by Anthology
Mardok shrugged. ‘Hey, lighten up. Just having some fun.’
‘Calm down, both of you,’ Poldak snapped. Then suddenly, ‘You! What do you think you’re doing?’
Keldra was back at the control panel, hiding it with her body while making some change to the wiring.
‘Get away from that!’ shouted Mardok, swinging his gun back to Keldra.
She moved away from the panel slowly, and it looked to Olzan as though she had made one final adjustment as she turned around. ‘I can still get it open in time,’ she said.
‘I said no,’ Poldak replied.
‘It’s valuable. Take it. I know of collectors who’d want to buy it to restore it.’
Mardok advanced on Keldra, grabbed her by the neck, his gun pressing into her abdomen. ‘The man said no.’ She didn’t move. Her face was locked in a snarl, angry rather than frightened; it looked as though she was deliberately restraining herself from pushing the man away.
‘We can come to an arrangement,’ Olzan said. ‘We’ll give you passage to Santesteban, and some money to get you on your feet. I can see if my employer can find space for you in his business there, good jobs. You don’t need to go to the trouble of taking over the ship.’
The third man—Soodok—was almost hopping from foot to foot. ‘Let’s go, already. They’ve offered us passage.’
‘We’re taking the ship,’ Poldak said. ‘Sorry, but I can’t trust you any other way. If you’re in control there’s nothing stopping you from slave-spiking us in our sleep.’
‘What’s stopping you from doing the same to us?’
‘My word as a gentleman.’ His smile was mixed with a slightly confused look, which puzzled Olzan. He hadn’t said it with the conviction of his earlier joke.
‘We can come to a deal,’ Olzan said. ‘My implant can be set to a conditional trigger. We’ll set it so that if any of you are harmed, it’ll wipe me as well. That’s a guarantee of safe passage. Right?’
Poldak blinked, slowly, keeping his eyes closed for several seconds, as if it took him that long to process what Olzan had said. ‘Don’t believe you,’ he said. ‘Don’t trust you to set up the implant right.’
‘All right. How about this? My ship has two grav-rings. They’ve got separate hab systems, separate everything. We’ll give you one of them, all the way to Santesteban or wherever you’d like to go. You can decouple the life support systems from the rest of the ship; disable the transit hub. Short of dismantling our own ship there’s no way we could reach you.’
‘That sounds…sounds reasonable. I think we can deal.’ He nodded, and slowly lowered his gun. His hand, previously rock steady, was wobbling in little circles. He stared at it as if seeing it for the first time, then blinked and shook his head. ‘Sobriety shot. Damn side effects.’
Soodok was hopping from foot to foot. ‘Told you, you shouldn’t have drunk. Now let’s go. Gotta go gotta go gotta go.’
Another gunshot split the air. Poldak’s and Soodok’s reactions were noticeably slower than before as they turned to look at Mardok. He was laughing raucously, once again pointing the gun up at the Seagull. The bullet hole was a good metre from his target.
Poldak’s expression slowly turned to a look of astonished rage, the first time he had shown an emotion other than arrogance. ‘What’s happening?’
‘I don’t know!’ Olzan said.
Mardok fired again. This time the bullet went through the Seagull’s wing. Olzan saw Keldra wince, but she didn’t move.
Poldak noticed Olzan looking at Keldra. ‘You did this, didn’t you? What did you do?’
Mardok barrelled into Keldra and grabbed her by the neck again. He moved unsteadily, almost unbalancing both of them. ‘What have you done?’ he shouted. ‘I’ll kill you, you—’
Mardok’s gun fired, but the shot went wide. Keldra had pushed his hand away. Now she pulled the gun from his grasp and shoved him away from her, kicking him in the chest and sending him sprawling drunkenly onto the ground. She raised the gun, her arm perfectly straight, and shot Mardok in the head where he lay. Bits of blood and brain spattered into the oily water.
Poldak and Soodok were raising their guns to shoot Keldra, but their responses were slow, held back by shock as well as whatever had been affecting them already. One of them fired—Olzan couldn’t tell which—but missed. Keldra turned and fired twice, putting a bullet in each of their foreheads, nearly deafening Olzan as the bullets went close by his head. Her face was a mask of cold fury; her hand was trembling just a little, in anger rather than fear.
