by CELENE CAREY
“You can look through here and you will get a couple ideas of the types of lips you’re aiming for.”
I grabbed the book. It was like shopping through a catalog. I opened it up and turned the pages. Each picture had a woman that I could picture as myself, from plump, full, and juicy lips to just a touch more than mine. If I was going to change…I wanted it to be drastic. I continued to look through, until I picked out my three favorites.
“What about this one?” I asked, pointing to the picture and showing Jill and Dr. Bailey. The woman had a broad smile with nice rosy lips that completely drew you in.
“Well…those are nice, but your cheekbones might be too low to really pull that look off.” Dr. Bailey shrugged and looked at Jill. “What do you think?”
I anxiously waited for Jill’s response. Jill looked at the picture and nodded. “Yeah, besides I think that might be too much of a change.”
I was disappointed, because I was aiming for a big change and now I felt I was being shut down. “What’s the next choice?” Dr. Bailey asked.
I turned the pages and pointed to another woman’s picture. She looked down and nodded. “That’s better.” She rolled her stool a little closer to me and cupped my face in her hands. I froze, dropping the book on the floor. Her cherry red lips were only inches from my pale pink. Her fingers brushed across my cheeks, spreading them out, like she was measuring what I had to offer. We were so close that I could almost taste her breath. Her heavy breathing entered the room, as she playfully massaged my facial features. “Yes…that could fit you nicely,” she stated. I instantly got excited by her words. My body shifted in my seat and pressure formed in my womanhood. “But…” she slowly continued. But? There is no but? My heart crashed against my chest. “I have to admit, I don’t really think you need the work and I want you to think long hard about this decision. Your lips are nice. Why mess with them?”
My jaw dropped slightly. The fact that another woman just said my lips were nice should cause me to run, but it left me satisfied and pleased.
“Thank you,” I slowly replied, acknowledging the compliment. “However, I’ve spent my life wanting something more and I think I’ve finally feel at peace with this decision.”
It sounded lame, but I didn’t care. “Okay, then I would say that I would recommend you get the implants.” She rolled her stool back and reached into a drawer, retrieving a black book. All business was what was now on the table. “The problem is, I don’t have many openings. I’m booked solid for two months.”
I sunk back into my seat. “You don’t have anything?” I asked.
She looked back through her book and then looked up to meet my stare. “Well…if you’re willing to come in late on Monday and Jill is willing to work overtime…I suppose I could squeeze you in then, but we’re talking seven thirty or so.”
I turned to Jill and she was nodding, which relieved me. “That would be great,” I exclaimed.
“Okay, then we’ll do that. Monday night I’ll see you at seven thirty and we’ll get this done.” She jotted it into her book and put the book away, then stood up and walked us to the door.
“Thank you, Dr. Bailey.” I shook her hand, excited for Monday night.
“See you then!” Dr. Bailey waved to us as Jill and I left the office. I didn’t know how I was going to get some rest before then, but I would give it a try.
Chapter 4
I was right. It wasn’t easy sleeping. I tossed and turned all Saturday night following the consultation with Dr. Bailey and when Sunday came…I couldn’t stop thinking about what the following day would bring. I also couldn’t stop thinking about the kiss that I inadvertently saw between Jill and her boss and Jill seemed to sense something was up.
Sunday evening, before I got around for bed, she questioned it. “Ever since we left the restaurant last night, you seem to have something on your mind.”
I hesitated, before speaking. “I do have something on my mind. It really is a huge decision.”
She nodded thoughtfully. “Yes, this was a big decision. However, I think there’s more to it. I think there’s something you’re hiding from me. Just be honest. What’s going on?”
I thought about it long and hard, until I figured there was no way out but to tell the truth. “I saw you,” I suddenly admitted.
She frowned. “You saw me? What do you…” her words faded and recognition hit her and everything seemed clear. “Do you mean you saw me and Leslie at the restaurant?”
I nodded. “I didn’t want to say anything, but I am a little…little…baffled, I suppose.”
