Everfound s-3

by Neal Shusterman

  “Is it real?” one of her younger children asked.

  “Of course it is,” Mary answered. This was not exactly what she had imagined when she pictured the place she was being drawn to, but in its own way it was better. It was very clearly the center of gravity, the focal point of the world.

  Mary and her children wandered through the maze of crossed belongings, spellbound by all the things around them.

  “What is this place?” her children asked.

  “The heart of Everlost,” she told them. “We’re finally home.”

  Mary, as it turns out, was not the first to stumble upon the Trinity vortex. Another resourceful, if somewhat water-logged, spirit had gotten there first.

  After the attack on the train, hundreds of refugees had scattered. Only some of them had rejoined Milos. The rest formed their own vapors and went their separate ways. Many had been reabsorbed into Mary’s growing cumulus as they stormed across Texas into New Mexico, but one group, numbering close to a hundred, had been shepherded by none other than Speedo.

  Speedo never fancied himself much of a leader, but because he had been close to Mary, because he was the train’s conductor, and because he had been the only nonskinjacker with special privileges, he was the one his group of refugees turned to for guidance.

  “Well, Mary wanted us to go west, so we’ll go west,” he had told them. He didn’t know what he would find there, but it sure beat hanging around to be attacked by the Neons again.

  What a marvelous surprise it was to stumble across the giant deadspot, just a few weeks later. It was a Finder’s delight-and Speedo, who was still a Finder at heart-knew a great business venture when he saw one. Why, with all this stuff, he would be the wealthiest Finder in all of Everlost! So, like an old-fashioned prospector, he staked his claim and had his Afterlights begin the monumental task of cataloging all his new finds.

  He had no idea what this place was, but to Speedo, it didn’t matter. He had big, big plans for his business empire… but it all came crashing down when Mary Hightower showed up. All his Afterlights instantly abandoned him in favor of Mary, and there he stood, his hopes dashed, and his claim jumped. Speedo suddenly found himself, both literally and figuratively, all wet.

  Mary was, of course, surprised to find Speedo there, but pleased as well, because it added quite a few more Afterlights to her growing cumulus. She would soon have to come up with a new word for them. Thunderhead, perhaps. “A thunderhead of Afterlights.” She rather liked it!

  “Thank you so much,” she told Speedo, “for taking care of these children and finding this wonderful place for me.”

  “Right,” said Speedo, “for you.” There wasn’t a trace of his typical over-wide smile on his face.

  Around them, Speedo and his squad had begun to separate things into piles. One pile caught Mary’s attention. At first glance it appeared to be a pile of bodies.

  “What on earth?”

  “Oh, don’t worry,” said Speedo. “I know what it looks like-but they’re just plastic.”

  “Plastic?”

  “Yeah, I know. Weird, right? Lots of weird things here.” Then he got a little bit quiet. “But that’s nothing. I’ll show you the weirdest thing of all.”

  The plastic personages scattered about the deadspot might have seemed odd if one didn’t know where they came from. The fact is, it was common for many nations to use test dummies to discover the effects of a nuclear blast on the human body. Entire communities were evacuated and test dummies were installed in the homes, and then bombed. The communities were usually old military housing, but sometimes not. There were entire islands in the South Pacific blown to radioactive smithereens, along with the abandoned homes of those who once lived there.

  And, of course there were the wartime attacks on Hiroshima and Nagasaki that not only took things, but people as well. In those two deadly blasts, more than 100,000 souls were instantly sent into the light, bringing a tragic end to a painful war.

  … But the things consumed by nuclear fission in those cities, as well the things incinerated in every nuclear test ever performed, did not leave the universe entirely. They came here: ground zero of the first cataclysmic blast-the one that made all the others possible, and therefore will forever bear the burden of all things lost.

  The Trinity vortex was the repository of nuclear memory.

