by Casey Dawes
Murmurs of “Get a room,” washed over him.
“My place?” he asked.
“Kelly Anne,” she murmured.
“Already taken care of. It’s going to cost me extra popcorn at the movies for the next year, but I can handle it.”
“Your place,” she said.
He picked up the down jacket from the floor and handed it to her. Grabbing her wheelie and her arm, he guided them both through the winter storm to home.
Chapter 21
“Mommy!” Kelly Anne bounced on the bed. “Santa’s been here! I only opened one present just like you said. See!” She held up the Barbie doll, the first, no doubt, of many. Hopefully, she didn’t try to dismember them to see how they worked like Findlay had.
“You gotta get up.” Her daughter tugged her hand. “Gotta wake up Grandma! There are lots of presents!”
“Okay, okay.” Findlay threw on her robe and followed her daughter.
“Grandma! Get up!” Kelly pounded on the last bedroom door.
“Okay.” The groggy voice behind the door made Findlay smile.
The acrid odor of coffee drew her to the kitchen. The coffeemaker’s clock read 7:15. Not too bad for Christmas morning.
Kelly Anne sat in the middle of the floor, a circle of presents around her.
“Wait for Grandma,” Findlay said.
“Just one?” she wheedled.
Quickly scanning the packages, Findlay pointed to one she knew contained an outfit for the doll. “You can open that one. But that’s it.”
Coffee in hand, her mom settled onto the couch a few moments later.
As her daughter oohed and aahed, Findlay basked in the glow of the past week.
Her job restored, she was settling in with the temporary manager who replaced Wayne. The statute of limitations had run out on the embezzlement charge, but Brian Moore had put out a press release clearing her father. Wayne had quietly packed up his family and moved out of state.
Sam’s office sat empty, waiting for Brian Moore’s return.
The man who’d been less than loyal to her father. But if she was going to be a part of Reese’s life, she was going to have to find it in her heart to forgive him.
Reluctantly, she’d agreed to bring Kelly Anne to the Moores’s for a light brunch, before she, Reese, and Kelly Anne returned to her mother’s for Christmas dinner.
By eight in the morning, the presents were all unwrapped. Her mother got ready to help her fellow churchgoers serve lunch to the poor, while she watched her daughter play with her gifts and started the book her mother had given her.
She’d read only two pages when Chris called.
“Merry Christmas,” she said, meaning it for the first time in several years.
“You, too,” he said. “Presents all unwrapped?”
“You know it.”
He chuckled. “Us, too.”
“I’ll get Kelly Anne.”
“Thanks, Findlay,” he said. “And thanks for listening. Next year’s going to be better for all of us. I know it.”
“Me, too.”
After turning over the phone to her daughter, she settled, satisfied, into her book. She was putting the past behind her, and all threats to their future happiness were removed. It was going to be a good year.
The doorbell rang at ten.
Kelly Anne raced to the front window and pulled the curtain.
“It’s Reese!” She bounced up and down.
Findlay opened the door. Her heart leapt at the sight of the man standing there. He was perfect.
And he had a bicycle by his side—one with pink streamers and training wheels.
“Is that for me?” Kelly Anne screamed.
“I think Santa left it at my house by mistake,” Reese said.
She examined his face.
“Santa doesn’t make mistakes,” she announced. “You got it for me. Thank you!” She threw her arms around his closest leg.
He smiled and stroked Kelly Anne’s hair.
“Okay. You found me out. I saw this bike, and I knew it was made just for a little girl like you.”
“Can I ride it now? Please, please!”
Findlay’s heart burst to see her daughter so happy, so different from the tired, worn-out little girl she’d brought here six months ago.
“It’s too snowy to take outside,” she said.
“Then I’ll ride it here.” Before she could stop her, Kelly Anne straddled the seat and rode down the hallway.
A thud let them know she’d reached the end.
“You are in so much trouble,” she said as she stole a kiss from the man she loved, the one she’d never stopped loving.
“Helmet’s in the car. The bike was all I could manage to bring up the stairs. That, and this.” He handed her a small box.
“C’mon in. I’ve got something for you, too,” he said.
“Open it,” he said, handing her the box.
Eagerly she tore through the paper, just as her daughter had torn through her packages.
Nestled in the wrapping was an old high school ring on a chain.
“Oh! You kept it.”
“Of course. I never wore it. Didn’t seem right. It was always yours.”
She slipped it over her head.
The heaviness was familiar against her chest.
“Oh, Reese, thank you. I didn’t know how much I missed it.”
“I missed you. I never stopped loving you,” he said.
“Me either.”
“Promise you’ll never go away again?” he asked.
“I promise.”
The sweet kiss was interrupted by a tug on her leg.
“Stop that,” Kelly Anne said. “I’m hungry.”
They broke apart and laughed.
“You’re just missing out,” Reese said, picking up the little girl and smooching her cheek loudly before encircling her with Findlay.
His eyes held everything she’d ever need—support, understanding, a love that would last their entire lives.
She could believe in that, just like she could trust in the miracle of Christmas.
