Lights parade inside her, stretch out beyond her, and it’s all she can do to tell herself that it’s all just some kind of illusion. That this is what happens when one’s mind gets shorn from the leash, bathed by radioactive static and deprived of external stimuli. All she’s got are these endless walls streaming through the headlights of her crawler. But she’s starting to get glimmers of something else, too—some signal that’s far more real than these illusionary lights that keep on taunting her. She can’t tell if it’s deeper in the Moon or deeper in her mind. It occurs to her that maybe there’s no difference.
The minutes crawl by. The Moon looms ever larger, the hordes of Eurasian ships growing above the left and right horizons. The L2 fleet’s holding steady in formation. The Harrison’s holding steady under their thumb. Kill-crazy meat-puppets roam all corridors beyond the bridge’s blast-doors. Everything within is in total lockdown. The three mechs who comprise the muscle have got the situation handled.
Which leaves Lynx and the Operative to their own devices. They’ve been using their exalted position on the zone of the L2 fleet to ransack all the data they can find. But it turns out that Szilard had precious little left stashed up here—
“That’s the rest of it,” says the Lynx.
“Yep,” says the Operative.
“We’re going to have to wait till we get back to the Moon to figure out the—”
“We can’t.”
“Can’t what?”
“Wait.”
This is getting tight,” says Jarvin.
His face is on one of the screens in the main room of the cockpit. Spencer’s is on the opposite. Both men are still in the zone, meshed with the AI, scanning for the Rain triad that’s somewhere in the bowels of the ship. Sarmax is sitting in a corner where he can see both screens. He stretches, looks at the screens that show the two fleets closing.
“One last chance to talk,” he says.
She’s moving within range of her ultimate destination.
The one her life has been building toward for all this time. And the thing that’s now materializing within her mind is as much a function of what lies in the depths of Moon as in the deepest recesses of herself. She can’t explain it. Can’t understand it. All she can do is stare at the face of the child appearing before her. It’s a face she recognizes.
It used to be her own.
Don’t bullshit me, Carson.”
“I’m not bullshitting you. We need to figure out the game plan now.”
“You really want to go there?”
“Not a matter of want. A matter of necessity.”
“Because you thought you could win this game on your own and now you’re waking up to the fact that—”
“I was wrong.”
“You sound scared.”
“I am scared.”
“Given what’s going down, you should be.”
“So let’s talk about the gameboard,” says the Operative.
Those fucking files,” says Jarvin.
Spencer starts to speak—stops. He gets that he’s in over his head—that he’s taken this as far as he can go on his own. He knows way too much—needs whatever pieces of the puzzle the others have. His mind’s been searching for a way out and the only one he can come up with is—
“Spit it out, man.” Sarmax seems to be sinking ever farther back into the corner—
“Not even sure how to say it,” Spencer says.
Haskell’s inside a child’s mind now. Cathedrals of sensory impression from another era rise around her.
The universe fractals in vast kaleidoscopic patterns. The child’s eyes open. Her own follow an instant later.
Time machines,” says Lynx. “That’s what you said back—”
“Yeah,” says the Operative.
“Still a bullshit artist till the last, huh?”
“I’m not bullshitting you.”
“You and I both know that’s only the start of it.”
The Autumn Rain hit-teams were just the tip of the iceberg,” says Spencer.
“We know that,” says Sarmax. “Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to? Time was I ran the Autumn Rain hit-teams for Harri—”
“The Manilishi was what mattered,” says Jarvin.
“You need to know what she really is,” mutters Spencer.
The child’s billowing through her mind now—like she’s in some kind of tunnel, walls flowing ever faster past her. Haskell realizes tears are running down her cheeks. The Moon around her seems to shimmer. Wind chimes ring out—resolve themselves into her own voice. The one from all those years ago.
Only the start of it,” repeats Lynx.
“I realize that,” says the Operative. He pauses.
“It’s all about Haskell—”
“No,” says Lynx, “it’s fucking not.”
She’s just the key,” Spencer says.
“To everything,” adds Sarmax.
“About time you got involved,” says Jarvin.
I don’t want to talk to you,” she says.
“That doesn’t matter,” says the child.
“I can’t face this.”
“Do you remember that time you couldn’t speak?”
“When I was seven,” she says. “For six weeks.”
“I’m seven now,” says the girl.
Haskell stares. She remembers being seven—or what she thought at the time was seven, since accelerated genetics had resulted in twenty-four months of real memories layered in by five years of false ones. She recalls six weeks during which she was operated on nearly every day—it suddenly flashes back in her head like another nuke going off, and like some kind of trigger, the psychic vibrations of Sinclair’s mind start to pulsate around her, press in against her, show her where he really is. Exactly where she thought he’d be. Her destination—
The Room,” says Lynx. “That’s where all this is going. That’s where it’s been heading all along.”
The Operative nods slowly.
Sinclair created an ultimate sanctuary,” says Spencer.
“Containing the real ultimate weapon,” says Jarvin.
“And he’s gearing up to switch it on,” says Sarmax.
