by Mj Fields
She was right in front of me, pulled my knees apart and started bending her back as she pushed her very nice tits further out.
“Chest to chest, tongue to neck, international oral sex,” She sang in my ear.
She circled her hips to the beat of the music turning her back to me. She bent slowly over, shoving her ass between my legs. I was drunk and it took every ounce of control I had to not grab her ass right then and there.
Control and I don’t really play well together. I put my arm around her waist and pulled her up so she was against me.
“No more, Frankie.”
“Put me down, Jax.”
I walked out into the street carrying her and hailed a cab.
“Put me down, Jax!”
“I’m taking your ass home!”
“You’re not my fucking father, Jax.” She squirmed as the cab pulled over.
I pushed her head down and shoved her in the cab.
The cabby looked concerned. “She’s drunk. Atlantic Ave.”
“You’re drunk, too!”
“No kidding!”
“Miss, would you like me to call the police?”
“Fuck! Frankie, don’t be so fucking difficult.” Unreal I was gonna end up in jail tonight.
“Miss?”
She looked at me, her big brown eyes confused and scared. She shook her head no.
“You have to answer him, Frankie.”
“No,” her voice broke and she took in a deep quivering breath and tears started to fill her eyes.
“Where to then, Frankie?”
“I don’t know?” She wiped furiously at her tears as they began to fall.
I threw my arm over her shoulder. “Don’t cry Francesca.”
“You lied to me. Why, Jax? Why did you say you had to work when…”
“I don’t know, okay?” I wiped her tears. “I just don’t know.”
She pushed her face into my hand as I continued thumbing her tears away. She looked up at me, “I missed you.”
She wrapped her arms around me and I held her. She kissed my cheek, my neck, and up to my lips.
“I’m drunk, Frankie. You’re drunk.”
“I know,” she said against my lips.
“Frankie.” Drunk and emotionally amped up, I kissed her back.
When she moaned against my lips I kissed her harder. She smelled, and tasted so good. So sweet and hot. I knew there was no turning back. Her tongue explored my mouth, mine explored hers. Her hands rubbed my face, my neck, my chest. Every inch she touched ignited something inside me that had never been ignited before.
The cab pulled in front of my place and I got out. She looked up at me as she scooted out.
I walked towards the ocean and she followed.
“Frankie, what the hell are we doing?”
“We’re adults.” She shivered.
“You’re Will’s sister.”
“I don’t think he’ll try to beat you up for kissing me.” She rubbed her arms up and down, warming them.
“You cold?”
“Freezing.”
“If we go in we can’t… Frankie, I’m not good for you.”
“I’m cold.” She turned and walked towards my house.
I walked to the door and unlocked it. I held it open for her and she walked in.
She stood looking around. “I haven’t been here in a while.”
“Not much has changed. Come on, I’ll get you some clothes.”
I walked into my room and heard her following. I walked into the closet, turned on the light and grabbed her a t-shirt and a pair of my jogging pants.
“These will do.” I turned and she was two feet away. Completely naked and absolutely gorgeous. I couldn’t move, couldn’t talk. Fuck, I could hardly breathe.
“Jax, say something.”
I shook my head no and took a step towards her.
“I’m an adult now. I want you and I know you want me.”
“I’m drunk.”
“So am I. But I know I want you. I know you want me.” I started to interrupt and she stepped forward and held her hand to my chest. “I know this will be nothing more than what you would have done with that woman and you know I’m expecting nothing more either, okay?”
I closed my eyes trying to summons something to stop me. Something to kill this need, this desire. I opened my eyes and I saw her.
“Fucking beautiful.”
I grabbed her and kissed her. “God, you’re fucking beautiful, Frankie, when did this happen?”
“Birth, same as you,” she said as she lifted my shirt.
“God forgive me for what I’m about to do,” was the last thing I remember saying.
Burning
Frankie
HE LIFTED ME up as he sucked on my neck and down to my collar bone. “Mouth, Jax, mouth.”