  To Mary, whose lifetime had not included such things as nuclear fission, it was all new. She knew the living world had found extraordinary methods of large-scale destruction, yet she had no idea the extent of it…

  … But as Speedo led her deeper into the deadspot, Mary began to tingle. The gravity that had pulled her here felt stronger than ever before, and she knew, without ever having to ask, that Speedo was leading her to the center of the Vortex.

  “Have a look at this,” Speedo said. They came around one of Speedo’s sorting piles, to reveal a clearing about fifty feet across. In the center was an object hovering just above the sand. To Mary it resembled some sort of metallic jar turned upside down or maybe a child’s top. It was dull green, with wires all over it and it stood more than ten feet high.

  “It looks sort of like a space capsule,” said one of her skinjackers.

  “We think,” said Speedo, “it’s a bomb…”

  “Really? How very interesting.” Mary approached it, with her skinjackers close behind her. The thing looked heavy, it looked complicated.

  Then The Pet raised his hand, but this time didn’t wait to be called on. “Uh, Miss Mary… I think it might be some kind of nuke.”

  “And what is that?” she asked.

  “You don’t want to know,” said The Pet.

  Mary took a step closer to the object. “Maybe I do.” Then she reached out and touched the surface of the bomb.

  Inanimate objects have their own peculiar form of memory. It’s nothing so linear as living memory; it’s more like the sum of the intentions of those who created it. However, when it came to the memory of “The Gadget,” it held in its soulless shell a whole lot more.

  The instant Mary touched it, she was flooded with a searing vision of every atomic blast ever created on earth, from here to the Marshall Islands, to Japan, to Siberia, to all the poisoned underground caverns all around the world. The memory of every blast filled her mind, and in that single instant Mary knew! She understood the power, the scope, and the potential. She knew what these silent objects could do and how quickly and how completely they could do it.

  She pulled her hand back, her eyes still blinded by the memory of the blasts. It was almost as bright as the light at the end of the tunnel but, oh, so much better! Then, when her vision cleared, she turned to her Afterlights, who were all looking at her, waiting for her. She knew this was the moment she had been waiting for. Her entire existence was leading to this.

  She sent out her loving tendrils of light to her skinjackers.

  “I need you to find out how many of these devices there are in the living world. Find out where they are and how we can gain access to them. Skinjack anyone you have to.”

  “And then what, Miss Mary?” asked The Pet.

  She gently touched his face and smiled. “And then we save the world.”

  CHAPTER 47

  Thunderbird Persuasion

  To: stopmarynow@gmail. com

  From: bighairbertha@aol. com

  Subject: must stop mary

  It’s Allie again. Mary is out of control. We’re Tracking her down in New Mexico. Tell Mikey I’m okay. Come soon. Need all the help we can get.

  Allie

  T here had been no word from Jill, so Allie and Clarence had no choice but to intercept Mary. They flew into West Texas, and Allie skinjacked the driver of a fast car, switching drivers and vehicles every few hours, with Clarence riding shotgun.

  They followed Mary’s clear path of destruction; the remains of Eunice, then Artesia. Then they followed the highway west.

  “If we can isolate her, and get her away from her skinja
ckers, I can take her down,” Allie told Clarence.

  “And,” asked Clarence, “if it doesn’t work?”

  “If it doesn’t work, we always have plan B.”

  Plan B was not something to be discussed, but they both knew what Allie was referring to. The touch of a scar wraith. If ever there was a soul in need of extinguishing, it was Mary Hightower… and yet Allie instinctively knew that the premeditated ending of someone’s entire existence, even Mary’s, was a last resort. Ending the physical lives of skinjackers, that was bad enough… but intentionally extinguishing a soul? Squirrel had been an accident, but if they willfully extinguished Mary, it would be a crime against the universe, and perhaps the one act that was truly unforgivable. For that reason, it was a last resort.

  Allie, who was skinjacking, couldn’t see into Everlost, but Clarence had the benefit of double-world vision-so it was Clarence who saw the deadspot, just past the town of Alamogordo.

