She turned and shot him a glare infused with all her pent-up fury. She lowered her voice in warning, “Touch me again, David Prescott, and I’ll break your fingers. Now go away.”
His face registered surprise, she stared him down until he shrugged and walked off. She retreated inside her room and bolted the door with shaking hands.
Hours later she woke with an indefinable sense of dread. Nightmares lurked close when she dozed, so she tried to stay awake. She didn’t remember surrendering to fatigue.
Face shoved down, his fist yanking her hair by the roots. Blood dripping onto shapes of jagged glass. The eerie burn-chill of flayed flesh, the searing shock of glass cutting her skin. Her shoulders shaking from the rhythmic force of the blows on her back, her vision blurred and sideways. Snarled curses — You ungrateful whore!
Sophia sat up in bed, a metallic tang in her mouth; she had bitten the inside of her cheek. If she had not awakened just now, she would have relived the moment her father burst through the door of the hothouse and shot her dog in the head. He had died in her arms, his blood cooling on her hands. Killed for rescuing her from being brutally raped by Lowdry, her father’s sycophant. She had been punished for defying him.
The scars across her back and forearms itched and burned, a reminder of what awaited her should she fail in her disguise.
How had she come to this — living in fear?
She clenched her jaw and rekindled her anger — that she could manage. Anger forged her onward but grief was debilitating. She allowed herself to succumb to it only a few times per year, and she had already spent her allotments for 1867.
• • •
Wilhelm took this way every morning at daybreak. Nine years in the army, rising with the cock’s crow, had beaten the decadence out of him. Today the eastward trade wind brought clean, briny smells from the sea. He walked along the trail and noticed fresh pine and blossoms on the breeze — good, the last frost had passed then. The birds were restless, but they didn’t cry in alarm. No danger, but someone else was in the forest. His forest.
Ahead on the trail Wilhelm heard a woman’s clear soprano rising and falling in a familiar Spanish melody. The purity of tone and grace of inflection made his chest constrict, an odd feeling. He slipped into the brush, circled the trail, and saw her.
The woman sat against a fallen log on the side of the footpath. Her hat lay discarded on the ground, and her waist-length hair hung free, twirling in the breeze as she sang. His own dog lay in her lap, as though she was his owner.
Wilhelm was held in place by a force he could not oppose, alternately praying the siren would stop luring him and hoping she never would. Who is she? Why do I know this music? And why the hell am I spying on a lady?
The woman either forgot the rest or lost interest, absently humming the melody. She wound endless waves of glossy jet hair into a tight knot, the strands glinting blue and red in the sunlight until a disappointing gray felt hat covered her head. His eyes followed every movement as she fastened the buttons of her plain cotton blouse, hiding the pleated lace edging of what appeared to be very fine Parisian lingerie, dyed the color of a ripe peach.
Heaven help him, her bare legs! Such delicate lines, long and willowy. Hypnotizing, the iridescent sheen of her skin where the sunlight reflected on it. He must have crept closer but didn’t recall doing so. He swallowed to avoid echoing her sigh as she rolled stockings up her thighs and tied the garter ribbons. He saw the hem of her translucent peach shift. Very short. Edged in rose-shaped lace that teased over her legs, flaying him alive with an almost view of the skin beneath. His mouth went dry.
She turned in his direction to scan the trail, and his breath stalled as her gaze passed over his hiding place. She was quite possibly the most exquisite woman he had ever seen. Not because of the near-perfect symmetry of her features, but the fire burning in her eyes: intelligence, sorrow, secrets, strength. And oh, how he detested the longing it gave him.
Over her naughty underwear, she was dressed like a domestic, but she betrayed a straight, proud posture bred through generations of nobility, and she moved with the grace of a dancer. Flamenco in wool.
Ridiculous, what he was doing. Inexcusable. Wilhelm Montegue, Earl of Devon, crouched in the bushes and peering out like a satyr. He hated this familiar wash of loathing for himself; it followed every instance of shattered self-control. Still he watched.
