Play Thing: A Billionaire Romance
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“You know Dad would tell you to do just that.” Clare set her fork down and leaned across the table. “Honestly, Hope, I get it. I mean, how could I not? But I think if you are ever going to make any progress, you are going to have to go the investor route. Right now, you’re barely making a living, and your research is being stunted by tiny budgets and red tape.”
Stung and angry, Hope said, “I’m doing ok.”
She looked down at the delicious citrus and garlic-flavored pork stuffed into warm tortillas. The truth was that she could barely afford that lunch, and she had a car payment coming due, too. She had to have a grant not just for her research but to continue to stay on the campus where her research was carried out. There was simply no way could she afford rent – not with the way rent prices in the city had skyrocketed over the years.
In other words, she was a failure.
Their monthly family dinner, which was coming up fast, would be hell. Robert, her stepfather, and Clara’s father would spend half the evening bragging about his latest successes and a big part of the rest of the meal bragging about Clara’s success. Then, he would begin deriding, in a totally passive-aggressive way, the work that Hope did. He was all for her joining up with a big pharma company’s ranks and making big bucks no matter how against her principles that was.
Hope had never felt comfortable or even particularly wanted by her stepfather or her mother, who still held a grudge against Hope’s father for leaving them, but she and Clara had managed to have a relationship despite all the ways their parents pit them against each other.
Clara said, “I’m sorry. I’m starting to sound like Dad.”
Yeah, no shit. Hope managed to smile. Clara was two years younger, and she had rocketed to the top like a Roman candle going off. Her success came with a gorgeous and expensive park-view apartment, a fancy car, and a high six-figure salary. She was the child that Hope had never been able to be. That was not Clara’s fault. If anything, it was self-defense against the constant demands for perfection and achievement that the two of them had been raised with.
Hope said, “It’s ok. So, how was your week?”
“Good as always.” Clara pushed away her half-eaten salad with an air of finality that reminded Hope so strongly of their mother she had to look away. Having even an ounce of extra body fat was the sign of a person with no self-control. In sheer defiance, she ducked a few more fries into the ketchup, ate them, and then chomped into a carnita while Clara fiddled with her water glass.
The awkward conversation was not unusual for them, and Hope found herself wondering why the two of them kept up this traditional weekly lunch. They never had much to say to each other, and there was no way in hell she would ever tell Clara about Jackson.
Clara said, “Listen, I’ll get lunch, ok?”
“Ok. I won’t even argue you on that one.” She wouldn’t. The place had been Clara’s idea, and it was trendy and glittery, and very expensive, too. The food was good but not worth the enormous price tags attached. The tiny order of fries – which she had probably somehow desecrated by using ketchup on them – alone had been ten bucks. Coupled with the high-end carnitas, her share of the bill would have been enough to guarantee she had to eat ramen for the next week.
“Good. I’d hate to wrestle you for the bill and embarrass us both.” Clara chuckled. “I really need to get back to running again, but my schedule’s so crazy, I usually end up just using my treadmill at home while I’m in the midst of conference calls. You still running?”
Hope said, “Yeah, I run to work and back home every day. It’s easier for me to do that than try to drive across the campus, and it gives me exercise, too.”
In fact, that was just what she could use right then. The heavy and mismatched meal was sitting squarely in her belly, and her mood could use a lift. Besides, running cleared her mind, and right now she could really use that.
Clara paid the bill, and they wandered out to the sidewalk. The valet rushed to bring their cars. Clara’s was a fancy new sports car. Hope’s was an older sedan in need of a good washing. As she surveyed the two cars, Hope grimaced. The car and her life were both a mess.
She drove back to her small apartment and parked. Inside, she dropped the keys on the counter and went to her bedroom to change. She pulled her hair up into a ponytail, put on shorts, a sport bra, and running shoes and socks. She stretched a few minutes then headed out.
She had hoped that the exercise would make her feel better, but all her woes dogged her fast footsteps.
Jackson stayed in her head with every passing mile. No man had ever done that before. She couldn’t figure out why either. He was so wrong for her!
She turned around, coming back around the campus in a long loop. She was sweaty and flushed, her sports bra sticking to her body when she finally slowed to a fast walk that she gradually brought down to a slower pace to regulate her breathing.
Her heartbeat picked up the pace once more though as soon as she saw Jackson standing near the stairs of her building. He wore tight jeans and a t-shirt, both of which accented his long and strong body. He’d hooked a thumb through a belt loop and was leaning back with one foot up in a sexy and casual pose that made little rivulets of fluid run from her inner folds.
His hand, lying so close to his groin, and that thick and heated flesh just beyond the denim drew her eye as she drew closer. She searched for words as he straightened and let his eyes run over her body and face with an appreciation she could not mistake.
Her body was awash with a whole new type of heat, and she had to take a few long breaths before she could approach him and speak.
5
GOOD GOD.
