by Anthology
Bret's fingers sought out his pocket. He withdrew a photo, damp with sweat and blood. The most beautiful woman in the world looked back, eyes just for him, soft lips curved into a perfect smile.
"Susan," Bret said softly. If it weren't for Susan, he wouldn't have had the guts to jump out of that plane, alone in the dark.
A cough behind the curtain gave Bret a start, and the pain lanced up his neck.
"Private Bret McGuire," he said. "Who's there?"
Sheets rustled.
"Private Toby Jackson," a man said in a rasping whisper, his voice strangely familiar. "Just arrived?"
"Shouldn't be here long. My girl Susan, she'll be right along to pick me up."
Toby let out a rattling sigh. "You did just get here. Poor sap."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Your girl Susan going to Belmont?"
Bret shot a suspicious glance at the curtains. "Yeah. Graduating this spring, with a degree in—"
"Political science." That voice. Could've been his own brother, it was so damned familiar.
"How'd you know?"
"She grew up in the next town over, Allenwood. You sat behind her in Chemistry, sophomore year. You spilled a soda on her in the lunch line. How embarrassing. But she didn't mind. 'No worries,' she said, with those soft lips."
A chill overtook Bret. He stared at the photo of Susan. Was this guy a stalker? Or an enemy agent?
Toby clicked his tongue, like a kid. "But her father, old military dog, he never did like you. Thought you were a coward. So when the recruiters came knocking, you enlisted. You were gonna earn her hand in marriage. Had it all figured out."
Bret gripped the sheets. "Where am I?"
"Alliance Hospital. Reclamation wing."
"Reclamation? What's that mean? And how the hell do you know about my girl?"
"I was fighting for her too."
"Bullshit! She's my girl—"
"Easy, man." Dry coughs punctuated Toby's words. "I didn't steal your girl. But she ain't coming for you, neither. Doubt she's still alive, if she ever was. She's just a purpose."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Listen, I'm sorry. Nurse warned me not to talk about it. It's just…they gave me my final dose this morning. Got me all outta sorts. Forget what I said."
Bret tried to stand up. Pain shot through his side.
"Easy, man. Reclamation wing is for soldiers that aren't 'financially reparable.' There's no sense wasting your last breaths."
Bret bit his lip until he tasted blood. "My girl is coming for me, I know it. We're gonna get married."
"How many soldiers you meet in basic?"
"None, but—"
"And how many did you see on the battlefield?"
"I'm a drop soldier," Bret said. "We deploy solo, behind enemy lines. With the risk of capture, the brass take precautions. Train us in private cells, keep us isolated. It's bleak, but we're the most important op in the war."
"Aren't we all."
Bret looked down at the photograph. "What did you mean, my girl's just a purpose?"
Toby sucked in a rasping breath. "I guess too many Joes were coming home in body bags. Congress was losing support for the war. But there's too much oil out there for them to turn their backs. They had to ground their drones after the Big Hack, which meant more boots on the ground. Problem was, there wasn't anyone left willing to fill the boots. So DARPA bailed them out. Called it Project Clay. That was the first soldier's name, rumor has it. Could've been Bret for all I know."
Bret squinted back tears. They must've given this guy too many drugs.
"I guess too many of us were backing down, didn't want to fight. They couldn't figure out the courage gene, or whatever. Turns out, we just needed a purpose."
The room was stifling. Bret struggled to breathe.
"She gave us the courage we needed. I hear they deployed fifty thousand drop soldiers last week. Probably all fighting for Susan Lowrie. Gonna earn her hand in marriage."
"Who fed you all this?"
"Heard the doc and nurse talking. Guess they thought I was asleep. Next time the nurse came by, I grilled her. Think she felt bad, seeing as how I don't have much time left. Told me everything. Said not to spread it around. Funny thing is, even now that I know, I still love Susan. Guess it's just wired into me."
"You're a madman."
Toby let out a long breath, then fell silent.