  “I don’t know what that is, but it doesn’t look good,” he said.

  Allie pulled over to the side of the road, and, making sure her fleshie was still asleep, she peeled out. Once in Everlost, she saw the massive deadspot in the far distance.

  “Whatever it is,” Allie said, “Mary would have seen it if she came this way, and would have gone to check it out.”

  Up ahead there was a restricted military access road, leading to something called Trinity Site. The name sounded familiar to Allie, but she couldn’t recall where she’d heard it before.

  “Well,” Allie said, “it looks like I’m gonna have to skinjack someone with military access.”

  They returned that afternoon. Allie had skinjacked an Army officer, and let Clarence take the wheel, because only he could see the deadspot with his Everlost eye while Allie was skinjacking. They approached from the north. From Allie’s perspective, all there was to see was a stretch of dark fused sand, more than a mile or two across, but Clarence’s perspective was quite a bit different.

  “They’re here!” Clarence told her, in a panic. “They didn’t just come through here, they’re still here! We’ve gotta…” Clarence pulled sharply to the right, and stopped the car abruptly, then he breathed a sigh of relief. “We’re okay-I don’t think they saw us.”

  “Won’t they see us now?”

  “I got it covered.”

  Then, when Allie tried to peel out, she found it difficult.

  “Lift your butt about six inches off the seat,” Clarence told her. “ Then try to peel out.”

  It worked, and once she was back in Everlost, it all became clear. Clarence had parked the Jeep in the exact same airspace as a vintage pickup truck that had crossed into Everlost. The living-world jeep was hidden from view within the footprint of the larger pickup truck. Allie now found herself sitting in the passenger seat of the Everlost pickup, while the body of the Army officer remained asleep in the Jeep-and as long as he stayed asleep, and didn’t get out, no one would see him.

  Allie couldn’t believe the collection of junk around her-a lot of it sorted into piles and stacks, some of which towered over her head-and between the stacks were vehicles parked every which way. Most of them seemed to be from the 1940s or 50s.

  A few of Mary’s children were wandering about, but the deadspot was so cluttered, and the branchlike flashes of St. Elmo’s fire were so distracting, that Allie and Clarence were able to slip out of the pickup truck without being seen.

  There was more activity deeper in the deadspot, but the farther in they moved, the harder it was to hide. Clarence had it easier, since he could hide at least the living-world parts of his body within larger Everlost objects.

  “If your plan was to get captured, you’re doing a great job,” Clarence told her from within a pile of air conditioners.

  The current plan was to isolate Mary, and push her down into the living world, because unless they planned to extinguish her, that was their only choice. It meant that, for Allie, this would be a one-way mission. Allie would be going down with Mary.

  “We’re going to have to lure her to the edge of the deadspot,” Allie told Clarence.

  “And how do you propose we do that? If you show your face, they’ll grab you and bring you to her, right there in the middle, not at the edge. And if I show my face…”

  “Right; they’ll all run, and Mary will surround herself with Afterlights to protect herself.”

  They pondered their dilemma, until an answer came from a very unexpected source.

  “It’s not fair!” said Speedo as he moved farther and farther away from the center of activity, wanting to get as far from Mary as he could. “This was my claim, I found it. It’s mine.”

  “Yeah, but we’re back with Mary now,” said Sandman, who used to be in charge of the sleeping car. Now he was in charge of collecting beds for the Artesia Interlights, many of whom were suspected to be skinjackers.

  “So what?” said Speedo. “It’s still not fair.” He kicked a pile of air conditioners, making the top few tumble. For a moment, he thought he saw something moving in the pile, but he knew it was just his imagination.

  “Maybe I should tell Mary how you feel,” said Sandman.

  “No,” said Speedo fearfully. The last thing he wanted was for Mary to know that he was not with the program. “No, I’ll be okay. I just got to get used to the idea.”

  “Better get used to it fast, because now that she’s here, everything’s going back to how it used to be.” Then Sandman strode off in search of more beds, leaving Speedo alone with his thoughts.