He knew he was a slave to the unnatural forces in his brain. He was insane, more or less, but most mad people didn’t know it, while he was entirely aware of his lunacy.
The doctors called it a disorder, the poets called it obsession, but he was helpless when provoked. An ivory-obsidian chess set, the scent of ancient parchment, the facets of a crystal: all his captors for hours on end, enslaving him to fascination. It was what made him memorize texts, invent formulaic equations, compose music … . Never before had a human caused it. This was very bad.
She walked away down the trail, and it seemed she took the forces of nature with her. He watched until she disappeared, leaving him bereft and feeling every bit the damned fool.
At any rate, he was not a cad, lusting after whatever woman crossed his path. Just now he had been sidetracked by an uncommon specimen, as he would be interested in a rare species of bright-plumed bird. It was merely scientific interest. He went straight for the library to clear his head with a tedious book on politics and a strong mix of drink.
Chapter 3
Why One Must Always Remember One’s Lamp At Night
Wilhelm watched from the shadow of a velvet drapery, peering over the railing one floor above her. He was stunned to recognize her, the siren woman with the golden voice and French underwear who made him so angry. Here she was, polishing his baseboards. He stood transfixed, heart hammering as he warred with himself, abhorring the power a strange woman had over him.
She paused as she reached a doorway, looked down the endless line of scuffed and dusty baseboard, and bowed her head as she sighed. She still had over a hundred yards of trim to clean, not counting the fluting around the seven remaining doorways. That meant one-hundred-ninety-seven more yards. And that was only one side of the passageway. She would be at it all week.
She tried to uncurl her hands from the handle of the brush, and he wanted to groan, watching her wince and straighten her stiff fingers. Elegant, slender fingers, not gnarled and callused. Clearly she was not accustomed to manual labor.
He hated seeing her on her knees. He could see straight down her bodice, for one thing. Wilhelm gripped the railing, unable to look away, on the verge of charging down the stairs.
Would he toss her out the door or carry her upstairs to his bed?
He was halfway down the first staircase when a footman passed the woman, and with a muttered taunting, yanked her cap off, grabbing her hair with it. Hairpins clattered to the floor and her chignon unraveled. The force knocked her against the doorway. She hissed an oath at the man, which Wilhelm could not make out because he was running.
Wilhelm became aware of the pair of hands around the footman’s neck. He recognized the scars and the pattern of tawny hair across the wrists and could not deny they belonged to himself. Watery blue eyes stared back at him in a face flushing from red to violet. A tug on his sleeve and the distressed chiming of a treble voice pierced the haze in his mind.
He was strangling his footman. He eased his grip and lowered the fainting man to the floor. He concentrated on breathing in and out. His blood pumped hot, his heart pounded a war chant. With great effort he cleared his head, convincing himself temperance, not vengeance, was the order of the day.
“What have you done?” she gasped and retreated a step. Her eyes darted between the unconscious footman and Wilhelm, clearly wondering which presented the greater threat.
“Did you kill him?”
Wilhelm shook his head once, aware he had just made a lunatic of himself. He simply must wrestle himself under control.
“He will wake in a few minutes.
And then he will be thrown out on his ear.”
“Oh, no! Sir, do not report the man, if you please.”
“I witnessed his insult to you, an unpardonable trespass.” She obviously didn’t know who he was. Out of some unfathomable desire not to alienate her, Wilhelm played along. “Lord Devon tolerates no misbehavior among his staff.”
“Indeed. However, I wish to avoid unpleasantness.” Such an enchanting, musical tone of voice. Perfectly genteel inflection.
He betrayed a hint of appreciation in his look. “I will see to it you are spared any unpleasantness.”
Oh yes, she understood, and he was pleased with the blush creeping over her cheeks and across her lovely collarbones. The small victory gave him a rush of pleasure; she unmanned him, but at least he could affect her in return.
“I thank you, sir, but — ”
Wilhelm nudged the idiot with his boot. “The man sank his career the moment he laid a hand on you.” He pinned her with his gaze. “Now kindly divulge the names of the others who have insulted you. Again I assure your amnesty.”
