by Kara Isaac
Praise for Kara Isaac’s Close to You
“A fabulous debut. Well-written, clever, and warmhearted, this love story with the backdrop of Lord of the Rings will delight romance readers everywhere. Add Isaac to your favorites list.”
—Rachel Hauck, USA Today bestselling author of The Wedding Chapel
“Kara Isaac is a fresh new voice in inspirational contemporary romance! Close to You is well-crafted, funny, unique, and endearing. A delight!”
—Becky Wade, author of A Love Like Ours
“Well-written and fun, Close to You made me laugh out loud and fall in love. An enchanting romantic escape into the land of Frodo and Aragorn.”
—Susan May Warren, award-winning, bestselling author of the Christiansen Family series
“I can’t remember the last time I enjoyed a debut novel so much. Close to You is filled with warmth, wit, and more than a few laugh-out-loud moments! Kara Isaac has proven herself to be an exciting addition to the world of Christian romance.”
—Carla Laureano, RITA Award–winning author of Five Days in Skye and Under Scottish Stars
“Close to You is a tasty blend of unlikely romance, lovably flawed characters, and dialogue just snarky enough to make me want to pull up a chair and watch. Kara’s unique voice and fresh premise combine to create a compelling story that lingers like your favorite dessert long after the last page.”
—Betsy St. Amant, author of All’s Fair in Love and Cupcakes and Love Arrives in Pieces
“Kara Isaac is a fresh new voice in the world of inspirational contemporary romance . . . and I can’t even decide what I love most about her debut novel. The setting, the romance, the wit, I love it all! I especially loved the undercurrent of hope and redeemed dreams. Definitely an author to watch and characters to love!”
—Melissa Tagg, author of From the Start and Like Never Before
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For Melody
World’s greatest sister, longest suffering reader, most honest critic, and loudest cheerleader. Thank you.
One
IT WAS LIKE BEING IN jail. But worse, because Emelia Mason had paid for it. Nonrefundable. Nontransferable. Not that she hated anyone on the planet enough to try transferring this epic disaster in online booking to them.
Emelia turned around, taking in the full three hundred sixty degrees of the small, dark, cold room. Her breath wafted in front of her. Inside. At four in the afternoon. The space was pretty much bare, save for a rickety desk, an ancient minifridge, a few hangers on a metal stand, and a bed. She suppressed a shudder at the sight of the sagging mattress in the corner. Even from a good six feet away, Emelia could tell it would light up like the Rockefeller Center Christmas tree if a UV light ever came within a block of it.
Well, she’d wanted to reinvent herself. She’d certainly done that. Even if being one step up from homeless hadn’t exactly been in the game plan. Though, after what she’d done, it was about what she deserved.
Stupid, stupid. Emelia still had no idea how she’d managed to book three weeks at the euphemistically named Magnolia Manor, instead of the Magnolia Inn. A mistake she’d discovered when she’d shown up at the latter, only to be told they had no record of her. A review of her furiously waved booking confirmation revealed her error.
Emelia stretched her arms above her head and lifted herself onto her toes. Her fingers scraped the ceiling, dust brushing against their tips.
Brilliant. No doubt in a few minutes she’d be sneezing like Earth’s rotation depended on it.
“Do you need anything else?” The voice coming from behind her clearly said there was only one acceptable answer. Emelia turned around. She hadn’t realized the dour manager had stayed in the doorway. Was watching her with gray, beady eyes.
“No.” Emelia couldn’t bring herself to say thank you. She felt ill just thinking about how much she’d paid to stay in this hole. She had no job. Minimal savings. And when she’d come through the front door, its paint flaking, the greasy-haired woman who had opened it had taken one look at her and pointed at the NO REFUNDS, NO EXCEPTIONS sign that hung on the wall.
Emelia bit the inside of her cheek to stop the tears she could feel welling. It was a room. With a roof. There were worse things in life. That’s why she was here. Squaring her shoulders, she moved to the door and put her hand on the handle, clearly signaling her desire for the woman to leave her alone.
“I finish serving breakfast at eight on the dot.” Even the woman’s English accent was unappealing. Guttural and harsh.
If the room was any indication of the quality of the food, Emelia planned on never ever eating anything served under this roof for as long as she was stuck there. “Okay, thanks.”
The woman finally got the hint and shuffled off down the dim corridor decorated with peeling wallpaper and brown shag carpet that had probably been passé in the seventies.
Emelia had to put her shoulder into getting the door to close properly. The wood finally smashed into the swollen frame.
She dropped her purse on the decrepit desk. The scarred top was graffitied with years’ worth of contributions, most of which were R-rated. Emelia reached inside her bag for her gloves so she could strip the bed without risking contact with her skin. Tonight, she’d sleep in her clothes.
As she pulled out the leather set, a pale pink slip of paper fell out onto the desktop. Her stepmother’s cursive handwriting swirled up at her. An envelope had arrived the day Emelia had left for Oxford. She’d been foolish enough to hope it contained something useful, like cash. But no, all it held was pages of Carolina’s deluded social aspirations.
I really don’t understand your reluctance about Harry. All the benefits of royalty without the responsibility of the crown. And Kate would be your sister-in-law. Just imagine!
