by Drew Sera
I loved her so much. I was exhausted and needed to sit down and get off that right foot of mine. Sydney started to move in my arms and I panicked.
“No! Not yet. You aren't ready.” I tightened my grip and wiped my eyes on my shoulder. I lowered Sydney and me to the ground and with a thud, my knee hit the floor. Sydney sat part way on that thigh and I kept my right leg bent to shield and comfort her.
Fuck, I think I got sweat in my eyes because I couldn't keep them from watering. I gripped Sydney securely in my arms and held her. I got lost in how much this young woman loves and cares for me. I was surrounded by that feeling of unconditional love. Sydney understood I needed to do things rough at times, but she knew I could do things slowly, too. I could be myself with her and it was okay and accepted. And Colin knew.
“I love you, Anthony,” Sydney whispered and looked up at me.
A noise escaped my throat when she said that. I looked down at her through blurry eyes and smiled at her. I told her that I loved her, too, and to rest. She reached up and ran her finger along my cheek and pulled a wet finger away from my face. She smiled at me and leaned her head against my chest. Were those tears?
I looked up as Colin knelt down and I tried recovering quickly.
“I…Col," I started, but nothing that made any sense came out.
He wrapped a blanket around us and smiled at me.
“I got you,” he said and rubbed on my arm and Sydney's back. “I've got both of you.”
I zoned out again for much longer this time. I went with it though and let my mind go where it needed to go. Colin was there and Sydney was in my arms where she belonged. I'm not sure how much longer it had been before I felt Colin's hand jostling me gently on my shoulder. My mind was stuck, and I just kept staring at a spot on the floor. I was aware he was next to me and was talking to me, but I only recognized his words as a voice.
“Anth...Anth, man. Here, Anthony.”
I finally turned my head to face him and he held out an opened bag of the M&M's that I brought for Sydney.
Sydney!
15
Monday, March 10th
Colin
“Relax, Anth. She's right here and is fine. Easy, man.”
Anthony had dipped in and out of top space, and now he was panicking about the after care of Sydney. I could see guilt and worry building in his glassy eyes. Despite trying to calm him, he continued to make panicked movements. He scampered out of the blanket to stand up, taking Sydney with him. He stood with her cradled in his arms, looking around the room. He set Sydney down in the center of the bed and stood upright and brought his hand up to his chest.
“Sydney, hang on a sec, sunshine…” His eyes raced around the room unsure of what he was really looking for. “I'm just going to get…” He wiped his eyes with his forearm and dropped his hand to his lower abdomen.
Enough. I couldn't watch Anthony fall apart, and I wasn't going to let him fall apart. I took hold of his upper arm and walked towards the bed with him and nudged him to lie next to Sydney. I had hoped he wouldn't freak out and think I was dominating him. I wasn't, I just knew what he needed right then.
Sydney took hold of his hand, and a smile appeared on her dazed face. I handed Anthony a bottle of water and stood next to them on the bed while he held it up for Sydney to sip. He tried to hand me back the bottle when Sydney was done, but I pushed it back in his hand. I silently urged him to drink the water and was satisfied when he did. He fed Sydney some M&M's and tossed a few in his mouth.
Eventually, Sydney rolled to her side, and Anthony spooned with her and shared her pillow. Seeing the two of them tugged at my heart. I was a part of something unusual and rare with them. I glanced at my watch and saw it was well after midnight. Sydney and Anthony had their eyes shut, and Anthony held her protectively in his arms.
I pulled my shirt off, kicked my shoes off and lay down in front of Sydney. There was a little room on the pillow, and I let my head rest there. Sydney's hair was a mess in that cute “I've just been fucked” sort of way. I softly stroked her flushed cheek and brushed a lock of her hair behind her ear.
I pulled a blanket over them and stretched my arm across Sydney, and my hand rested on her back over the blanket. They were both still and quiet. I was pretty sure that they were asleep.
“I love you guys,” I whispered and lay quietly with them while they relaxed.
