MALICE (A HOUNDS OF HELL MOTORCYCLE CLUB ROMANCE)

by Nikki Wild

“Don’t you run from me,” I growled after her, but it was too late.

  Fuck. Why?

  What was the point of THAT?

  Angrily, I threw my bedroom TV remote across the room. It broke apart against the wall, clattering uselessly to the floor as the batteries bounced away.

  I glared at the television screen.

  Two middle-aged bitches were fighting, and it kept cutting away to the overacted, stunned faces of a few people nearby – probably family members or friends.

  There isn’t even anything decent on.

  My ears pricked. I could hear a slight shuffle of her at the bottom of the stairs, and then silence permeated the house.

  She’ll be back, I told myself angrily.

  An hour passed without her return, and I decided to swallow my pride and walk back downstairs. As I descended the landing and flicked on a tableside lamp, I spotted Angel – curled up alone on the couch.

  The size of my sectional only seemed to make her look even smaller, and for the first time since our argument I felt a pang of remorse.

  “What are you doing down here?” I asked her.

  “Leave me alone.”

  I gazed towards the staircase. Up there was nothing but a wasted night without her company.

  “Yeah…that’s not going to happen.”

  Her shoulders bounced slightly, and as I approached her, she turned away.

  I realized then that she had been crying.

  “What was all of that, upstairs?” I asked her. “Where did any of that come from?”

  Angel sniffled, still facing into the couch. She murmured something, but her positioning muffled the response.

  “You’re going to have to try and run that one past me again,” I informed her. “Perhaps this time, you could face me. It would certainly help with the hearing.”

  Angel reluctantly switched positions, rolling over to face me.

  “I said, ‘You’re going to get rid of me.’”

  I was almost furious.

  Livid, that she would dare question me.

  That she’d question my trust, my judgment.

  But I could see Angel clearly, in that moment.

  She wasn’t an insolent brat, begging for attention or throwing some sort of bullshit pity party.

  She was scared.

  “You don’t understand what this does to someone like me,” she clarified, studying my face as I relaxed. “You just swooped into my life and pulled me away from everything I hated. I never thought I’d really get out of there, away from that shithole town in the middle of nowhere…but then you came along.”

  “You’re afraid,” I observed gently. “You’re scared that this will end, and you’ll wake up in that little room behind the bar.”

  “This can’t be real, none of this,” she whimpered. “I can’t let myself believe it for a minute. When I do – when I give myself into it – it’s all going to leave me.”

  “Angel,” I whispered tenderly.

  “No,” she insisted, sitting up on the couch and rubbing her eyes. “You’ll get bored of me, or you’ll die, or something else will happen, and then I’ll have to go back to that horrible place…”

  “Angel,” I insisted, sitting down next to her.

  She looked at me, her eyes still moist with tears and fears. I brushed a knuckle lightly against her cheek, sliding the wetness away.

  “Let me tell you a story,” I whispered to her. “This rockstar gig, it’s only been going well for the last couple years. Before that, we were playing basements and bars. Places lot like the one you used to work at… But we kept at it. We worked hard. The four of us would pile up five grand worth of equipment into a five hundred dollar van to drive fifty miles to make fifty bucks..”

  Angel watched me carefully as I spoke.

  “And when this thing finally took off…it changed us, that’s for sure. My band, they were never as self-entitled as they are now. That bassist, he’s the good one…Waylon and Dylan, those two are trouble… But me? I’m still driving around in that van, wondering when the party’s gonna end.”

  I took a second to stare into her eyes, letting my words sink in.

  “Maybe this ends tomorrow. Maybe it lasts forever. Maybe we’ll turn into these rock legends like the kind we played with at RipFest. Or maybe not. Who knows? But I know that fear. I know what it’s like to never know what the next day is going to bring. It’s going to be work, but you and I…we can make this happen.”

  She leaned against my shoulder, listening to my words and stifling her tears.

  “Angel…you’re staying,” I told her firmly. “I will find a way to convince you that you’re here for good…but tonight, you have to trust me. Can you do that?”

  She quietly nodded.

  “That’s right…just believe in me, in us.”

  “Why, though?” She asked. “Why me?”

  “Because I feel something different with you, Angel,” I told her. “If that’s not good enough for you…you’re the first girl who’s seen the inside of this place.”

  She glanced around, clearly taken aback by the remark. “Seriously?”

  “Like a heart attack… I’m glad you’re here, Angel.”

  “Me too,” she whispered, her face finally breaking into a smile.

  “That’s right. That’s the girl I like so much,” I told her, tracing her smile with my knuckle. “Now, why don’t you say we get upstairs and relax for the night?”

  I took her by the hand, and we slipped back upstairs to my bedroom. When we crawled back into bed, maybe for the first time, we didn’t fuck like rabbits.

  We lay there, holding each other, until sleep finally claimed us together.

  It just felt right.

  Twenty-Two

  Angel

  I woke up the following morning in Trent’s arms. For a moment, I didn’t recognize where I was, but it all started to finally come back to me. He was happily snoring away, and I smiled and just watching him from a few inches away.