"Toby?" The photo slipped from Bret's fingers as he reached for the side of his bed. "Toby! Answer me!"
Bret tore the tube from his arm and struggled out of the bed. An alarm blared. The air was like water in his lungs. He collapsed to the ground. His gown was slick with blood. He grabbed the dividing curtain and dragged himself across the floor. Blood pounded in his ears, like artillery from the battlefield.
He reached out a hand and grasped Toby's bed frame. He hauled himself up and leaned against the bedside. Black flecks crept into his vision. He gasped for air.
Toby lay bandaged and lifeless on the bed. His head was shaved clean and a long gash ran the length of his cheek, but otherwise he was unmistakable. It could've been his own brother, if he only had one. It could've been himself.
Toby's fingers clutched a frayed photograph. Bret pried it loose.
Hands grasped Bret and dragged him across the floor. Someone was screaming. It sounded familiar. Could've been his own brother. He looked down at the photograph.
Susan looked back, eyes just for him.
The Last Mardi Gras(Short story)
by Derrick Boden
Originally published by Flash Fiction Online in August 2015
From the rooftop of the old cathedral, I had a clear view past the Louis Armstrong Park lagoons, all the way to the steel islands of Mid City. Just like I always remembered New Orleans. Wet.
My boat, a cheap scow with a temper as bad as my dead Aunt Sally, thrashed against the current nearby. Took me all morning to motor in from the Baton Rouge arcology. Standing there on that roof, looking out across that flooded land, I still wasn't sure why I'd come.
My old lady sure as hell didn't like the idea, but she's from Boston and still couldn't even pronounce Mardi Gras right. We had plenty to worry about back home, with the power going out every other day and everyone fretting about the next wave of hunger riots. I figured I was the only one crazy enough to show, and seeing as how I was sitting alone up there, it was looking like I was right. Probably wasn't no such thing as the Krewe du Passé anyway.
I kicked a water bin over and gave my old legs a rest. To the East, past the crumbled facades of the Quarter, the remains of the Ninth Ward levees clung to the horizon. The big ones. They were gonna stop the big floods, keep us all safe inside this little bubble we called home.
And maybe they would've, if it'd been big floods that had come.
Like most things, the end crept up real slow. So slow it was easy to look the other way, especially for all those politicians. Slap another dyke up in Florida, build the levees a few feet higher in old NOLA. Forget about it until next year. The picketers kept predicting a big flood, something to throw in the face of the government. Proof that something had to be done. But that's not how things go down.
No, New Orleans didn't drop into the gulf under one big swell. It was a slow death, like watching your grandma fight off cancer for twenty years. And lord, did she fight. But eventually death caught her, just like it catches everything.
The sun was getting high in the sky, so I pulled my old trombone out and greased her up. The slide was like butter, the mouthpiece the only kiss I've ever needed. I trolled out a few notes, then let it wail until the echoes bounced clear down to Lake Pontchartrain.
Most people never understood a thing about this town. Always saying, "Just move higher, you dumb shits." I'm not sure what ties a soul to a place, but I've never felt at home since the day we finally packed up through the second floor window and motored out of town. The arcologies were supposed to be the fu
ture, keep everyone fed and indoors where it's safe. But they're soulless hives, and just like a soulless hive they started to rot from the inside. Now the gangs are so bad, sometimes I think it'd be better to take our chances down in Mexico.
My lungs were getting hot, so I stopped for a swig of moonshine.
The Krewe du Passé. Who was I fooling? I'd almost convinced myself to stay behind in Baton Rouge. But then the night before, Big Chief came on the radio. I got the chills all over, felt the movement in my bones. In my heart. I knew I had to find out for myself.
The messages were all cryptic-like, obscure posts and emails. The Coast Guard had the whole perimeter blocked off, and they didn't take kindly to trespassers, with all the oil poaching going down these days. So it was real cloak and dagger. I left before dawn, and still almost got nabbed by a patrol as I was squeezing along the riverbank. You'd think the bastards would have something better to do, like get food to people that need it.