I shut my eyes and let them rest for a while and opened my eyes when I felt Anthony begin moving around. I propped myself up on an elbow and looked over at him. He was looking over Sydney's back and had a troubled look on his face.
“Hey, happy birthday, Anth.”
He smiled and looked up at me.
“That was the best fucking birthday I've ever had. She let me push her.”
“She loves you and trusts you.”
“Did you hear her scream and swear as she came?”
I laughed when he asked me if I heard her. Of course, I had heard her. I was stroking myself when she came. Anthony and I were laughing about it but his laughter faded as he continued to look at Sydney's back.
“Col, I…” He stopped talking, but his eyes were still roaming. “Col, I made her back really red.”
He felt guilty, and I absolutely didn't want him to regret or feel guilty about what they did. Sydney had a blast, and he did too. The last thing any of us needed was pleasure mixed with guilt. His hand reached out to touch her back, but he stopped.
“Anth, she's okay.” I bent down and kissed Sydney's cheeks and nudged her to wake up. “Baby, roll onto your tummy,” I told her and helped to guide her exhausted body to lie on her stomach. I knew better than to roll her around onto her stomach and into a vulnerable position if she wasn't awake.
Her back was red where Anthony had made contact with the flogger. No skin was broken though. Her butt had some signs of the crop, but she was fine. I lowered my head to place light kisses on the red and pink blotches on her butt from the crop. Anthony got the hint and began kissing her upper back where the flogger had made contact…lots of contact.
When I thought our evening was settling down, it went in the opposite direction. All it took was some of my kisses on her butt and Anthony's hands that made Sydney's body react. She had begun moving her butt up toward my lips, trying to get me to touch her more. I positioned myself between her legs and began lightly kissing and licking her pussy. She moaned lightly and tried pushing back at me. I loved watching her body and mind crave Anthony and me.
I knelt on the bed and pulled Sydney to kneel in front of me facing Anthony. I licked her ear but made eye contact with Anthony. He was sitting on the bed back on his heels and was now stroking his dick watching me touch Sydney.
“Look at him, baby. You gave him such a wonderful birthday. You stepped out of your comfort zone for him, and we're both so proud of you. You're still driving him crazy.”
I couldn't help but laugh a little because Anthony couldn't tear his gaze away from her. Curiosity was pushing me to want to push the two of them a bit more. Anthony had let go tonight, and they both enjoyed the evening, but there was still some left in them.
Sydney was sitting back on her heels now but was gazing intently at Anthony. My hands roamed her body, tweaking, pinching, flicking and caressing as I went. I instructed Sydney to finger herself and then suck her juices off her fingers. Anthony really enjoyed watching Sydney take direction. He was no longer stroking lazily and was captivated by what he was watching.
I lay down on my back and had Sydney help pull my jeans and boxer briefs off. She was then instructed to straddle my thighs. Now, we'd play.
“Sydney, I want to you grab my dick and stroke me like you stroke Anthony. But look at Anthony while you do it.”
I put my arms behind my head and under the pillow to help give Sydney room. I knew how much Anthony needed and liked it rough and I was pretty good at mind games. This would push both of them. I knew that I needed to be careful though because the two of them hadn't come do
wn much from earlier.
I have to admit, it kind of felt good to be stroked with her firm hand. My instructions to be rough and firm continued while she and I watched Anthony. His cock was hard now, and he was rubbing himself more urgently.
When Sydney began sucking on me, a noise deep within Anthony came out, and he looked longingly at us.
“Lick my balls like you lick Anthony’s. Lick me like you lick him.”
Her tongue flattened, and she began to lick me with some pressure applied. I gathered her hair into one of my hands and made a fist of it. I kept smoothing her hair to the side so Anthony could get a great view of her face and mouth without being obstructed by her hair. Anthony's mouth was open so he could breathe more steadily.
Sydney catches on quickly to things and this was no different. She continued to play roughly with me and would display her breasts or butt towards Anthony. I took hold of her arms and pulled her towards my chest. I firmly took hold of her jaw and began kissing her hard. She snaked her hands down to my chest and began squeezing and grasping my pecs firmly.
