by Anna J.
What could be more interesting than seeing your life played out in plain view, from your childhood to your adult life, and glimpsing things you didn’t see at the time? Things like your so-called friends’ and family’s secret lives of treachery.
“Grown?” Lou questioned, removing the stethoscope from Mecca’s chest and chuckling. “Is that what you all call fully matured adults now?”
“What makes you think I want revenge?” Mecca inquired, rolling her eyes at his sarcasm.
Lou looked at the stethoscope in his hands. “If only humans could make machines that could listen to what’s in your heart instead of just its beat, then someone would be able to answer that,” Lou replied, setting the stethoscope down on a bedside table and rubbing his hands together as if he had a big secret. “Unfortunately, they can’t and I can, and your heart tells me revenge is what you seek.”
Mecca looked away from Lou and wondered how she could be faulted for feeling angry about being snaked by people she would have risked her life and freedom for. How did he expect her to feel, knowing what they did behind her back? What world did he live in?
“You turn your eyes away so I won’t read your feelings and thoughts. Very smart of you, dear,” Lou said, snapping Mecca out of her thoughts.
“Huh?” she asked, dumbfounded.
“Revenge doesn’t always have to be killing everyone that betrayed you. Karma is nature’s form of revenge, and sometimes you have to let nature take its course,” Lou preached.
“That ‘what goes around comes around’ crap? Please!” Mecca said in a tone of disbelief. Lou shook his head. Then Mecca displayed a mischievous grin on her face before saying, “Is this one of those moments where you’re gonna show me rather than telling me?”
“Don’t tell me you’re beginning to enjoy this?” Lou commented, shaking his head at Mecca. If only she could just see what he was trying to get her to see, she would be up and out by now. Mecca smiled. Lou shrugged his shoulders, then placed his hand on her forehead, as if he were checking her temperature. “So be it.”
The rapper Juvenile’s voice roared through the Brooklyn strip club as the naked strippers followed his orders to “Back that ass up,” while ballers, gangsters, and average Joe nine-to-fivers whooped and hollered. Throwing money at big-booty women onstage doing acrobatic maneuvers on poles and erotic dances had them acting a fool. There were even women among the crowd of horny men who were cheering the dancers on and letting go of the cash in their hands, putting it into the G-strings and between the squeezed breasts of half-naked women. In a smoky haze, Mo Blood sat in a secluded booth, sipping on a shot of Belvedere, listening to one of his associates spill some news that made him nervous.
“They gave the green light on Tah. They know you was with him, but it’s not certain how they going to play it with you,” Mo’s associate reported, afterward leaning back in the booth from yelling in Mo’s ear over the loud music.
“Tah made an O.G. call and I followed. That can’t be my fault, homie,” Mo Blood yelled.
“I feel you,” his associate said, blowing smoke out his mouth while staring at the girl onstage. “That’s what niggas in the mountains is saying. It’s the homies on the streets making it an issue with both of y’all.”
“First off, that bitch and that cat Shamel had it coming. So what’s the beef about for real?” Mo inquired, knowing the associate was just a messenger. Even he didn’t understand why the heads of their blood set were angry about what Tah did to Mecca and Shamel.
Luckily for Tah and Mo, the cops were the least of their worries. The cops in the Hamptons made sure that type of news didn’t go public, especially in an upscale area of that magnitude. A drug-related homicide in the Hamptons? Property values were more important than some dead drug dealers from New York City. Still that didn’t stop the word from getting out on the streets of Brooklyn. When the word got to Shamel’s friends, they weren’t happy and they wanted heads.
“The dude Shamel had bulletproof love with the homies, and he made a lot of them rich,” the associate continued in a somber tone.
“I heard he ain’t respect blood. He rocked his own family, and they were blood,” Mo countered, wondering if he should get out of Dodge.
Shrugging his shoulders, the associate replied, “I think it got more to do with the chick Mecca’s aunt. You know, she was a real live bitch back in the day. She knew a lot of heavy hitters and players, and a lot of them respected her, gee. You feel me?”
“So, what that mean? This ain’t the eighties!” Mo Blood responded tartly.
