by Tom Schreck
I was turning left on Main heading toward 9R when the headlights in the rearview took me away from Lisa. My buddy in the Crown Vic was back. He stayed with me, didn’t accelerate or slow down until I pulled into the Blue, and then he kept right on going up Route 9R.
20
Not having a home computer meant using my work computer. Considering the vast majority of these websites were pornographic, that meant that I would have to wait until everyone had gone home for the night. No one would suspect anything about me staying late because I was so far behind on my work. Of course, burning the midnight oil looking at porn sites with a spider theme wasn’t going to help me get my records up to snuff, but that was beside the point.
At five thirty, the only people left in the clinic were Monique, Trina, and myself. Monique had a women’s group to run and Trina was covering the front desk. That meant I was pretty much alone to surf the net.
I had no idea where to begin, so I just started.
Spiderweb. com wasn’t pornographic; it was a seldom-used search engine and it didn’t look any more exciting then a poorly constructed search engine would be.
Webster. com had something to do with dictionaries.
Web. com had to do with an Internet access company.
Spider. com was a motorcycle parts business.
Webbies. com was a site for computer geeks.
Daddylonglegs. com was the first porno site. It was dedicated to the men who love long-legged women, preferably in fancy hosiery. The woman on the front page was naked except for very sheer stockings and a garter. The stockings had the seam running up the back and she was wearing impossibly spiked heels as she bent over to touch the floor. I’m guessing she dropped a contact lens or something.
The left side of the page featured links to live webcams, white hosiery, black hosiery, fishnet city, body stockings, and message boards. I took a surf through and saw some interesting-looking women with interesting-looking outfits, but nothing that looked like it could possibly have anything to do with Shony. The message boards were filled with messages to the models from lonely men with far too much time on their hands, who somewhere along the way got way too wired on what women wear on their legs.
Daddyslonglegs. com was a very similar site, as was Dadslonglegs. com and Daddylongleggs. com. Who were these people? I mean, a good-looking woman in stockings is nice to look at, but don’t these people ever leave the house?
Next came a long series of sites that combined the word “sex” with spiders, webs, and websters. Some were pay porno sites, some were sites featuring amateur models, and some were sites for clubs. There’s a funny thing about pornography. I think most men enjoy it; some will admit to it and some won’t. I’ve always thought it was like Mexican food-I really liked it in small amounts. If I eat Mexican food a couple times in a week, it starts to taste crummy. With porn, looking at it once in a while was okay, but too much or too often and it loses its flavor.
Apparently, not everyone thought so. I’ve had clients who lost jobs, relationships, and went bankrupt because of it. Probably like people who get hooked on crack, porn addicts remember how turned on they got the first time and they keep chasing that feeling.
I was forty-five minutes into looking at women and couples in every position I ever dreamed of and some I hadn’t. It wasn’t the least bit exciting, in fact it was kind of a drag. I had worked my web through about 40 percent of Jerry’s report when I came across a site called www.Xcracksterweb.com.
The page opened with a slowly spreading black spider’s web. There were no graphics or photos, just a spider’s web that continued to grow. When I looked closer, I saw that the web was coming from a tiny spider that spread its web until it covered the entire screen. After a minute or once the web covered the screen, red lettering that said, “If you’re over twenty-one and not offended by depictions of sex, enter here.”
I clicked on the enter link and the screen went bright white. A large red-and-gold banner began to fill up the top of my screen. It said “Crack Hos for U.” Then a series of photos appeared of women, most naked and most engaged in a variety of sexual positions with different men. There were extremely graphic shots of oral sex, anal sex, sexual intercourse-you name it, it was there. In every shot, either the woman or her partner had a crack pipe in their hands.
The photos were not just graphic, they were degrading in the sense that the woman depicted were engaged in sexual activity with crack being held up to them as a reward for what they were doing. The men in the shots were mocking the women while having sex with them.
Crack addiction and prostitution are strongly linked. Selling your body is an almost instant way to get money and why women addicts often turn to prostitution. Men usually turn to crime, not because they object to selling their bodies, but because the market for male hookers is small and made up almost exclusively of gay men. The prostitution we’re talking about here isn’t the Julia Roberts Pretty Woman kind. We’re talking repeated episodes of oral sex in a crack house with the payment being a single rock of crack. That high wears off in about ten minutes and then it’s back to more oral sex. A woman in a group session once tearfully told me that she had done over two hundred acts in a single twenty-four-hour crack binge.
Along with child abuse, it was the most disturbing thing to hear about on my job. I hated both of them for the lifetime of damage they inflicted upon people. The fact that there were actually people who wanted photos of this shit was more than disturbing. I understand pornography’s attraction and I understand fetishes, but the evil that had to be in someone’s heart to find this stuff arousing was despicable.
The background of the website was covered in a spider’s web motif. The top of the page had a smaller version of the same “Crack Ho” banner with a little spider sitting on top of the “o” in “Ho.” On the bottom of the page, there was a menu of links to other pages on the site. The pages included girl-girl action, group scenes, all oral, all anal, streaming video.
