An old cabinet held other objects. There was a wand she’d made herself, from maple that she had harvested on Samhain when she turned sixteen. A broom, her best chalice, her oldest anthame, and a ball of pale blue crystal. Candles and oils and incense, a scrying mirror.
All this and more, carefully organized.
She gathered what she needed, then slipped out of her dress. She preferred, whenever possible, to work skyclad.
And so she cast the circle, calling on her element—fire—for energy. The candles she lighted with a breath were blue, for calm, for wisdom, for protection.
She had performed this ritual before, several times in the past decade. Whenever she felt her heart weaken or her purpose waver. She admitted that if she hadn’t done so she would have known Sam was coming back to the Sisters before he’d arrived. So the years of relative peace had their price.
She would block him again—block her thoughts and feelings from him, and his from her.
They would not touch each other, on any level.
“My heart and mind are mine to keep,” she began, lighting incense, sprinkling herbs on still water. “When I wake and when I sleep. What once I gave with love and free will, I take back to me, and hold calm and still. Then lovers, now strangers without joined destiny. As I will, so mote it be.”
With her cupped palms lifted, she waited for the cool flow of serenity, the stream of confidence that would indicate her ritual was complete. As she watched, the cup of herb-scattered water began to shiver. Water lapped against the rim in quiet, teasing waves.
She fisted her hands, fought back her own temper. Focusing her energy, she punched magic against magic. “My circle is closed to all but me. Your tricks are foolish and bore me. Do not enter what’s mine again without invitation.”
At the flick of her fingers, the lights from the candles streamed up, lancing to the ceiling. Smoke from them billowed, spread, and blanketed the surface of the water.
Even then she couldn’t find her calm, or get a clean grasp of her temper. He would dare test his power against hers? And in her own home?
So he hadn’t changed, she decided. Samuel Logan had always been an arrogant witch. And his element, she thought, hating herself when the first tear escaped, was water.
In her circle, behind the haze of smoke, she lay down and wept. Bitterly.
The island grapevine spread the news fast. By the next morning, the hot topic of Sam Logan had outdistanced every other tendril of gossip.
Conflicting reports had him selling the Magick Inn to mainland developers, expanding it into some fancy resort, firing the staff, or giving everyone a raise.
One thing everyone could agree on was that it was very, very interesting that he was renting Mia Devlin’s little cottage. There was no consensus on what it meant, only that it was a puzzler.
Islanders, hoping to gather more nuggets, found reasons to drop into Café Book or stroll into the lobby of the hotel. Nobody had enough gumption to ask Sam or Mia directly, but there was plenty of watching and hoping for some excitement.
It had been a long, slow winter.
“Still handsome as sin and twice as deadly.” Hester Birmingham confided this information to Gladys Macey as she bagged Gladys’s weekly supply of groceries at Island Market. “Strolled in here big as life and twice as bold, and said hello to me like we’d just seen each other a week ago.”
“What did he buy?” Gladys questioned.
“Coffee, milk, dry cereal. Whole wheat bread and stick butter. Some fruit. We got bananas on special, but he passed them up and paid dear for fresh strawberries. Bought himself some fancy cheese and fancy crackers and some bottled water. Oh, and some orange juice in a carton.”
“Not planning on doing any cooking or cleaning for himself from the sound of it.” Confidentially, she leaned closer to Hester. “I ran into Hank from the liquor store. He says Sam Logan breezed in and bought up five hundred dollars’ worth of wine, some beer, and a bottle of single malt scotch.”
“Five hundred!” Hester’s voice lowered to a hiss. “You think he picked up a drinking problem in New York?”
“Wasn’t the number of bottles, but the price,” Gladys hissed back. “Two bottles of French champagne, and two of that fancy red wine you-know-who favors.”
“Who?”
Gladys rolled her eyes. “Mia Devlin. Heaven’s sake, Hester, who do you think!”
“I heard she kicked him out of the bookstore.”
“No such thing. He walked in and out again under his own steam. I know that for a fact because Lisa Bigelow was in the café having lunch with her cousin from Portland when he was there. Lisa ran into my daughter-in-law at the Pump ’N Go and told her the whole story.”
“Well . . .” Hester liked the first story better. “Do you think Mia will put a whammy on him?”
“Hester Birmingham, you know Mia doesn’t do whammies. What a thing to say.” Then she laughed. “But it sure will be interesting seeing what she does do. I think I’ll go put these groceries away, then go buy myself a new paperback novel and a cup of coffee.”
“You call me if anything develops.”
Gladys winked as she rolled her loaded cart away. “You can take that to the bank.”
Sam was well aware that tongues were wagging. He’d have been disappointed if they hadn’t. Just as he’d expected to read trepidation, resentment, and puzzlement when he called a morning meeting with all department heads at the hotel.
Some of the trepidation eased when it became clear that a mass firing was not on the agenda. And some of the resentment increased when it became clear that Sam intended not only to take an active role in the running of the hotel but to make some changes as well.
“In season we run at near capacity. Off season, however, our occupancy rate drops sharply, often dipping to under thirty percent.”