Jill sat there in silence, until she suddenly began to laugh. I didn’t understand what was so funny, but I chuckled along with her. It was easier than sitting there and looking stupid as she laughed her heart out. “You want to know when it happened?” she asked, bringing her laughing to a close.
I fidgeted in my seat. On one hand I knew it was none of my business, but on the other hand I was intrigued at hearing the story. “If you want to share,” I confessed.
Jill looked around the room, like she wanted to make sure no one else heard us. It was just the two of us. When our eyes met, she smiled. “It was really something that just happened. I think the first time was maybe five months ago.”
My jaw dropped. I couldn’t fathom that I knew nothing about this. We lived together and this was news to me. “Five months?” I asked softly.
She nodded. “We were working late at the office and one thing led to another.” A smile came back to her lips and it was a smile of content. “She finally seemed to get me and I needed that in my life.”
I looked down at my clenched hands. There were pale white. “Have you…have you…?” I didn’t know how to ask the personal question, but deep down I was dying to know. I bit my lower lip and just had to ask. “Have you ever had sex?”
Jill’s eyes got big and again she started to laugh. Between giggles, she spat out the words. “Of course we have and let me tell you…she’s absolutely amazing. On her desk…the floor of her office…eventually back at her place…I couldn’t ask for more.”
My mind was blown. I couldn’t believe I was listening to my best friend talking about her lesbian sexcapades and I wasn’t appalled by the notion. I was actually mentally salivating over the whole thing. I was jealous and I couldn’t understand my feelings, but I knew I was green with envy. The way Jill’s face lit up was proof how happy she was and deep down that was what I always longed for.
“Say something,” Jill whispered.
“I…I…I don’t know what to say.”
Jill groaned. “This is exactly why I didn’t want you finding out. I knew you wouldn’t comprehend what I have with Leslie. You’re the straight and narrow type of person that only wants to do what is expected of you…find a guy, fall in love, and get married. I’m not that person and now I‘ve totally grossed you out and you probably want nothing to do with me.”
She stood up from the couch, but I quickly put out my hand. “That’s not what I’m thinking. You have no idea what I’m thinking.” I paused, letting Jill sit back down. “The truth is…I’m shocked and amazed that this has been going on and I knew nothing about it, but that doesn’t mean I’m disgusted by the whole thing. Actually, quite the opposite.”
Jill stared into my eyes. “You’ve never been with a woman, have you?”
I slowly shook my head. “Never, but that doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t…I mean, that doesn’t mean that I haven’t…” I closed my eyes, willing the words to come out. “The fact is that if the situation presented itself, I don’t think I would push it away.”
“I didn’t see that coming,” Jill admitted.
I smiled. “A lot has been shared tonight and I think I really could use the rest.”
“Yeah…me too.” Jill stood up from the couch and I got up, too. “I’ve a meeting early tomorrow morning, but we’ll talk later and I’ll see you at the appointment.”
“Great!” I said. My heart
still was beating out of my chest, but it wasn’t out of nerves. In a strange way, the conversation had calmed me down and I was ready for the next night to come along.
Chapter 5
“Have a seat on the table and we’ll begin shortly.”
I did as Dr. Bailey asked me to do. Jill was busy working on getting supplies around and I was busy trying to control my racing heart. “How long is the procedure?” I asked. My voice was shaky, but Jill and I were the only two in the room.
She turned around and smiled at me. “Not long. The actual procedure might take an hour or so. You’ll do fine.”
“Thank you!” I murmured and tried to relax on that table. A short while later, Dr. Bailey entered the room.
“How are you doing?” Dr. Bailey asked as she took a seat on the rolling stool and moved closer to me.
I laughed nervously. “Not great…I guess. I’m really nervous, but excited to see the results.”
“Everything will go well, but before I start on any procedure, I like to relax the person first.”
“How?” I asked.
“You’ll see,” she said. She gave me a slight wink and I just sat there motionless. I looked up and saw Jill was finished organizing the supplies and turned to face us.