Emelia suppressed a shudder as she crumpled the lavender-scented note and tossed it at the trash can in the corner of the room. The pink ball hit the rim and bounced to the floor, rolling across the worn carpet.
No offense to the duchess, who, from all appearances, seemed like a thoroughly decent human being. But given the events that had resulted in Emelia’s transatlantic relocation, her stepmother’s obsession with getting a foot in the door of the House of Windsor was about as appealing as the contents of Emelia’s inherited minifridge. And she hadn’t even opened it yet.
She took a swig from her water bottle as she assessed the disconcerting situation she’d found herself in.
This wasn’t exactly the arrival at Oxford she’d imagined.
But then, her childhood dreams had also included visions of a full academic scholarship to study her literary idols. Living at one of the university colleges. Lectures and tutorials and being someplace where everyone spoke the same language as she did.
This. Was. Not. That.
Wiping her hands against her travel-worn jeans, she suddenly couldn’t take the silence anymore.
She needed to get out of this grubby room.
She needed to find a wardrobe.
Two
PETER CARLISLE HAD SPENT TEN years hunting for the perfect birthday present for his mother. A saner man would have given up by now and settled for a sweater. But no. He had to go and develop an obsession with a teacup that was more elusive than the White Witch’s sense of humor in The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe.
His feet slipped on the icy cobblestones of Oxford’s Turl Street. He zipped his jacket up u
ntil it covered his chin and tugged his hat down to minimize exposure to the icy February sleet.
Dodging a slow taxi, he cut across the road, one of the few pedestrians crazy enough to be out on a night like this. He checked his watch. Quarter to six. He should make it just in time, even though it was a total long shot that Oxford Antiques would have the prized piece of bone china he was seeking. But he’d spent the last two hours scouring every antiques shop in town, hoping a miracle would happen at the last second. This was the final store.
It had seemed like a fun challenge ten years ago. He’d decided, at his mother’s fiftieth birthday party, that by her sixtieth, he would have found the last four teacups for her vintage floral Aynsley collection. He’d thought it would be easy. And he’d succeeded with the first three for her fifty-first, fifty-fourth, and fifty-seventh birthdays respectively. But the last one, a 1950s corset-shaped teacup with large pink roses, had proved determinedly elusive. Not even the disturbing development of an eBay obsession that saw him losing hours of his life on the site had come through.
So here he was. The day before his self-imposed deadline expired. About to fail. Which pretty much summed up the last twelve months of his life. At least this time only he would know about it. Wouldn’t be subjected to the sympathetic inquiries of family and friends asking how he was doing.
Steeling himself against the inevitable disappointment he was about to be dealt, he turned the knob to the door of the antiques store, the bell above announcing his entrance.
The shop was almost the same temperature as the street. Reginald, the proprietor, didn’t believe in heating. He proclaimed it better for his wares if customers shivered while they browsed. It certainly had the effect of weeding out anyone who wasn’t a serious buyer.
Peter gave a nod to the elderly owner at his usual perch behind the cash register. And he meant cash register. The man must have been one of the only retailers still left who dealt in cash and only cash.
Peter ducked into the corner where Reginald stacked his mismatched assortment of vintage crockery. For the second before he saw what sat there, a hit of anticipation buzzed inside him. And left just as quickly. His gaze scanned the five teacups that sat arranged on a sideboard. All familiar. Only one Aynsley, already in his mother’s collection.
His phone vibrated deep in his pocket. Probably one of the team wanting his take on how they’d done at training. The famous Oxford vs. Cambridge Boat Race was less than two months away and the provisional rowing crew for Oxford’s Blue Boat had been selected. But the men who’d just missed out on the lineup and been consigned to a reserve boat were still putting up a fight. As the brutal sets of five-hundred-meter sprints earlier in the day on Dorney Lake had shown.
He pulled the phone out and glanced at the screen. Victor flashed up at him. He would’ve welcomed talking to anyone else. In the background, the bell rang above the door, signaling someone else doing some last-minute antiquing. He answered the call.
“Hi.” His tone was curt.
“Bunny.” His brother’s voice held a familiar cadence. The one that indicated he was a few beers down but not yet obliterated. When Peter had left Victor a few hours before, he’d been drinking beer out of a fellow rower’s shoe in the back of the team van. All class, his big brother. “So, whatcha doing?”
Peter almost didn’t tell him. An uncharitable part of him hoped his brother had forgotten what the following day was. “Shopping for Mum’s birthday present.”
A pause was followed by a muffled curse. “Was it today?”
“Tomorrow.” February 21. Same date every year, strangely enough.
“What are you getting her? Want to go in together?”
Ha. Not likely. “Don’t know yet, so probably best if you sort yourself out.” He stepped back to allow a girl with brown, wavy hair and a focused expression to brush past him, heading for the adjoining room. There was something in the tilt of her head, the determined stride of her legs, that pulled his gaze to follow her as she walked.
“Do you mind if I crash at your place for a couple of nights? Marissa’s kicked me out.” His brother’s voice jerked his attention away from the woman and back to their conversation.