Olzan fought to get his breathing back under control. ‘What happened?’ he said at last. ‘What did you do? It was you, wasn’t it?’
‘Check your atmosphere gauge.’
He looked at the read-out on his suit’s forearm. The pressure was normal, but the oxygen concentration was significantly down. ‘You suffocated them.’
‘Hypoxia. By the time you notice something’s wrong, you’re too light-headed to think straight. I used the airlock mechanism to cycle the oxygen out gently.’
‘You killed them,’ Olzan said again. The sound of the gunshots still rang in his ears. ‘Never mind. Let’s go. There’s not much time.’
‘We take the Seagull.’ Keldra was still holding the gun.
Olzan watched the blood spread out from the hijackers’ heads into the standing water. ‘All right.’
Keldra went back to work on the hangar doors. On Olzan’s timer, the seconds to the Black Line ticked away. The device beeped as they passed the thirty-minute mark. That was the point at which Olzan had told himself he would blow the doors, but after what Keldra had done to the hijackers he was too scared to cross her. Back on the Thousand Names he’d make it clear who was captain; right now, though, he would give her a few more minutes.
‘I’ve got it,’ Keldra said at last. The timer read twenty-four minutes.
Olzan felt the relief wash over him. He put a transmission through to the shuttle. ‘Vaz, we’re coming out through the hangar. Get ready to pick us up.’
‘Tell her to go back to the Names,’ Keldra said. She was walking towards the Seagull.
‘What?’
‘We’ll ride the Seagull out. Grab a wheel.’ She kicked the chock from in front of the spaceplane’s forward landing gear wheel, and pushed the stepladder away from its nose. ‘The air pressure should push it out, but it might need a little help.’
‘Scratch that, Vaz. Return to the Names. We’ll be with the package.’
‘That maniac had better know what she’s doing,’ Vazoya crackled in his ear.
Keldra had removed the chocks from the other two wheels and had grabbed on to the landing gear beneath one of the wings. Olzan hurried over and took hold of the other one. He fumbled to get a suit line around the landing gear column. As he did so he flicked his suit transmitter to the Thousand Names’s frequency. ‘Brenn, we’ll be dropping the package out in a moment. Get into position.’
‘Ready?’ Keldra asked.
‘Ready.’
She punched a command into her suit’s wrist panel. There was a shudder, and a groaning sound from the hangar doors as the long-disused mechanism unstuck itself. The display cases against the wall toppled and then fell, their glass fronts smashing. The vacuum seal broke and the door opened the rest of the way quickly, hinging outwards and upwards. There was a roar of air past Olzan’s helmet. The display cases were whisked out, tumbling out of sight, followed by a cascade of oily water and the bodies of the would-be hijackers.
The spaceplane moved forward, as if rising out of his hands. He took that as his cue to push. On the other wheel, Keldra was doing the same. The rush of air was gone after a moment, but they had got the spaceplane moving. Shoulders to the landing gear columns, they hauled its weight across the hangar floor towards the abyss of spinning stars.
The forward wheel went over the edge and the spaceplane’s nose went down, dragging them forward. Olzan jumped onto the landing gear and hugged the column as
the spaceplane pitched out of the hangar doors into the infinite drop.
Stars wheeled around them. The silence of the vacuum was broken only by Olzan’s nervous breathing. For a moment he felt as if he was falling, then he went through the reverse of the perception shift he had gone through on the approach to the starscraper. He was weightless, clinging on to the spaceplane as it drifted away from the city. Anastasia Zhu’s starscraper was already rotating away from them and becoming lost in the throng of other surface features. In the other direction he could see the thruster flame of Vazoya’s shuttle as it sped ahead of them, and more distantly the comforting sight of the Thousand Names, its cargo bay doors opening onto a warmly lit interior.
There was something else out there, bigger than the Thousand Names but dark against the stars. Olzan felt a chill run through him. It was the Worldbreaker, now large enough to be seen with the naked eye, closing in on the doomed city. Olzan willed the spaceplane to drift faster. His timer read twenty minutes to the Black Line, but he was painfully aware that the line was only a best guess, and they were already within the margin of error.