Dr. Bailey moved in closer. Her face was nearly touching mine and I got the chance to take in her sweet scent, once again. Our eyes locked and for a moment I saw more than just a patient/doctor relationship. “What are you doing?” I asked. My voice caught in my throat.
“You are very tense,” she whispered. She stood up from the stool and walked around to my backside, where she sat down on the bed and placed her hands on my shoulders. Gently her hands rocked back and forth. I looked up and stared at Jill. She was watching with an intensity in her eyes. “Just relax!” Dr. Bailey said, leaning into my neck and whispering softly against my skin.
Oh God…is this happening? I closed my eyes and took in the way her hands felt on my shoulders. All doubts left my body. I didn’t open my eyes, until I heard the slamming of the door. My eyes flung open and Jill stood next to the door. “I’ve done a lot of thinking, Marisa,” she started, moving closer to where the doctor was massaging my shoulders. She removed her top over her head and I sat there in shock. I’d never seen her so forward and as she stood in front of me wearing just her bra on her upper body, I could see I wasn’t just getting the procedure done. I was getting more than I had bargained for.
“Thinking about what?” I asked. It came out in a slight whimper.
It was Dr. Bailey that answered my question. “Jill discussed with me that you weren’t exactly opposed to the idea of getting with a lesbian and since that’s the case…we thought maybe that would be the perfect way to relax you.”
I envisioned a camera crew jumping out and acknowledging that I was part of a new reality show. I pictured lights coming back on and suddenly seeing Jill walk away laughing, because she was only kidding. However, none of that happened and there was no sign this was only a joke. “What do you say, Marisa? Do you want to see where this can go?”
Her breasts were so close to me that I could feel the heat from the flesh. Not only was I going to embark on my first experience with another woman…I was going to embark on my first experience as a threesome. My eyes went to Jill’s and she was sure to see the hunger I was feeling. I slowly nodded to express my answer and a huge grin appeared on her face. My hands shook, but there was no denying I wanted this experience. I lifted my hands up and grasped onto the front clasp of her bra. I tugged it open, removing it with ease and her size double D breasts fell in front of me.
I sat there watching, waiting for someone to make the next move. That’s when Dr. Bailey slowly lifted my t-shirt up over my head. Even though my breasts were only a fraction the size of Jill’s I didn’t feel scared of being a letdown. She undid my bra and flung it to the ground. I felt Dr. Bailey’s hands on my breasts, gently massaging them, while her lips went to my neck. “Oh God,” I whimpered, falling against her.
Jill continued to get undressed, removing her pants and then panties. I was lost in the feel of Leslie Bailey’s mouth against my skin. I barely noticed my pants being pulled from my body, until Jill and I were both naked in the room.
I got off of the bed and turned to face Dr. Bailey, ready to have some control over the situation. One by one, I yanked the doctor’s clothes from her body. She seemed surprised by my sudden easiness of the situation. Her clothes fell to the floor, leaving a pool of items thrown everywhere. My eyes focused on her lips, how I longed to kiss those lips. I moved closer, pinning her to the doctor’s office bed and latched onto her lips. They were as juicy and mouth-watering as I anticipated they would be. My tongue shot into her mouth, claiming her lips with a passion I’d been missing for a long time. “Hm…” Leslie groaned, flicking her tongue in and out of my mouth and causing me to go in deeper. She’d been eliciting these emotions all along since meeting her and I couldn’t bother stopping.
My legs wrapped around hers and I perched myself on her lap, gyrating my hips and pussy against hers. As Leslie and I engorged on one another, I felt two arms wrapped around my body from the back. Jill’s hands covered by breasts, cupping them within her palms and her lips were sucking tediously at my neck and down to my right shoulder.
I parted briefly from Leslie’s lips, in which Leslie’s mouth went to my other shoulder and together both women indulged me in their love. Sandwiched between Jill and Leslie gave me every fantasy I could imagine, but I knew it wasn’t over. My pussy was wet and wanting to get its release and I could tell Leslie needed the same thing. I bucked my hips hard against her to prove that I wouldn’t be satisfied to stop right there and they each got the message.
