by Sue Grafton
When I finished with the chiffonier, I retrieved the two hairs and moored them across the drawer cracks again.
The dressing table revealed nothing and the bed-tables were unremarkable. I went through the closet, checking coat pockets, suitcases, handbags, and shoe boxes, one of which still contained the receipt for the red wedgies she’d been wearing the first time we met. There was a credit-card slip stapled to the receipt and I tucked both in my pocket for later inspection. There was nothing under the bed, nothing stashed behind the chiffonier. I was checking back to see if I’d missed anything when I heard a peculiar warbling from the living room.
“Kinsey, they’re back!” Moza wailed, her voice hoarse with dread. From out on the street, I caught the muffled thump of a car door slamming.
“Thanks,” I said. Adrenaline flooded through me like water through a storm drain and I could have sworn my heart was boinging up against my tank top as in a cartoon. I did a hasty visual canvas. Everything looked O.K. I reached the door to the hallway, eased out, and pulled it shut behind me, snatching the ring of skeleton keys out of my jeans pocket. The flashlight. Shit! I’d left it on the dressing table.
Murmurs at the front door. Lila and Henry. Moza was making nice, asking about dinner. I yanked the door open and did a running tiptoe to the dressing table, snagged the flashlight, and bounded, like a silent gazelle, back to the door again. I tucked the flashlight up under my arm and prayed that I was inserting the proper key into the lock. A twist to the left and I heard the latch slide into the hole. I turned the key back quietly, extracting it with shaking hands, careful not to let the keys jingle together noisily. I glanced back over my shoulder, at the same time looking for an escape route.
The hallway extended about three feet to the right, where the archway to the living room cut through. At the extreme end of the hall was Moza’s bedroom. To my left, there was an alcove for the telephone, a closet, the bathroom, and the kitchen, with an archway to the dining room visible beyond that. The dining room, in turn, opened into the living room again. If they were heading back this way, I had to guess they’d come straight through the archway to my right. I took two giant steps to the left and slipped into the bathroom. The minute I did it, I knew I’d made a bad choice. I should have tried the kitchen, with its outside exit. This was a dead end.
There was a separate shower to my immediate left with an opaque glass door, bathtub adjacent. To my right was a pedestal sink, and next to it, the toilet. The only window in the room was small and probably hadn’t been opened in years. By now, I could hear voices growing louder as Lila moved into the hall. I stepped into the enclosed shower and pulled the door shut. I didn’t dare latch it. I was certain the distinct sound of the metallic click would carry, alerting her to my presence. I set the flashlight down and held on to the door from the inside, bracing my fingers against the tile. I sank down to a crouch, thinking that if someone came in, I’d be less conspicuous if I was hunkered down. The voices in the hall bumbled on and I heard Lila unlock her bedroom door.
The shower was still damp from recent use, scented with Zest soap. A washrag hanging over the cold-water knob dripped intermittently on my shoulder. I listened intently, but I couldn’t hear much. In situations like this, you have to get into the Zen of hiding. Otherwise your knees ache, your leg muscles go into spasms, and pretty soon you lose all sense of caution and just want to leap out, shrieking, regardless of the consequence. I leaned my face on my right arm, looking inward. I could still taste the onion from my sandwich. I was longing to clear my throat. Also I needed to pee. I hoped I wouldn’t get caught, because I was going to feel like such an ass if Lila or Henry whipped open the shower door and found me crouching there. I didn’t even bother to think up an explanation. There wasn’t one.
I lifted my head. Voices in the hall. Lila had come out of her room, locking it after her. Maybe she’d gone in to make sure the hairs were in place. I wondered if I should have confiscated the duplicate licenses while I had the chance. No, better that I left them where they were.
Suddenly the bathroom door flew back and Lila’s voice echoed against the bathroom walls like a bullhorn. My heart leapt into action so fast it was like being flung in an icy swimming pool. She was right on the other side of the shower door, her plump form vaguely defined through the milky glass. I closed my eyes like a kid, willing myself invisible.
