by Nat Burns
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About the Author
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Copyright © 2012 by Nat Burns
Bella Books, Inc.
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First published 2012
Editor: Nene Adams
Cover Designer: Linda Callaghan
ISBN 13: 978-1-59493-309-7
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Other Bella Books by Nat Burns
Two Weeks in August
House of Cards
The Quality of Blue
Identity
Acknowledgment
I sincerely thank the lovely people of Port Isabel, Texas. And I do apologize for the literary license I took implying that their spectacular fishing village is haunted and that some of the officials are mean. Port Isabel is haunted maybe but mean, never.
Also, many thanks to editor, Nene Adams, for the editing sweep that tightened up my careless construction. And to Karin Kallmaker at Bella, for her endless encouragement and support.
Dedication
I’d like to dedicate this book to my Aunt Jean who just adores a good ghost story. And for dearest Chris, who doesn’t adore them at all, but bravely read several versions of this manuscript anyway.
About the Author
Nat Burns’ job titles have included:
-Staff reporter (three VPA Awards)
-Media coordinator (tourism writer)
-Technical support (for a software company)
-Editorial systems coordinator (for a Washington DC publishing firm)
-Teacher and support staff (in local school systems)
-Board member (of Literacy Volunteers of America, Nelson County Education Foundation, Golden Crown Literary Society and the Small Press Writers and Artists Organization)
-Novelist and editor.
Currently she lives in New Mexico, writing and editing full time. www.natburns.com.
Angie
As soon as I laid eyes on her, I knew she was the one meant for me. And it wasn’t just a physical thing, although she was fine, if you know what I mean. No, it was something about her aura. Yeah, aura. I know, I know. Angie June is not usually guilty of using the gift that way. I try mighty hard to fit in and turn a blind eye to all that extra occult info I pick up. And for the record, all those allegations of weirdness, dancing naked in the moonlight and all, are false. Most were spread by my ex, Cathy. She just loves gossip and will make it up if what’s already going around isn’t quite juicy enough.
So what I saw when I looked close was the peaceful sadness of the woman’s aura. It drew me. She had a certain fragility that made me want to pull her close and protect her, like my kids at the center. Not helpless, though. No, not helpless. There was a power huddling inside her that intrigued me and made me curious.
The woman had taken a seat at the table just inside the door. That alone let me know she was a newcomer. Out-of-towners always sat from the door inward while the locals fanned out from the bar in the front. I wasn’t sure why visitors were so apprehensive. Perhaps they wanted a quick escape if they hated Mama’s food. Or wanted to run out on the bill. That had happened before.
Besides, she had to be new to the area. I would have remembered her if she’d been here before. Delicate and slender, she had an amazingly beautiful face, dynamic enough to be a model. I could just imagine her in some big-name magazine, modeling the latest trends in makeup and fashion. Her blond hair hung just past her shoulders and had the kind of metallic sleekness that always fascinated me. How did some women get their hair to lie so smoothly, so perfectly? My short, choppy hair never behaved. I did have the sun and wind to contend with, but even so, I dreamed of having glossy, well-behaved hair.
I fingered my abused locks absently as I hid behind the swinging kitchen doors peering through one of the small, octagonal windows set into each door. I’d retreated there after spying her from behind the bar. I wanted to watch her without being seen, but I knew that as soon as an order came through, I’d be busted. Still, I watched her, completely captivated.
The beautiful woman also dressed like a model. In an area where baggy cargo shorts and T-shirts were considered the norm, she wore a thin, jade-green mock turtleneck, sleeveless, over tight jeans which flared out gracefully over strappy heels.
Heels? I practically salivated. No one wore heels in Port Isabel except the Mexican girls who loved to dress up. Even the Winter Texans considered themselves here on vacation and wore sandals or bright white athletic shoes. No, she had to be visiting for the day, maybe a saleswoman from some big city north of here. Houston, San Antonio, or maybe even Dallas. I tried to place her vocation. Real estate? That was the big mover and shaker around here. I watched for clues as she tilted her head over the menu.
Sudden embarrassment flooded me. Why hadn’t we upgraded those menus last month when we’d talked about it? Most of them were pretty shabby. I chewed my thumbnail. Well, at least the food here was some of the best in Port Isabel and, many said, even South Padre Island.
I sighed while I studied her. If she lived far away, how would we manage to become a couple? Weird how I just knew things, even when they were as impractical as all get out.
The mental images persisted. I saw us together, my head buried in the curve of her neck and her slender arms around me. I gazed deep into her eyes and ran my hands along that tender area on each side of her ribcage, just below the bra line, until she shivered uncontrollably. She turned her sweet face up to me and I...