“She back on the streets,” the associate revealed.
Just as he finished his sentence, a scantily clad girl wearing a G-string and a pink see-through bikini top jiggled her way over to the booth. She had a dimpled smile on her seductively pretty face. Her five-foot-five frame, with a small waist, flat tummy, and juicy, round bottom, made Mo Blood forget about the nerve-racking conversation he was having with his associate as she approached them.
“Wassup, Mo? You ready for that private dance?” she asked with a forced smile.
Mo immediately felt his manhood come to life. Horny as hell and drunk off the liquor, Mo couldn’t wait for this particular private dance. Mo regularly had private dances at the club, but not with the sexy Tasha. She wasn’t into the “private dance” thing, because dancing was not what was meant by the word private. Tasha had fallen on hard times and had a two-year-old son to clothe and feed. Her reluctance to give “private dances” in secluded rooms in the basement was making her lose money she definitely needed. She had a choice to make, starve or eat. She chose to eat. So when Mo asked her if she was ready, she surprised him and said, “Gimme about an hour and I’ll come get you.” And wait Mo did.
“No doubt, Ma, I’m ready,” Mo Blood told Tasha an hour later. Grabbing Tasha’s hand after jumping out of his seat, Mo gave his associate the Blood gang handshake, then spoke loudly over the music. “Yo, Meek. I’ll holler at you tomorrow. Talk to them dudes, though. Let them know that was Tah’s call, not mines.”
“All right, my dude,” he answered with a lustful stare at Tasha. “Tear that pussy up, homie!”
Mo smiled while Tasha led him toward the back of the club, to a door leading to the basement. Once in the small room that was decorated with a small bed and a full-length mirror in the corner, leaning against the thin wood-paneled wall, which vibrated from the loud music, Mo got undressed quicker than a New York minute. After Tasha nervously undressed, Mo pulled her on top of him as he lay on his back, dick harder than a baseball bat.
“Don’t you got a vest?” Tasha asked.
“Ma, I ain’t got no disease. Word to my flag,” Mo replied gruffly, ready to go.
Tasha shrugged her shoulders, then straddled Mo. Reaching behind her, she gripped his bulging erection and placed it in her warm, soft middle. Mo held in the urge to moan from the way she made her walls clench his manhood.
Tasha moved her small waist slowly and rhythmically, as if she was moving to the sound of a slow jam. She bit her lip and closed her eyes, feeling Mo fill her insides. Mo squeezed her soft, plump ass as he dug in deep. She felt so soft, he thought his hands would melt into her skin. As Tasha sped up her thrusts, she began to moan.
“Yeah, Daddy, fuck this pussy!” Tasha said into Mo’s ear. Her moaning and dirty talk excited Mo, who matched her rhythm with hard thrusts, banging her inner walls as if he was trying to break them down. He ordered her into the doggy-style position, wanting to see her from behind. It was Tasha’s favorite position, and once in it, she put her back into it.
“Oh shit, Mo! Yeah, right there! That’s it, Daddy!”
Mo didn’t want to release yet, but the feeling of her pussy was too much for him, and he couldn’t hold it any longer. Tasha knew he was about to release his load from the change in his thrusts.
“Don’t cum in me,” she grunted. Mo heard her request but paid her ass no mind. Tasha felt his warm juices in her and tried to pull herself ou
t from under him but couldn’t due to his body weight.
“Mo, why you do that?” she wailed, pushing him off of her.
“My bad. It’s just that pussy good, Ma,” Mo replied nonchalantly, while trying to catch his breath. At the same time Mo was thinking, Bitch, you knew you was going to start selling that ass. Why you ain’t got no condoms on hand? Mo paid her the buck fifty she asked for and left.
At the end of the month Tasha went to the clinic to get herself checked, which was the club’s policy, as was using contraceptives. Tasha waited for the results in the clinic waiting room. A half hour later she was called to an office, where a counselor greeted her as she entered, closing the door for privacy. Tasha was a nervous wreck: the unprotected sex with Mo had had her biting her nails for the past three weeks, and she couldn’t get it off her mind. The counselor gave her a long speech about AIDS and how people with the disease could live a healthy life if they took the right medication and practiced a healthy lifestyle.