Keldra had noticed the Worldbreaker too. Olzan could see her face through her visor. She was staring at it, not taking her eyes off it as the Seagull’s rotation moved it around in a circle in front of them. Her face was curled up with a hatred that she had not shown even to the hijackers when they had threatened the spaceplane. As Olzan watched she drew Mardok’s gun from her suit holster, raised it slowly, and then fired: a soundless white flash erupting in the vacuum. She fired again and again, faster and faster as she emptied the clip at the Worldbreaker. She said nothing, although the helmet channel was open. There were tears pooling up at the sides of her eyes, glinting with each muzzle flash.
The Worldbreaker’s mouth began to open, its sickly green light a ghastly mirror of the Thousand Names’s inviting cargo bay. It had positioned itself along the city’s long axis, as if finding the best angle to swallow it whole. A grating scream sounded in Olzan’s ears: the radio interference from the Worldbreaker’s beam. At the distant end of the city, the docking spindle twisted further before snapping off and being sucked into the Worldbreaker’s mouth. Starscrapers shattered, tiny shards of glass and metal falling sparkling away.
The muzzle flashes from Keldra’s gun stopped. Her finger kept working the trigger for a few seconds, then she gave an inarticulate cry of frustration, barely audible under the radio scream, then hurled the gun at the Worldbreaker. It spun away, flashing rhythmically in the sunlight, clearly on the wrong course.
There was an explosion at the end of the city, an orange fireball, briefly blossoming, as fire raced through the air in the second before it dispersed. The Worldbreaker beam had ruptured the first of the city’s habitation caverns. A halo of debris fanned out, the force of the explosion combining with the city’s angular momentum to hurl the outermost parts of the city surface outside the range of the Worldbreaker’s beam. A shockwave travelled along the city as the beam bored deeper. The cluster of structures that had included Anastasia Zhu’s starscraper disintegrated in an instant.
The city was in the centre of an expanding wave of debris. Olzan could see great hunks of rock and metal looming at them, backlit by the flickering green of the Worldbreaker beam. The leading surface was travelling outwards faster than the Seagull, propelled by the force of the explosion.
They had reached the Thousand Names. Brenn had almost matched velocities with them, so the Seagull floated through the cargo bay doors and settled gently into the elastic cargo webbing. Olzan pushed himself off the landing gear and hand-walked across the webbing towards the airlock to the ship’s spine. Through the closing doors he could see the city breaking up into great chunks, its original shape gone.
‘Brenn, we’re secure,’ he said as the airlock door opened. ‘Get us the hell out of here.’ Keldra was just behind him. He grabbed her hand and helped her into the airlock. The lock drifted around them as the ship began to turn, but he didn’t feel the acceleration of a full burn.
They took the transit module to the forward ring, and Olzan ran to the bridge. The entire crew was there. On the screen, the last slivers of Konrad’s Hope were disappearing into the Worldbreaker’s mouth.
‘Brenn, what’s the matter?’ he said. ‘Why aren’t we at full burn?’
‘There’s a glitch in the main engine,’ Vazoya answered for him. She was standing next to him, her hand on his shoulder. ‘We’ve got manoeuvring thrusters but no main.’
‘I’m working on it!’ Tarraso snapped from the engineering console before Olzan could say anything. ‘We need to run a fuel line purge…’
‘There’s no time,’ Olzan said. ‘Wreck the fuel lines if you have to.’
‘We’re on it, Olzan!’ Vazoya stepped away from Brenn’s side and pushed into Olzan’s face. She glanced at Keldra, standing behind Olzan. ‘Maybe if you and your friend hadn’t taken so long saving your precious artefact—’
‘Too late.’ Brenn’s voice was without emotion.
They all looked to the screen. A jagged shard of rock was hurtling at them out of the darkness. The manoeuvring thrusters were pushing them aside, but not quickly enough.
There was a gut-wrenching impact sound, an impression of flames and of the room’s wall buckling inwards, and then something struck Olzan’s head and he lost consciousness.