“Move it, lardass,” Hasty growled as he pushed past me, a fragrant basket of bread in one hand and a bowl of roasted garlic and olive oil in the other.
I had a sudden urge to shove my foot into the opposite door’s path so it would slap him in the face. The thought of Mama’s certain wrath stopped me. Instead, I stuck my tongue out at his oiled Latin ducktail as he retreated.
I took one more glance at the woman, stilling the door so I could see through the small window. Hasty stood above her. He’d turned on the charm. I saw her precious, dimpled smile when she looked up at him with wide e
yes. Damn! She was probably straight. Just my luck. Reluctantly, I turned away and moved into the kitchen. Mama, bless her hardworking heart, stood at the deep double sinks rinsing off her favorite mixing bowl.
“Are you out of dough already? We just started on lunch,” I said, fishing a slice of green pepper out of the sous bins behind the composition line.
Mama looked at me and smiled, a brilliant smile that radiated the happiness of one of the happiest people I knew. “Nope, just gettin’ ready. Can you take a pizza over to Melvin? He called and says he’s starvin’ ’cause the only thing available at the show is popcorn and flatbread, and he ain’t goin’ for it.”
“Sure. Hey, Mama, I found someone finally and she is the perfect one for me,” I said, absently twirling the flat oven board on the stainless steel countertop. I jumped when Mama’s dough bowl hit the sink. She stared at me with huge, glistening brown eyes. I smiled uncertainly.
“Oh, my God,” Mama sighed, laying a hand on her ample chest. “Who is she, baby? I didn’t even know you were seeing anyone. We gotta have a party. I’ll call Sanchez and she can round up the girls. This is so exciting...” She paused expectantly.
My mother, Maylie Lynn June, who grew up in the bosom of the Louisiana bayou, was big in body and big in spirit, and probably one of the sweetest people imaginable. Until she was riled, of course. But she usually radiated total acceptance and love, thank my lucky stars. As far as I was concerned, just having a child with my special abilities and raising me all alone made her a saint in my eyes.
She also knew everything there was to know about food and had years of successful restauranteering to back up what I, and a good portion of The Point, believed as fact. There was no one, and I repeat, no one, who put more care into producing good Italian fare than my mama.
“Hold up, Mama. She doesn’t know yet,” I said, putting out a warning hand.
Mama frowned and turned back to the sink to rescue her oversized stainless steel bowl. “Get on with your foolishness, Angie. I am not in the mood.” A low chuckle let me know she wasn’t seriously miffed.
“No lie, Mama. You gotta come see her.”
I took Mama by the upper arm and practically dragged her through the swinging tavern doors and into the area behind the bar. I tried to make out like I was polishing the bar while nodding my head meaningfully in the woman’s direction. Mama took the hint and moved some highball glasses around under the counter. Her eyes were fixed on the woman, who looked out the window with her elbow resting on the table and her chin cupped in her palm.
Mama turned wide eyes to me and silently mouthed, “She’s pretty.”
I nodded and hustled Mama back into the kitchen, scaring the life out of Gail, who was putting together Melvin’s pizza. Hasty, getting a salad out of the walk-in fridge, frowned at us. Mama slapped my hands away and stood with her hands on her hips, breathing heavily and glaring at me.
“Did you see it, all around her?” I asked nervously.
“Now, Angie, you know I don’t see that stuff like you do. Who is she, though, can you tell?” Mama walked around the buffer over to the kitchen doors. She peered curiously through one of the little windows, much as I had earlier. I was close on her heels.
Hasty poked his head around the buffer. “We need another breakfast pizza, Maylie. Bacon.” His glance roved across me and dismissed me outright.
“I really hate him,” I said after he walked away. I took Mama’s hands in mine. “Listen, I need to touch something. Go get her glass, straw and all,” I told her.
She looked at me as if I’d gone daft. “Now, Angie, explain to me what I’m going to tell that paying customer when I go and take her drink away from her.”
“I don’t know,” I let her go, twisting my hands together anxiously. “I just wish I could meet her, is all.”
Mama’s gaze softened as she studied me. “What do we say around here, Angela Rose?”
I sighed. “If meant to be, it’ll be,” I said.
Mama pressed a hand to her heart. “Amen. Now, I’ve got to get back to work and you do too. We got a business to run, baby girl.”
She hurried off. I stole a final glance out the small window, then moved to fold a box for Melvin’s pie. The harsh sizzle of bacon reached me as Mama worked the grill. It smelled delicious. Gail, over by the huge brick and mortar pizza oven, withdrew a large “everything” pizza with extra green peppers, Melvin’s favorite. The pie was cooked to perfection, still bubbling on top. I held out the box and Gail slid the pizza inside.
“You know where he is, right?” she asked.
