“Oh my god, his voice . . .” I sob, ruining my makeup as I rub my eyes. “He is fucking amazing. That’s it, I’m going to record this and send it in as an audition to The Voice.”
“He’s . . . wow,” Celina whispers, her eyes wide as saucers. “He is so talented.”
“And good-looking,” I say, nudging her with my shoulder. “And single.”
“Don’t you start,” she warns me, but when I look back at her, it’s not Rogue she’s looking at. It’s Knuckles.
Interesting.
I grin, my tears stopping, as I look around—all my loved ones, all here to celebrate with me. My heart is so full, and I don’t even know what to say. When the song finishes, we all clap and cheer, and Rogue steps aside as Ace takes the microphone.
“So I can’t sing,” Ace murmurs, making everyone laugh. “And I’m not much of a dancer either. But what I can do better than any other man is love Erin. So in front of all her close friends and family, I want to do this.”
He walks up to me, and gets down on one knee. “Erin Moretti, will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?”
I nod. “Of course I will.”
The crowd goes wild, cheering and clapping as Ace slides on a rock the size of my thumbnail. It’s a beautiful pear-shaped diamond, with a halo of diamonds around it, and it’s simply stunning.
“It’s beautiful,” I say, the tears returning.
“Don’t cry,” he whispers, kissing me.
“This is the best day of my life,” I tell him when he pulls away.
“So far,” he adds. “The best day of your life so far.”
Rogue starts to sing Ed Sheeran’s “Perfect,” and Ace and I slow dance together.
A more perfect night never existed.
When I walked through those doors and into the lives of all these men, I never thought something like this would happen. They put me through every emotion possible, but in the end, we became a family. We’re far from perfect, and we’re all going to butt heads now and again, but it doesn’t matter, because at the end of the day, they’d have my back in a second.
Carson Kendrick is the love of my life.
Our journey wasn’t an easy one, or a typical one, but I’d do anything and go through anything to get to the point where I am today.
Where I am right now, so adored, and engaged to the love of my life.
Engaged at twenty-two.
But what can I say?
Ace stole my heart.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
A big thank-you to my editor, Marla Daniels, and Gallery Books. I love every second of working with you.
Kimberly Brower, I’m so lucky to have you as my agent! Thank you for everything you do—we make such a great team and you truly go above and beyond.
Natalie Ram—Thank you for being the most versatile best friend ever, from helping me proofread to making me swag. I appreciate everything that is you. I know I can always count on you to have my back, or help me when I need you. I kind of adore you, and I don’t know how I survived before I had you by my side. You’re my one-woman army, and I love you heaps.
Rose Tawil—I really don’t know what I’d do without you. I can’t say thank you enough for all the work you put in to support my dreams, and you never ask for anything in return. You truly are one of the best people I’ve ever met. You also kick my ass whenever I need it. Love you infinity.
Arijana Karcic—Thank you for all that you do for me. You’ve been with me from the very beginning, and you just amaze me with your talent, kindness, and wit. You are one of a kind, Ari.
My sisters—I love you both. And I miss you both so much while you’re on your adventures overseas!
C—You came into my crazy life so unexpectedly, and now I don’t know what I’d do without you. You look after me when I burn myself out, take care of me, and bring so much fun and laughter into my life. I love you.
To my three sons, my biggest supporters, thank you for being so understanding, loving, and helpful. I’m so proud of the men you are all slowly becoming, and I love you all so very much.
Keep reading for a sneak peek of the next sizzling installment in The Cursed Ravens MC series
KNUCKLE DOWN
Coming Summer 2018 from Pocket Star Books!
1
CELINA
“Holy shit, Celina, I still can’t believe your article made the second page,” my best friend, Akeira, says, yelling into my ear. “I’m so proud of you! I’m going to frame it and put it on my wall.”
