by Duncan Leigh
In the kitchen, she poured coffee and loaded a tray with sweeteners and milk. By the time she made it to the front of the house again, Garrett had finished loading suitcases into an economical sedan. His brothers were tossing boxes and duffel bags into the back of one of the Circle P’s trucks.
A sudden awareness of how much she didn’t fit in with the group assailed her. Not wanting to intrude, she made up her mind to grab her tea and duck back inside. But she hadn’t planned on Doris. Stepping onto the porch, the older woman wrapped her in a warm embrace.
“Emma,” Doris whispered in her ear. “Thanks for last night. We enjoyed it so much.” She pulled away to glance at the empty spot at Emma’s side. “How’s our little girl this morning?”
“Still fast asleep.” A tired child was a cranky child, and Bree had stayed up far past her usual bedtime. “She’ll be sorry she missed all this.” Emma waved a hand at the crowd that lined the walkway from the porch to Garrett’s car.
Doris’s lined face crinkled. “It’s quite the send-off, isn’t it? But I can leave easy, knowing the kitchen’s in good hands.”
“I wish I felt as sure about that as you do.” The urge to confess beat frantically against her ribs. Emma swallowed. No matter how many reasons she gave herself for keeping her secret, she couldn’t overlook one fact—Doris deserved to hear the truth. Today. Before she left.
“Listen,” Emma started, “I, um, there’s something you should know.”
Doris’s smile froze. The first shimmer of doubt wavered in her eyes just as a heavy hand clamped down on Emma’s shoulder.
“You ready to go, Mom? Garrett’s already spoken with Arlene this morning. She says she can’t wait for you to get there.”
In the pale morning light, Emma read the warning in Colt’s blue eyes. She wrenched her gaze from his, only to spot Garrett leaning against his car, one foot tapping impatiently.
A plume of smoke rose from the truck’s tailpipe. Josh sat behind the wheel, waiting while Hank and the twins checked the tie-downs in the back. And in between stood half the population of Glades County.
Emma sighed. Her confession wouldn’t fix a thing. It would only derail everyone’s plans. She summoned a smile.
“I can’t promise that I’ll do everything the same way you did, Doris, but I’ll keep everyone fed.”
“That’s all anyone can ask.” Doris leaned in for a final squeeze.
“C’mon, Mom. Everybody’s waitin’.” Colt’s hand slipped from Emma’s shoulder to his mother’s elbow.
Showing far more tenderness than she’d ever suspected of such a big man, Colt guided his mom down the stairs. As Doris stepped into the first set of waiting arms, he threw a glance over his shoulder.
Was that gratitude shining in his eyes? Or interest? Emma swallowed. One meant she had some hope of succeeding on the Circle P. The other only spelled trouble.
Averting her eyes, she watched Garrett slip behind the wheel. Everyone waved their final goodbyes, and two vehicles headed for the highway. Soon after, more doors slammed and engines started. The caravan of pickup trucks and cars headed down the long driveway, their headlights cutting through the wisps of early morning fog.
Colt stood at the edge of the lawn, watching, until the procession curved around the trees and moved out of sight. As he turned to the ranch hands who’d joined the neighbors, all traces of the tenderness he’d shown minutes earlier disappeared.
“All right, let’s get this day in gear. We’re a man short without Josh, so there’s no time to waste. I want the stalls mucked out before breakfast, the horses saddled and ready to ride. I saw some worn leather in the tack room. Somebody needs to get on that pronto. And don’t forget to look for loose wire wherever you go. If I have to call the vet again, it’s comin’ out of your paychecks.”
Clearly, Colt had buried the easygoing personality of the man who’d entertained his family the night before under a gruff exterior. Surprised by the sudden change and certain his next step would involve her own string of orders, Emma slipped through the front door, headed for the kitchen, where Tim and Chris sat at the table nursing cups of coffee.
“Mornin’, ma’am.” Tim swilled the last of his coffee and gulped it down. He jumped to his feet. “Mr. Colt told us to help you today. What’s first?”