“Again?” Peter couldn’t think of anything he’d like less. He already saw way more of his brother than he had any desire to.
“Says the guy who’s had all of, what? One girlfriend in his entire life? How about we talk when you have some experience under your belt, little bro.” Peter couldn’t have been less interested in the kind of experience Victor referred to, but his brother’s jab still hurt.
Didn’t matter what Peter said; his brother would have taken up residence on his foldout by the time Peter got home. “Two nights. Max.”
“Gotcha.”
No doubt Victor would be on the charm offensive tomorrow, wooing his way back into his on-again, off-again girlfriend’s forgiveness for whatever his latest transgression was. And she’d relent, as she always did. For a smart girl, Marissa was mighty dumb when it came to his brother. Peter would have put money on Afghanistan’s winning an Olympic rowing gold over his brother’s backing up the promises that slipped off his lips like honey but always delivered vinegar.
“And pick up some milk and cereal on your way over. We’re out.” He ended the call before his brother could reply. If Victor managed one out of the two, Peter would count it as a win.
He’d spent his entire life covering his older brother’s backside, and it had reached new heights in the last year. He was over it. Over being hauled out of bed at crazy hours to get him out of trouble. Over his flat being treated like a halfway house whenever it suited. Over helping Victor achieve the very dream that Peter had been robbed of. Over trying to help cover up the gaping crevices in his brother’s character. Yet he kept doing it because the alternative was worse.
He scanned the teacups one last time. As if one might have miraculously transformed in the last thirty seconds. Nope. Still nothing.
Jamming his phone back into his pocket, he turned to head back to the front door, then paused. Might as well keep looking around. Maybe the teacup was a bust, but something else might grab his eye. It wasn’t like he’d been smart enough to come up with a Plan B on the present front.
Turning back, he pulled his hat off his head as he ducked under the archway into the next room, partly intrigued to see what it was the girl with the wavy hair had been so intent on reaching.
Stopping, he blinked, trying to work out what he was seeing. Or wasn’t. There were no exits from the room except the one he was standing in. But the girl had disappeared.
Once Emelia had located the town center, it had been easy to find an antiques shop. Now she just hoped it held the one thing she was looking for. It had to. This was England. The first room hadn’t yielded anything apart from a gentleman manning the register who looked like he predated most of his shop’s contents and a tall guy on a phone.
Ducking through an archway, she stepped into another room packed with furniture. It was almost impossible to move between tables, chairs, side tables, and desks to get farther into the space.
But there it was, in the far corner: a tall, wide wardrobe flush against the wall. How she didn’t see it as soon as she walked in, she had no idea. Imposing. Majestic. In the crowded room, there was space around it, a gap between it and the other pieces of furniture. As if even inanimate objects instinctively knew that this was something deserving of deference. Not to be crowded around like baked beans packed into a can.
Moving furniture out of the way as quietly as possible so as not to attract any attention, Emelia drew closer. Until she was close enough to touch it, to see her breath fog up the varnished mahogany.
Of course, the real one was made of apple-tree wood, but who really knew what that looked like?
It was deep, one of the deepest she’d ever seen. And tall. Towering above her, not even an inch between its top and the ceiling.
Lifting her left hand, she brushed the wood wi
th her fingertips, then placed her palm flat against the cool surface.
Looking over her shoulder, she scanned the space. No one. The only sound was the low, muffled voice of the guy on the phone in the other room.
Biting her bottom lip, she let her fingers run along the side of the door. The wardrobe tugged at her, the way all wardrobes like this had since she was a little girl.
Wherever you are, Emmy, you will always find safety in here. And one day, one day, you and me? We’ll find the wardrobe.
The words her mom had whispered to her tiptoed through her mind. Whispers of the past that haunted her every step.
The door swung open without even a squeak. Smoothly, on hinges that felt like they’d been oiled seconds ago, even though the cobwebs in the top corner told a different story.
She stuck her head in. Darkness met her like a warm embrace. For all the unfulfilled promises her mother had made, for some reason the one about always feeling safe in wardrobes had stuck. Along with the compulsion to continue her mother’s lifelong mission to find the one.
There were rules, of course. No feeling for the back until you were inside. No playing it safe, keeping your feet on the outside and reaching out. You had to commit. Narnia would never be found by those who were uncertain or ambivalent.
Sitting on the bottom, she swung her legs inside, tucked them toward her chest, and pulled the door closed behind her until just a sliver of light remained. Her hand hit something small. In the darkness she couldn’t see what. Picking it up, she held it right in front of her face. A floral teacup and saucer set. What was a teacup doing in a wardrobe? Though, to be fair, it was probably thinking the same thing about her. Her hand relocated it under her tented knees so she wouldn’t accidentally break it.
She sat for a second. Felt her shoulders relax against the wood. Then realized she wasn’t alone in this space. Something soft brushed against her head. Reaching up, she grasped a sleeve. Her pulse drummed in her throat. Maybe . . . She’d never really allowed herself to hope it might be true. Even though she couldn’t deny her compulsion to climb inside every antique-looking, wooden wardrobe. The deep-seated kind that wouldn’t allow her to walk away until she knew for sure it wasn’t a portal.