  He finally opened his eyes a few minutes later, returning my smile with his own confident, cocky grin.

  “You hungry?” He asked.

  “Little bit.”

  Trent nuzzled me closer, stretching his arms out with a yawn and letting them pull me tighter against his body. He rested on his back, and I slid into position against his chest.

  I could feel his morning wood against me, and I wondered how his cock could stay this hard and rigid all the freaking time.

  “We don’t really have much,” he mentioned, staring up at the ceiling. “We need to take one hell of a shopping trip.”

  I nodded.

  He lifted my chin and tried to kiss me, but I pressed a finger against his lips.

  “Mm-mm,” I shook my head.

  “What? What’s the matter?”

  I turned away. “I’m a dragon in the mornings.”

  It took Trent a second, but he realized what I was saying. With a mischievous growl, he pulled my face close anyway, tugging me into a loving kiss.

  “Eh, fuck dragon breath,” he laughed.

  My hand brushed his weapon, and his chuckles faded away to hungry, monstrous need.

  “Nuh-uh,” I coyly commanded, watching him carefully with raised eyebrows and a slightly open grin. “You’re going to be good if you want this taken care of…”

  I began to stroke him slowly.

  He started to move forward, but I stopped.

  “No…you want this, you’re listening to me…”

  He growled hungrily, his eyes red-hot with pulsating need that stretched all the way down to the hammering, throbbing vein of his cock.

  “That’s right,” I murmured, stroking him harder now. “You just lay back and let me take care of you…”

  I lowered my lips to his weapon…

  An hour later, we were freshly showered – together, of course – and in his Dodge Viper convertible. As he zipped in and out of traffic with the top down, we sailed along towards downtown.<
br />
  After phoning in an order directly to the manager, we stopped in for breakfast at a small French café. Trent pulled a baseball cap and a pair of sunglasses on, and we took our seat outside in the patio area.

  A waitress brought us our food, smiling knowingly.

  “Is that really necessary?” I asked him.

  He flashed a small, cocky grin.

  “Act like you know me,” he chuckled. “The paparazzi just love a random sighting on the streets, either from a cell phone pic or their own cameras. And I have a reputation for being…somewhat private.”

  “Can’t see where anyone would get that impression,” I remarked as I took a bite out of a delicious, buttery croissant.

  “One wrong move, one word out of context, and I could be sitting on a scandal that might burn me alive,” Trent replied. “My band is a bit of an anomaly in the pop world these days, and the others have been getting into the wrong kind of attention. Public intoxication. Caught on camera with a girl and a hotel room balcony. Shit like that.”

  “And you’re spotless.”

  “I’m a disaster waiting to happen,” Trent laughed. “I could fall into a serious heap of trouble. Last thing I want to do is that…anything that would jeopardize their livelihoods. So, I try to keep clean in public. Now, within the safety of my own home…”

  “You get filthy,” I replied knowingly.

  “With the proper company, definitely.”

  I sipped from my coffee, dwelling on this.

  “You’re sweeter than people think.”

  “You wanna run that one past me again?” He tilted his head, crossing his arms and smiling cockily at me.

  “No, I mean it,” I insisted. “That night that I watched you perform, I saw how you stepped down at the end to let them all have the spotlight alone. And you’re careful in public because you’re the most prominent member of the group, right? So if they get into some small trouble, that’s just the guitarist or the drummer getting up to mischief. But if it’s you, then the paparazzi might have something juicy to seriously impact your band members.”

  “Well…yeah,” he sheepishly admitted. “Honestly, I’ve never been the type to look out for number one. When I rise and reap the rewards, I take care of my own. I’m fine being Team Grandpa so that they can get up to trouble that doesn’t directly hurt the rest of us.”

  I nodded as I took another bite.

  He can be a cocky bastard…

  Possessive, dominating, quick to anger…

  But he can also be a seriously upstanding man.

  “And people say men are simple,” I smiled.

  “People are wrong,” he grinned back, a toothy, cocky grin stretching across his face.

  After breakfast was over, we headed further into town on the rest of our trip. The sun was high in the sky as he took me straight to a few luxury-clothing stores.

  As he followed me inside, I turned quizzically.

  “You’re coming in? I couldn’t imagine that watching me try on outfits all afternoon is going to be terribly exciting. Anything in town you need to do?”

  Trent smiled wickedly, his cap and glasses still on.

  “Seriously? There’s nothing I’d rather do than watch you try on all sorts of sexy little outfits for me.”

  And so the afternoon went on.

  I piled up on clothes, always being careful to pick only a couple of things. It was only at his insistence that I stopped bugging out at the price tags.

  As I continued being modest, he shook his head and snatched a few tops, shorts, or leggings off of racks and added them to my arms. When it came time to try everything on, the garments he had chosen looked great on me – and they were even the right size.

  He certainly had a good eye.

  I’d always been way more jeans and a tee than cute sundress, but I had to admit that I liked how these outfits hung on my body. It was something special to see myself change under the mirror to someone who could embrace who I was, rather than improvise with thrift store jeans and old shirts from years ago.