Her breath sped, and if he read her correctly, she reacted with anger. So he assumed right — other men had been harassing her.
“At the risk of abetting murder, I respectfully decline. Sir.” She tacked on the honorific, clearly as an afterthought. Housemaid, bollocks. An irresistible puzzle.
“Then you do not deny being accosted by the male staff here.”
She closed her eyes as she sighed. An imperious gesture, as though he was the one trying her patience. “I am unharmed, and I think it best to maintain the harmony.”
“Lord Devon would take exception, I assure you, Missus … .”
She smiled flatly in a clear refusal to reveal her name. “Lord Devon manages his affairs as he sees fit, I assure you. Sir.”
“And I assure you, Madam, he will be most displeased to hear of the situation. What I cannot understand is why an otherwise circumspect Mrs. Abbott hired you as a housemaid.”
She narrowed her eyes. “I beg your pardon?”
“I thought there was a universal law that the female domestic help must be either homely or matronly, preferably both. The males are supposed to be hale and handsome, since it is women who oversee the hiring in a household.” Wilhelm bit back a smile at her cocked eyebrow. “You cannot be unaware you appear as conspicuous as a peacock in a henhouse.”
Her eyes shuttered at his compliment, and he was all the more fascinated that she did not seem pleased to hear pretty words spoken to her. What beautiful woman did not want adulation?
“Have I reasoned amiss, madam?”
“I merely wonder at your concern for Lord Devon’s domestic affairs, Mister — ” she trailed, fishing for his name.
“I prefer to follow your example of evasion, madam.”
“Very reasonable. In that spirit of elusiveness, I shall now fade into the scenery as I ought. Good day.”
She turned to escape, and he said lazily, “In theory, that dynamic functions properly between master and servant, but not if the latter is more masterpiece than background.” He loaded his expression with innuendo, and fire snapped in her autumn-hazel eyes. Finally, a crack in her prim façade.
She turned and closed the space between them in dance-like strides. “Sir. Neither your wealth nor station grants you such license. Your flattery, however amusing, does you no credit. Kindly desist. Sir.”
The sport was over. He watched her carefully, her wide eyes and quick breaths. “I have scared you. I apologize.”
They locked gazes, and — there it was. A softening of her eyes, the flush of her skin. The unmistakable force like magnetism warming the space between them: attraction. Hope unfurled in his heart.
She hardly noticed when he touched her, which meant she had already allowed the intimacy in her mind. He angled his shoulders to shield her from view, and a small movement brought his hand to cradle her elbow. He brushed down her forearm, holding her captive with his gaze. Subdued by the contact, she let him slowly rub over the delicate muscles in her arm, tight with strain from her labor. Her eyelids fluttered, fighting the urge to close. He was careful to convey comfort in his touch, adopting the utter stillness necessary to coax a spooked horse.
Wilhelm used a soothing tone. “This is a peaceful place. I vow you have nothing to fear. And you may keep your secrets, madam.” He brushed the underside of her wrist with his thumb as he said secrets.
He released her and stepped away, and he knew the moment she realized she had allowed a strange man to caress her arm, neither of them gloved. He gave her a shallow bow and retreated before she could work herself up over it. He savored the warm pleasure of victory as he strode away, a sensation far more pleasing than his usual cognac-induced stupor. Intoxicating.
• • •
Sophia could not bring herself to use the old copper hip bath in the kitchen. The very thought made her ill, thanks to the memory of drowned mites floating on the surface of congealed brown-colored suds after the gardeners used it. She would rather make the full-day journey to Bath for the public bathhouses, but she had a day off only every Thursday — too long to wait.
Twice she had brought soap and a bundle of fresh clothes to a secluded inlet of the nearby stream, but never managed to disrobe. She could stand the cold water but not the feeling of vulnerability, afraid of being watched.