The child subsides toward the endless reaches in the back of her head. She can sense the outer perimeter now, as though it’s a faraway light glowing through endless mists. It’s still well below her. But there’s only one road she can follow. It doesn’t surprise her in the slightest when the last set of pursuers moves in behind her.
Sinclair’s going to feed Haskell into what he’s created,” says the Operative.
“Into it?” Lynx looks puzzled. “Now I’m not tracking—”
“Christ man! So he can feed off it!”
“What?”
“Don’t you fucking get it? He’s trying to become a god.”
Assembling computing power so vast no other term would be appropriate,” says Spencer. He stares at them both, wonders how to make them see. “It’s all about manipulating information. And the final part of Sinclair’s file is all equations. Nothing but fucking math.”
“Part of which is some kind of unified field theory,” says Jarvin.
“And how the hell would you know that?” says Sarmax.
“Jesus, man, what else could it be? Marry relativity to quantum mechanics, and you’d unlock the secrets of the universe. You could redefine the field of black-ops weaponry—”
“Along with science itself,” says Spencer. “These goddamn formulas have got symbols that whoever cooked them up had to invent along the way.” Spencer starts beaming it over.
“Fuck,” says Jarvin.
“I wonder who did cook them up?” says Sarmax suddenly.
“Try Sinclair’s pet AI,” says Spencer.
Control. That gutless phantom. The original sneak—sent by its master to wreak havoc upon the opposition—undermining InfoCom the whole time. And doing so much else—she can feel that thing’s mind out there somewhere, synthetic sidek
ick riding shotgun on the brain of Matthew Sinclair.
But her immediate problem is right behind her. It feels like a full-fledged triad, only a few klicks back. The Rain down on the Moon have played their hand at last. And she’s playing hers; she accelerates, starts taking these caves in hairpin turns, her position closing on the coordinates she has to make.
And you wanted to sit at his fucking side while he—”
“Never mind what I wanted,” says the Operative.
“You’ve got the maps.”
Lynx grins. “Damn straight,” he says.
“Damn.”
“You were figuring you’d just ditch me somewhere in the tunnels?”
“The thought maybe crossed my mind.”
“Well, think on it no more.”
“I get that,” says the Operative.
And he also gets the implications. If Lynx has kept up with him across the last few days—if he was able to decode that file that Sorenson kept in his mainframe, those charts of sublunar terrain forbidden like no other—then Lynx is good enough to be a factor in what’s about to take place when everyone hits the Moon. And the Operative’s desperate to find more talent to go up against Sinclair. The Operative eyes his own copy of those maps—the endless tunnels stacked beneath Congreve, the arrows that show the approach to the threshold of the Room. He glances at what he knows of the blueprints of the Room itself—looks back at Lynx.
“I know,” he whispers. “You can’t go back any farther than when you built it.”
Lynx nods. “A time machine isn’t a vehicle.”
It’s really more of a place,” says Spencer.
“The place,” says Jarvin.
“And what’s down there is about a lot more than just time.” Spencer’s onscreen image glances at Sarmax. “Right, Leo?”
Sarmax nods. “Sinclair seeded the Earth-Moon system with teleport devices,” he says. “Gateways to other such gateways.”
“And one device that was an entirely different kind of gate,” says Jarvin slowly.
“Which was what the Rain who rebelled against Sinclair got wind of,” says Sarmax.
“Along with Morat,” says Jarvin. “Jesus Christ. Everyone who mattered in CICom always knew he had an ace in the hole; they just didn’t know how out there it was. Or how out there he is.”
“To say nothing of her,” says Spencer.
But none of them ever had a clue as to what that really meant … to understand that memories aren’t in the past, that portents aren’t in the future. To realize that now is all there is. Even as her pursuers close in behind her, that single moment fills her—a single stone dropping through the shafts of eternity. Her mind’s something far more than mind now. Every cell in her body’s come awake. The outer perimeter of the Room is impending. She can see its lights dead ahead—a pale fraction of the lights that now blaze in every fiber of her being.
So how do you want to do this?” says Lynx.
“Hit that rock and get deeper,” says the Operative.
He beams over coordinates. “Via the farside—”
“Too bad there’s no teleporter—”
“You said that already.”
“Here we go,” says Lynx as he gestures at the window.
And Sinclair’s there already,” says Spencer. “At the Room—”
“Probably,” says Sarmax.
“Definitely,” mutters Jarvin. “Waiting for her.”
“Does she know something he doesn’t?” says Spencer.
“I think it’s the other way around.”
That’s when acceleration slams against them like some giant hand—
The Operative and Lynx can see it clearly on all their screens. At the vanguard of the Eurasian fleet, the megaships have shifted gears, accelerating at rates the rest of the ships can’t hope to match. But they’re bringing portions of that fleet with them—
“Bastards,” says Lynx.
“Tin-can alley,” says the Operative.
The megaships are towing order-of-magnitude more freight this time around. The systems of tethers stretching out to the side of their wakes is that much more complex. About ten percent of the Eurasian fleet is involved in the spearhead’s burn—one formation led by each megaship, two vectors driving in upon the Moon …
“This is going to be good,” says Lynx.
Spencer and Jarvin have to drop momentarily from zone to steady their bodies. They’re pressing themselves into corners adjacent to Sarmax, letting the G-forces shove against them as the ship throttles up.
