by Tynessa
“Let me ask you this?” I paused. “Do you really want to be with Shan? And answer me truthfully Ronny!”
He just dropped his head and didn’t say anything.
“Well you know what you have to do… if you don't then stop leading her on.”
He just nodded his head up and down. I couldn’t believe it was really going to end with them. We sat there for a few more minutes before he left.
Star
Shan’s ass sitting up there trying to flex but I got something for her ass. I snuck and took a picture of her and that gold mouth wanna be thug that was her so call ‘friend’ but I knew better. She probably was fucking him just like she was fucking Dre’s crazy ass while she was pregnant with Niyah. She knew damn well that was Ronny’s baby all alone. Stupid ass!
I sent Ronny the picture of her and her ‘friend’ and followed by another text saying...“The bitch you think so highly of.”
He texted back seconds later telling me to quit texting his fucking phone. I knew he was probably pissed off.
‘Yeah, you say that now’ I texted him back.
He texted right back ‘I’m gone say it tomorrow and the next day too… now once again stop texting my fucking phone before I tell my brother and your sister.”
I replied ‘If you really wanted to tell you would have been told. Just admit it Ronny, you want this pussy’.
‘I don’t want that shit and the only reason I haven’t told is because I don’t want your sister to tag that ass while the both of you is pregnant. But trust and believe as soon as y’all drop I’m gonna tell her so she can get in that ass’.
‘I’m confused… Am I supposed to be scared?’ I text back.
‘You should be. Now stop texting my fucking phone HOE!’
‘Lol… I’ll be that,” I shot back before deleting all the texts. I was one step closer to getting him in bed.
I was so serious when I asked was I supposed to be scared that he was going to tell Shan. Everybody thought Shan was the only one that could fight. We had the same blood so I had those hands too and there wasn’t a bitch alive that put any type of fear in my heart. Not even her!
Ronny
I pulled up to my mama’s house and parked behind Shan’s BMW. I got my kids out of the truck and because they both were sleeping, I carried them both into the house. When I walked in I saw Shan and Star sitting on the couch, feet propped all up like they were at home or better yet, like they wasn’t just mad. Shan sat up.
“You need help?” she tried getting up but being almost 7 months pregnant made it hard.
“No.” I kept walking to the back not even looking their way. I laid the kids down before going back into the living room. I spoke to my mom before telling Shan I needed to talk to her outside. I watched her slowly getting off the couch before I cut my eyes at Star that had a nasty smirk on her face. I started to walk over and bust her in her shit. I hate that fucking girl!
“What the fuck you doing out hugged up with some nigga?” I got straight to the point once we walked outside. She looked confused and I held up my hand.
“And don’t start your fucking lying, acting like you don’t know what the fuck I’m talking about,” I continued.
She smacked her lips “Lie about what? I have no to reason to lie, I’m grown as fuck, and I’m single as fuck so therefore I can do what the fuck I want to do,” she said rolling her neck.
“That neck of yours about to get snapped… Now you might be grown and single as fuck but you’re also damn near 7 months pregnant with my child. You need to have your grown single ass at home somewhere and quit running around like you not about to drop.”
“I don’t see anything wrong with dating. Hell, just because I’m pregnant doesn’t mean I can't have fun. I’m not about to be stuck in the house doing nothing.”
“Well you better not have that nigga around my kids or be fucking that nigga while carrying my seed.”
“Whatever Ronny,” she said turning to go back inside.
“You heard what the fuck I said,” I yelled as I started walking back to my truck.
I was pissed at Shan’s ass. I never thought we’ll be having our third child and wasn’t even together. Hell, to be honest I thought we would be married before we even had our second one. I guess I should have gotten my shit together and proposed to her a long time ago before shit got so bad between us.
I pulled up to Eric house to collect some cash he had for me. I saw a female sitting on the porch as I parked on the side of the road and got out my truck. I walked up to the porch and noticed it was Wanda, one of the twins.
“Da fuck yo sister at?” she looked as if she had just seen a ghost just as Eric walked out of the house with Rhonda right behind him, laughing and talking as if they had no worries.
“Surprise!” I said. Eric scratched his head and Rhonda eased behind him as if he was her protector.
“What’s up man?” Eric nervously dapped me up. I didn’t have beef with him, hell he can fuck her and whoever else I used to fuck with. Like I told Vic, as long as he didn’t stick his dick in Shaniqua Holmes we’re good. The whole time I dapped him up I kept my eyes on that bitch.
“So Rhonda, what was that shit you pulled at the grocery store?” I asked.
“I wasn’t trying to start no drama with you and your girl I was just having a little fun,” she said. A little fun? I wanted to yoke her ass up!
“And the phone call?” I asked instead.
She looked confused. “I didn’t call anyone?” she said.
“Da hell you didn’t,” I said through clenched teeth. “You called my fucking girl and told a lie saying we were still fucking around.” Eric turned to look at her but didn’t say anything.
“I swear I didn’t call her. How the fuck did I even get her number to call?” she asked and that was a good ass question because we were wondering the same thing. But someone called saying they were her and we was still fucking. If it wasn’t her then who could it have been?