That was the only thing that Jackson could think as Hope walked toward him. Sweat glowed along her taut skin, and her chest rose and fell in an entirely enchanting way. A few tendrils of her hair had fallen from the ponytail she wore, and the running shorts did a damn good job of showing off her lean hips and flat thighs.
“What are you doing here?’
Her question didn’t exactly read as welcoming, but it was not hostile either. He’d take it. He said, “I had an idea I thought you might like to hear.”
Hope dragged the toe of one running shoe across the pavement, her white teeth biting into her bottom lip in a gesture so sexy he had to shift a bit so that the rapidly growing bulge in his jeans would be less noticeable.
She asked, “An idea?”
He nodded. “Yeah, it was something that you said at the party.”
Her face held a cautious expression. “Maybe you had better explain that sentence.”
He chuckled. “You said you needed a new program that could sift through the results faster so that you could get your staff actually working. They could be doing research if they were not sifting through results, right? So why not give them something that will do that work for them while they work on more important stuff?”
“I did say all of that and it is true, but I was just sort of brainstorming an idea.”
“But why not make that idea into a reality? I know it would have to be encrypted and so on. It would be sensitive info after all. It could be securely encrypted, and the results could be drawn into several channels, and algorithms could be created that could forecast what those results could or might mean, like a predictor of what will happen if, say, X happens here or Y happens there. The board would likely love that.”
Her face took an excited look, but that excitement was short-lived. “That would be great, but I have no idea how to do that, nor do I have the funds to commission it.”
“Well the good thing is I’m between things to work on, and I have both time and money. I am at your service.” He offered her a little bow. She laughed, and he straightened and grinned at her.
She said, “You’re serious, aren’t you?”
“I am.” He was. “I’d like to, in fact. It might be harder than it sounds, and I can’t promise it will be perfect right out of the gate, but I could create the pr
ogram and get the algorithms created, too. It would be a crude thing, and it would need work, but just the start up program could be enough to sway your grant board, especially if they know it cost you nothing.”
“Yes, but to create a better version…I mean how long would that take, and how much would it cost?”
“Again, I am happy do that for free.”
Her eyes swept along his body. “Nothing is free. Ever. You know that, too.’
Jackson did know that. He said, “No, but I could always write it off as a tax deduction.”
She gave a reluctant smile. “You’re just using me for a tax break?”
“Yup.”
“Wow.”
He laughed. “I know, right? Also, I am bored as hell. I mean it. I am so bored I’d just about offer to do anything just to have something to do.”
She bounced on her toes a little. “I see.”
“You probably don’t. I have a feeling if you ever finish your research and get that cure, you will be right on to the next thing with no waiting.”
Hope looked around. “Hey, instead of standing around out here, you want to come up?”
“If you don’t mind.” His dick throbbed again, painfully that time, as she moved past him, and he caught a glimpse of the way the tight little running shorts gripped her firm and high ass.
He followed her up the stairs, eyes still locked on her bottom. Her ass moved in an enticing way, and his prick stiffened yet again. At the rate he was going, he would come before she ever managed to open the door of her place.
Thankfully, she did open the door and they stepped into a small and neat apartment. She said, “I know it’s tiny. Even the furniture’s kind of small and uncomfortable, but take a seat if you like.”
He managed to lever himself and his hard dick onto the sofa – not an easy feat. She said, “You want soda or a bottled water?”
“Bottled water would be great.” Especially if it was cold. He could always dump it over his head if nothing else.
She fetched him a bottle of water and said, “Let me just change, okay?”
“Sure.”
She headed through the narrow hallway, and he heard a door open then close and then the unmistakable sound of running water. He grabbed his dick and gave it a hard squeeze, hoping to keep himself from popping an even larger erection as he realized that she was in the shower and probably under a spray of steamy, hot water and rich lather that would cling to her satiny skin like a lover’s greedy touch.
“Argh!”
He stood and fast paced, trying to fill his mind with images of mathematical equations and programming code.
No dice.
The water ran on, and he was ready to take himself into hand if things did not get any better and soon. The forceful shaking seemed to have finally put his libido in check, thank God. By the time she finally emerged about ten minutes later, dressed in worn jeans and a loose shirt, he was back in control of himself.
She said, “So tell me about this program and what all you will need for it.”
She sat down on the sofa, and he could smell the good, clean aroma of soap and shampoo on her skin and hair. He cleared his throat. “Well, I would need some test data to feed through it just to make sure it would actually work.”
“I couldn’t give you anything that would be considered …well, you know.”
He said, “Yes, I know. I just need some data, but it can’t be something you just make up, or it will mess up the program later.”
“I think I can do that.” She turned toward him a little. “I really appreciate this. I would even offer to buy you dinner, but I ate lunch about an hour ago, and–”
“Then how about I take you to dinner? Say tomorrow night?” he said, interrupting her.