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To Sing of Chaos and Eternal Night(Novelette)
by Lucas Bale
Originally published in No Way Home, edited by Lucas Bale and Alex Roddie, Dark Matter Publishing, 2015
Farewel happy Fields
Where Joy for ever dwells: Hail horrours, hail
Infernal world, and thou profoundest Hell
Receive thy new Possessor: One who brings
A mind not to be chang’d by Place or Time.
The mind is its own place, and in it self
Can make a Heav’n of Hell, a Hell of Heav’n.
John Milton, Paradise Lost, Book One
There is no gentle beckoning each time I die. Only a cold, empty darkness—a silent abyss where not even time exists. Nothing about it could be described as poetic; it is feral and strips away every shred of dignity that I might once have considered precious. There is no way to prepare for the first time, and mine was more horrifying than anything I have ever known, like drowning in an infinite ocean of black. After dying a thousand times, you’d think it might get easier, but it doesn’t. It’s just different.
Around me, the wind purls across cold rock and slips between tall reeds. Rain begins to fall. I look up and the night sky is veiled by charcoal cloud. I’m disorientated and, for a moment, I can’t say where I am. I have no memories. I clutch for them, but find nothing there beyond an empty void—my thoughts are like sand in a tornado. All I know is that I’m lying in a sweating bog, thick with mud. Around me, dozens of charred Widows lie motionless in a clearing the size of a battle cruiser. The only smell in the air is the discharge residue from our weapons, and the smoke from a hundred fires.
As I stare in horror at the armoured shadows, battered and broken, the memories creep back; slowly at first, as if the blackened metal is a subconscious trigger for the nightmare of the last two hours. They flicker, then drift in and out of focus. A scattered few, like flotsam on a grey beach. More come, but still I can’t make them out. Eventually, there is a flood, as if somewhere a vast gate has been opened. I choke on them as they run amok in my mind.
We fought and lost here, in this poisoned, barren place. A Battle Group of Widows, dropped into a snare. It had been tranquil at first, a peaceful night where the whirr of servo-gears and the thump of armoured feet on the marshland were the only sounds. Old soldiers know that time well—when the worst is soon to come. Peace is really the eye of the storm.
Memories are not the only things flaring inside my mind. They are accompanied by an exquisite, visceral agony. Inside this armoured machine, my consci
ousness feels everything, even pain. The Widow is made that way, so the theory goes, because no man-made system can better nature’s own creation: instead of transmitting real-time data to a central processing unit, and arraying that information for us to react to, a Widow feels its environment immediately. Civilian staff we never see, back on the Penrose, tell us war is more efficient that way; it is the quickest way to communicate the Widow’s condition so we can fix a problem, or work around it, and keep fighting. Pain lets you know you’re alive. When you can’t feel anything, that’s when you know you’ve checked out and you’re asleep.
So dying still hurts like a bastard, just like real life.
Death used to be a part of war. The real soldiers, the ones who got through it and came out the other side, accepted they were already dead. They knew they were ghosts sliding through the fog, waiting for the final door to some other, quieter place. Death was a release from the horror.
Not for me. Not for any of us. Now it’s not even a notch on our prison walls.
Death is when we sleep, and they don’t wait long before they wake us up. We fight, we die; and when we wake, we fight again. There’s no hiatus, no time to breathe. In fact, I doubt time now has any meaning for us—I don’t even know what the date is. I guess I don’t need to know. We are all that stands between humanity and its final genocide, possibly its extinction. None of us can afford to lose focus.
So, really, who gives a shit what day it is?
The Widows are who we are now. They are everything we know.
***
The memories coalesce as my mind processes them, and eventually I remember: they knew we were coming. They were waiting for us; silently, patiently. They knew we could not possibly win—that their ambush was perfect and they could exploit weaknesses in our armour. Before our feet even touched the bog, we had already lost.
But I’m still here. The thought strikes me suddenly. I should’ve passed, but I haven’t. I’m still in the same Widow: I can feel its unique signature on my consciousness. I know it as well as I might once have known the wrinkles on my old skin. I’ve had to acclimatise to the Widow; get to know its mechanical quirks and idiosyncrasies and allow its synapses to fit into mine. This armoured machine driven by my mind is no stranger to me.