Before heading upstairs last night, she’d assembled the makings for a breakfast casserole. “I’ll work on that,” she told Tim while she buttoned her chef’s jacket. “You chop green peppers and onions for the home fries.”
Ignoring his look of consternation, she put Chris to work carving strawberry flowers for a fruit bowl. When he balked, she took the knife from his hand.
“It’s not enough that food tastes good,” she explained, demonstrating. “It has to look appetizing. It’s all part of the experience.” She sprinkled kiwi stars across the melon and cantaloupe. “See?”
She took Chris’s noncommittal shrug as a sign of progress. “Once you finish here, make sure everything else we need is on the serving counter. Salt, pepper, butter, jelly. Whatever the men want.”
“Ketchup.” Chris grinned. “And hot sauce.”
Emma wrinkled her nose at the thought of either atop the tasty blend of eggs, cheese and sausage. Reading the truth in Chris’s dark eyes, she shrugged. “Whatever they need.”
The next hour passed in a blur of activity. A shiver of nervous energy passed through Emma while she put the finishing touches on breakfast. She told herself she had nothing to worry about. She’d certainly proven her abilities with far more complicated meals.
She gave the array a final glance, straightened the edge of a dish and rang the bell. Not thirty seconds passed before the screened door opened and the first of the ranch hands wandered in. He hung his hat on one of the pegs at the entrance, grabbed a plate and served himself without ceremony. When he reached the potatoes, though, he hesitated.
“Can I get you anything else?” Recognizing the look of a dissatisfied customer, Emma braced herself.
The young cowboy glanced toward the door. “No, ma’am. Reckon not.” With a shrug, he spooned potatoes onto his plate, leaving Emma to wonder what she’d done wrong. And what Colt would have to say about it.
Colt stepped into the kitchen as the last of the men took their places at the trestle table. His men. He squared his shoulders and told himself he’d best get used to carrying the added weight of responsibility. Until he turned the ranch over to the twins, the success or failure of the Circle P was in his hands. Every decision he made—from the bills he paid to whether or not he ordered the cattle moved to a new pasture—would affect the bottom line and thus the future of the land so many people depended on for their livelihood.
One look at the faces around the table told him he was about to encounter his first crisis of the day. Oh, the men were eating. He’d give them that. But the banter and easy jibes that usually accompanied meals in the kitchen were missing.
He surveyed the counter where a bit of egg stuck to the sides of a nearly empty pan. Barely enough potatoes to make a mouthful dotted a serving platter. Two lonely biscuits sat on the edge of a plate.
“I see you waited for me,” he said to no one in particular.
He’d meant it as a joke, but no one laughed. In fact, if the stricken looks on some of the younger hands’ faces was anything to go by, he’d only succeeded in pointing out the obvious. There wasn’t enough food to go around. In silence, he scraped the dregs of the casserole onto his dish. He held the serving spoon over the fried potatoes. He had to do right by his men. Despite a growing sweet spot for the new cook, he pinned her with a pointed look.
“Where’s the grits?”
“The what?” She folded her hands at the hem of her white jacket.
Abandoning his plate, Colt strode toward the pantry. He emerged seconds later with a five-pound bag cupped in one hand. “Grits.” He plunked the bag on the counter. “They go good with eggs.”
A frown crossed Emma’s pretty little forehea
d. “Your mom never mentioned them.”
“No need,” Colt shot back. Every Southerner learned to cook ground corn shortly after they learned how to boil water. “Even I can make a passable bowl.”
Emma unwound the twist tie and peered inside. “Rougher than Cream of Wheat,” she murmured. She ran a finger through the granules. “Looks like polenta.”
“Call it whatever you want. Just fix ’em for breakfast whenever there’s eggs.”
He moved to the rest of the meal. “There’s onions and peppers in the potatoes,” he announced as if no one else had made the discovery. He turned to face the cook. “What’s that all about?” He took her noncommittal shrug for an evasive answer. “On the Circle P, we don’t fancy up the hash browns with vegetables best saved for dinner.”