I hold the phone slightly farther away and smile. She probably would too; she’s always been my biggest supporter. As a journalist, making the first few pages of the newspaper is a huge deal, especially considering it’s my first time to do so. “Thank you. I’m pretty thrilled about it. But you don’t need to put an article about the high crime rate among the homeless on your fridge. That’s kind of depressing.”
“I don’t care, you wrote it,” she huffs. “Next time, it will be the front page, I just know it.”
“That’s the plan,” I sigh dreamily, before we say our good-byes. I’m more than determined to get my name on the front page one day; I just need to find a story worthy enough in my boss’s eyes to put me there. It’s not a matter of if but when. I will get there eventually. This is only the beginning of my career, and I’m determined to succeed and become the type of journalist who brings real issues to light.
“Well done, Celina,” Robert, my least favorite person and a senior editor, says as he wanders toward my desk.
“Thank you,” I reply, a little warily. Unlike my best friend, Robert isn’t one of my fans and is probably hating the fact that I’ve accomplished anything. “I’m really happy Tim chose to put it on page two,” I continue, rubbing it in a little. “I wasn’t expecting it.”
“Me either,” he admits, shrugging and sliding his hands into the pockets of his beige chinos. “Must’ve been a slow week. Don’t think you’ll get that lucky again. You’ll need something huge to break the cover, and I don’t think homelessness is going to do it. Keep dreaming though.”
He turns and leaves, too fast to hear me mutter the word asshole.
I do prefer to write about topics that can help our city, or at least let people know what is going on and how they can help, unlike Robert, who prefers celebrity gossip, or any kind of scandal. I know those kinds of things sell, but surely that isn’t all that everyone wants to read about with their morning coffee.
I pack up my desk, not letting my jerk of a colleague ruin my buzz, my mind wandering to tomorrow night for my cousin Erin’s birthday party. She’s chosen to have it at the Cursed Ravens MC clubhouse, where her boyfriend is a member. I haven’t met him yet, so I’m curious to see how that goes, and I have to admit, never in my life did I think I’d be walking through those infamous clubhouse doors. It actually is a dream opportunity. I’m going to walk into a place that not many will ever see the inside of, and those who will, will never disclose any information about it.
The public knows so little about the Cursed Ravens MC, and I know that if I wrote a story on them it would make the front page and leave Robert licking his wounds. I could find out about the parties they throw, what their clubhouse looks like, or even how many people belong to the MC. Whatever it was, people would eat it up. I wonder if they know they’re letting a journalist in?
I guess I will soon find out.
I slide out of my car, closing the door behind me and glancing around the busy parking lot. There are men standing out front near the gates asking everyone for their names before they allow people to drive through. It seems like a bit of overkill. I don’t know how many people Erin invited, but I know our whole family is coming. Maybe the security is so no one tries to gate-crash? I don’t pretend to know how motorcycle clubs run, but I wasn’t expecting this.
I pull on the hem of my favorite little black dress, sliding the strap of my Givenchy Pandora bag, the one Akeira bought me for my twenty-first birthday, over m
y bare shoulder. I’m about to text Erin to tell her I’m here when she rushes out the entrance doors, a big smile on her face, her blue eyes sparkling. And then her arms are around me, and her warm presence has me suddenly feeling at home even though that couldn’t be further from the truth. It’s been a few months since I’ve seen her, but, as always, it’s like we’ve never been apart. I guess that’s what is so special about family—no matter what, the love never changes.
“You look beautiful,” she says, hands on my cheeks. “Wearing your signature red lipstick, I see.”
“Did you expect anything else?” I ask, smiling. I happen to be fond of a bloodred lip, and she knows it. As she lets go of my cheeks, I open my bag and pull out a red-wrapped present, a black bow stuck to it. “Happy birthday, Erin.”
“Thank you,” she replies, taking the gift and eyeing it greedily. “I told you not to get me anything.”
“I know, but I couldn’t not,” I tell her, looking toward the clubhouse, a nervous energy flowing through my body. “And I know you secretly love getting presents,” I continue, as she leads me toward the entrance.