Acknowledgments
Thank you to my long-time friend, Dave Beulke, for supplying the Java code for the book.
Thanks to Roger Rosentreader, who has let me borrow his name. BTW, if anyone knows what lichen-covered corner of the world is occupying Roger’s attention, could you let Roger know Chris is looking for him? Thanks.
Thanks to Melanie for the same courtesy.
To Montclair State professor Chris Stasheff, whose wife provided the . . . um . . . unique culinary experience of cream cheese in hamburgers and who is responsible for my move from New Jersey to Michigan. I did introduce my son to your books.
Mr. H. and his banana can be found on the Jane Goodall Organization website.
And always to Julie, Tara, and all others behind the scenes at Crimson Romance who have been my challengers and supporters for the past five years.
And . . . of course . . . my DH.
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California Sunset
Chapter 1
Annie strode into her boss’s office to answer his summons. Maybe I’m finally going to get a bonus this year! It would be great to be able to sock that money away in David’s college fund.
She grabbed the printouts off Randy’s chair and dropped them to the floor with a thud. “It’s going great, Randy,” she said. “The next piece of the project is nailed down and we’re still on track.”
“Close the door, please,” he said.
“I’m counting on this project to showcase what I can do for the company.” Annie shut the door and plopped down in the chair, her pen poised over her pad as she leaned forward. How should she react? Surprised? Matter of fact?
Randy cleared his throat, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his scrawny neck. “I’m afraid the project has been terminated.”
“What?”
“JCN needs to
cut costs,” he started. “Ten thousand people are being laid off from the company.”
“There’s got to be another project somewhere.”
Randy pawed through the papers on his desk. “There is another project you can apply for. You’d be great for one in New Jersey and they could use your skills. It’s complex and government-mandated—one of those impossible situations you’re good at handling.”
“I can’t move to New Jersey.” She’d been to New Jersey once—boardwalks, billboards, and Bruce Springsteen. Not a place she could ever imagine living. And she couldn’t drag her son away from his friends. He was only fifteen.
“C’mon, Annie. Give it a chance. I’d hate for the company to lose you.”
She shook her head. New Jersey may have been fine for Frank Sinatra, but it wasn’t fine for her. It had taken so long after her divorce to feel secure again. She had her friends, her home, her cats.
“There’s nothing in the company in this area for someone with your skills. I looked. If you aren’t willing to apply for the job, then I have no choice. I have to lay you off. Even if you do apply, there’s no guarantee that you’ll get the job in New Jersey. You may be laid off anyway.”
Her stomach dropped and the bitter smell of Randy’s coffee became nauseating. She stared out the window, not really seeing the rain-greened California hills, unable to believe what she was hearing. What was she going to do? Randy’s voice streamed around her, and her mind snagged phrases like “severance package,” “layoff procedure,” and “resume class.” She gripped the arms of the chair as if she was trying to steady a rocking boat.
An ache began in the back of her neck. She needed this job. No one else was going to support David or provide medical benefits. She was going to have to do something to keep a salary coming in. And with the economy the way it was, chances of finding a new job soon would be slim, especially for a thirty-five-year-old woman. Unemployment wouldn’t cover her mortgage, much less her other expenses.
Maybe she could learn to like New Jersey. After all, she liked Bruce Springsteen. Boardwalks and billboards might grow on her. There was an ocean, even if it wasn’t the Pacific.
But what about David? Would her ex fight her for custody if she tried to move their son out of state? Her stomach roiled and she forced back the tears welling in her eyes. Never cry in the office. Never.
“You have six weeks before the layoff is final.” He gathered papers into a folder. “In the meantime, look these over. Annie?” He held the papers out to her. “I really hope you change your mind.”
She took a deep breath, looked Randy in the eye and took the folder, feeling like the proverbial truck had just slammed into her. But she wouldn’t show it if she could help it.
So she threw back her shoulders and marched to her eight-by-eight office. Gently closing her office door behind her, she hurled her pad, pen, papers, and keys on her desk. Damn! She ran her hands through her curls. It would make her already frizzy hair stand out like Young Frankenstein’s, but she didn’t care.
Tears rolled down her face. She was tired of being the strong one, handling everything by herself. And now this. She’d worked at this company for eight years. How could they lay her off? Or worse, send her to godforsaken New Jersey?
She slid her laptop and Randy’s folder into her canvas bag and put on her “gently used” Burberry raincoat. Her head held high, low heels sounding a brisk staccato on the cement walkway, she strode out into the chill March air to the parking lot.
Her mind raced as she opened the door to her Prius. How could she move to New Jersey, leave behind her friends, and abandon the small beach bungalow that had been her sanctuary ever since the divorce? On the other hand, how could she give up a job that provided security and benefits for her child? David was going to go to college soon. Being laid off would destroy the nest egg she’d built for his college fund. Her ex wasn’t going to be any help. He could barely take care of himself. She slammed the door a little harder than she meant to do.
What would David think about moving to New Jersey? Could she make him understand? David was doing his part. He kept his grades up and practiced soccer faithfully. She was so proud of him and she couldn’t let him down.