He kissed up my jaw. He pulled back and looked at me. “You need to keep quiet.”
I grabbed the back of his head and pulled it to me. With my lips against his I said, “I will not.”
He threw me down on his bed. “Frankie, this shit isn’t gonna work if you keep bossing me around.”
His eyes were red but I saw a twinkle in them.
“Tell that to your dick. Looks like there will be only one problem here.”
He knelt on the floor and grabbed my ankles. “Oh yeah and what’s that?”
I rested my foot on his shoulder and he kissed up my leg.
“Jax.” I sat up and undid his pants. “Jesus, that thing is huge.”
He closed his eyes and tried not to laugh.
I pulled down his pants and his cock shot out at me. “Fuck me.”
“That’s the plan. Unless you’ve changed your mind.” He tried to push me back down and I pushed his hand away.
“Not changing my mind, but this is impressive, Jax.” I held him in my hand and he groaned.
“You talk too much.” He pushed me back down.
“I do that when I’m…oh God,” he was between my legs nipping at my inner thigh.
His nose ran across me and he inhaled a deep breath. “So hot.”
I was ready to say something when his tongue ran up, causing me to jump back.
He grabbed my hips and held me still, “I need to taste you, sweetheart.”
His tongue plunged into me and I gripped the sheets. I had never felt such pleasure in my life. I was holding my breath as he continued his pleasure filled assault on me. I felt like I was about to explode.
“Stop, oh, God, Jax, stop.” I closed my knees around his head as he continued. He peered up at me, his green eyes almost black, and his tongue circled my clit.
I threw my head back and clenched my teeth.
His tongue swept up hitting my core and then my clit again. I looked down at him with my jaw clenched. His eyes lit in desire.
“Let go Frankie,” Jax demanded as his tongue hit that spot again.
“Oh, God.”
“Come on, give it to me.”
“Not yet!” I screamed.
“Now.”
He sucked on my clit and I screamed out his name surrounded by ‘yes’ and ‘fucks’ as he continued making me fall further and further apart.
He kissed his way up my body as I fought to find my breath. He sucked hungrily at my breasts as his hand went between my still quivering sex. He pushed a finger in me and then tried another.
“Jesus, Frankie.”
“Sorry, I just… Oh, God!”
“Fuck, forgive me but I need more.”
He moved back down my body and, as he fingered me into yet another out of control orgasm, he sucked and licked between my legs.
When I lay still, unable to move from the exhaustion he had caused, he moved back up to my breast and then my mouth.
“Tastes so good,” he groaned and then kissed me. “See how fucking good you taste?”
“Jax,” I moaned.
“I need in, Frankie.” He lay between my legs, holding himself above me with one arm
as his heavy erection pressed against my belly. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
He rubbed his cock against my opening.
I looked up into his concerned eyes.
“I want you inside me, Jax. Please. I want you so bad.” I was burning inside.
When he pushed in, I closed my eyes.
“Open your eyes, Frankie. I want to see you when I’m pounding into your tiny little pussy. I want to see you when you take me in deep. I want that so bad, I can’t explain why. I don’t understand what the hell…”
“Please.” I opened my eyes and looked at him. He looked so vulnerable.
“Tell me what you want, Frankie. Tell me, damn it!”
“Make love to me.”
His eyes opened wider and he looked stunned.
“Fuck me Jax. Push that huge cock of yours…” He rammed into me, holding nothing back, and stilled as I cried out.
“I’m bottoming out, Frankie. You gotta tell me how much of me you can take.” His teeth clenched as he sucked in a breath between them.
“I want everything you can give me. I want all of you.”
He closed his eyes and growled. “Say it again, Frankie. I need to hear it again, damn it. Let me know it’s not just me that wants this so bad it fucking hurts. So bad it’s all I can think about. So bad it’s haunted me for three fucking…”
I was drunk and so was he. I wasn’t sure if I was just hearing things that I had wanted to hear for so long now.