“I’ll make a note of that,” she conceded. “No onions or peppers.”
He lifted one of the remaining biscuits. “At least these are the same as Mom’s.” He broke it open and smeared it with jelly.
He wasn’t sure why that last remark put a Cheshire cat smile on Emma’s face. He decided he didn’t care. Having said his piece, he scarfed down his breakfast while the others grabbed lunch bags and headed out the door. He waited till the last of them was out of earshot before he addressed the biggest problem.
“Emma, breakfast was a bit light. These are working men. Not guys in business suits who sit around the office. Stomachs are gonna rumble by lunchtime.”
She surveyed the empty platters. Not even a scrap of food was left. She swallowed, nodding. “You think if I made twice as much?”
“Yeah, maybe. And some flapjacks.”
“Pancakes, potatoes, biscuits and grits?”
When her brown eyes widened, he decided he liked the look and wanted to see it more often. He flexed his arm. “What can I say? Ranchin’ is hard work.”
That last comment earned him a laugh. Shaking her head, she sauntered toward the coffeepot.
He wouldn’t mind getting used to the view, he supposed, though he didn’t expect her to catch him taking a peek while she poured herself a cup. She tilted her head to the side and managed to look down her nose at him despite her petite stature. He grinned and shot her a glance that was all guilty pleasure while he showed her his palms.
The move darkened her eyes with an altogether different emotion. Answering her with a searing look of his own, he stepped closer.
“You have a smudge of something on your chin,” he whispered, running a finger over her smooth cheek. Suddenly, the prospect of spending time with the new cook didn’t seem like such an imposition.
“I promised you a tour of the ranch. Will you have time today?” He could practically feel his arm wrapped around her waist while they covered the Circle P from one end to the other.
Her unwavering gaze scoured his face. “Bree will love it,” she said slowly. “Give me an hour to get dinner preparations underway and we’re all yours.”
Colt set his rapidly cooling mug on the counter. Emma and Bree were a package deal, a fact it would do him well to remember. “I’ll saddle the horses.”
“I don’t know.” Emma turned pensive. “Neither of us has ever ridden.”
He shrugged. “We’ll take the Rhino, then.” The four-seater wasn’t the best way to see the ranch, but only a fool would take two inexperienced riders across the rough terrain on horseback.
“It won’t take as long, and I need to be back early enough to tackle bills and invoices this afternoon,” he hedged, suddenly remembering he’d sworn not to fall behind on a never-ending, thankless task. He wiped his brow and headed for the door. “I’ll be outside for a while.”
Crossing to the barn, Colt grabbed a pitchfork. Glad for the manual labor that kept his fingers from wandering along soft cheeks, he began mucking out stalls. When the boys he’d assigned to the task put in an appearance, he paused for a moment to reevaluate. Nope, he decided. The woman had gotten under his skin, and there didn’t seem to be anything he could do about it except suffer through their time together as best he could.
“Ya’ll go find something else to do,” he told the ranch hands, whose faces mirrored his own confusion.
Chapter Seven
“Mommy, I’m bored with coloring.” Bree abandoned the scattered crayons on the kitchen table. “I want to do what you’re doing.” On tiptoe, she peered over the countertop.
Emma studied the preparations for tonight’s dinner. Ready for the oven, six trussed hens—two more than she’d originally planned—waited in the refrigerator. Near the stove, vegetables simmered in immense Crock Pots. Only a few carrots remained to be chopped for the salad—definitely not a job for little hands.
“Hang on, Bree. I’m almost done.” She made smooth work of the thin slices.
Insistent hands tugged on the hem of her chef’s whites. “Now, Mommy. Let me.”
Emma stifled a groan. She had to prove she was up to the challenge of catering to the Circle P’s workers and guests. And she had to do it quickly. Her first day on the job had gotten off to a rough start, and a crabby four-year-old wasn’t going to make things any easier. Especially not when she felt just as off-balance and out of sorts as her daughter. But unlike Bree, she couldn’t blame her irritability on a late night.