She stared out the window, idly watching the moving clouds and changing light patterns as the sun peeked in and out. The recession had hurt Silicon Valley hard. She’d been working long enough to make it to management, the worst place to be during a recession.
She should at least look into the job in New Jersey. Tomorrow I’ll figure out what they’re looking for and find out how to apply.
A small ray of hope filled her. Maybe a move would be okay. She could make a list and see what it would take. She glanced out the windshield. In a cone of sunlight, she spotted a soaring hawk. She trailed its spiral flight on an updraft, its red tail gleamed in the small patch of sunlit clouds. An omen that New Jersey was the right path? Or a signal that she was doing the wrong thing?
Tears threatened again, but she forced them back. She was still in the JCN parking lot and no one at the company was going to see her cry. She pressed the start button and started home.
She drove automatically, oblivious to the towering redwoods fading in and out of low-lying fog as she climbed the mountain highway. Her mind churned over the scene in Randy’s office, her emotions twisting and turning with the curves of the road.
“Some choice,” she muttered. “Lose my job or go to New Jersey. Start all over again. Find a new place to live. Pack up all my stuff!” Her knuckles whitened as her hands tightened on the steering wheel. “Do you have any idea what it’s like to pack up a house?” she yelled at the curve-ahead sign.
She zoomed up the hill, thoughts reeling through her brain, trying to still her emotions with logic. She’d made a good living through perseverance and hard work when no one thought she’d be more than a check-out clerk. This was a little bump in the road; that was all. No one was going to take away all she’d achieved, even if it meant she had to move to New Jersey.
Rapid raindrops pummeled her windshield, forcing her attention back to the road. She didn’t need an accident on top of everything else. What she needed was some relief. On impulse, she turned north on Highway 1 instead of south toward home. For years, the Ocean Reads bookstore had been her sanctuary from the craziness of her marriage. A cup of tea and a new romance novel would give her some downtime before she tried to convince David that moving would be a good thing.
She drove into the covered parking garage. Right on cue, a faded, wired-together Volvo pulled out of a space. She swung in with ease, beating out the Volkswagen bus headed for the same spot. At least something was going her way.
Inside Ocean Reads, she shook the raindrops from her coat and glanced around. Everything was as it should be: locals sat on the banquette under the clock, parents and children pored over brightly colored books in the children’s section, and patrons hunted through the used book boxes for bargains.
Her shoulders relaxed as she began her usual routine, wending through the sections of the bookstore, her fingers caressing the stories of other people’s lives, loves, and imaginations.
She browsed stacks of books on the current fiction table, migrating to the piles of romance novels. The covers showing multi-muscled men made her sigh. Fantasy had been her escape from real life since she was a kid—especially when reality was the pits. Fictional heroes weren’t the trouble that real men were, either. One book cover showed a rugged Stetson-topped cowboy posed in front of prairie grasslands; in the distance, snow-capped mountains towered. She stared at the cowboy, imagining herself carried off on horseback to a remote cabin in the Rockies, her worries forgotten. Perfect. She picked it up and walked toward the register.
And stopped short.
There he was. Long and lanky, with broad shoulders and slim hips. Thick dark brown hair brushed the top of his co
llar. Rippling muscles strained against his pale blue shirt as he carried an enormous stack of books to the front of the store. All he needed was the Stetson.
I haven’t seen him before. He must be new. I would have noticed. Her eyes drifted down to the curve of his butt cradled by tight blue jeans. Definitely would have noticed.
She strolled forward, keeping her eye on the man. If she worked her way to the front before he did, she could glimpse his face. Would it be as wonderful as the rest of him?
The clerk turned and caught her staring. Sky-blue eyes burned into hers. His thin lips twitched slightly and he gave her a nod as if he were tipping a hat.
Heat moved up Annie’s neck and warmed her cheeks. Jeez, she’d been caught gawking like a schoolgirl. Escaping out of sight to the magazine section, she spotted the latest Cosmopolitan. “Fifteen Ways to Spice up Your Sex Life!” No way. She needed something boring, something to tamp down the steam rising within her. Food and flowers—every woman’s refuge when she didn’t want to think about sex. Her hand skimmed the glossy covers and pulled out one to hide behind.
You’re being ridiculous, a voice from the Greek chorus that lived in her head announced. Annie ignored it. Her eyes strayed back to the Cosmo cover. It wouldn’t take much to spice up her sex life; it had been so long since she’d been with a man she wasn’t sure she’d remember what to do with one.
But if the bookstore cowboy was available, she’d be willing to try. She looked at the Cosmo cover again. Maybe she should get a copy.
What was she thinking? She didn’t have time for sex. Go home and take a cold shower, girl. Or did that only work for guys? She peeked around the magazine rack. The coast was clear. She hurried to the counter to pay for her book.
Plunking the paperback down on the worn wooden counter, she looked up. Those same sky-blue eyes stared back at her. The same little smile played with his lips. He took a moment to study the cover of the book and looked up at her with a grin.