“This is true,” she responds, laughing softly. “And you always give the best gifts.”
“Hey, Erin, who is this?” A man asks, coming over to us before we get inside. He’s dressed in all black and has brown eyes with short dark hair.
“This is my cousin, Celina. Celina, this is Shack,” she says, nodding toward the man. “And, Shack, don’t even think about it.”
“Why not?” he asks, smirking. His eyes return to me. “Nice to meet you, Celina.”
“You too,” I call back as Erin drags me inside.
I eat the place up.
I take in every detail, unable to stop myself from going into journalist mode. We walk down a small hallway and into a spacious room that must be their living area. It’s been turned into a makeshift stage, dressed up with decorations, balloons, signs, and ribbons, and is filled with leather-clad men. It’s surprisingly . . . normal. It just looks like someone’s house. Not a place I would think bikers hang out and live.
“What do you think?” Erin asks, taking in the room with me just as a tall, handsome man approaches us. His eyes are zeroed in on my baby cousin.
“It’s perfect,” I tell her as the man stops in front of us, turning his attention to me.
“You must be Celina,” he murmurs, offering me his hand. “I’m Ace. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
I take his hand and smile up at him. “Nice to meet you too, Ace.”
While I’ve heard a lot about Ace during my phone call catch-ups with Erin, meeting him is a whole different story. With his light gray eyes and light hair, I can see why Erin is so taken. He’s extremely good-looking, but also has a Don’t fuck with me or you’ll regret it vibe that any woman would find appealing. But I can instantly see how much he adores Erin—the way he looks at her with such love and devotion. The two of them make a stunning couple.
“Isn’t he dreamy?” Erin asks, checking out her man. “Seriously, who knew they made them like this in real life?”
Ace chuckles and pulls Erin into his arms. “Can I get either of you a drink?”
“We’d love one,” Erin replies. Ace kisses the top of her head and heads to the bar.
“That was a bit cute,” I tell her, arching a brow. “I can see why you’re so smitten.”
“I don’t know how it all happened, but here I am,” she says, puffing out a breath. “And I’m so happy you got to meet him. It was so weird that he hadn’t met you when you mean so much to me.”
Erin and I have always been close, and I consider her one of my favorite people in the world. I love seeing her so happy, especially after everything she’s been through recently. From finding out that her mother—my aunt Louise—never told her that Brock, the man who raised her as his own, wasn’t Erin’s real father, to the fact that her biological father is actually the president of a motorcycle club, she’s had a rough go of it this year. None of us knew the truth. At least I sure as hell didn’t. My father, Louise’s older brother, also denies knowing the truth. I can’t deny being shocked, finding out that straitlaced Aunt Louise once dated a badass biker guy—but hey, it’s always the ones you least suspect.
“You must be the cousin,” a man with blond hair and blue eyes interrupts as he appears next to us. “I see beauty runs in the family.”
“The cousin has a name,” I reply, my hand going to my hip, a smirk playing on my lips.
Erin nudges me with her arm. “Celina, this is Rogue. Rogue, Celina.”
“She does have a name. And a beautiful one at that. About time I officially meet you, Celina,” he says, shaking my hand, blue eyes pinned on me. “Erin’s been going on about you all day.”
“It’s not every day you bring your family to a biker clubhouse.” She shrugs, not ashamed by the fact. “I’ve been excited all month, counting down.”
“I know,” Rogue replies in a dry tone. He looks at me. “She sends out email notifications reminding us, and with a checklist of shit we have to do. Do you get those too? Or are we the only unlucky ones?”
“Oh, I get them all right,” I tell him with a short laugh. “I’ve been getting them since she got her first phone when she was twelve. I believe the first one I received was a wish list for her birthday, and the number one thing she wanted was a puppy.”
He winces, but I don’t miss the amusement in his gaze. He cares about Erin, and to be honest it’s kind of hard not to. She’s just one of those people you instantly adore.