  I poked out from the dressing room, doing a slight twirl for him in a silky black dress he’d plucked from a rack.

  “How do I look?”

  “Positively ravishing,” he nodded. “I’d tear into you right here and now if I could.”

  I could feel myself blush a little.

  I still wasn’t used to so much attention.

  “He’s right,” a passing attendant commented. “That’s a fantastic look for you. Although…I would prefer that you didn’t do that in my store.”

  Trent and I shared a smile, and the attendant started to walk away before she paused, peering at him closely. Recognition flashed across her face, all of a sudden.

  “You’re…Trent Masters?”

  Trent instantly looked displeased, glancing over at her from beneath the concealment of his glasses and hat.

  “I’m very surprised you noticed me.”

  “It’s the voice,” she smiled. “Although you always wear the same hat and glasses everywhere, so you kind of stick out.”

  He grumbled, and I stifled a laugh.

  “It’s a huge pleasure to meet you. I’m Jamie – I’m a really big fan of your band! I just love Extra Kings from your EP!”

  I disappeared back into my dressing room as they briefly chatted, although Trent looked highly uncomfortable to have been spotted.

  I went ahead and redressed in my street clothes, packed everything up, and stepped back outside.

  He turned and rose to smile at me, but I spotted the attendant a short distance away. She was trying to inconspicuously snap a smartphone picture of us.

  “Wait… that girl…”

  Trent followed my line of sight, and caught her fumbling to hide the phone. Angrily, he stomped over towards her and held his hand out.

  “Phone. Now.”

  She looked like a deer, caught in headlights.

  “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

  “I saw you,” he explained. “She saw you. Delete whatever pictures you just took of us, right this fucking minute...or I’m finding the number to your district manager.”

  “Okay, fine, fine, calm down,” she muttered self-importantly, pulling her phone back out. She swiped to her photos app and showed us the pictures.

  It was four or five shots of him sitting there, and then one of me coming out and him standing. His hat had slipped a little, exposing enough of his hair to reasonably identify him.

  “Delete them,” he growled.

  “Maybe I don’t want to,” she insisted suddenly.

  He whipped his glasses off, glaring down into her eyes. I could see her visibly shrink under his fiery gaze.

  “Delete them right this fucking minute, or I’ll have your goddamn job in under five minutes,” he glowered. “You had one chance to meet your idol, as you so put it a few minutes ago, and you royally fucked it up. Now I know who you are, and I’m pissed.

  “So, delete those fucking pictures in front of me or, so help me god, I will show you why you never want to meet your heroes.”

  Her lower lip trembled.

  The poor girl looked like she was about to break down into a heaving fit of tears.

  Instead, with trembling hands, she deleted the pictures in front of us.

  “Good,” he finally whispered. “The worst part was, I was gonna hook you up with some backstage passes for the next tour. But now? Fuck it, and fuck you.”

  She was still standing there, speechlessly, as we strolled towards the nearest counter. As I walked quickly beside him, holding what was probably thousands of dollars in clothes, Trent slipped his glasses back on without a single word.

  Twenty-Three

  Trent

  My father used to say there’s no rest for the wicked. That’s primarily because it was true.

  And I was plenty wicked.

  Not even a full two days after being back home, I had to disappear off to make a press appearance with the rest o
f the band. We were going to be interviewed and placed in a bit part for an upcoming summer film.

  Apparently, the director was a big fan.

  He’d written this scene where we were performing onstage at a concert for the protagonists. We were more a set piece than anything, but even I couldn’t turn down the opportunity.

  I hated the idea of dragging Angel along, though. After all, she’d been trapped in the back of a bus for the tail end of our nation-wide tour.

  I felt she could probably use the rest.

  When I pitched this promo to her, she agreed.

  “It’s only a couple of days, right? Would it be okay if I just relax down here? Go have fun, and I’ll be waiting for you when you come back…”

  “I’ll hold you to that,” I smiled wickedly, climbing across the couch to kiss her deeply.

  But I had to get my rest that night, since I was hopping a plane at 4 in the fucking morning.

  Instead of tearing her apart in bed, I got a halfway decent night’s sleep.

  She was still curled up beside me, sleeping away, when I kissed her goodbye on the forehead.

  “I love you,” she murmured quietly.

  I paused.

  What?

  She rolled over, deep in sleep, and I was left to deal with what that meant to me…what it meant for us.

  Oddly?

  I wasn’t bothered with the idea. In fact…

  Hearing it cemented something in my head.

  Something strong.

  Something we could build a foundation from.

  I whispered loving words in her ear, watching a dopey, slumbering smile cross her lips.

  With that, I quietly slunk downstairs and picked up my packed bags, stepping out the door. Locking it tight, I threw my shit into the trunk of my car and gunned it for the airport.

  It had apparently rained overnight. The streets were slick with overlooked rain; the reflections of the streetlamps so late in the morning gave the roads an otherworldly glow.

  I liked it.

  Lights, rising from the darkness.

  Reflected in all that was here.

  It suited me.

  I dropped the car off at a private lot near the airport, handed the keys to the valet, and strolled towards my destination with my suitcase in hand.