  Disgusted and dejected, Speedo leaned against a ’57 Thunderbird convertible and reached down, trying to scrape the muddy sand from the soles of his wet feet.

  “It’s not fair…,” Speedo mumbled again, and, to his surprise, someone answered.

  “Of course it’s not fair.”

  He spun to see, of all spirits, Allie the Outcast sitting in the passenger seat of the bright red T-bird.

  “Mary treats everyone unfairly,” she said, “and somehow she makes you feel like that’s exactly what you want. I’m glad you aren’t falling for it anymore.”

  Speedo’s first instinct was to run and tell Mary… but then, why should he? What did he owe Mary? All this time he had chauffeured her around by car, by zeppelin, by train-and how did she repay him? By jumping his claim.

  “Don’t… Don’t hurt me” was all Speedo could think to say.

  “I couldn’t if I wanted to,” Allie said. “The worst I could do would be to send you down, but I won’t do that, Speedo, because I think you finally get it.” Then she patted the driver seat beside her. “Come on, hop in.”

  Speedo looked around to make sure they weren’t being watched, then got in. He didn’t use the door, he just hopped over it the way he imagined James Bond would, and slid down to the plush leather seat of the convertible with a wet sploosh.

  “Put your hands on the wheel,” Allie said. “Go on.”

  “Why? I’m not going anywhere,” he said.

  “You could be,” Allie told him. “This car and everything on this deadspot could be yours again.”

  Speedo sighed. He knew where this was going. “But only if I turn against Mary, and join up with you, right?”

  “Not even that much,” Allie said. “All you have to do is get Mary to come to the edge of the deadspot.”

  “And then?”

  “And then nothing. I’ll take it from there.”

  Speedo shook his head. “If I do that, and you do something to her, everyone will know I helped you.”

  “I think you’re clever enough to get Mary here without anyone knowing you helped me.”

  Then, as Speedo looked at the various piles around them he got a flash of inspiration. “We’re in the north part of the deadspot right now, but I think I can bring her to the southern edge. Can you be there in an hour?”

  Allie nodded, and with their plan set, Speedo left with the firm knowledge that Allie was right: He was clever. Extremely clever.

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p; At the heart of the deadspot, they had already begun deconstructing the piles and moving furniture to create open-air living spaces for the hundreds of children under Mary’s protection. A special dormitory area was set for the Artesia Interlights, and they were set on comfortable beds made with military precision, making it clear to everyone how important these new skinjackers would be once they woke up.

  Mary had set up her own personal parlor right in the middle of everything, with the bomb as a centerpiece like a piece of modern art. Meanwhile, her five remaining skinjackers formed a think tank, planning trips to Washington, the Middle East, Russia, and everywhere else they were likely to find the keys to Armageddon. The real work, though, would come once they left Ground Zero, and truly educated themselves on the many twisting paths of this journey of death. Certainly, even with arms treaties, there were more than enough nukes to kill the living world.

  “I like what you’ve done with the space,” Speedo said, as he walked into Mary’s parlor, “and I’ve found just the thing to make it complete.”

  “What did you find?” Mary asked.

  “It’s a surprise,” Speedo said. “You’re gonna absolutely love it!”

  He led her to the southern edge of the deadspot, right at the boundary of the living world. “This was the first place we sorted,” Speedo told her. “When I saw this, I immediately thought of you.”

  At first Mary thought he was referring to a sorted pile of shiny metal objects, containing everything from corkscrews to silver cups to trophies.

  “Thank you, but I don’t need a trophy to satisfy my ego,” Mary told him.

  “No, not that stuff, I’m talking about this!” He led her around the shiny pile to a cluster of desks, then he pushed a few desks aside to reveal an old fashioned roll-top. He rapped it with his fist. “See that? Solid oak!” And his oversize smile stretched from ear to ear, revealing more teeth than any person should have.