Shocking me, she took one of my nipples into her mouth and bit it. It wasn't painfully hard, but it was harder than I'd normally enjoy. But, it was right up Anthony's alley. While her teeth were cruel to my nipples and chest, her hands were skimming around my torso with her fingernails doing their own little bit of damage. She was looking at Anthony as she went. His eyes were blazing, and he was up off his heels now. He continued to stroke himself and now he was tugging on his balls.
“Get on my cock, Sydney.” She climbed on and I looked in her eyes making sure she was doing okay. “Good girl. Bounce hard on my cock and rub my chest like you rub on Anthony’s. Keep your eyes on Anthony.”
Sydney's hands clamped down on my pecs, and she turned to watch Anthony. She and I found a good rhythm while Anthony edged closer to us. He couldn't take it anymore, and I knew it was just a matter of time before he dove in.
While Sydney moved on my cock, Anthony moved closer to us and his knees were against my side and Sydney's leg. He watched her with eyes full of desire as she grabbed at my chest. He stopped tugging on his balls and brought his hand down on Sydney's breast firmly causing her to release a small gasp. They stared hard at each other and when Sydney smiled at him, he dove in the rest of the way.
Anthony used one hand to play roughly with her breasts while his other hand held a fist full of her hair as he made out with her. His hands moved urgently on her chest while his mouth moved quickly against hers. All while this was going on, she continued to ride my cock. I pried one of her hands off my chest and guided it up to Anthony's chest.
“Fuck!” Anthony swore and shut his eyes as Sydney began rubbing on his chest. Her movements made Anthony move passionately while he made out with her. While he handled her firmly, he only touched her with loving hands. Nothing was aggressive or mean spirited.
Anthony moved to kneel between my legs, but he reached around to play with her nipples. Sydney, in turn, let go of me and clasped her hands down on his arms to help hold her up. Of course, she was using her fingernails which Anthony loved.
“I want to fuck you hard, Sydney.” Anthony slapped her ass cheek and started kissing and licking her neck. “You make me so hard, sunshine. I could fuck this ass of yours for the rest of the night.”
I kept my eyes on Sydney to pull the plug at first sign of fear or hesitation. Thankfully I didn't see any fear or worry. She gave me a flirty smile as Anthony was nipping at her shoulders and then swatting her butt every now and then. I reached over and grabbed the lube that was on the bed and handed it to Anthony.
“Fuck, yeah. I'm going to fill your ass, sunshine.”
While Anthony prepared himself and Sydney, I took hold of her chin and set my hand flat on her tummy.
“Yellow, if you need to slow down, baby,” I said to her because I wanted to make sure she knew she was still able to slow down or stop anything. She smiled and nodded and then Anthony pushed on her to guide her to lie down over me. He pushed into her which made her moan out. He was controlled and gave her a moment to acclimate to his cock and then waited for me to move first. After I moved, he and I fell into our rhythm. It ended up being a quicker pace than we usually go, but she was doing okay with it.
Our play session was unlike anything we've had before. This was very raw, fast and primal. The panting and moaning were infectious, and the three of us spoke very little as our bodies crashed into one another.
Sydney's orgasm sent Anthony and I both into a frenzy of our own. Her pussy clenched my cock, and I didn't even bother trying to fight or push it away. I let it come. Anthony and I got more physical as we were coming. Anthony had an arm wrapped tightly around Sydney, and his other arm was locked at the elbow next to my arm. I held my hands on Sydney's hips as I came.
Heavy breathing replaced the panting noises, and I let my body ease into the heavy feeling of exhaustion. Sydney was beginning to slump over onto me, and Anthony now put his other arm next to mine and locked it at his elbow to hold his weight off of Sydney. He was sweating profusely and slowly pulled out of Sydney.
She clung to me as Anthony pulled out of her. I gently rubbed her upper arms while Anthony went to get some wet wipes to clean himself and Sydney up. I let my finger trace the indentation of the teeth marks he left on her shoulder. He'd be proud of this eventually, but I'm sure it'll worry and upset him when he first sees it.