Down Royal Street, the water was lapping against the old buildings. The last holdouts. Hadn't been more than a few thousand of us holed up here during those final years. Even then, there were some good days. Carnival days. Most of the krewes were long gone, but a few stuck around. Rex. Zulu. Krewe du Vieux. Marching our problems away. Until the day the gangs boated into town, shooting and looting. Gunned down the mayor right in the waterway. We all knew it was time to go, then. So we said goodbye to New Orleans, and we said goodbye to Mardi Gras. Sure, they still celebrate up in Boston, and I hear they've got a museum out in California. But that ain't Mardi Gras, far as I'm concerned. Mardi Gras lived and died right here.
It was well past the meeting time, and my toes were getting cold. It was gearing up to be a quiet Mardi Gras, but I could dig it. Just me and my grandma, this old city. I drew my bone back to my lips.
Something caught the sunlight, a little quantized rainbow floating by. I leaned over the edge and scooped it up with the slide of my bone. I held it up to the light.
Beads. I'll be damned. A whole string of them, just like they used to throw. And right through the center, where the sun was starting to blind me, something moved along the water in the distance.
A boat. Then another. And then another.
Like gators through the bayou, they drifted closer, all converging on the cathedral. Some were as small as my scow. Others were large enough to hold a few families. On one deck, a steaming pot of gumbo filled the air with the scent of heaven. From another, a trumpet wailed. A third brought the drums.
And they all came ready to dance. If this was gonna be the last Mardi Gras, we were gonna make it count. We were gonna show our old grandma that she didn't die for nothing.
Stefan Bolz
http://www.stefanbolz.thirdscribe.com
The Traveler(Short story)
by Stefan Bolz
Originally Published by Samuel Peralta as part of The Time Travel Chronicles
Remember, as far as your travels take you,
You are always at home.
1
They told me I couldn't go into his workshop. They didn't understand. They thought it would bring back too many memories. But there weren't too many memories. There weren't enough memories. Not nearly enough. I wanted to hold each one, put them in a jar and keep them with me so I could go back whenever I needed to. But instead, they began to drift away, however much I tried to hold on to them. There were painful ones, yes. But they were only from the time when he was in the hospital. Those were the ones I couldn't get back to. How his face was fallen in, how his speech was slurred, how he grasped for things that weren't there.
No. I wanted to go back further. I wanted to remember the Saturday mornings when we worked side by side in his shop. He was always building something. Always. The smoke from the welder filled the air; the blue arc illuminated the walls each time the welding rod connected with the steel. He told me never to look directly into it, to shield my eyes from its intense burning light. For my ninth birthday, he gave me a welding mask. He fitted it perfectly to my head and I didn't take it off for the whole day. It was one of the fancier ones where you could lift the front cover up to look at the welding line and see if it was straight and contained enough filler metal to make a perfect weave bead.
The other gifts—a karaoke machine and Just Dance 4 for the Wii—were nice but they didn't make my heart swell up. The welding mask made me an equal to him. Still an apprentice, yes, but equally capable of using some of the tools and equipment. My stepmom didn't understand why I loved it so much. She couldn't understand a lot of things.
My sister, who was much older than me, got married right around my twelfth birthday. My dad and I made her a bouquet of flowers for her wedding. He let me attach several of the flower petals to the top of the stems. I messed up a few and burned holes into the thin metal pieces. But he cut out new ones each time, and after the fourth one, I finally was able to attach it. Once the bouquet was done, I painted the petals in yellow and white and the stem in dark green.
My dad had a stroke three days after the wedding. He died one week later. That was two months ago. A few days before he passed away, I sat next to his bed in the hospital. My stepmom let me miss school. I think part of her knew that these were his final days. Whenever I could, I read to him. I was convinced that he was able to hear me. I read to him from the same book he had always read to me. I loved the Eloi. I hated the Morlocks. They scared me. Whenever he’d get to a scene in the book that had Morlocks in it, he would ask me if he should continue. I always said yes. I knew we had to go through the bad scenes, through the scary stuff, to get to the end. The time traveler had to endure it. And so should I.
