What the fuck were these guys looking for?
I scrub my hands down my face in frustration just wanting this shit to be over with. I need something to take the edge off. I am close to snapping and I would rather not shoot anymore of my men if I can help it. It is bad for business if I show what a hot head I can become and if I kill too many of my guards nobody will want to work for me. Sierra always seems to calm me. She is just what I need.
Upon walking into the living room where Sierra is pacing while in the background is a movie about a girl being taken, I watch her for a few minutes just admiring her beauty and loving that she is mine. She tends to watch this movie a lot and I wonder if maybe she feels like she relates to it. This is the second time I have found her pacing after watching this movie.
I start to worry that maybe the men who came here last night want her and that maybe what I originally thought they wanted was wrong. My business may have nothing to do with the intrusion. But who would want her badly enough to go to these lengths? Maybe Omar? He’s seen glimpses of her before when visiting but didn’t pay any attention to her until last night. One of the other buyers? Nobody seemed overly desperate to have her but maybe I am wrong. Or maybe it was my uncle. Maybe he is just stupid enough to try to take her from me. Maybe I should pay him a little visit and see what he is up to.
I close the distance and pull her into me wanting to assure her with my presence that she is safe. I have no idea what has brought this on but something seems to be bothering her. I don’t think she heard about the intrusion but maybe she has and is worried that she is in danger. We stand holding each other close until I finally feel her relax and expel a breath.
“Interesting choice in movie. Although I’d say it isn’t quite like they show.” Sierra chuckles quietly, and I smile despite the worry and anger the intruders have caused.
“Hmm. I don’t know if it is exactly like the movie but I know that at least some of it is true.”
“Yes some. But what her father does is not. There is no way he would have been able to do all that and find her.”
“It’s just a movie.” I know it is but I feel as if she tries to relate to it somehow. She is not in that situation though. She wasn’t taken over seas, drugged, or sold off to anyone else. There is nobody that will come and rescue her such as this man in the movie because she has nothing to be rescued from. She is safe with me. “What has been bothering you that is causing you to wear a hole into my floor?” I pull away, take a seat at the couch, and wait as she struggles to find the words to her torment.
“I am just coming to terms with my feelings for you.” I raise an eyebrow not sure where this is going but it seems like progress. “I know I haven’t made this easy. I’ve fought it tooth and nail. I never wanted these feelings but they are there and I guess it’s time I tell you. I love you. I realized I have loved you for a while now. I couldn’t help it. I don’t want to though. You have done everything wrong and you’re not a good man, yet I still have these feelings.”
Interesting. This is unexpected. Well not completely. I knew she had some feelings for me but I didn’t realize she has been hiding just how deeply she felt. “I can’t say I don’t love hearing those words come from your sweet lips.”
“Well I needed to say them.”
“Thank you for telling me.” I stand up and pull her to me to press a kiss to her forehead before taking her hand and leading her up the stairs to my bedroom. I’ve fucked her but never actually made love and worshipped her even if that is what I said I was doing. Now it’s time I finally worship and make love to my beautiful Sierra.
“Where are we going?”
“I’m taking you to bed. I plan to devour every inch of your delectable body before making slow, sweet love to you.” Her shiver tells me just how much she wants this too.
Once inside of my room I slowly strip her of her tank top while kissing along her collarbone causing goose flesh to rise. The anticipation is everything and I plan to take my time and have her writhing and begging for my cock before I finally take her.
Finally, after stripping her of her clothing, I quickly discard mine not wanting anything between our bodies. When the time comes for me to slide into her wet heat, I don’t want to waste my time on getting undressed. Lying her down across my cool grey sheets, I crawl up her body and bring my mouth down on hers in a scorching kiss. The sweet taste of her kiss, the heat of her breath as it blows across my lips, the warmth of her tongue as I explore her mouth and play teasingly with her tongue and sucking on it. When she moans my cock hardens to near pain knowing I am causing her such pleasure.