“Somebody called my girl and she left my ass because of that bullshit.” I said as I yoked her up.
“Well I swear it wasn’t me Ron,” she said as she tried to free herself from the hold I had on her. I finally let her go then turned to Eric who was standing there not saying a word.
“Yo give me my shit so I can bounce man.” I was pissed because someone was playing fucking games.
We walked in the house and after I got the duffle bag, I was out. Something about that shit wasn’t right, she did that little shit at the grocery store, but she wasn’t the one to call and tell Shan that lie. Yeah, right!
Chapter 15
Shaniqua
“So what are we doing for your birthday boo?” Brooke asked me as we sat in her living room. My birthday was in one week and there I was pregnant. It was going to be one boring ass birthday.
“I don’t know… hell I can’t do too much,” I said pointing down at my belly.
She rolled her eyes and smacked her lips “And what is that supposed to mean? You can still go out.”
I frowned “Negative! I’m not about to go out while I’m 7 months pregnant girl. Where they do that at?”
“It’s a lot of bitches that go out while their pregnant.”
“Well I’m not that bitch,” I let her know. “Plus Ronny’s ass would kill me.”
“Here we go… Stop worrying about Ronny’s ass and take your ass out and enjoy yourself.”
“I’ll think about it… but why can’t you and Star just come to my house and we chill? I can get my mom and Debbie to watch your kids or hell Bino’s ass can.”
“Yeah, I already told Bino to clear his schedule because I was hanging with the two preggos for your birthday,” she said and we both laughed. That’s my bitch and I loved her ass.
“Well Ronny already told me he was getting my kids so I could enjoy my birthday. He says he’s taking them to Jersey because Grandma Thelma has been asking about them. I want you to meet her; she is such a sweetheart.
Her and Shaniyah’s ass look just alike girl.”
“Aww I want to meet her,” she said as Bino, Ronny, and Nell walked in. Bino walked over and kissed Brooke and spoke to me before pulling her up, telling her he needed to talk to her.
“Hey Brooke and Belly number two,” Nell said cheesing hard. I giggled.
“Hey Nellie Nell.”
“Don’t call me that shit,” Nell said sitting down. Ronny walked straight to the bathroom not even speaking. Rude ass! Minutes later he returned and sat next to me and began rubbing and talking to my stomach.
“Hey daddy’s lil Diva,” he said before kissing it and it gave me chills. I played it off and rubbed the spot he had just kissed.
“Dang you can’t say hey to the lady that’s carrying your little diva,” I fussed.
He chuckled “What’s up Shan?”
“That’s better!” I turned to Nell “Where my sister at?”
“I dropped her off at y’all mama’s house before I got up with these niggas,” he said texting away on his phone.
“Oh okay,” I said getting up to go empty my bladder. When I was done in the bathroom, I returned and took a seat in the recliner Brooke was sitting in before her and Bino disappeared upstairs for a quickie.
I looked over at Ronny as I rubbed my belly and he was staring directly at me. We made eye contact for a brief second before I turned my attention back to the TV. I wasn’t about to get caught up staring into those green ass eye I still had a weak spot for. My phone started ringing and it was Brunzie. Damn, I hate to get up. Fuck it.
“Hello,” I answered not bothering to get up.
“What’s good ma?”
“Hey you.” I tried not to blush.
“What you got going on?”
“Nothing, I’m chilling at my homegirl Brooke’s house...What you doing?” My eyes were glued to the TV but I could feel Ronny burning a hole in the side of my head.
“I was calling to see if you wanted to go out for dinner. I miss kicking it with you.”
“I’m gonna have to take a rain check. I have my kids,” I lied and Ronny let out a laugh. He was really irking the hell out of me.
“Okay, that’s fine. I’ll just call up Jroc,” he said and we said our goodbyes and ended the call as Brooke and Bino was making their way back down the stairs. Finally!
“Y’all asses so damn rude,” I snapped
They both smiled and said “What,” at the same time.
“Don’t what me! Had me sitting down here while you were up there getting your freak on,” I said to Brooke.
“Shan’s jealous,” Ronny said laughing and causing everybody else to laugh but I didn’t see a damn thing funny. I shot him an evil look.
“Jealous?” I said
“Yes, you jealous you can’t get none because you’re pregnant,” he shot back.
“I’m far from jealous, if I wanted some dick I could get some dick…and that’s from you nigga!”
“Oh really?” he asked nonchalantly while everyone stared in silence. Even Nell looked up from his phone.
“Yes really. Don’t act like you don’t know.”
“Hmmmm… I’m glad you feel you got it like that,” that nigga had the nerve to say.
“I know I got it like that!” I said and he didn’t reply. I didn’t know why he was sitting up there trying to play hard. His ass was lucky I was pregnant. I’m going to show him that I didn’t need him nor did I want to be with his ass anymore. I was so over Ronny’s ass. Soon as I dropped this load, it’s on. I was moving the fuck on for real!
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Cornell
“Baby, don’t you think you need to be heading home?”
“What time is it?” I asked.
“9:37.”