Slowly Jill parted from her embrace and I was lifted into Leslie’s arms. With some force, she put me down on the bed. My raspy breathing consumed the air. Leslie knelt between my thighs and gently prodded my creases open with her fingers. I bit back a groan, bracing myself for what she was about to give me. She looked up and our eyes met. A small smile appeared on her lips and a deep sigh escaped me. Her finger slid in and gently ran up and down my vaginal walls. “Yes…” I groaned, feeling pressure build up and needing her…NOW.
She removed her fingers from inside me and I watched her suck the juices off her fingers. What Jill was doing at that moment…I don’t know…I didn’t care. It was what the good doctor was getting ready to do that caused me to pant. “Please…please…” I repeatedly said the words, anxious for her. The please did the trick, because like a switch she moved her face between my thighs and latched onto my clitoris. “Oh God!” I cried out. My legs wrapped around her body and I waited until she moved back in again and another scream escaped my lips. “Harder…oh God don’t stop!” I cried out. My body shook from each entrance of her tongue. Her teeth glazed over my clit, sending a shiver down my spine.
Slowly her tongue maneuvered around my femininity, tracing every inch of my pussy. I couldn’t hold it any longer. An orgasm raked over my body and I screamed in ecstasy as my cum squirted into her mouth. She sucked my pussy with an excited passion, indulging in my taste. My hips moved up and down, desperate for her to move with the intensity I knew she had. I crashed down on the tiny bed, panting from the exertion she brought upon me. Then I didn’t need to wonder where Jill was anymore, because I saw her standing over my head. She lowered her lips to mine and while Leslie was still tickling my clit with her teeth and tongue, Jill was hungrily kissing me.
A moan broke out of my lips, the two women that were sexually satisfying me was overbearing. I shifted my body, sliding up and down the table as my tongue continually met with Jill’s. Jill nibbled lightly on my lower lip. Leslie slowly pulled out of my crotch and trailed kisses up my stomach and finally met my breasts. Her body hugged mine and her mouth graciously took in my nipples, flicking her tongue satisfyingly around my areolas.
Jill was starting to part from the kiss and I didn’t want that part to end. I lifted my arms
up and wrapped them around Jill’s neck, then pulled her back to my lips, hungrily kissing her back. “You’re sexy, Marisa,” Leslie said as she tediously tasted my breasts.
I relished in her words. I couldn’t imagine getting turned on by a woman calling me sexy, but my body completely bowed down to her. I lowered my arms and my hands went to her ass cheeks, cupping them firmly as she kissed my breasts and Jill and I kissed one another. I ached to be touched like this every night. I squeezed her ass tenderly and she answered my reply by biting down lightly on my nipple.
Jill did part from the kiss, giving us both room to breathe. Our eyes met and we both tenderly smiled at one another. Our friendship would never be the same. It would be better. Leslie moved from breasts and headed up to my lips where I was able to be reunited with her luscious lips. “Are you relaxed?” she asked me between sexy kisses.
I chuckled, moving my hands up her backside and gently planting my nails in her skin. “I couldn’t be any more relaxed if you tried.” It was true. I was more than ready to take care of the reason I was there. Some would wonder why I would still go through with it, when it was obvious it didn’t matter to these two voluptuous women, but I was improving myself and my goal was to continue coming back to this moment. “I’m ready for the procedure now,” I said. She got off the table and I pulled myself up. My eyes wandered over both of them and I felt compelled to thank them for showing me a new experience.
I moved closer to Jill and pulled her to me, latching tightly on her lips and frantically kissing her. She was the reason we were all there, after all. Her tongue danced with mine, massaging one another with lust. Her hands ran up and down my back, proving she wasn’t ready for the moment to end.
I turned to Leslie and stared at her perfect round, smooth, and tempting lips. I moved to her and we kissed with as much exuberance as I could supply, after feeling worn out from their touch. My tongue dove back into her mouth and excitedly played with hers. Gently I pulled from her and I smiled. “Now…I’m ready.”