My hands explore her curves from her shoulders, across her collarbone, skimming over her full breasts, just missing her hardened nipples begging for attention, over her stomach, across her hips and down her thighs as I pull them up and around my hips. I slide my length between her folds and move torturously slow, spreading her juices along my cock. Her hips rise wanting more pressure and for me to slide her into and fill her to the brink. But instead of giving her what she wants I make my way down her body wanting to taste her arousal on my tongue. I make sure to kiss along her jaw to her ear before kissing down her neck slowly with an open mouth and nipping her ear and collarbone. I taste her breasts moving around her erect nipple teasingly before finally taking the first one in my mouth and swirling my tongue around it and sucking. She tastes salty sweet and I can't get enough.
Sierra’s moans and whimpers for more are like music to my ears. As she writhes underneath me trying to gain friction I smile to myself loving that it’s I who gets to see and hear her in all her sexual glory. I make sure to give the same attention to her other breast before licking my way down her stomach and stopping just above the apex between her thighs. Instead of delving into her cunt, I decide to kiss and lick my way down her leg and back up the other. She tastes so good. Succulent and sweet almost like honey. Her breathy moans and requests for more are nearly my undoing but my need to taste her has me holding back.
Finally, I am face to face with her swollen pussy and I lick my lips in anticipation of tasting her essence. I breathe in her scent closing my eyes to savor it before taking a long, languorous taste. Perfection. That’s the only word I can think of to describe her. She tastes better then even the most delectable dessert I’ve had. Her gasp of pleasure has my head spinning and my cock twitching and near spurting all over myself like it was my first time. This is almost like having her for the first time because in reality, it is the first time we will be so intimate together feeling the same feelings of love.
I continue to torture her with my tongue as I lick between her folds, over her clit, and slide back down to her tight little whole dipping in and curling the end of my tongue causing her to buck. I tightly hold her thighs so she can’t move as I continue these moves bringing her to the brink with each lick, bite, and flick of the tongue on her clit. I can’t help myself as I rub my hardened cock against the sheets for some sort of relief. I can’t take it any longer. I have to be inside of her now.
I climb quickly up her body and don’t stop until I am fully seated inside of her. “Oh fuck. Fuck.” I rasp out. I nearly came as she squeezes me like a vice. I know she is ready to explode so I give us both a minute to calm down before I start to move slowly in and out of her.
“Don’t stop. Deeper. Please. I need all of you.” Her light and breathy voice whispers in my ear as she clutches my back with her nails and wraps her legs around my hips giving me deeper access inside her slick cunt. I cannot hold on any longer and give her what she wants. I slam into her and grind before pulling out and repeating the move several more times until finally, we both peak and crash over the edge in a mind-blowing orgasm that has me groaning long and deep with Sierra squeezing every last drop of my seed into her womb. The sticky sweat on my back and forehead from our activities has me pulling away and dragging Sierra with me out of bed to take a shower.
“See? Once you finally let go it is well worth it. Sex is goi
ng to be fucking amazing between us now that you finally are letting me in.” I grin at her excited to have her again now that she has finally accepted me and us. Sex with Sierra was always amazing but even better now knowing she loves me.
“Hmm.” She nods, looking flushed. I made her speechless and the caveman in me wants so badly to beat his chest in pride.
Chapter 6
Forrest
Last night was a success. We made it in and out undetected. We found Sierra’s room and positioned the hidden camera’s in Sierra’s vent above her door to get an all around picture and in Jeremy’s room. My plan was to leave one in the office but I couldn’t get to it without being detected so these will have to do for now.
