you some money – his wife told me that much. But what shall we do once that has run out?’ For the first time in days, the look on his face was genuine. My slippery young Edward was on his way back to frightened boy.
‘Oh, think nothing of that,’ I said, taking my turn at the enigmatic. ‘If you manage to live as long as I have, you too will realise that something always turns up. It’s just a matter of recognising it.’
I turned and looked up again at the sky. Even wearing a hat with a wide brim, I found the sun rather much. We’d go and see what foul-smelling cupboard we’d been assigned for our quarters. I had thought it was time to fill Edward in on a few of the details that made Beirut so attractive, now Spain was off the menu. But that, I now decided, could wait until we were there. For the moment, it would be best to keep him busy with his Greek. Yes, I’d work him on that till he wished he could take one of the oars on this ship. Just because Beirut was no longer an Imperial city, didn’t make the Empire’s language any less important – not, at any rate, so long as it remained the official language of Syria. For now, though, I let him stand, looking silently back at the vanishing docks of Caesarea and all the happy memories that would keep him warm at night until such time as he might renew them in Beirut.
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