women. But when he pictured having sex with Norah, a very
   different scene came to mind. He was still deep in thought when his
   phone rang. Norah looked over at him, as he stood up and turned his
   back to her. “Hastings,” he said in his phone. Then he listened as Steve
   explained that negotiations were done and they had not come to an
   agreement. “It’s the son, dammit! Mr. Stackhouse would let us help
   him if we could talk to him alone. He thinks we’re trying to screw
   him out of his own company, but if he would just listen to us without
   his son, we could make him understand we are trying to save it!
   Fuck!” He ran his hands through his hair. “All because he thinks
   Daddy is trying to sell the company out from under him. I’m not even
   asking for him to step down as CEO for fucks sake! Stackhouse Jr. will
   still inherit the company in a few years, and if we help him, he would
   get a better more profitable fucking company! Turning us down
   makes them open for an unwanted takeover, by someone that won’t
   give a damn about the reservations we negotiated!” Liam listened
   some more and paced back and forth. “Fine. Fine. No, I’m not happy.
   The old man will be bankrupt in a year, but I’ve done what I can do.”
   He ended the call and walked to Norah. “Some people just can’t accept help even if it’s right in front
   of them.” He wrapped his arms around her waist and felt her stiffen.
   That evening at dinner Liam could tell Norah had something
   on her mind. They both sat quiet while Gerald served them, and
   Norah waited for Liam to tell her she could eat before she picked up
   her fork. Her head was lowered and she didn’t make eye contact.
   Liam smiled as he sipped his wine. He was happy his mushy
   confession hadn’t taken away the basics of her submission. She
   tensed when he touched her, which told him she still feared him. In a
   weird way, Liam liked that she feared him, he liked her not knowing
   what he would do next. He wanted her to know he cared for her, but
   he also wanted her to remember being smacked for talking to him
   with lack of respect.
   “You look like you have the weight of the world on your
   shoulders, Norah. Talk to me. What’s on your mind?” he asked. She
   smiled a little and looked over at him, and then back at her plate.
   “I had a good day today,” she spoke softly. “I did too, but that certainly isn’t what’s bothering you now is
   it?” She shook her head. “Then tell me, little one. What has you
   distressed?” She swallowed hard and took a sip of her water.
   “You said before,” she paused and took a deep breath. “You
   said that I was the first slave you had ever bought.” She glanced over
   at him, not wanting to upset him. He didn’t look upset, so she went
   on. “But you seem very,” she paused again. “Experienced.” He
   bobbed his head.
   “Look at me, Norah.” She looked over at him and braced
   herself for anything. He took her hand and shook it, silently asking
   her to relax. “Yes, you are my first slave. Before you, I only had
   relationships with Submissive’s. Which is like a slave, just not as
   intense. They had jobs, lives outside this house, and some of them
   didn’t even live with me.” He took a sip of his wine. “But I realized I
   wanted something more; I wanted complete control. I think we both
   know I like to make the decisions and don’t like to be second
   guessed.” He smiled at her, and she lowered her eyes. “I like rules and I like obedience, Norah. I have no problem
   punishing you for not obeying me, should I ever need to.” He took a
   bite of his salad. “If ours was a sexual relationship, our rules would
   be very different, my demands on you would be very different.” He
   didn’t look at her when he spoke this time.
   “Will I ever see my family again?” It was a bold question. It
   took a lot of bravery on her part to ask, and he knew that. He didn’t
   like this topic, but he didn’t like the last one either.
   “I like your bravery, little one, I do.” He touched her chin and
   made her look at him. “But be careful, Norah, sometimes your
   bravery gets you in trouble.” He let her chin go, and then answered
   her question. “I would like for you to see your family again. But
   that’s really up to you.” He took a sip of wine not really sure how to
   answer her. “It’s like I said in the beginning Norah, if you are nice to
   me, I will be nice to you. You have been rewarded with being let out
   of your room, you’re free to roam the house as you please. You’ve
   been outside, and enjoyed this beautiful weather. I’ve slept in your bed with you, and,” he didn’t finish that sentence.
   He wanted to say ‘not demanded sex from you.’ But he had already
   told her he wouldn’t do that. He had never slept with a sub and not
   had some kind of sexual activity, and he never stayed the whole
   night. “These are rewards for good behavior. I don’t think I make a
   lot of outrageous demands of you Norah. I want you to respect me,
   it’s really that simple.” He took her hand and kissed it. Placing it back
   on the table he squeezed just a little hard. “But they are all things
   that can be taken away too, remember that, little one.” Then he let
   her hand go and went back to eating. She was deep in thought for
   the rest of dinner. Was he saying that if she behaved and continued
   to do as he said, that she would see her family again? Maybe have a
   job and be allowed out of the house, in public?
