by J. P. Bowie
“Or her.”
“And Grandma Hastings? What of her?”
“If she’s very, very good, she might just get to see her grandchild every now and then.”
“Not much chance of that by the looks of things.”
“Peter, I can’t grieve for my parents. They had every chance to be decent loving human beings, and they chose instead to make their children’s lives a living hell. My mother has even turned against Anthony—Anthony, who loved her when I could not. Well, she’s lost him too—and you know what? I’m glad. Glad, because he’s finally happy now that he’s found someone who really loves him.”
“It’s all about love then, in the end,” Peter said.
“It’s so simple really, isn’t it?” Emily gripped Peter’s hand. “Earlier today, before you arrived, I was looking at my portrait and wondering how you managed to make me look so serene, so assured, when on that day I was feeling anything but. Did you see beyond that and somehow look into the future—to know how I feel now? Because, if you did, you got it right. That’s exactly how I feel now.”
“Well, I’m not going to take the credit for knowing all this would have a happy ending. Heck, I hardly knew you then. But, although I saw your sadness, what I painted was what I wished for you.”
“Thank you, then. Because your wish came true.”
“You know,” Peter said, “I think I’m going to circle today’s date on my calendar. It’s definitely one to remember as a very good day.”
“One of the best, although I have to put the days Jerry and I were on honeymoon slightly ahead in the favorite stakes.”
“I’ll bet.” Peter grinned at her. “Well, if we’re going to go there, there’s a few I could also shove to the top of the list, young lady.”
“Oh, here we go.” Emily laughed. “And I thought this day was going to be your favorite.”
The corners of Peter’s mouth lifted slightly as he pretended to reminisce. Then, with an angelic smile, he said. “Oh, well—I lied.”
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
J.P. BOWIE was born and raised in Aberdeen, Scotland. He wrote his first (unpublished) novel at the age of 14 - a science fiction tale of brawny men and brawnier women that made him a little suspect in the eyes of his family for a while.
J.P. wrote his first gay mystery in 2000, and after having it rejected by every publisher in the universe, he opted to put his money where his mouth is and self published A Portrait of Phillip. Now several books, short stories and novellas later, he is writing m/m erotica almost exclusively. J.P.’s favorite singer is Ella Fitzgerald, and his favorite man is Phil, his partner of 15 years. Visit J.P. on the internet at http://www.jpbowie.com.
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GMDVP Helpline: 800.832.1901
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National Hotline: 1-888-THE-GLNH (1-888-843-4564)
National Youth Talkline 1-800-246-PRIDE (1-800-246-7743)
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If you’re a GLBT and questioning student heading off to university, should know that there are resources on campus for you. Here’s just a sample:
US LOCAL GLBT COLLEGE CAMPUS ORGANIZATIONS
http://dv-8.com/resources/us/local/campus.html
GLBT Scholarship Resourceshttp://tinyurl.com/6fx9v6
Syracuse Universityhttp://lgbt.syr.edu/
Texas A&Mhttp://glbt.tamu.edu/
Tulane Universityhttp://www.oma.tulane.edu/LGBT/Default.htm
University of Alaskahttp://www.uaf.edu/agla/
University of California, Davishttp://lgbtrc.ucdavis.edu/
University of California, San Franciscohttp://lgbt.ucsf.edu/
University of Coloradohttp://www.colorado.edu/glbtrc/
University of Floridahttp://www.dso.ufl.edu/multicultural/lgbt/
University of Hawaiÿi, Mānoahttp://manoa.hawaii.edu/lgbt/
University of Utahhttp://www.sa.utah.edu/lgbt/
University of Virginiahttp://www.virginia.edu/deanofstudents/lgbt/
Vanderbilt Universityhttp://www.vanderbilt.edu/lgbtqi/