“Please, just gimme the results,” Tasha snapped, tired of the anticipation.
“Miss Jackson, you are HIV-positive,” the counselor responded.
Tasha fainted in the office.
Good for his ass, Mecca thought as she looked at Lou with an amused smirk on her face. She didn’t know Mo Blood personally, but she remembered him from hanging with Tah and had never liked him. Yet she was bored and wanted more.
“Is that it?” Mecca questioned Lou, anxious to see what else was going on out in the world. She could have thought of a million other ways to get at Mo Blood, but what she just saw would do for now. At least until she got better and got out of the hospital.
“I see you’re starting to get a kick out of this,” Lou replied as he placed his hand back over her head. Silently he prayed for Mecca and hoped she would change her wicked ways.
Tamika heard banging at the door over the sound of the sexy, sultry voice of Aaliyah as she sang “Rock the Boat.” That used to be her and Tah’s jam, but ever since their son had got there, their favorite song wasn’t the only thing they no longer shared.
“I’m coming!” she yelled out to let whoever was on the other side of the door know she had heard their knocking. In a pair of tight cutoff jean shorts and a long white T-shirt, with no bra underneath, she sang along with Aaliyah as she walked to the door, smiling with anticipation. When she looked through the peephole, the smile quickly disappeared. Her son’s father was the last person she wanted to see, especially now that she was expecting the company of a dangerously cute guy she met in downtown Brooklyn.
“What now, Taheem?” Tamika complained after answering the door with one hand on her hip, showing much attitude.
“What you mean, what now? Don’t play with me,” Taheem growled, pushing past her to enter her apartment. “Where my son at?”
Tamika sucked her teeth, closing the door. He always pops up at the wrong time, acting like seeing his son is the main reason he makes unannounced visits. Really, he shows up high and drunk, wanting sex and a place to crash when no one else wants his trifling ass in their house. Those days are over, Tamika told herself, especially after he got his nose wide open off that bitch Mecca, who scarred her face for life. Even though Tamika didn’t feel sorry for what had happened to Mecca, it still confirmed to her that Tah was no good.
“Our son ain’t here, Taheem. He at my mother’s for the weekend,” Tamika said, watching Tah remove his Tims and plop down on her couch. Turning on her floor model TV, he looked as if he were planning on staying longer than she wanted him in her apartment.
“I got company coming over, Taheem. You got to go. If you want to see your son, walk your ass over to Tilden and spend time over there with him.”
“Company? I know you don’t be bringing no lame-ass niggas around my son.” Tah chuckled, staring at the TV as he channel surfed. Tamika walked over to him and snatched the remote out of his hand.
“Nigga, please! I don’t say nothing when you have all those nasty bitches in my son’s face. Plus, this dude ain’t no lame. You’re not the only nigga with a gun, Tah.”
“Who is he, then?” Tah snapped as he stood up, walking to the refrigerator.
“None of your business,” Tamika snorted. “Plus, you don’t put food in this house, so don’t go eating everything.”
Tah ignored her, pulled a gallon of milk out of the fridge and a box of Fruity Pebbles from the cupboard. To Tamika’s annoyance, he used a pot instead of a bowl to eat the cereal. Before she reacted, a knock at the door grabbed her full attention, as it did Tah’s. As Tamika walked to the door, she saw the grin on Tah’s face and rolled her eyes at him.
“Let’s see who Romeo is,” Tah mumbled.
Tamika opened the door, smiling at the six-foot, caramel-skinned, big, brown-eyed cutie who favored the singer Trey Songz. He was wearing a tan Yankees fitted cap, which was leaning halfway off his head, and a tan Woolrich coat to match.
“Wassup, Dance?” Tamika greeted.
In a deep baritone voice that moistened Tamika’s panties, showing an even white smile, he replied, “What’s good, Ma?” Once Dance entered the apartment, his smile vanished as he caught the grinning face of Tah Gunz with a mouth full of cereal. Dance looked at Tamika quizzically.