I looked up at him and his head hung down and his eyes were closed tight.
I sat up and kissed him and pushed him to the side.
“Let me show you, Jax.”
His eyes opened wide and again a look of angst and confusion showed.
Without taking him out of me, I rolled on top of him and kissed him. I held his beautifully chiseled face in my hands as I moved my body. His hands captured my hips and took control of our pace. I sat up and he hissed when I lowered myself down, taking his huge cock fully inside of me. He waited until I began to move and then he took control again, guiding me, moving me, and making me feel more than I had in years. Pleasure and desire.
We met each other’s movements as his fingers rubbed my clit. His other hand was holding my breast as he rubbed my nipple between his fingers.
He sat up, held me close and stilled. “Frankie. You’re stunning, so fucking beautiful. I can’t even think. Please tell me you’re on the pill. Please trust that I don’t do this without condoms. Let me fill you. I need to fill you.”
“Yes…”
He flipped me on my back and began pushing into to me faster and harder. “Come with me, sweetheart.”
“Yes, oh, God, yes.”
He thrust over and over until I felt his cock jerk wildly between my legs. “God, Frankie, fuck, I can’t stop. Feels so good!” He roared.
When he finished, his entire body crashed down on me. I fell asleep with his mouth against my ear, listening to him try to catch his breath, feeling his heart beat against mine and thinking about the words he’d said to me in the most amazing sensual moment of my entire life.
* * *
I WOKE HUNG over but I felt like the gloom was now gone. The darkness broken by light, I hopped up and saw my dress. I picked it up. It was still wet. I walked into his closet, and grabbed a t-shirt and threw it on. I looked around and saw my underwear on the floor.
I bent over, picked them up and started to laugh.
“What the fuck is this, Frankie?” Jax picked me up and pushed me over the bed.
“Well, good morning, Jax. That would be my ass.” I tried to stand and he held me down.
“How did this happen? What the fuck happened?”
I let myself sag into the bed as he man handled my naked ass.
“It’s a scar.” I tried to stand and he held me firmer. “What the fuck happened?”
I looked over my shoulder and he was staring right at it.
“Hey, Jax?”
His head sprung up. “Yeah?”
“Not that last night didn’t happen and it was great, but I am female and a little bit of privacy would be appreciated.”
He scowled and pulled me up.
I turned and fixed his shirt.
“What the hell happened?”
I smiled at him. “I just want you to know how hot you are even with all this scruff.” I ran my hands nails across his stubble and his eyes narrowed a bit.
“Are you gonna answer the question?”
I started to feel anxiety build up and I shook my head no.
“Bullshit, Frankie.” He pulled me up and dragged me behind him.
“Let go!”
He stopped, and turned around and looked at me. He dropped my hand and stepped back.
I walked back into his room and started to grab my clothes. I turned and looked at the doorway. Jax stood expressionless, looking at me with his arms crossed in front of his chest. It was hard to will myself to look away from him. Jax had always been a fantasy. He was six foot three and built like a statue. His chest, abs, the V, his strong thick thighs, all in perfect proportion. His skin was always sun kissed and glowing. His lips lush and eyes emerald green. His jaw was square and so damn strong. His nose was even perfect. There was not one inch of this man that was undesirable. And now I knew what the rest of him looked like. His cock, the one that I had fantasized about, matched the rest of him, perfectly.
“I don’t want you to know, okay?”
He didn’t say a word and I couldn’t break the control his eyes had over me.
“Sometimes I like to be spanked.”
The muscles in his jaw tightened and the vein in his neck bulged.
“It was an accident. A crop. We hadn’t used anything like it before and…” Jax turned and walked away.
I followed him and saw him pick up my phone.
“What do you think you’re doing?” I tried to grab it and he held it up so I couldn’t reach it.
“His name?”