Sierra was gorgeous tonight. I have never seen her dress so provocatively but either way she pulled her dress off with style and beauty. She is the sexiest thing I have ever seen. I wanted to crush Jeremy and every man in the house that dared to look or touch Sierra. But now was not the time. The rage I felt at seeing Jeremy hold her close to him, kiss her head, and when she snuggled up to him at the bottom of the stairs in comfort for her tears, was causing me to want to commit murder. She seemed comfortable which killed me. The little time I watched her with him as she walked the room she seemed to hold tight to him and give her affection freely. Could it be that she has come to care for this monster? I don’t see how that’s possible with all that he is capable of but I know my girl. She loves the broken more because she believes they need it most. Something in their life has made them broken and she only wants to make them better. Fill the cracks. Make them whole again.
It kills me to think that maybe she has feelings for him but I can’t fault her because she loved me. I am broken and there is evil inside of me that is just waiting to break free. They just have become more apparent since she had been taken. Now there is no stopping it. The evil has taken over me and now…well now its looking for a fight. Ready to kill all those who get in my way and I like this new feeling.
As I look back over the blue prints with Damon, we mark each room. An X for rooms that are useless to us. A star for Sierra’s room because that is our target area. Arrows for the available exits to us that are fast and easy. And numbers at each entry point and perimeter where there are guards and how many. We need to make one more trip to see how often they run the perimeter when there isn’t a party going on and then we can plan our entry and escape. Even if I don’t make it out, Damon needs to know where to get out safely with Sierra in tow.
“Any news on Brownsfield?” I ask Damon. So far, we have his phone tapped and his house. If he is going to make a move, we will know. Our plan rides on Brownsfield going in to take back his business.
“Two weeks. He has a group of new guys that he’s taken under his wing. He sent a letter requesting to have a meeting with Jeremy. He didn’t say his plan exactly but from what I gather he’s not happy with the fact that Jeremy has taken his business and his girl from him. All he said was it’s time to end this once and for all.” I nod as I hand him a beer from the fridge. We both sit at the table with the blue prints laid out in front of us.
“Probably plans to kill him. That is what I would do. He is stupid though. Jeremy is going to be expecting it so unless he has something under his sleeve that we didn’t hear about we need to make sure we get in and out quick and we need to play this smart.” Brownsfield may plan to kill Jeremy but I’m going to get to him first.
“Doesn’t it seem like maybe this is just too easy?” Damon questions. He’s worried and he should be. It is too easy. I have a feeling that we are missing something. But no matter what, this is our chance. There won’t be another one that will give us such a big opening. Brownsfield is the distraction that we need and we need to be prepared.
“We may be missing something. Without having a video recorder or voice recorder in his office, we don’t have all the facts. We need to be prepared for the worst. I’ll give you a list of what you will need to bring with you. I’ll watch the video and see if I can find anything new. I’ll contact you in a week and if you hear of anything new let me know then.” Damon nods as he studies the blueprints once more.
“How long do we have before FBI charges the place?”
“Not long. Five minutes at most. We need to time it just right. I told my guy we are going in soon. He’s ready. His boys are alert and know what needs to be done. They will be busy taking down everyone in the house and around the perimeter. They know to let us pass with Sierra so you won’t have a problem there but it’s getting out of the house that will be the biggest issue.”
“Me? What about you?” Shit. He caught that.
“I will be staying inside keeping lookout for you and Sierra and then helping take down the enemy.”
“And what of Jeremy?” I give Damon a look that tells him exactly what will happen to Jeremy. “I see. I can’t blame you. Make him suffer.”
“Oh, I will.”
“So where is the little old lady?”
“Shopping. She heard I was having company and wanted to make something special for dinner. She assumes I have no friends.” I chuckle. I guess in a way she is right. Right now, I don’t have any one besides Damon. And once I resurrect myself I still may only have Damon, well unless I don’t make it out alive. But I’m going to be optimistic about this.
“Great. Guess I should make myself comfortable.” Leave it to Damon to act as if this house is his own. I never understood how he could do that. Me. I could never just walk into someone’s house and make myself at home. I guess I always had it in my head that I was never truly at home. That is, until I met Sierra and Damon’s family. They made me feel welcomed and insisted I make myself at home. I guess its fitting seeing as they eventually made me apart of their family.
