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by John Smelcer


  “Yes, my friend.

  You won everything, everything.”

  Indian Time Machine

  Lester Has-Some-Books

  invents a time machine in his sweat lodge.

  So, he sets it back to Little Bighorn

  with a video camera and tapes everything.

  Then he invites the whole damn reservation to watch

  the movie. Everyone’s eating popcorn and laughing.

  It’s really something. You should see it.

  Everything’s in color and there are these close-ups.

  Here’s the part where Custer sends in the cavalry

  catching the Indians off guard.

  Oh, and here’s where three thousand Indians

  chase them up a hill and whups their ass.

  Betrayal

  Judas Points-Him-Out

  was one of the Crow scouts

  that led Custer’s 7th Cavalry

  to the Indian encampment

  at Little Bighorn.

  He was paid thirty silver dollars.

  With a name like that

  seems like someone

  should have seen it coming.

  If Evel Knievel Were Indian

  he would jump twenty-three semi-trailers

  full of government commodity cheese

  in a souped-up Indian motorcycle painted red.

  He would line up every white guy who ever

  played an Indian in a John Wayne western

  and jump them all with his eyes closed

  while twirling a sparkler in one hand.

  If Evel Knievel were Indian

  he would start at the moon

  and pick up enough speed to soar

  over every reservation—

  a red and chrome meteor with its tires aflame.

  Cowboys & Indians #2

  —at a steakhouse outside Missoula, Montana

  with James Welch

  Silas Redcorn walked into a steak house

  in the middle of cowboy country

  wearing cowboy boots and a tee-shirt

  with Indian Pride embroidered on the front.

  While he waited for a waitress

  who ignored his existence

  all them cowboys glared at him

  from beneath wide-brimmed hats

  black as storm clouds,

  their sharp tongues coiled like barbed wire.

  The Triumphant Conversion of Mary Caught-in-Between

  For many years, priests

  at The Church of Infinite Confusion

  tried to put the Fear of God

  into little Mary Caught-in-Between.

  It must have worked.

  Come Sunday, she was always terrified

  to walk through the chapel doors.

  Our Lady of Sorrows

  Every Sunday during Mass

  Joseph Little Bear scrubbed the floors

  and toilets of Our Lady of Sorrows

  until his palms bled and no one

  helped him to drag his cross

  Fahrenheit

  Sally Two Trees stood outside as the first snowflakes of winter

  began

  to fall.

  She tried to catch them in her hands and on her tongue—

  each one a dream:

  a good job

  a nice home

  a college degree

  a car that didn’t burn oil

  sobriety for her and her baby.

  But every time Sally reached out to grasp one

  the dream melted in her hand.

  The Dead Are Lonely

  Ever since Victor Lone Fight killed himself

  with the sharp edge of a poem

  all that remains of him is gray ash

  spread across the reservation

  on its dusty roads

  in the dough of fry bread

  in the braids of Indian women

  in the ribcages of dead dogs

  Intermission

  We now interrupt your poetry reading pleasure

  to debunk the myth of George Washington

  as the stalwart archetype of American morality.

  (Warning! This poem is dangerous.)

  “You are hereby ordered to lay waste all [Indian] settlements . . .

  so that the country may not be merely overrun but destroyed.

  You will by no means listen to any pleas for peace

  before you destroy their settlements. The Indians must see

  that there is so much hatred in our hearts to destroy everything

  that supports their very existence.”

  —Letter from Gen. George Washington to Major Gen. John Sullivan, 1775

  Boarding School Arithmetic

  At Wekonvertum Boarding School for Indian Eradication

  we are taught how to add, subtract, multiply, and divide.

  I learn quickly, faster than the others.

  I count all the other children condemned to this school,

  multiply it by the number of schools they tell us exist

  across America, subtract that number from the set of all

  Indian families, divide that by sorrow . . . squared,

  and I realize that the future of Indians is zero.

  A Wicked Irony

  Mary Caught-in-Between was whipped

  one hundred twenty-three times

  at Wekonvertum Boarding School

  for speaking Navajo during Latin—

  a language dead for over a thousand years.