An unfounded fear, since the groomsmen and footmen had mysteriously begun treating her like Saint Mary. It began the same day that horrible, fascinating gentleman with the hypnotic steel-grey eyes nearly strangled the footman. Apparently he had reported her plight to Lord Devon, who had taken it seriously. Clearly he had struck the fear of God in his men, because Sheba herself could not ask for more solicitous, groveling treatment. It was a blessed relief. Still, she could not quite bring herself to bathe in the stream.
Every day in her quarters she washed as best she could with a basin and rag while looking out the small window at the bathhouse. It seemed to beckon her with the promise of relief. The master’s sanctuary, reportedly an Italian marble masterpiece built over natural springs. Steaming hot water.
Still four days until her free Thursday. The chambermaid helping Sophia fold sheets put her nose to the fabric and complained, “I’m wonderin’ if this didn’t quite wash clean. I smell somethin’ sour, you know.”
Sophia finally gave in.
She waited past midnight and stole out the east service door. The dogs came to her at once but didn’t bark when they recognized her. She greeted them with a few quiet words, and they escorted her, trotting alongside her in the dark to the bathhouse door.
No light shone from the windows, so she went inside. Sophia left her clothes on a bench near the door. She wound her way around the columns and partitions, treading carefully on the steam-slicked tile, following the luxurious sound of water bubbling in pools.
• • •
Wilhelm leaned his head back on a rolled towel and stretched out his legs, soaking in his favorite spot in the bathhouse, facing the window high on the wall where he could watch the moon. This evening the air outside was so cool and the water inside so warm it created a mist that obscured his view. The water relaxed his muscles and soothed his old battle injuries. He twisted his shoulder where it ached, sore from the long day’s ride on horseback. The heat worked its magic and his eyes slid closed.
The nerves on the back of his neck tingled — something was amiss. He opened his eyes and listened in vain for a long moment, then let himself tentatively relax. He was half-asleep and listening to the water rushing though the pools when he felt a set of toes on his thigh, then the soft flesh of ankles brushing his knees. He shouted in surprise the same moment another voice cried out in shrill soprano.
Hot water stung his eyes as he slipped, lost his balance and dunked under the water. His foot struck her sideways in the belly, and they tangled as she doubled over. Wilhelm thought he might pass out, overwhelmed by the indecent battle of twined limbs. In the cha
os he became aware of her panic. Her being the woman Mrs. Abbott had said was Rosalie Cooper, his housemaid, whom he would recognize anywhere by her fruit-and-spice scent alone.
She thrashed like a hellcat when all he meant to do was grip her by the elbows and pull her out of the water. That is, as soon as he could pry her knee from his left buttock and dislodge her elbow from his aching ribs. He picked her up by the tops of her arms and set her on the edge of the pool, then dove backward out of the way as she flailed and scratched, snarling curses.
He shook his head, his face burning from the heat. In the weak moonlight he saw a streak of pale skin disappear through the thick steam and a flash of long dark hair. The uninvited vision paraded behind his closed eyes, wreaking havoc on both his mind and body. With great effort he slowed his breath and calmed his erratic pulse.
He heard a feminine squeal, then a sickening thud that meant Rosalie had slipped on the slick floor and collided with something. He heard her flesh slap the ground. A low-pitched crash echoed along the floor. He was already out of the pool and dashing to her aid before he heard her pitiful groaning.
He tensed to leap over the toppled marble statue lodged diagonally between two columns, relieved to find she wasn’t trapped beneath it.
She shot her hand out at him and spat, “Stop! You fiend! Get away from me!” She instinctively flinched at his outstretched hand; she gathered her limbs at her sides, protecting herself from a blow that wasn’t going to land.
Wilhelm twitched uncomfortably, averting his eyes and stepping back as she requested, but it went against his every instinct to stand by while she struggled to rise. Her legs shook from stunned nerves, and her lungs failed to draw in the air she needed to recover herself; she was injured, she needed help. Without permission his feet carried him forward.
“Don’t touch me!” She panicked again, and he understood it was worse if she perceived him as a threat. She hurled a white piece of the statue that had broken off in her hand; he guessed she had grabbed it as she tried to break her fall. He narrowly dodged the missile.
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