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The next few days are spent making lists, writing letters, and tying up all loose ends just in case anything happens to me. I’m sure it seems as if I am preparing not to come out of this but in reality I am just preparing for all outcomes. After realizing that I nearly didn’t make it the last time, I know I am not invincible. I need to say my goodbyes the right way instead of leaving everyone with nothing.
I make sure to leave everything in a box for Lois in case I don’t return so she can send it out to those I love which are very few. Four to be exact. Damon, Sierra, and our parents need to know everything. How much I love them, how sorry I am, and just how great they were to me. I didn’t get to tell them the last time I almost lost my life and even though I’ve told them before this could be the last time I tell them.
I text Damon the list of supplies we need so he can gather everything before we head out to do one more recon mission. This time it’s to see how many guards are roaming the perimeter and the house on a normal day.
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Supply list-
*2 Bulletproof vests
*Guns 3 : one for your side, one to hide in your boot, and one to hide close to your chest.
*gun holsters (optional but you do need one for the gun close to your chest)
*Black clothes and boots
*knife: at least one in case you need it
Have all of this ready on the day we go in.
With everything on my end finished, it is time to watch the videos from Jeremy’s room and Sierra’s. Maybe he told her of his plan when it comes to his uncle or maybe he spoke on his phone telling someone his plan. It’s possible but highly unlikely.
Turning on my computer, I log into the server and set it to play from the beginning. It starts with me stepping away from where I placed the camera in Jeremy’s room, leaving when we left to check out the rooms down the hall. I fast forward seeing us leave through the balcony and Jeremy come in not long after and searching his room. When he looks out of the balcony door, I know he saw us. I am not sure if he knows who we are but this is a complication we didn’t need. I make a note of it and continue fast forwarding. Nothing interesting happens through most of the video that cou
ld help us figure out his plans for his uncle.
There was a part in the video however, that killed me to watch. It was wrong and I shouldn’t have watched it but I couldn’t help it. I pressed play and watched the whole thing play out as if it was in slow motion. Every touch that was given, every word that was uttered, and every moan that escaped her lips was like a dagger to my heart. I never thought that I could break. I always believed I was too far broken yet, as I sit here trying to quell the ache in my chest, I realize this is what it feels like to be truly broken. My heart shattered into tiny little pieces that I am sure will never be fixed.
As Sierra enjoyed every touch, taste, and thrust from Jeremy, I had a thought that maybe we shouldn’t rescue her. Maybe I should say this was an impossible mission and leave her where she obviously is happy. How could this be? How could she find any pleasure and happiness with a monster like Jeremy? It made no sense but as she climbed out of bed and smiled satisfied into Jeremy’s eyes I knew that I had lost her. She no longer loved and wanted me.
I can’t let Damon know of my findings. As much as it pains me to continue this mission and rescue Sierra when she seems so happy, I must do this for my family. They deserve to have her back even if I am no longer in her life after this. I will move on and live a life of emptiness but at least I will know I kept my promise to save her even if she didn’t want to be saved. I will never love another for the rest of my days and that is fine by me. I never expected to before any of this. It has always been Sierra and even with this new revelation, it will continue to always be Sierra who holds my shattered heart. I just will not be around to watch her life unfold as I had planned after that first night I made love to her.
Jeremy will pay for this. I have nothing left to lose. I’ve lost my life, the few friends I had, and my baby girl. There is nothing holding me back now. I don’t care where I go from here but he’s dead. I am even more determined now to kill him with my bare hands. How dare he take my baby girl from me, hurt her, manipulate her, and make her fall for him. I have to do this for me and for her. If I hadn’t been so stupid, I wouldn’t have lost her the first time. If I had dug a little deeper, I would have been able to prevent the second time I lost her. Because of my mistakes, I have lost her in every way possible. She wouldn’t have fallen for him if it weren't for me.
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