“I’ll be right there, dearie love,” she sang from two feet away.
She crossed to the John and I heard the rustle of her polyester dress and the snap of her girdle as she struggled with it.
Please God, I thought, don’t let her decide to take an impromptu shower or a dump. My tension level was so high that I was bound to sneeze or cough or groan or cackle maniacally. I willed myself into a hypnotic state, feeling my armpits dampen with sweat.
The toilet flushed. Lila took forever putting herself back together again. Rustle, pop, snap. I heard her jiggle the handle when the toilet continued to run. She washed her hands, the faucet squeaking as she turned it off How long could she drag this out? Finally, she moved toward the bathroom door and opened it, and then she was gone, footsteps receding toward the living room. Yakety-yak, chit chat, soft laughter, good-bye sounds, and the front door closed.
I stayed exactly where I was until I heard Moza in the hall.
“Kinsey? They’re gone. Are you still here?”
I let out the breath I’d been holding and stood up, shoving my flashlight into my back pocket. This is not a dignified way to make a living, I thought. Hell, I wasn’t even getting paid for this. I peered out of the shower door, making sure I hadn’t been set up in some elaborate ruse. The house felt quiet except for Moza, who was opening the broom-closet door, still whispering, “Kinsey?”
“I’m in here,” I said, voice booming.
I went out into the hall. Moza was so thrilled we hadn’t been caught that she couldn’t even get mad at me. She leaned against the wall, fanning herself I figured I better get out of there before they came back for something else, taking ten more years off my projected life-span.
“You’re terrific,” I murmured. “I’m indebted for life. I’ll buy you dinner at Rosie’s.”
I moved through the kitchen, peering out the back door before I exited. It was fully dark by then, but I made sure the street was deserted before I stepped out of the shadow of Moza’s house. Then I walked the half-block toward home laughing to myself. Actually, it’s fun to horse around with danger. It’s fun to snoop in people’s dresser drawers. I might have turned to burgling houses if law enforcement hadn’t beckoned to me first. With Lila, I was finally beginning to take control of a situation I didn’t like and the surge of power made me feel nearly giddy with relief. I wasn’t sure what she was up to, but I intended to find out.
Chapter 18
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When I was safely back in my apartment again, I took out the credit-card receipt I’d lifted from Lila’s shoe box. The date on it was May 25 and the store was located in Las Cruces. The credit-card imprint read “Delia Sims.” In the box marked “phone number,” someone had obligingly penned in a phone number. I hauled out my telephone book and looked up the area code for Las Cruces. Five-oh-five. I picked up the receiver and dialed the number, wondering as I heard it ring on the far end just what I intended to say.
“Hello?” Man’s voice. Middle-aged. No accent.
“Oh hello,” I said smoothly. “I wonder if I might speak to Delia Sims.”
There was a moment of silence. “Hang on.”
A palm was secured across the mouthpiece and I could hear muffled conversation in the background.
The receiver was apparently taken over by someone else, because a new voice inquired, “May I help you?”
This one was female and I couldn’t classify the age.
“Delia?” I said.
“Who is this, please?” The tone was guarded, as though the call might be obscene.
“Oh, sorry,” I said. “This is Lucy St
ansbury. That’s not you, is it, Delia? It doesn’t sound like your voice.”
“This is a friend of Delia’s. She not here at the moment. Was there something I might help you with?”
“Well, I hope so,” I said, mind racing. “Actually, I’m calling from California. I just met Delia recently and she left some of her things in the backseat of my car. I couldn’t figure out any other way to reach her except to try this number, which was on a credit-card receipt for a purchase she made in Las Cruces. Is she still in California or is she home again?”
“Just a minute.”
Again, a palm across the mouthpiece and the drone of conversation in the background. The woman came back on the line.
“Why don’t you give me your name and number and I’ll have her get back to you?”