“Sunshine, are you doing okay?” Anthony asked her while cleaning her up.
“Yes, Sir. That was amazing. I feel so…invigorated.” Sydney smiled and lifted her head to look me in the eyes and then over her shoulder at Anthony. “Does that even make any sense? I'm totally tired and wiped out, but I feel refreshed too.” She looked back and forth between Anthony and I and then smiled before letting her head rest on my chest again.
“It makes perfect sense, baby.”
“Anthony, Sir, come snuggle with us.”
Sydney slipped off my body to my side and held her hand out for Anthony to take. Without hesitation, he took hold of her hand, kissed it and settled down on the bed next to her. I reached for a blanket and pulled it over the three of us.
“Happy birthday, Anth.”
“Yes, happy birthday, Sir.”
“Thank you, guys. Tonight was incredible, and now I'm officially forty-one. It was easily my best birthday ever.”
The three of us relaxed together and even dozed off to sleep a couple times for a few minutes. The next time I woke up, Anthony was sitting up and was applying lotion to Sydney's back and butt cheeks. She was awake and smiling, but her eyes were still shut. I propped myself up on my elbow and watched Anthony tend to our kitten with gentle hands.
Anthony and I have been partaking in threesomes for many years together, and while he was always good to the subs we played with, I had never seen him so tender and loving with one. Not until Sydney.
He took his time making sure she had lotion on, and then he massaged her from her neck to her feet. He loves taking care of her and absolutely adores her. He frowned as he ran his fingertips over some indentations in her skin from his teeth.
“Does it hurt, sunshine?” Anthony asked as he lightly moved his fingers over the teeth marks.
“No, Sir. But you can still rub on me though,” Sydney laughed as Anthony spanked her butt playfully and lightly. “It feels good.”
“What feels good, Miss Burke? My incredible massage skills or the spanking?”
“Both, but I was really enjoying the massage.”
Anthony couldn't suppress his smile and looked at me. I shook my head and bent to kiss our girl.
“Baby, you're wonderful. Are you feeling alright?”
I stroked her chin and began assessing how the three of us were doing to see where we were at in terms of heading home. I was satisfied that Anthony was doing just fine and I felt great.
“Eyes, baby.”
When Sydney opened her eyes, I felt that familiar feeling of her grabbing
hold of my heart. Her gorgeous blues locked onto my eyes and she pushed herself up on her elbows. Anthony instantly pulled her onto his lap, and he continued to rub on her arms and cuddle her.
It was going on 2:30 in the morning and I was pretty sure Matt and Gina had gone home. I got off the bed, pulled my boxer briefs and jeans on and then went to retrieve the clean clothes Anthony had thoughtfully packed in his bag for Sydney. Anthony and I dressed our girl and then I held her on my lap while Anthony got dressed.
Anthony and I decided that we'd shower when we got home. Tonight he pushed Sydney and got a lot from her. But we needed to get home to settle and relax. I didn't want to subject Sydney to vulnerable feelings of being in the public shower and quiet area. She does fine with Anthony and me, but I don't want her feeling upset about her body regarding the wounds and scars or worried that others are looking at her.
I gathered our stuff and returned Sydney to Anthony's arms, and we headed out into the hallway. The club was still pretty busy as we made our way downstairs to the main room. We saw Blake but no sign of Matt, which didn't surprise me.
“Did you guys enjoy your evening?” Blake asked us as he reached around the bar and pulled out some small bottles of water for us.
“It was the best birthday ever, Blake. Thanks for helping to make it great for us.” Anthony said while opening the bottle of water for Sydney.
Sydney needed to use the bathroom, and like every other time where she needs to be away from us, I began to panic. I quickly looked at Anthony and then around the room. Anthony and I both shared a silent moment of panic before Anthony piped up and said he'd take her. I knew he knew not to leave her side. I didn't think he'd go into the ladies room with her but knew he wouldn't move from the ladies room door. Once they were out of sight and around the corner, Blake spoke up.
“Colin, she’s safe here.”
“Yeah, I know.” I glanced at Blake and then down at the floor. “I know, Blake.”