No, her cause had a handsome face and a name to go with it.
Colt Judd.
This morning’s unexpected—and far too physical—run-in with the man in the darkened hallway had jolted her senses. Hours later, her chest still burned where she’d brushed against his solid muscles. Heat from his fingers lingered on her skin. Worse, once fired, her libido refused to calm down. She needed it to. Even if she wanted an attraction to the big, burly rancher—which she most certainly did not—she could give a dozen reasons why starting anything with Colt fell somewhere between bad idea and disaster.
Despite a softer side, the man was bossy, demanding. She could go on, but why bother? None of it mattered. Because his stay on the Circle P wasn’t permanent. In less than a year, he’d return to his old life, his old job. Which didn’t mesh at all with her plans to provide stability, permanence—a home—for her daughter.
“Let’s go outside, Mommy.” Bree raced to the door, where she rattled the handle.
“Maybe in a bit.” She couldn’t blame her daughter for wanting to go. Except for yesterday’s brief and nearly disastrous foray into the yard, they’d been cooped up inside ever since they arrived at the Circle P. “Mr. Colt said he’d take us for a tour of the ranch.”
“That was a long, long time ago.”
With a glance at the clock, Emma lowered the paring knife to the counter. In the three hours since she’d last seen him, Colt hadn’t called, hadn’t sent word. She slipped the salad into the refrigerator.
“You know, you’re right.” Hanging her white jacket on a nearby hook, she gave Bree a conspiratorial grin. “I think we should go exploring ourselves.”
The fresh air and sunshine would do them both some good. Bree would burn off some pent-up energy. As for herself, well, a walk would probably cool her down. Enough that, when Colt finally did show up, she could make it through the afternoon without doing something truly stupid.
Like kissing the man.
She traced one finger across her lips. Yeah, that had bad idea written all over it.
“C’mon, Bree. There’s a pond. We might see some fish. Or ducks. Want to check it out with me?” She slid leftover bread into a plastic bag, and held a hand out to her daughter. “Let’s leave Mrs. Wickles here,” she cautioned when Bree grabbed the doll. “You can tell her all about it when we get back.”
On the way out the door, Emma tasked Tim with keeping an eye on the kitchen.
The young man frowned. “I got a bad feeling, Ms. Emma. Mr. Colt, he won’t like it. You should wait for him.”
“Then he should have shown up when he said he would.” It wasn’t as if she’d decided to go for a midnight run in Central Park. This was Florida, the land of sunny beaches and ora
nge trees.
Standing at the door, she shielded her eyes. Cattle grazed far beyond a fence on the other side of the pond. “We’re not even going as far as the pasture. In fact, we’ll stay within sight of the house.”
She waved to her helper. She’d already sprayed Bree with sunblock, and her daughter raced ahead, eager for adventure. At the edge of the lawn, a clear path led through the knee-high grass toward glistening water.
While Bree stopped to admire every bug that crossed their path, Emma took in a view far different from the sliver of light that had filtered through the grimy window in their New York apartment. Here, green was the color of the day. Tiny buds topped the tall grass. Palm fronds that looked like giant fans made dry whispers in the light breeze.
Bree ran her finger along the edge of one and giggled.
Grass rustled. A bird with a red beak poked its head above the weeds practically in front of them. Giant wings flapping, it took flight.
Emma held her breath, waiting for her daughter’s reaction, but Bree only laughed.
“He’s funny!” She looked around, her eyes wide. “There’s a lot of birds here.”
Gray cranes posed on stilt-like limbs before prodding the grass with long beaks. White birds paraded around on long, skinny legs that looked too slender to support their round middles. High overhead, crows with enormous wingspans flew in lazy circles above the pond. Thinking of the owl she’d heard from the porch this morning, Emma pushed loose hair back from her face.
They watched a turtle make its slow way across the path, but when Bree wanted to take it back to the ranch with them, Emma put her foot down. “I’m sure he already has a home.”