He could see she was hesitant. Finally, she nodded, then said, “That sounds great.”
“Good. It’s a date.” He relaxed a little. “What is the best time for you?”
She chewed at her bottom lip. “Seven?”
It would not be soon enough. The temptation to kiss her was nearly overwhelming. The flames of passion between them were undeniable and he knew it, but he did not want to offer something as big as he had offered and then kiss her. She might take that to mean he was just doing it so she would sleep with him. “That works for me.”
She said, “Me, too. I have to get to the lab here pretty soon anyway. I could get some of the old data, the stuff we have already gone through and all that and burn it all into a file for you when you need it.”
“That would be great. I came up with an idea of how it would work best, but the data would give me a better idea of what all the program needs to do. You would have to explain to me what the data means and so forth, and then you would have to go through the first part of the program with me just to make sure that the program is reading it properly.”
“I can do that.” She paused. “You have no idea how helpful this really is. I have a great staff, and having to have so many people tied up checking through all that stuff instead of working on other things has always been a problem.”
He was glad she was willing to take his help, and he was hoping the program he had decided to write for her really would help her research.
Not just because he wanted to sleep with her – though God knew that he damn sure wanted her – but because he wanted to impress her, too.
Hope was not easily impressed. She did not care about his having money or about his car, and if she saw his house she would not bat an eye since she had already grown up out in the neighborhoods he had just moved into.
What would impress her was helping others. It was what she wanted to do with her life. Jackson had to admit that it sounded good to him, too. He had been lucky enough to land on his feet, and in a pile of money to boot, so giving back – even if it was just to impress Hope –couldn’t be a bad thing.
He said, “Okay, so I will pick you up at seven.”
Now that that was settled, he felt awkward, like a teen boy asking out the prom queen. That was weird, usually he was confident and smooth. They both stood up and stared at each other.
He moved forward. He wanted to kiss her. Long and hard and deep kissing – kisses that would leave her wriggling and gasping and ready for whatever would come next.
Instead, he landed a gentle graze on her lips and backed away. “I’ll let you get to the lab then.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow.” Her voice was husky with promise. He left quickly before his erection could give him away.
6
HOPE STARED AT THE CLOSED door and then she fell onto the couch, fanning herself wildly with one hand.
“It’s a good thing he left, or I would have stripped him right out of those clothes and ravished him.”
She laughed and stood again. She was bemused by the whole thing, and she could not quite put it all together. Jackson had not seemed like a guy who was interested in helping other people, not unless there was something in it for him, but he had seemed eager to write that program and not at all eager to sleep with her.
Well, that last part sucked. He had asked her to dinner though. Had he asked her to dinner just so they could talk about that program more and she could give him the data he needed to get started? Or had he asked her to dinner because he really wanted to see her?
She sighed and went to get her keys and bag, then set out walking across the campus.
The afternoon was leaning toward evening. The trees lining the sidewalks were in full bloom, and a light breeze had sprung up. It was still warm, but there was a cold front coming in later in the week, and she made a mental note to start wearing a jacket when she left the apartment even if she did not need it just then, because evenings tended to get cooler fast.
Students – post and undergrad – filled the sidewalks and the green spaces. A football game was being played in one long square of grass, and a group of young women from a nearby sorority were walking through the small, arched doorways that led to the tennis
courts and the gymnasium.
The hum of activity and the solemn air of the students studying below the large trees always made her smile. Being able to live on campus while she worked had been a bonus, and not just because she got to live rent free, but because she could always remember why she did not want to sell out when she saw so many other people all striving to learn great things.
She was no fool, of course. A lot of them were not there to take up fields like hers or because they hoped to give something back to the world. Many were there in the hopes of getting the same life Clara had.
And Jackson.
That made uncertainty well up.
Jackson was rich – filthy stinking rich. The kind of rich that bought private planes and even more private islands.
Granted, he was not Dawson rich, but rich enough that she felt a sudden sense of fear. She was not sure why he had asked her out to dinner, but she was sure that she was not the kind of girl he would date for long. She had no money and no need to make it either. As far as she was concerned, she wanted to do research for the rest of her life, and if that meant living in what amounted to poverty and on campuses, college or otherwise, then so be it.
The last thing she wanted was a giant fancy house like the one she had grown up in. The memory of that house – and that quickly approaching monthly dinner – pressed down on her like a huge and suffocating weight.
She could tell anyone who asked exactly what that house looked like. It was ten thousand square feet of polished perfection. The glossy interiors were frequently refreshed by interior designers. The imposing façade that was a conglomeration of styles that Hope hated – and she and Clara secretly referred to the odd little turret-styled tower in the front as the potato chip can of shame – had been designed to make it clear that the people within were successful with a capital S.
She loved what she did, whether it came with trappings or not, and she was usually able to blow off her stepfather’s slings and arrows, but as she walked onward she began to wonder if Jackson would also see her as less than a success story.