Lord knows I tried not to end back up in Kandi’s bed, but there was just something about her that drove me nuts. She was so fucking sexy the shit was just unreal. I was truly happy Ronny introduced us that night at the club.
I rolled over. “I’m about to get up. You got that fiyah that be knocking a nigga out,” I said pulling her into my arms. She giggled and kissed my lips.
“Baby stop and get up before your girl be calling.”
“I’m getting up now,” I said sitting up in the bed.
I never thought in a million and one years that I would have ever cheated on Star but she wasn’t acting right. Even while she was pregnant, she was still staying out late. I knew she was still hanging with her lover Drea because I rode past her house one late night and saw Star’s car parked in the driveway as if it belonged there. I told her I didn’t want her hanging at her gay lover’s house but for some reason she felt she couldn’t live without that damn girl.
I got up, showered and after giving Kandi a long passionate kiss I was out the door. I pulled up to my house and was surprised to see Star was already there. I walked in.
“So you back fucking with that bitch, huh?” Star wobbled towards me.
“What are you talking about Star?” I played dumb.
“You know what the fuck I’m talking about.”
I took a seat on the couch. “And you back bumping coochie with Drea!” It was more like I was telling her than asking. Her ass didn’t want to hear that because all she said was whatever before wobbling her ass to the bedroom.
I decided to sleep on the couch, being around her was becoming sickening. How could you fuck over someone that treated you like a queen, repeatedly? With a female at that. I didn’t get that shit at all. A person could only take so much, that’s why I didn’t feel bad for cheating on her with Kandi. I guess I should have because she was pregnant, but I didn’t!
I couldn’t lie, I cared about Kandi a lot, but if Star had gotten her act together then I would have stopped fucking with Kandi. But I didn’t think Star would ever act right. I was there now because she’s pregnant and I felt she needed me but after she have my son and she was still on that bullshit, I was out.
I woke up the next morning to the smell of bacon; I licked my lips then sat up on the couch. I followed the smell and once I entered the kitchen, Star was over the stove fixing our plates. She turned to face me with a warming smile.
“Good morning bae. You can come eat,” she said to me.
I nodded my head up and down “Let me go get myself together first.”
I went into the bathroom wondering what’s gotten into her. Her mood swings was something crazy, one minute she mad at me then the next minute she was sweet as a button and that was before she even got pregnant. I guess the shit was hereditary because Shan’s ass was the same way towards my brother. I walked back into the kitchen and she was already seated with our plates on the table. I sat down and we began eating in silence.
“Baby?” she said breaking the awkward silence.
I looked up from my plate “What’s up?”
“I’m sorry for everything.”
“Everything like what Star?” I wanted to know.
She looked down at her plate with a look of shame. “You know the whole Drea situation. I never meant for that shit to happen, and I promise since I found out I was pregnant I haven’t even been with her like that.”
“You sure? Because I know for a fact that you still be chilling at her crib on the nights you decide to stay out late.”
“I know… I never said we don’t hang out any more, I said I haven’t been with her like that. I mean she’s my best friend so of course we’re gonna hangout.”
“No, she’s your ex-lover. The one you cheated on me with, remember?”
“I know Cornell and you don’t have to keep throwing that up.”
“I told you I didn’t want you hanging out with her anymore. I can’t trust you around her. I probably can’t trust you around no female anymore.”
“You acting like I’m just gay Nell.”
I looked around confusedly “And you’re not?”
“Hell no I’m not gay.”
I laughed as I got up to put my plate in the sink.
“What you call it then?” I just had to know.
“I guess you can say bi-curious,” even she sounded unsure.
“Naw I’ll stick with gay! That shit wasn’t a one-time thing, you and that damn girl was having a secret affair behind my damn back.” I almost choked over my words because that shit hurt to the core to know the woman you loved with everything in you was the same woman out doing you dirty.
She sighed deeply. “I’m sorry Cornell… I just want to get past that, I love you, and I want to make it work. I mean we have a baby on the way and I don’t want my baby going from home to home.”
I just nodded my head.
“You remember we promised we wouldn’t end up like my sister and your brother? That Love and War type relationship.”
I chuckled “And look at us now.”
“But I’m willing to try to make it work. Are you?”
I paused, “I am too.”
I didn’t know what it was about that damn girl, but I was so weak when it came to her. I just hope this time she get her shit together.
Brooke
Since my sis Shan’s birthday was on a Sunday, we planned on going out Saturday night. It was Friday and Bino had the kids so Shan, Star, and I hit up the mall shopping for our outfits for tomorrow night.
I got me a cute little mini skirt that barely covered my ass with a matching halter-top and some sexy heels. Star got a cute back out all over dress that hugged her body nicely, showing off her baby bump and a pair of sexy heels as well. My girl Shan got her a strapless dress that complemented her body to the T showing off her baby bump as well with a cute pair of wedges.
After hitting up damn near every store in the mall, we were exhausted and hungry so we went to the food court.
“Shan, isn’t that gold mouth over there?” We turned to look in the direction Star was pointing and there sat Brunzie and some cute dark skinned chick.