“Oh sure, that’s fine,” I said. I gave her my name again, spelling it out laboriously and then I made up a telephone number with the area code for Los Angeles. “You want me to mail this stuff back to her or just hang on to it? I’d feel bad if I thought she didn’t realize where she’d left it.”
“What exactly did she leave?”
“Well, most of it’s just clothes. A summer dress I know she’s fond of, but I don’t guess that matters much. I do have that ring of hers with the square-cut emerald and the little diamond baguettes,” I said, describing the ring I’d seen Lila wearing that first afternoon in Henrys garden. “Do you expect her back soon?”
After the barest hesitation, the woman’s chill reply came. “Who is this?”
I hung up. So much for trying to fool the folks in Las Cruces. I couldn’t imagine what she was up to, but I sure didn’t like the notion of this real-estate venture she’d proposed to Henry. He was so smitten, she could probably talk him into anything. She was moving quickly too, and I thought I better come up with some answers before she took him for all he was worth. I reached for a pile of blank index cards in my top desk drawer, and when the phone rang moments later, I jumped. Shit, could someone have put a trace on the call that fast? Surely not.
I lifted the receiver with caution, listening for the white noise of a long-distance connection. There was none.
“Hello?”
“Miss Millhone?” Male. The voice sounded familiar, though I couldn’t for the moment figure out who it was. Music blasting in the background was forcing him to yell, and I found myself yelling too. “This is she.”
“This is Gus,” he hollered, “Bobby’s friend from the skate-rental place.”
“Oh, it’s you. Hello. I’m glad you called. I hope you have some information for me. I could sure use the help.”
“Well, I’ve been thinking about Bobby and I guess I owe him that much. I should have spoken up this afternoon.”
“Don’t worry about it. I appreciate your getting back to me. You want to get together or just talk on the phone?”
“Either way is fine. One thing I wanted to mention ��� and I don’t know if this would be a help or not ��� but Bobby gave me this address book you might want to take a look at. Did he ever talk to you about that?”
“Of course he did. I’ve been turning the town upside down looking for that thing,” I said. “Where are you?”
He gave me an address on Granizo and I said I’d be right there. I hung up the phone and grabbed my handbag and car keys.
Gus’s neighborhood was poorly lighted and the yards were flat patches of dirt, graced with occasional palm trees. The cars parked along the curbs were primer-painted low riders with bald tires and ominous dents. My VW fit right in. About every third property boasted a brand-new chain link fence, erected to corral God knows what kind of beast. As I passed one house, I heard something that sounded ugly and snappish scramble forward to the length of its choke chain, whimpering hoarsely when it couldn’t quite get to me. I picked up my pace.
Gus lived in a tiny frame cottage in a U-shaped courtyard ringed with cottages. I passed through an ornamental entranceway with the street number in wrought iron arched across it in a rainbow shape. There were eight units altogether, three on each side of a central walkway and two at the end. All were cream-colored and even in the darkness looked drab with soot. I identified Gus’s place because the music thundering out was the same stuff I’d heard on the phone. Up close, it didn’t sound as good. His front drape consisted of a bedsheet slung over a curtain rod and the knob on his screen was an empty wooden spool on a nail. I had to wait for a brief silence between cuts to pound on the doorframe. The music started up again with a vengeance, but he’d apparently caught my knock.
“Yo!” he called. He opened the door and held the screen for me. I stepped into the room, assaulted by heat, loud rock, and the strong smell of catbox.
“Can you turn that shit down?” I yelled.
He nodded, moving to the stereo, which he flicked off. “Sorry,” he said sheepishly. “Have a seat.”