The sales manager shifted in his seat. “Business is slow on-island in the winter months. Always has been.”
“What’s always been doesn’t apply,” Sam said coolly. “The goal, for now, is to increase the guest rate to sixty-five percent off season within the year. We’ll do that by offering more appealing packages to conventions, as well as weekend and weekly getaway packages. I’ll have memos regarding my ideas in those areas on your desk by end of week.
“Next,” he continued, flipping through his notes, “a number of the rooms require renovation and re-dressing. We’ll begin next week, with the third floor.” He glanced at his reservations manager. “You’ll make the necessary adjustments.”
Without waiting for acknowledgment, he flipped another page. “We’ve had a steady decline in our breakfast and lunch business over the last ten months. Data indicate that Café Book is nipping off our usual business in those areas.”
“Sir.” A brunette cleared her throat, adjusted the dark-framed glasses on her face.
“Yes? I’m sorry, your name?”
“Stella Farley. I’m the restaurant manager. If I can speak frankly, Mr. Logan, we’re never going to be able to compete with the café and Nell Todd. If I could—”
She broke off when he lifted a finger. “I don’t care for the word never.”
She took a deep breath. “I’m sorry, but I’ve been here the last ten months and you haven’t.”
There was a deep silence, like a unified holding of breath. After a beat, Sam nodded. “Point taken. And just what have you learned in the last ten months, Ms. Farley?”
“That if we want to bring back business and generate more of it during the breakfast and lunch hours, we should counter-program. The café offers casual and casual gourmet. A relaxed atmosphere and, well, fabulous food. We need to offer an alternative. Elegance, formality, romance, an upscale atmosphere for a business meal or a special date. I sent your father a report and a proposal last fall, but—”
“You’re not dealing with my father now.” It was said so flatly, so smoothly, none of the resentment showed. “Get a copy on my desk by this afternoon.”
/> “Yes, sir.”
He paused. “If anyone else has run ideas or proposals by my father over the last year, they should copy me by end of week. I want to make it clear that I own this hotel now. Own and run. While my word will be final, I expect input from my department heads. I’ll have memos to all of you over the next several days, and expect your responses to same within forty-eight hours of receipt. Thank you.”
He watched them file out and heard the mumbling start before the door was closed.
One woman remained behind in her seat. Another brunette, she wore a simple navy suit and practical pumps. She was nearing sixty, had worked at the inn for more than forty years. She slipped off her glasses, lowered her steno pad, and folded her hands.
“Will that be all, Mr. Logan?”
Sam lifted an eyebrow. “You used to call me Sam.”
“You didn’t used to be my boss.”
“Mrs. Farley . . .” His eyes cleared. “Was that your daughter? Stella? Jesus.”
“Don’t swear in the office,” she said primly.
“Sorry. It just didn’t connect. Congratulations,” he added. “She was the only one with guts or brains enough to say anything worthwhile.”
“I raised her to stand up for herself. They’re scared of you,” she told him. Boss or not, she decided, she’d known him since he was a baby. If her daughter could speak her mind, so could she.
“Most of the people who were in this room haven’t ever so much as seen a Logan. For better or worse, this hotel’s been run by proxy for a decade.” There was just enough acid in her voice to let him know her opinion was worse. “Now, you drop in out of nowhere and stir things up. You always were one for stirring things up.”
“It’s my hotel, and it needs stirring up.”
“I won’t disagree. The Logans haven’t taken enough interest in this place.”
“My father—”
“You’re not your father,” she reminded him. “No point in using him as an excuse when you just finished making sure to get that point across yourself.”
That rap on the knuckles made him nod. “All right. Then we’ll say I’m here now, I intend to take plenty of interest—and make no excuses.”
“Good.” She opened her steno pad again. “Welcome back.”
“Thank you. So”—he got to his feet, wandered to the window—“let’s get started. The flower arrangements,” he began.
He put in a fourteen-hour day, eating what passed for lunch at his desk. Because he wanted to keep his business local, he met with an island contractor personally and went over his renovation requirements. He instructed his assistant to order updated equipment for his office, then set up a meeting with the head of Island Tours.
He re-ran figures, reviewed proposals, refined and solidified random ideas. He knew just how much it would cost, in hard capital and in man-hours, to implement his plans. But he was in for the long haul.
Not everyone would think so, he admitted when he came to the surface and rubbed the stiffness out of the back of his neck. Mia wouldn’t.
He was grateful he’d had so much on his plate through the day: It had helped keep thoughts of her at bay.
But he thought of her now, and remembered how he had felt the shimmer of her power flutter around the edges of his mind the day before. He’d pressed back at it, poked through it momentarily. And had seen her, clearly, kneeling in her tower room, her body washed by pale gold light, her hair a fiery fall to her shoulders.
Her birthmark, the tiny pentagram high on her thigh, had shimmered.
He had no doubt it had been that momentary jolt of desire that had allowed her to snap the link between them so quickly, so easily.
No matter. It had been wrong of him to intrude on her the way he had. Rude and wrong, and he’d been sorry for it almost as soon as he’d done it.