“None of your business.” I jumped to grab it and he held it higher.
“Tell me it’s that punk ass kid I met. I’ve wanted to bust his ass apart since I met him.” He seethed. “Is that why you’re not together anymore?”
“We are together.”
The look on his face went from shock to emotionless in a second. “I cannot wait to rip his head off.”
I walked into the kitchen scrolling through my phone looking for his number.
“And what are you going to say to him. ‘Hey Joel, I was fucking your girlfriend and as I was looking at her ass’—”
He turned and slammed the phone down on the counter.
“You break up with him right this god damn minute!”
“You can’t tell me what to do!”
“Oh that’s right, I can fuck you, lick and eat you without knowing you’re fucking a guy who happens to be your boyfriend that marks your ASS!”
I went to grab the phone and he snatched it up and held it high again.
“Fuck, Frankie, I won’t call him. I’m calling your Dad. Maybe he’ll go kill the mother fucker!”
I grabbed his dick and squeezed.
He laughed, “You feel that? Nothing like that been inside you before last night has it? You need to squeeze a bit harder when trying to hurt a real man, Frankie. Fuck, I feel bad for you having that pencil dick for all these fucking years. I’m pretty sure I popped your cherry last night because fucking you was like fucking a virgin.”
I let go of him and walked into the bathroom and slammed the door.
I was going to the bathroom when he walked in. “Get out!”
He didn’t leave he stood looking at me.
“I’m trying to pee, Jax!”
“I’m calling your parents.”
“I will never talk to you if you do, not ever again.” I grabbed toilet paper. “Do you mind?”
He turned his back to me.
I wiped, flushed and pushed him out of the way so I could wash my hands.
“If you won’t do as I ask, maybe you’ll listen to them.”
“Maybe you’re just jealous.” I grabbed his toothbrush and he looked at me and tilted his head. “What?”
“How many times has he come inside you?”
“You can’t be serious?”
“I can. I fucked you raw dog last night. If that fuck has done the same, I deserve to know.”
“Never.”
“Don’t lie to me, Frankie.”
“I’m not a liar, Jax.”
He rolled his eyes.
“What? I’m not!”
“Says the girl who failed to mention a boyfriend when she asked me to fuck her.”
I didn’t respond. I finished brushing my teeth and walked around him and out the door.
I heard him dialing my phone and I ran in the bathroom and tried to snatch it again. “You gonna tell them or am I?”
I felt myself tremble, “I’m not a whore, but thank you for making me feel like one.”
“I never said…”
“How many people have you fucked, Jaxson?”
“Plenty, but I can GOD DAMN guarantee I’ve never left a mark on anyone of them! That’s sick shit, Frankie…”
“I asked him to!”
He looked dumbfounded.
I blew a breath up, wanting to cool the burning in my eyes.
“Okay your parents need to know. If you won’t…”
“NO!” I screamed and started to shake. “They’ll find out I haven’t taken that damn Zoloft and they’ll be worried. They don’t need to worry, I can handle this. I have for three years! I can handle it, Jax!”
I walked away and felt my legs become weak. My body was trembling and I was scared. What would they do?
Jax grabbed me and I started to cry.
He lifted me up and carried me to the couch.
“Just leave it alone, Jax. Leave me alone. Last night was …”
“You need help, Frankie. I need to make sure you get it.”
“How did you do it, Jax? How did you get through loosing Will? My parents saw me struggle and made me go to counseling and take anti-depressants. I was sick of feeling like I lived in a cloud of smoke all the time so I flushed them! They were okay thinking I was fine. The first time I asked him to hit me, it hurt like hell, but then the other hurt went away. Then he fucked me and everything was better. I asked him to hit me, I bought the stupid crop. Me, not him. So you do whatever it is you need to do. But know this, they can’t handle any more. I found a way to cope. A way that worked for me.” I tried to stand and he held me tighter. “Just let go, okay. I will never be able to look at you again anyway.”