“Who the fuck’s driving this thing?” says Spencer.
“We’ve lost our link to the engines,” says Jarvin. “That fucking triad that’s still out there—”
“Maybe not,” says Spencer. He’s mulling other possibilities, like the Eurasian leadership itself. After all the precautions they’ve taken, Spencer wouldn’t put it past them to have created one last backup option—equipping the motors of their megaships with stripped-down, primitive computers shorn from the rest of zone, on direct wireless links to their own bunkers. Just enough computer intelligence to take orders and pump bombs. Anything more than that’s inviting a little too much trouble. He forwards projected schematics to Jarvin.
“Yeah,” says Jarvin, “that’s an option, too. Praesidium could be pulling the strings.”
“And for all we know Sinclair’s pulling theirs,” says Sarmax.
Jarvin gestures at the consoles. “That’s why you need to have this AI crunch us some equations.”
“And decipher the last of Sinclair’s code,” says Sarmax.
“Let’s hope it’s a quick study,” says Spencer.
The orders flash out from the Harrison: maximum speed. The L2 fleet fires all afterburners and picks up steam as it closes on the farside. The ships are running at a velocity far below the two Eurasian squadrons now burning in toward the Moon’s nearside, but the Americans have to cover only a quarter of the distance. The Eurasians won’t just be trying to crush the American fleet—they’ll be trying to get as many shock-troops as possible onto the lunar surface. Prudence might dictate they take care of the first objective before they worry about the second. But the Operative has a feeling that they might try for both at once.
“Bad news,” says Linehan on the comlink.
“No one ever calls with good,” mutters Lynx.
The AI is going to town, crunching away on Sinclair’s last files while Spencer and Jarvin step back into the zone. Not that there’s much to see. All the action seems to be going on out in the real world. The Moon’s swelling in the screens. And through the flash of nuclear detonations from the megaships’ exhaust can be seen those scores of ships being towed, each one towing so many others, and virtually all of them are—
“Troopships,” says Sarmax.
“Invasion time,” mutters Jarvin.
The contest outside is approaching its climax. Same with the one down here. Sinclair’s somewhere below her. But he must have some kind of contingency for the overwhelming strength of the Eurasian fleet. Presumably that contingency involves the Rain triad that’s still on the Righteous Fire-Dragon. But as to how she’s going to deal with the Rain triad that’s right behind her—all she can do is run. She doesn’t dare try to stand against them with Sinclair and Control so near at hand. She hurtles forward, reaches a chamber she recognizes from her dreams. That narrow alcove in the corner—just tall enough for a man—or a woman. She steps within as suited figures blast into the room she’s left behind, codes flashing through her mind—
A M drive’s fucked,” says Linehan.
The secret weapon of the Harrison. Not to mention a good chunk of the reason the Operative and his crew fought their way onto this ship in the first place—excepting the now-destroyed Redeemer, the flagship is the only vessel employing the prototype antimatter drive. But it hasn’t been switched on yet. The Operative was saving that for one final burst of evasive action. He grimaces—
“What the fuck’s wron
g with the thing?”
“It won’t prime,” says Linehan.
“Why not?”
“Who the fuck knows?”
“Did you fucking check?”
“What do you think we’re fucking doing out here?”
The Operative turns off the comlink.
“Colonists probably trashed it,” says Lynx.
“Or just snipped the connection.”
They look at each other. Lynx clears his throat. “Surely you’re not suggesting—”
“Sure I am,” says the Operative.
And suddenly the whole zone just staggers—
All around them, it’s as though the entire zone has suddenly turned to liquid—as though waves are pulsing through that liquid, making everything ripple around them. It’s like nothing Spencer’s ever experienced.
It lasts the merest fraction of a second. Space folds in around, gives way before her like cobwebs brushing across her face. Her eyes see nothing. But she feels everything rip through her as she teleports right through the outer perimeter’s membrane. It’s about what she expected—enough psychic overload to destroy an unprepared mind. Or just give it a brain hemorrhage. And maybe that’s what’s happening in her head.
But then it all subsides.
Seems to be normal now,” says Lynx.
“Nothing normal about that,” says the Operative.
They’re starting to run diagnostics, trying to figure out what the hell just happened. Something just seemed to twist the whole zone sideways before letting it snap back into place like a gargantuan piece of elastic. And not just the zone either—
“I felt something in my mind as well,” says the Operative.
“Me too,” says Lynx.
They glance at each other.
“Fuck,” says the Operative.
“If Sinclair’s starting up the party—”
“All the more reason for you to get the fuck back there and get that damn drive working.”
“What the fuck makes you think I’m going to do it?”
“Because kickstarting busted engines on spaceships is something I’ve done once too often,” says the Operative. It’s not much of an answer, but at this point, he could give a rat’s ass if Lynx is satisfied. He only wonders if Lynx will choose to make this the moment—if he’ll decide to have it out right here. It’d be betting against the odds, given that the Operative’s the expert in physical combat, but he wouldn’t put it past him. He watches recognition of the inevitable coalesce on Lynx’s face—
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