“Dance, this is my baby’s father, Tah,” Tamika said uncomfortably, knowing Tah would start trouble. He did that with every guy she dated or attempted to date. His friends in the neighborhood would alert him that she was seeing someone, and Tah would show up every day so that he could see who the guy was. Most of the time he would have his friends or flunkies rob the guy or beat him unmercifully. To this day none of the guys had come back to Brownsville for payback. Part of Tamika’s nervousness came from the fact that she knew Dance was the type to come back, and not to fight, either, but to do some damage.
When Tamika met Dance downtown, he was surrounded by a mean-looking crew of thugs from his Lafayette Gardens neighborhood, called “L.G.” by Brooklynites. It is one of the borough’s most notoriously dangerous housing projects.
Dance and his crew were all decked out in the hottest urban fashion and diamond flooded jewelry. It was obvious to Tamika that Dance was the boss by the respect the others showed him and the way people went out of their way to greet him as he and his crew shopped heavily. After she gave him her number, her panties got wet when he walked to a milky white Cadillac Escalade. She told herself she had to have him.
Dance nodded his head toward Tah without saying a word. Tah’s menacing stare didn’t intimidate Dance, and he wasn’t worried about a possible confrontation with Tah. Dance knew how to fight well and was known more for his itchy trigger finger. He also knew that coming to Brownsville, Brooklyn’s grimiest neighborhood, meant that trouble was a possibility. So he had come prepared, toting a twenty-one-shot Glock 9 mm.
“Uh, yo, duke, where you from?” Tah blurted as Dance took a seat on the black leather couch, removing his black flight jacket, which he wore over a tan button-down polo shirt. Tah immediately spotted Dance’s icy Piaget watch. Dance ignored Tah’s question.
Tah was caught off guard by Dance’s display of courage, especially since he was out of his own territory. Dance didn’t believe in just being the man in his own hood, though. That made Tah think that either Dance was a good bluffer or he really was a gangster, most likely hiding a weapon on himself. Tah finished his cereal then put his boots and coat on while smiling at Tamika. She knew was a sinister one that meant the episode between him and Dance was not over. Tamika rolled her eyes, then Tah gave Dance a hard stare.
“You a real gangster, huh?” Tah grunted, opening the door. Dance stood up, with Tamika trying to hold his arms to pull him back on the couch.
“You wanna see how gangster?”
“Nah, playboy, I believe you. It’s nothing. Meeka, I’ll see you later.” Tah smiled.
Still holding on to Dance’s arm, Tamika mumbled, “Bye, Tah.” She knew he would be back, and he wouldn’t be alone. He would come back wi
th his goons. Dance knew that also. He was angry at the confrontation, but more angry at himself for not finding out more about this chick. He didn’t know she had a kid. He should have gone with his first instinct and had her meet him at the hotel on Pennsylvania Avenue. Blinded by the fact that she had a banging body, he’d rushed to Brownsville to tear the pussy up.
“You wanna go out somewhere, instead of staying here?” Tamika asked, worried. Dance sensed her nervousness. This made him rethink his conclusion that Tamika probably was setting him up.
“Why you ask me that?”
“Dance, my baby father is a lowlife, and he is going to come back to start some bullshit.”
Dance could sense the fear in her voice. He wondered whose life she feared for more, his or her kid’s father. He knew most likely she didn’t want her son to be fatherless, and he definitely wasn’t playing step-daddy. Damn, the things dudes went through just for a piece of ass.
“I’m not worried about dude. I got something for his ass if he wants problems,” Dance responded matter-of-factly.
“Please, Dance, let’s just go. I don’t want anyone to get hurt,” Tamika pleaded.
Hearing familiar voices in front of the building, Tamika looked out the window. To her dismay, Tah and his crew were out there, looking as if they were preparing for trouble. Dance got up to look out the window and saw the problem Tamika saw. Sighing, Dance took his cell phone off his waist and dialed a number.
“Yo, son, come to Brownsville Houses. These niggas wanna act up. Come now!” Hanging up, Dance turned to Tamika. “Let’s wait here for a minute.” Tamika grew more fearful. Dance’s tone was calm but sinister.