It happened right after lunch on the fourth day of his hospital stay. I had almost reached the end, the part in the book where the traveler had come back to eighteenth-century London only to disappear again a few hours later. This time for good. First I saw one of his fingers move. After a while I realized that he was pointing at me. His skin was clammy and cold when I took his hands. There was no strength left in them. The hands that had built things, had held tools for all his life, the hands that had carried me through all of mine. His mouth opened. I took an ice cube from the tray and moistened his lips with it. He might have said something, I wasn’t sure. His mouth moved as if he wanted to form a word.
"Do you want to tell me something? Dad?"
I leaned over, my ear close to his mouth. There was nothing. No sound. No word. I felt silly all of a sudden. But something in him wouldn't let go of me. There was a word on his lips. I tried to read it. It was like an ahhhh or maybe a duhhh. He seemed to repeat it over and over. Once I thought he said druhhh.
That day, I left the hospital defeated. I knew there was something he had wanted to tell me but I couldn't make out the word. When he died a few days later, without ever lifting his finger again, I couldn't comprehend that he was gone. I went back to school. My sister and her husband moved into our house. They had to sell their house right after my brother-in-law lost his job.
One evening during dinner, they started talking about my father's things. They wanted to sell the tools and the equipment. I think it was my sister's husband most of all who wanted to sell it. My sister just nodded. My stepmother was still too grief-stricken to oppose. I told them if they were going to sell his things, I would stop eating. They didn't believe me. I made it without food for three days. On the fourth day, I collapsed during gym at school and went to the hospital. I was released a few days later. They didn't sell my father's things. They even let me go into the workshop.
The shop was in an old barn a bit further down from the house. The first few times I went there after his death, I sat at his welding station in the dark, listening to the silence, trying to feel if he was still here, if part of him was still around. The smell of his pipe tobacco and the damp coal in the forge lingered. I wasn't able to stay for long. One day, I decided that it would be a good idea to straighten up the place. I had always been responsible for cleaning after we wo
rked together. I swept the floor planks, making sure the metal sheathing around the welding station was clear of anything combustible. I straightened out the tools and cleaned the forging hammers with oil, then swept the two workbenches. I cleaned the shelf that had all the leftover parts like copper fittings, pieces of iron, steel rods, plates, and other items. I emptied the ash container in the forge, polished the anvils, and greased the spindles of the vices.
I had my own leather apron. It hung next to my father’s under a small shelf that had our gloves and welding masks on it. When I looked at it, I started to cry and couldn't continue that day. I didn't go back for a few days. One morning, I woke up thinking about him saying druhhh. I began to scribble the word on pieces of paper during class at school. ‘Draw’ was the closest I could come to making sense of it. Did my father, with his last word, tell me to start drawing?
That afternoon, I went back to the shop. I turned the light on, kindled a fire in the wood stove, and sat in the corner opposite the chimney. From there, I could see the whole shop. I had a large drawing pad and a pencil and began to sketch the room. First, I tried to get the right perspective and proportions. Then I added the chimney and the large workbenches. After that came the welding station, the forging area, the large shelf with the materials, the small old dresser that had been converted to hold small boxes of nuts, bolts, washers, rags, and smaller parts. From there I went to the tool carts, the other chairs, and the larger tools like the stand-up drill and belt grinder.
After a few hours, I was done. I hung the picture in my room where I could see it from my bed. I lay awake for most of that night. The moon rose around 11 pm and I took the drawing with me into my restless sleep. In my dream, the picture was made from charcoal from the forging oven. But it was washed out and almost unrecognizable. When I woke up again, my clock showed 1:45 am. Druhhh. Druhhh. Draw. I said the words out lout. Druwh. Drough. Drought. Dry. Draw. I looked at the drawing again. Drum. Drawl. Draw. Drawer. Drawer. Drawer.