Looking at this shit made me feel like I needed to wash, but I felt like I was on to something, so I kept on. The all-anal page was the toughest, but it also proved to be the most interesting. On the third page, I recognized Melissa, the youngest of the three women from the jail group. I clicked on the photo to enlarge, and there was no doubt it was her. I looked closely and sure enough, she had the small web tattoo. I went back and studied all the photos, and all the women had the tattoo.
Knowing crack addiction as I did, it was obvious what was going on. Whoever set this operation up knew they could get crack addicted women to do just about anything if they got crack for doing it. It sickened me.
After I had worked my way through the rest of the site, I clicked on the “streaming video” link. I came to a page that informed me that this part of the site required payment or a password. I didn’t want to put any money into the pockets of whatever scum profited from this, and I figured I had learned enough for tonight. I’d visit Jerry and see what he could tell me about the site and how to get into the other section without a password.
I closed out the Internet from my computer and headed to AJ’s. As much as I ever did, I needed a drink.
21
“It’s the yellow dye number five that does it,” TC explained the science behind the product’s testicle shrinking properties. “It isn’t anything special about Mountain Dew.”
“That was DiMaggio’s number,” Rocco said.
“Ah, yes,” said Jerry Number One. “The Ol’ Splendid Splinter.”
“That was Ted Williams, you ass,” Rocco said.
“Not if he was drinking Mountain Dew,” Jerry Number Two said.
I took my new favorite seat next to Jerry Number Two, or as I now like to think of him, Gerald Freeman, consultant, formerly of Quantum Computer Services.
“Jer-I found something. I was hoping you could dive a little deeper for me on one of these sites.”
“Which one?”
“Xcracksterweb.”
“I thought that had some possibility,” he said. “What’s up?”
“One of the suspicious women showed up. There’s also a page that requires a credit card and a password. Can you get me in without that?”
“Yeah, it’ll take about two minutes.”
“Really?”
“So much for Internet insecurity.”
“Jer?”
“Yeah?”
“This page had every kind of porn you could imagine. The part where you needed a password had a silly title too that hinted at kids. I’m suspecting you might find stuff with minors.”
“I’m guessing you’re not referring to the guys who go underground with flashlights on their heads.”
“No. I just don’t want to get you in any trouble.”
“Thanks, Duff. I’ll be careful.”
Kelley was in his usual spot. I slapped Jerry on the back and went to my stool.
“What’s up, Kel?”
“Hey Duff.”
Kel was watching a Classic Sports rerun of a Bruins-Canadiens game from the late seventies.
“This is the one where Bobby Schmautz scores the winning goal in overtime, isn’t it?” I asked. When I cared about hockey, Schmautz was my favorite hockey player.
“You know, Duff, I didn’t follow the career of Bobby Schwanz all that closely.”
“It’s Schmautz,” I said, defending a hero.
“Schwanz, Schmautz,” Kelley said.
“Hey, Kel, what happens if someone comes across child pornography on the Internet?”
“Duff-I think it’s time you went to a psychiatrist yourself.”
“I’m serious. Who would you report to?”
“Why don’t you join Dick Tracy’s crime stoppers or something?”
“C’mon, really.”
“You could call the local police, you could call the FBI. It will wind up in the hands of the FBI and they’ll get a task force on it. It takes a long time because they tend to want to round up as many of the pervs as they can.”
“Gotcha.”
“I don’t want to know, right?” he said.
“Probably not,” I said.
AJ opened another long-necked Schlitz and I asked him to give me a bourbon, neat, with it.
“A sidecar tonight for the social worker?” AJ said. “Looks like he may need a detox.”
I nodded and decided against a comeback. The night had been an ugly one. The photos bothered me but not nearly as much as the concept that there was an element of people that would find them arousing and amusing. The bourbon was an attempt to disinfect my mind a bit. It went down warm and I saved a sip of Schlitz at the end to chase it. The Foursome had moved on from Mountain Dew but had kept somewhat close to the theme. As I walked past them and waved good night to everyone, TC was pontificating something about a gerbil, a toilet paper tube, and Richard Gere.
I didn’t stick around to see how it came out. Instead, I left AJ’s and took a walk around the block. For four or five square blocks, there were warehouses and factories and one or two houses. Except for the baked-goods factory, nothing was open after six and the whole area was lit with those amber streetlights that are now popular in urban areas. The amber hue gave the place an eerie feel. I looked in and out of parking lots and in the few residential driveways that there were. I did three laps around and got the same results. A silver Crown Victoria was nowhere to be found.
Three times was enough, and I decided to head home. In the Eldorado, I slipped in the eight-track From Elvis in Memphis, Elvis’s double album from ’69 that represented his return to serious music. A lot of it was dark and thoughtful music, and I particularly tuned in to “Long Black Limousine,” a song that told the story of a tragic death and a funeral.
Just before the Route 9R turn, the Crown Vic showed up. It lay back about two city blocks but made the turn onto 9R with me. Whoever it was was too far back to recognize and whenever I slowed down, the Crown Vic slowed down with me. It was making me crazy, but I did my best to ignore it.