  Problem Child

  after a poem by Robert Conley

  In her many years at

  Wekonvertum Boarding School

  Catherine Has-Some-Books

  ran away twenty-seven times.

  Whenever those

  white teachers

  were close

  to finding her

  she turned

  into a doe

  or a mouse

  or a bird

  and they never caught her

  and they never understood.

  An Indian Boy Dreams of Being Billy Mills

  After his very first day

  at george armstrong custer elementary

  Arthur Greased-Lightning

  ran away from the BIA school

  across its BIA playground

  with its BIA swing hanging by one chain

  and its BIA slide with no ladder

  past neat rows of BIA houses

  and his own BIA house

  where his BIA brothers and sisters

  sat on their BIA porch

  past The First Baptist Church

  of Indian Conversion

  over Charlie Going-Nowhere

  sleeping outside the bingo hall

  beyond the Church of Infinite Confusion

  and out across the wide plains

  where he turned into a buffalo

  then a coyote and a deer

  and finally into tall prairie grass

  racing in the wind

  Durable Breath

  Outside my cabin window,

  I hear Raven’s muffled caw rise from the river.

  I think often of that night in your trailer at Nikiski,

  of the old stories you told me, Dena’ina Suk’dua,

  “That which is written on the people’s tongues.”

  As a child you were beaten with a stick for speaking

  your Native tongue. My father, born at Indian River,

  does not know his mother’s language. Tonight,

  Kenaitze Indians gather at a Russian Orthodox church

  to mourn in altered syllables among white-washed

  crosses and tarnished silver icons. As I lean toward darkness,

  it is your voice that lifts Raven’s wings above the riverbank,

  his ancient syllables rising like an ochre tide.

  Call of the Wild

  Once, I
was a wolf

  living among wolves

  on the stunted backbone

  of tundra and forests

  where we hunted moose

  and caribou all winter

  in deep, drifted snow

  without escape,

  where only the expansive silence

  of the far north listened

  as we howled at the moon

  and ran the glacial earth

  until I awoke again a man.

  Many years have passed,

  but on some still nights

  I hear them waiting

  above the rim of this valley,

  calling to me from shadows

  like a visitor who comes to my home

  and knocks on the door with both fists.

  Returning the Gift

  All summer, I have been feeding a raven

  who comes to the river asking for salmon.

  For weeks, we talk of the origin of things

  while I cut fish to dry on racks in the sun.

  Months later, when geese fly overhead

  in long, slow arrows, I am lost moose hunting.

  When night falls upon its dark knees and the moon

  is a fingernail at the rim of the world,

  I listen to tight-stringed wind

  from inside my fluttering tent, and by morning,

  in a shudder the world is wintered.

  Quietly, through the stark white of the North,

  I watch him arrive to lead me from the forest,

  tree by tree, until I am home and we spoke for the last time.

  Tsin’aen, Saghani Ggaay. Tsin’aen.

  “Thank you, Great Raven. Thank you.”

  As he flies away towards far ochre mountains,

  I hear him singing and singing.

  A Polar Bear Prays for Colder Days Ahead

  The world is melting beneath us.

  Every year the ice pack shrinks, and we have to swim

  farther and farther to fill our bellies.

  We are not fish. We need the respite. Besides, on the ice

  we catch seals and the occasional walrus—

  even they need a place to hoist their weary bulk from the sea.

  To quiet our raging hunger, we ramble inland, root

  on the tundra, competing with wolves and grizzlies for caribou.

  It is no easy thing to lose a world.

  American Dreams

  After watching a TV marathon

  of Leave it to Beaver

  and The Andy Griffith Show,

  William Keeps-the-Fire went outside

  to watch his reservation:

  saw children playing

  in abandoned trucks and refrigerators

  rotting in fields,

  cast stones at hungry dogs

  tearing open garbage bags

  when he walked past rows

  of subsidized housing

  where poverty settled on everything

  like fine, red dust.