   Chapter eight
   Norah
   The last few days with Liam had been wonderful. I was now
   able to roam the house freely and go out in the yard whenever I
   wanted. While he was at work I would help Rosa with her work, and
   she would teach me how to cook. Gerald never said much but I could
   tell he did not approve. But he never failed to help us out when we
   had a communication problem. We would always finish up before
   Liam would come home. He had never told me I couldn’t talk to the
   house staff, but he never said I could either. I didn’t want to upset
   him. We would eat together in the evenings and he would tell me
   about his day. He never went into a lot of detail, and I could tell he
   was trying to keep things simple so I would understand. I wanted to tell him I was also college educated and he didn’t
   need to talk to me like I was child, but I thought that would earn me
   another smack in the face.
   After dinner sometimes he had more work to do and would
   go to his study, sometimes we would take a walk outside and look at
   the stars. He knew a lot of about astrology and liked to talk about
   the stars and planets. Other nights I would sit quietly and read while
   he would shuffle papers and talk on his cell phone, insisting he
   wasn’t working. Most nights would end with me crawling in his lap
   and falling asleep. I would wake up in his arms as he carried me up
   the stairs, or when he would lay me down on my bed. I would always
   ask him to stay, and most nights he would crawl right in behind me,
   as if he had been waiting for an invitation. A few nights he had said
  
; he had to finish some work and would be back later. Sleeping in his
   arms was so comforting, it was the only time he touched me without
   holding back. During the day he held my hand and kissed my forehead, but
   always seemed to hesitate or act like he was holding back from doing
   something else. When he carried me to bed, I snuggled against his
   chest and neck. We were sleeping in the same bed, and yet he still
   hadn’t tried to have sex with me. I had made myself available, I
   thought. Letting him know I was ready, by moving my body against
   his, kissing his neck lightly while he was falling asleep, but he hadn’t
   taken advantage. I had done everything except actually say the
   words.
   One night we laid in bed talking, and when he leaned in to
   kiss my forehead, I made my move. I wrapped my arms around his
   body and rolled so I was on top. I looked down at him and leaned in
   for a kiss, which he eagerly accepted. We kissed for what seemed
   like way to long, but his hands never moved from my back. So I
   moved my mouth to his neck and then to his chest. He grabbed my
   arms and pulled me back to his mouth. I moved my body against his
   and tried to lower my arms, but he wouldn’t release them. I rolled
   again so he was on top of me and moved my hands to his hair. We continued to kiss, and when his mouth moved to my
   neck, I thought this was my chance. I lowered my hands to his hips
   and wiggled my pelvis against him. When I ran my hands over his
   waist band, I raised my nightgown at the same time. “Norah, please
   stop trying to take your clothes off.” I let out a deep breath. “I’m not
   trying to take my clothes off,” I whispered. “Okay, so please stop
   trying to take my clothes off,” he smiled against my lips. “Don’t you
   want me?” I asked, and I knew he could feel my disappointment.
   “Yes, I want you. I want you so bad, but I just don’t think this is the
   right time, little one.” He rolled off of me and I moved to my side
   with my back to him. I felt the bed move and then I felt his mouth on
   my ear and wrapped his arms around me. “Hey, when it’s right, it will
   happen, okay.” I touched his hands and turned to him. “Why isn’t it
   right now?” He smiled and kissed my lips. “Norah, I know you think
   you’re ready, but think about it, sweetheart; part of you is just doing
   this because you think this is what I expect, isn’t it?” I didn’t answer,
   but just lowered my eyes. In my stomach I knew he was right. It was
   the ache between my legs I had to convince. “Rosa’s daughter is in labor, I’m going with her to the
   hospital, are you going to be alright?” Gerald was panting as he ran
   out on the patio. “I’ve tried to call Mr. Hastings, but wasn’t able to
   reach him. Lina will still be here, and Raymond is out in the stables.
   I’ll call with any news!” He turned and ran back inside. I went inside
   and heard Rosa screaming something in Spanish to him, and him
   telling her to calm down in English as they rushed out the door. I
   looked at the grandfather clock in the foyer, it was 4:47. I knew Liam
   would be home soon, so I went to the kitchen and started making
   dinner. I took the three cooked chicken breasts out of the fridge, and
   shredded them. I sautéed some cream cheese, onions, chicken
   broth, diced tomatoes, and green chilies. I added some flour and
   butter to thicken it up a little, and then put in the chicken and lots of
   cheese. While it cooked, I found the tortillas and a long baking dish. I
   looked in the fridge and found some veggies and strawberries. I
   added the chicken mixture of the tortillas, rolled them, making six,
   and put them in the oven for 35 minutes. I chopped some lettuce,
   cucumbers and strawberries and mixed them in a bowl. I went to the
   pantry and found raisins and chopped almonds. I thought they would both make a nice addition, to whatever
   it was I was making. When I came out of the pantry he was standing
   at the island.