“Ahh, shit. I’m gonna go save Erin’s mom from Shack,” he murmurs, touching my shoulder briefly and saying, “It was nice to meet you.”
“You too,” I reply, watching him rush over to Aunt Louise, who looks extremely uncomfortable with Shack next to her. I almost want to laugh, but I don’t, because if she sees me she will probably kick my butt. I bring my attention back to Erin, who has a wide smile on her face, looking at a man onstage who is setting up a microphone.
“That’s Gage. My father,” she says with pride, pointing to him.
I’ve never seen her so content, and she truly looks like this is where she belongs. She’s so comfortable around everyone here, and she can’t stop beaming, happiness just radiates out of her.
Home is where your heart is, I guess.
“I can’t believe your mom actually came,” I say, eyes still on her, Shack, and Rogue. “And where is Brock?”
“He’s getting a drink,” Erin replies, bringing her eyes back to me. “And I’m surprised too, but she’s really trying to mend things between us.”
“That’s good.” I nod, knowing how hurt Erin was because of her mother’s lies. “You’re a good daughter, Erin.”
“I don’t know about that,” she mutters, threading her arm through mine. “But I’m trying. I want everyone to get along, you know? Everyone has played a role in my life, which got me where I am today and made me who I am.”
“Me included?” I tease.
“You especially,” she exclaims, nudging my shoulder. “You’ve always been there, Celina, and even better than that, you’ve always been on my side. Loyal. Trustworthy. Honest. You can’t ask for more than that. The men here go on about loyalty, but I’ve already had that my whole life, from you.”
“Ahh, come on, don’t make me get all emotional,” I tell her, softening. “This is meant to be a party.”
She rolls her eyes at me. “Pretend to be a hard-ass all you want, Celina, but I know you. You’re kind, generous, loving, and, inside, soft as a motherfucking marshmallow, although for some reason, you pretend not to be.”
I tilt my head to the side and flash her an unimpressed look.
“But you know what? That’s a good thing, because not everyone deserves your sweet side. I know why you protect yourself; I understand it, and I don’t want to see you hurt either, so I’m glad that wall is there,” she continues, glancing up at me with a gentle look in her blue eyes. “I’m so h
appy you came tonight.”
“I wouldn’t miss it for the world,” I tell her honestly. “Even if it comes with a deep and meaningful explanation about why I’m so closed off.”
She simply grins, and I turn my head as another man appears in front of us.
“There you are,” she says to the bearded man fondly. “I was looking for you.”
“I was doing a boundary check,” he informs her.
“Celina, this is my bestie, Knuckles,” she introduces us, and as soon as I lock eyes with the man in front of me, I can’t seem to look away. He’s tall, much taller than my five foot six, and I have to lift my face to see his brown eyes.
“Bestie?” I ask with an arched brow, amused at Erin calling such a big, burly man something so girly, but the man before me nods.
“I’ve claimed that title apparently. And you’re Erin’s cousin? I’ve heard about you,” he murmurs, offering me his hand, which I take while eyeing the tattoo of a Viking’s face on his thumb before bringing my gaze back to his eyes, which are locked on me. I take in his shaved head, scruffy beard, and full lips and realize why I’ve never dated a man like this before.
He has heartbreaker written all over him.
“I am, yes,” I say, glancing down at my baby cousin. “And I can only imagine the things she’s said about me.”
Erin starts to laugh. “Don’t worry, I haven’t told them all our secrets.”
I smile and shake my head, pulling my hand from his. The way he gently held mine in his rough one sent a weird feeling through my body, and I have the sudden urge to step away from him and clear my head.
Ace returns with our drinks, which I greedily accept, suddenly feeling a little overwhelmed with all these huge bikers around me. It’s a lot to take in.
They are a lot to take in.
I’ve been around powerful men before, but mainly the professional kind. These men have a whole different vibe about them. We all chat for a little, and it’s not long before I find my glass empty.
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