He would have to apologize for it, of course. There were rules of conduct that neither intimacy nor animosity could excuse breaking.
No time like the present, he decided. He culled the most pressing paperwork and tucked it in his briefcase. He’d speak to Mia, then grab some takeout and finish his work at home over a meal.
Unless he could convince her to have dinner with him, as a peace offering. Then work could wait.
He walked out of the hotel just as Mia stepped out of the bookstore across the street. They stood where they were a moment, each obviously caught off guard. Then she swiveled on her heel and walked toward a spiffy little convertible.
He had to dash across the street to catch her before she slipped into it.
“Mia. A minute.”
“Go to hell.”
“You can send me there after I apologize.” He snagged the car door she’d swung open and closed it again. “I was completely in the wrong. I have no excuse for that kind of discourtesy.”
Being surprised didn’t mean being mollified. “I don’t recall you ever being so quick with an apology before.” She gave a little shrug. “Fine. Accepted. Go away.”
“Give me five minutes.”
“No.”
“Five minutes, Mia. I’ve been cooped up all day, and I could use a walk and some fresh air.”
She wouldn’t struggle with him for the car door. It would be—and look to the people who were trying to pretend they weren’t watching—undignified. “No one’s stopping you. There’s a great deal of air around here.”
“Give me a chance to explain. A casual walk on the beach,” he said quietly. “If you blow me off, you’re just going to give them more to talk about. And me more to wonder about. A friendly conversation, in public, doesn’t hurt either of us.”
“All right.” She dropped her car keys in the pocket of her long gray dress. “Five minutes.”
She took a deliberate step away from him, slid her hands into her pockets, and jingled her keys as they walked along High Street toward the beach.
“Was your first day productive?”
“It was a good start. Do you remember Stella Farley?”
“Of course. I see her quite often. She belongs to the book club at the store.”
“Mmm.” Another reminder that she’d been here while changes had taken place and he hadn’t. “She has some ideas for getting back some of our lunch business that you’ve been stealing away.”
“Really?” Mia asked, amused. “Good luck.” She felt people watching them as they turned toward the seawall. She stopped there, sliding out of her shoes before stepping onto the sand.
“I’ll carry them.”
“No, thanks.”
The sea was a warm blue, deeper toward the horizon. Shells heaved up by the last high tide scattered the shore. Gulls circled, wheeled, cried.
“I felt you,” he began. “Yesterday. I felt you and I reacted. That’s not an excuse, it’s a reason.”
“I’ve already said accepted.”
“Mia.” He reached out, but his fingers only brushed her sleeve as she moved away.
“I don’t want you to touch me. That’s basic.”
“We were friends once.”
She stopped to stare at him out of cold gray eyes. “Were we?”
“You know we were. We were more than lovers, more than . . .” Mates, he’d nearly said. “It wasn’t just passion. We cared about each other. We shared thoughts.”
“Now my thoughts are my own, and I don’t need any more friends.”
“Lovers? You never married.”
She turned that staggering face on him, and her expression was all female and smug. “If I wanted a lover or a husband, I’d have one.”
“No question about it,” he murmured. “You’re the most extraordinary creature. I thought of you.”
“Stop,” she warned. “Stop now.”
“Damn it, I’ll say what I have to say. I thought of you.” He dropped his briefcase, grabbed her arms, as some of the frustration broke through. “I thought of us. What’s happened in between doesn’t erase what we were to each other.”
“You eras
ed it. Now you have to live with it, as I did.”
“It’s not just about us.” He tightened his grip. He could feel her vibrating and knew she could strike out, woman or witch, at any moment. “You know that as well as I do.”
“There is no us. Do you think after all this time, after all I’ve done, all I’ve learned, I’d let fate toy with me again? I won’t be used. Not by you, not by a centuries-old curse.”
A single bolt of white lightning speared out of the clear sky and blasted into the sand between his feet. He didn’t jerk back, but it was a near thing.
His throat was dry, but he nodded. “You always did have exquisite control.”
“Remember that. And remember this: I am done with you.”
“Not by a long shot. You need me to break the spell. Are you really willing to risk everything, everyone, for pride?”
“Pride?” Her color drained, and her body went still. “You arrogant jackass, do you think this is pride? You broke my heart.”
The words, the way her voice trembled, had him dropping his hands.
“More than broke it. You crushed it into dust. I loved you. I would have gone anywhere, done anything for you. I mourned for you, until I thought I would die from it.”
“Mia.” Shaken, he reached up to touch her hair, only to have his hand slapped aside.
“But I didn’t die, Sam. I got over you, and got on with my life. I like who I am now, and there’s no going back for me. If you came here thinking differently, you’re wasting your time. You won’t have me again, and what you won’t have—what you tossed aside—would have been the best thing in your life.”
She walked away from him in long, unhurried strides and left him alone to stare out at the sea, knowing she was right.
Three
“You did what?”
Zack stuck his head in the refrigerator and rummaged for a beer. He knew that tone. His wife didn’t use it often, which was why it was so effective.
He took a long time pulling out the beer and made sure his face was relaxed and composed when he looked back at her.
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