   “Where’s Rosa? The house is so quiet, and you didn’t meet
   me at the door. Is something wrong?” He asked. I lowered my head
   and walked to him and he kissed the top of my head. He had never
   formally told me he required me to meet him at the door, but he had
   expressed how much he loved it.
   “You’re the one thing I have been looking forward to seeing
   all day.” I smiled, but my head was still lowered.
   “Whatever you’re doing in here, it smells wonderful.” I
   stepped back a little. “So? Tell me what’s going on?” I didn’t raise my
   head to answer him.
   “Rosa’s daughter went into labor today, so Gerald took her to
   the hospital. Lina was still here, but Gerald told me she was a cousin
   or niece or something of Rosa’s, a while back, so I just told her to go
   too.” He laughed. “Yes, I guess that’s what I get for hiring an entire family to
   work for me. When something happens to one, they all want to be
   there.” He picked at my salad a little. “So what did Rosa leave us to
   eat?”
   “She didn’t. So I made us some enchiladas. They should be
   done in about 20 minutes, and I’m working on a salad here.” I
   pointed to the bowl he was picking at.
   “You made dinner?” he asked. I nodded.
   “Yes sir.” I still wasn’t sure what to call him. He had made it
   clear even though he told me his name, he didn’t want me to use it.
   “Hmm. Well good.” He paused and looked at me. “I’m going
   to go take a shower.”
   I added the almonds and raisins to the salad and chopped a
   few more strawberries since he seemed to have eaten a lot of them.
   I made an oil and vinegar dressing, and started setting the table. I
   was putting the food on the table when he came back down. “This looks like a scene from ‘Leave it to Beaver’.” He
   laughed. “The little wife making dinner, while her husband worked
   hard at the office all day.” I tensed up. I wasn’t sure if that was a
   good thing or not. He didn’t seem like he wanted a little wife at
   home. He touched my hand and I looked up at him. “Don’t worry, I
   like it.” We sat and he went right for the enchiladas. He took several
   bites but didn’t say anything. I didn’t touch my food, I was too
   nervous. “This is delicious, Norah, really delicious.” He motioned his
   hands for me to dig in, so I did. It was rather good, even if I did think
   so myself. “Thank you, sir. Rosa has been teaching me few things
   while you’re at work.” I swallowed hard not knowing what he would
   think of that. “Really?” he said. “Well, her lessons have paid off.” He
   smiled and I relaxed a little. “So would you like to hear the family
   drama, and why Gerald rushed out of here with Rosa?” he asked,
   licking his fingers. I nodded and looked over at him briefly. “It’s ok if
   you look at me when I talk to you Norah.” I looked back and he
   touched my hand. “I do appreciate the respect you show me. Believe
   me, it doesn’t go unnoticed.” He took another bite of his salad. “Two years ago, Gerald’s son, Nathan, worked here over the
   summer. He worked as my driver, while Trig was home with his wife
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br />   and new baby. He helped Gerald, when he needed it, and Raymond
   with the gardening staff as well. Well the same summer, Rosa’s
   daughter, Sofia, started working here full time as a housekeeper.” He
   paused and took a sip of his beer. “The two met, and fell in love.
   When the summer was over, Nathan had to go back to school in
   Dublin, and Sofia stayed here. But from what I understand just from
   listening to the staff talk, they continued to see each other, and nine
   months ago, she turned up pregnant.” He took another sip of his
   beer. “I don’t think Gerald nor Rosa were happy about it. They are
   both devout Catholics, and think it’s a sin to engage in sex before
   marriage.” I smiled wondering what in the world they must think of
   Liam and all his dark tendencies. “They got married before she
   started to show,” he paused, “here actually, in the back yard.” He
   said back yard, like he had a pool, swing set and a grill with his patio,
   and not the acres of land he actually had with tennis courts, stables,
   and yes, I’m sure there was a pool somewhere. But I couldn’t see
   him pushing kids on the swings, or flipping hamburgers. “The best of it all, was Rosa and Gerald. Rosa has been a
   widow for, I don’t know, ever since I can remember. She came to
   work for us when I was in middle school and her husband died
   shortly after that.” Wow, Rosa had been with him for a very long
   time. She knew him as a boy, and has watched him grow into a man.
   “Gerald, however, had a wife, but they haven’t lived together in the
   same house for 20 years. They separated when Nathan was just in
   grade school, but never got divorced, because of their religion. But
   with all this interaction between Rosa and Gerald because of the
   kids, they ended up falling in love too!” I smiled and laughed a little.
   This was really like a soap opera. It was great to see him so
   animated. “So when I said, I hired a family, I really did. Gerald
   divorced his wife, and he and Rosa now live in one of my guest
   houses, as well as they have a room here in the house too. Sofia, is
   Rosa’s daughter, married to Nathan, Gerald’s son, and are having a
   child of their own. Maria, another housekeeper of mine, is Rosa’s
   younger sister, and Lina is Maria’s daughter.” He laughed and started
   
 
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