“Yep, conference center today.”
“Mmm hmm, by the front door, south side,” she answered, slapping a new lump of dough onto the board.
I tossed in packets of cheese and red pepper flakes and closed the box as I walked toward the kitchen door. I saw that Willie had his ice truck pulled up to the stoop. He was busy unloading, so I waved to him before executing a quick U-turn, excited that I would get to see the woman up close when I passed through the dining room.
I made it all the way through the swinging doors before I felt it. I paused in twisting my car keys out of my pocket, but couldn’t stop my feet and their forward motion.
Hasty raced past me toward the kitchen, and then it happened: disaster. Our feet tangled for a brief instant, but it was just enough for him to fall into the kitchen buffer wall and me to pitch headfirst into the woman.
I saw big green eyes widen in surprise as I descended, and all I could think about was if meant to be, it’ll be when the pizza box exploded, showering us both with hot pizza and colorful packets of condiments.
My right hip hit the table hard, but I ended up sort of in her lap and on the table at the same time. I lay there for a long, shocked moment, watching a slice of Melvin’s pizza ooze its way down the front of her shirt. Time seemed to stand still as the woman and I regarded one another. The entire dining room went silent, customers watching in amazement. There was a smear of sauce on her left cheek and a slice of green pepper on one shoulder.
“Are you burnt?” I finally asked when I could speak.
“No,” she said, shaking her head slowly. “I ordered the pasta primavera, though, not the pizza.”
The hilarity hit me. I slid from the table and onto the floor, laughing. Though limp from merriment, I moved to lift the twisted slices of pizza off her, the table, and the floor. I lifted a silverware setup from a nearby table and used the napkin to mop up as best I could. Her salad had exploded as well, sending lettuce shrapnel everywhere. By some miracle, the bowl of garlic and olive oil rested undisturbed on the table, although the bread basket had tumbled.
I tried not to laugh, but every time I met her twinkling eyes, it set me off again. She kept smiling, thank goodness, and helped straighten up the mess, using a napkin to sweep salad into the pizza box. We worked in silence while the normal restaurant chatter resumed around us.
I fetched another napkin and moved to wipe the sauce from her cheek. Our eyes met. When one of my knuckles touched her soft, cool skin, a swift current ran up my arm. In my vision, her eyes darkened with pain and loss. Grief pressed against my heart, threatening to still it. I pulled back reflexively, glad to see the bright, merry green eyes of this moment return.
“Angie! What in the world?”
I sighed and shrugged at the woman. Mama had heard the ruckus, or maybe the sudden silence, and come to investigate. I turned to her, trying to squelch my overwhelming amusement. It did little good. I answered chuckling.
“I tripped over Hasty and fell…fell into this nice woman here.”
Mama turned her attention to the customer and began mopping at her with a dishtowel. It was hopeless, smeared cheese and sauce everywhere. “Oh, Lord, honey, I am so, so very sorry this happened. You listen, we will pay for every bit of this dry cleaning. You just bring the bill right on here and we’ll take care of it.”
Hasty, too, descended on the customer, promising a new salad and stating th
at lunch was, of course, on us. He ignored me completely, using his elbows to push me aside as he and Mama hovered. I moved back farther, the crushed box filled with accident debris held to my chest.
I took a deep breath and staggered into the kitchen to clean myself up, haunted by sad jade eyes and filled with remorse because I never thought to get her name.
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After Mary was taken, I found myself wishing for light to shine on me. I was in such a dark place when her daily glow subsided from my life, I worried that I would become, from that point onward, a curved, pale grub buried beneath the soil of my sadness. Heading south toward the sun seemed like a good idea, so I left the Central Texas home we’d shared and moved as far south in the Lone Star State as possible, to endless warmth and brightness.
The welcome sun bathed my face with necessary heat as I stood in a parking area next to the wild, untamed beach of South Padre Island. I’d checked out of the small Los Fresnos hotel after a restless night, passed right by my new, as yet unexplored, home at Lighthouse Square in Port Isabel, and pushed headlong toward the broad expanse of ocean and unhindered sunlight. There’d be time enough, too much time, I was sure, for dealing with the settling in. What I needed now was the healing energy of water and hot, hot light on my skin.
I walked around my parked car and looked through the partially open passenger window at Oscar Marie. Her cat carrier rested high on a stack of suitcases. Her broad, flat face was pressed against the metal door grate, eyes wide and nose twitching as she took in the unfamiliar sights and smells of beach and ocean.
“Will you be okay for a few minutes?” I asked, reaching through the grate to scratch the heavy black hair around the scruff of her neck. “I’m just going to walk down and put my feet in the water. I’d take you with me, but you wouldn’t like it. Too much wind.”