  That night William Keeps-the-Fire dreamed

  black-and-white dreams of a faraway heaven.

  Indian Scalper

  Jessie BlackHawk

  standing in the rain

  outside a stadium

  illegally selling tickets

  to a Redskins game

  Indian Re-Education

  The Dawes Act of 1887 tried to force

  farming initiatives upon American Indians

  After a hundred generations of hunting bison

  Elijah High Horse turns a rocky field with a plow

  where nothing grows in the garden, only sorrow,

  and curses the gods who made stones.

  Willie Tensleep Wins the Lottery

  Willie TenSleep won the lottery

  and after losing half to state and federal taxes

  men in black suits with brief cases

  came and said he had to pay the Indian Tax

  which claimed the other half

  because it’s policy to keep Indians poor.

  They left poor Willie standing

  in a cloud of dust on a thirsty road

  clutching the empty purse of his shadow

  searing into sand.

  Fish Camp

  Oscar Gray Wolf hid behind some bushes

  watching Birdie Yazzie crouched beside the river

  cutting salmon to dry on the smoke rack.

  He loved the way the ends of her long black hair

  brushed the surface of the water,

  the way her breasts filled her “Indian Pride” tee-shirt—

  swaying from the motion of her knife;

  her pink panties showing from her faded jeans.

  When Birdie left to grab a soda from the ice chest,

  Oscar pressed a cold salmon against his burning flesh.

  Tumbleweeds

  All across Eternal Poverty Indian Reservation

  tumbleweeds roll across the red, arid earth:

  the dry spinning husks of dreams.

  So Begins the Lasting Silence

  There is no doubt

  I will be the last speaker

  of our dying language.

  I will know

  that day has come

  when I call out

  across the frozen river

  to the far white mountain

  in my Native tongue

  and wait forever

  for an echo

  that will not return—

  the far white mountain

  having forgotten its Indian name.

  Potlatch

  for Joe Secondchief

  All day long guests arrive in our village

  huddled along the frozen river

  to mourn great uncle’s death.

  From the sacred circle of our clan

  skin drums echo and elders sing:

  ‘Syuu’ hwtiitł nac’ełtsiin yen

  A potlatch is made for him.

  Pulses quicken to the rhythm

  dancers stream like vibrations

  across the wooden floor

  heavy with rifles and blankets.

  ‘Unggadi ‘dliis kanada’yaet yen ne’et dakozet

  A potlatch song is sung for him in heaven.

  Tonight I have learned there is an end

  to every season, to every light

  where even the yawning of brittle leaves

  breaks the solitude of night.

  Mileposts

  Graves, like mileposts,

  mark the distance between our villages.

  Already this summer one cousin drunk on a curve;

  an old man teetering along a twisted highway;

  a mislaid infant, forgotten,

  gently crushed beneath the roll

  of fortune’s all-season tire.

  As the sun wheels across a sheer sky

  I stand in the heat of a great unbalanced day

  watching ripples of salmon shambling upriver

  spirits of ancestors ruffling the surface

  on their journey home.

  In the distance, a swaggering car approaches

  shining like the beautiful black steel of old guns.

  How to Conquer the New World

  When I was fourteen

  Sanford Nicolai

  spoke at a potlatch.

  He looked around the Great Hall

  upon many faces from different clans,

  pointed out the frost-lined window

  towards the far white mountains

  dominating our land and myth,

  spoke in the slow words of an elder,

  “For over a thousand years

  we call them mountains K’ełt’aeni.

  But Indians not very smart.

  Very first white man comes along,

  he look up at them mountains

  and say, ah, Mt. Sanford.

  He write it down on a map,

  and Mt. Sanf
ord it is today,

  my people.”

  Song of a Whale Hunter

  Like a lone sentry on an edgeless world of ice

  an Eskimo hunter watches for whale. Spring

  has returned to the North dragging

  daylight on its carved ivory sled. The

  old man feels warmth return to the Arctic

  as the horizon-bound sun retraces its footprints

 

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