His place was about half the size of mine and jammed with twice the furniture. King-sized bed, a big chest of drawers in pecan-wood plastic laminate, the stereo cabinet, sagging brick-and-board bookcases, two upholstered chairs with shredded sides, a space heater, and one of those units the size of a television console, housing sink, stove, and refrigerator. The bathroom was separated from the main room by a panel of material hanging on a length of twine. The room’s two lamps were draped with red terry-cloth towels that muted their two-hundred-and-fifty-watt bulbs to a rosy glow. Both chairs were filled with cats, which he seemed to notice about the same time I did.
He gathered one batch of them up by the armload as if they were old clothes and I sat down in the space he had cleared. As soon as he tossed the cats on the bed, they made their way back to their original places. One of them kneaded my lap as if it were a hunk of bread dough and then curled up when he was satisfied with the job he’d done. Another one crowded in beside me and a third one settled on the arm of the chair. They seemed to eye each other, trying to figure out who had the best deal. They appeared to be full-grown and probably from the same litter, as they all sported thick tortoiseshell coats and heads the size of softballs. There were two adolescent cats curled up in the other chair, a buff and a black, tangled together like mismatched socks. A sixth cat emerged from under the bed and paused, pointing each hind foot in turn. Gus watched this feline activity with a shy smile, his face flushed with pride.
“Aren’t they great?” he said. “I just never get tired of these little peckerheads. At night, they pile on the bed with me like a quilt. I got one sleeps on my pillow with his feet in my hair. I can kiss their little faces anytime I want.” He snatched one up and cradled it like a baby, an indignity the cat endured with surprising passivity.
“How many do you have?”
“Six right now, but Luci Baines and Lynda Bird are both pregnant. I don’t know what I’m gonna do about that.”
“Maybe you could get them fixed,” I said helpfully.
“Well, after this batch is born, I guess I should. I’m real good at finding homes for the kittens, though, and they’re always so sweet.”
I wanted to mention how good they smelled too, but I didn’t have the heart for sarcasm when he was clearly so crazy about his brood. There he was, looking like a police artist’s composite of a sex killer, making a fool of himself over this collection of domesticated furs.
“I guess I should have spoken up sooner about this stuff,” he was saying. “I don’t know what got into me.” He crossed to the bookshelf and sorted through the mess on top, coming up with an address book about the size of a playing card, which he held out to me.
I took it, leafing through. “What’s the significance? Did Bobby fill you in?”
“Well no. He told me to keep it and he said it was important, but he didn’t explain. I just assumed it must be a list or a code, some kind of information he had, but I don’t know what.”
“When did he give you this?”
“I don’t remember exactly. It was sometime before the accident. He stopped over one d
ay and gave it to me and asked me if I’d just hold on to it for him, so I said sure. I’d forgotten all about it until you brought it up.”
I checked the index tab for B. There wasn’t a Blackman listed there, but I did find the name penciled inside the back cover, with a seven-digit number beside it. No area code indicated, so it was probably local, though I didn’t think it matched the number for S. Blackman I’d found in the telephone book.
“What did he actually say at the time?” I asked. I knew I was repeating myself, but I kept hoping to solicit some indication of Bobby’s intent.
“Nothing really. He wanted me to hang on to it is all. He didn’t tell you either, huh?”
I shook my head. “He couldn’t remember. He knew it was important, but he had no idea why. Have you ever heard the name Blackman? S. Blackman? Anybody Blackman?”
“Nope.” The cat was squirming and he put it down.
“I understand Bobby had fallen in love with someone. I wonder if it might have been this S. Blackman.”
“If it was, he didn’t tell me. A couple of times he did meet some woman down at the beach. Right out in that parking lot by the skate shack.”
“Before the accident or afterwards?”
“Before. He’d sit in his Porsche and wait and she’d pull in and then they’d talk.”
“He never introduced you or mentioned who she was?”
“I know what she looked like but not her name. I saw ‘em go in the coffee shop once and she was built odd, you know? Kind of like a Munchkin. I couldn’t figure that out. Bobby was a good-lookin’ guy and he always hung out with these real foxy chicks, but she was a dog.”
“Blond wispy hair? Maybe forty-five?”