At the Moody Blue, Al greeted me with enthusiasm at the door, jumped on me and then off, and then spun around in a complete circle while letting out a high-pitched cry. I had no idea what he was talking about. After taking a second circle, he sprinted to the bathroom and got himself a drink. I sat on the good side of the couch and flipped on the TV, forgetting that it would go to its now-default station, Lifetime. Robert Stack was talking about two sisters who had never met getting together for the first time. I wondered why everyone on this show always seemed to have a Southern accent.
My Unsolved Mysteries reverie was shattered when Al jumped on the couch and came over to give me a big toilet-water-laced slurp on my ear. His nose, face, and long ears were sauteed in el agua del bano. It was cold and a bit shocking and a fitting ending for what had been overall a pretty disgusting day.
22
“Hey Duff,” Sam said. “Did you hear why the new Polish navy got a glass-bottom boat?”
“Again with the nautical theme, Sam?”
He didn’t even pause.
“So they can see the old Polish navy.”
“Good one, asshole,” I muttered. I was a bit hungover, which surprised me because I hadn’t drank all that much. It might have been the mixing of bourbon and Schlitz, though that didn’t seem to bother me much in the past.
I was dredging through the paperwork and trying to get done with the tortuous Aberman file. In a session a couple of months ago Mrs. Aberman was complaining that Mr. Aberman seldom did anything romantic. Best I could remember it went something like this:
“He never gets romantic,” Michelle Aberman said. “Ever.”
“I rub your bunions,” Morris Aberman said.
“That’s not romantic. It’s nice, but it’s not romantic.”
“What would you consider romantic?” I asked therapeutically.
“Roses, champagne, you know, sweet talk, fancy dinners…”
It went on like that for over an hour. I was looking at Michelle and trying to figure out what she would have to do for me to get me to even consider rubbing her bunions. Just the thought of her bunions was disturbing enough that I had to force myself to sing “Don’t Be Cruel” for the rest of that day to not think about her bunions.
Writing about it was bringing about a similar revulsion, and I was to the part where the Jordanaires do the “oooooos” right before Elvis growls when Trina’s voice, thankfully, took me away from it all.
“Meet me in the parking lot in five minutes,” she said. “Don’t say anything to anyone.”
“Wha-”
“Don’t say anything!” Trina said.
At first, I thought Trina might be inviting me to something kinky in the early morning of a workday, but her urgency made me dismiss that quickly.
I nonchalantly made my way to the parking lot, not sure what I was about to get into. Trina was standing next to her Honda, nervously smoking a cigarette.
“What the hell’s going on?” I asked.
“Were you looking at porn in the office last night?”
“Are you with the bishop’s office or something?”
“I’m serious.”
“Well-”
She didn’t let me finish.
“Claudia knows. She checks that shit every morning with some program. She’s going to fire you. She’s already called Hymie and Espidera to meet with her. It’s in the policy manual.”
“I was looking at it because of Walanda.”
“It doesn’t matter. She thinks she’s got you now. She’s checking the browser history and she has the board guys coming in around four this afternoon to review it with them.”
“Shit.”
“Look, I gotta get back inside before she figures out I’m gone.”
I didn’t think a small office like ours checked computer activity, but it was just like the Michelin Woman to be hung up on something like that. Looking at porn at work is almost indefensible and I couldn’t let on that I was trying to so
lve a murder. I was screwed.
I had a couple of hours to come up with something, and I quickly figured out that it was time to call Rudy. He wasn’t in, but I left a message for him on his service and told them where I wanted him to meet me. Rudy would do anything for me and often did.
I met Rudy for an early lunch at AJ’s and ordered two double orders of AJ’s hot chicken wings. Rudy loved them and attacked them more than he ate them. Whenever we had wings, he wound up with orange stains all over the front of his shirt and covering the lower half of his face. He looked like some sort of Stanley Kubrick circus clown when he ate wings.
“What’s goin’ on, Duff?” Rudy asked. “What kind of trouble you in now?”
“C’mon, Rudy, what makes you think I’m in some sort of trouble?”
Rudy just looked at me.
“All right-I need a favor.”
AJ slid the two orders of wings in front of us. Rudy asked for extra bleu cheese, like he always did.
“You know, kid, I got my own troubles. What kind of favor are you looking for?”
“I need to get time off from work.”
“C’mon, kid,” Rudy rubbed his forehead. “That shit hasn’t died down from last time.”
“I’m not taking a fight, it’s something else.”
“What is it then?”
“It’s not important, it’s work bullshit. I think they’re going to fire me today.”
Rudy was cleaning the wings right down to the bone like a kind of sabertooth, prehistoric, short fat guy. There were already speckles of wing juice dotting his shirt. The scary clown face was starting to form.
The wings were good. AJ changed the oil in his Frialator about every solstice, which, as disgusting as it sounds, added to the taste.
“All right, but I can only give you a temporary thing. You’re not going to be able to go out on a full disability. This will give you about a week.”
“I’ll take it.”
“All right, let’s see… depression, nah too easy to question… fibromyalgia flare up… nah… better not… I got it.”