"You don't wanna have my baby?" he quizzed.
"Just not right now," I half smiled.
Even though I was on birth control, I didn't want to fuck him raw. He scoffed and let me go get the condom, and I watched him closely to make sure it was on right. Once it was on, he pulled off my spaghetti strapped top, and licked his lips.
"These are sexy," he smiled and touched my nipple rings.
He pushed me back a little, then climbed on top of me and kissed my neck gently. I tried to stay calm, because I knew once I did this, it was a wrap for Kendrick and I. He looked me in the eyes and then kissed me passionately, as he slowly went inside me.
"Oh shit," he shivered. He started to pump me slowly, while sucking on my nipples. "Damn Nic, this shit was worth the wait," he panted as he moved like a snail. It wasn't making-love-slow, it was like one pump every five seconds.
"You can go a little faster," I whispered.
He ignored me, then closed and opened his eyes multiple times. He suddenly stopped and panted for a couple seconds.
"What's wrong?" I quizzed as he pulled out.
"This is too good babe, I'm trying not to nut," he replied and bucked his eyes before going back in.
I just laid there with my legs open, and his dick sitting inside me. I felt like I was in high school taking someone's virginity. Kendrick would’ve had me cumming already by now. That nigga turned me out the first few weeks of being together. He was doing all kinds of shit to me, and wouldn’t take no for an answer. I loved him. Stop thinking about him Nic, I said to myself.
"Okay," Quincy said and then started back up again. "Shit, I'm about to nut," he grunted and then sped up his thrusts finally. "Ooohhhh! Uhhhhhh!" he called out in a high pitched voice as he came. "Ah, oh my gosh," he exhaled onto my neck.
I stared up at the ceiling, wondering what just happened. He picked his head up, pecked my lips, and then rolled over. I didn't even get to feel good at all. That was a waste of a fuck.
"I'm sorry you didn't cum babe, I got you for round two though," he chuckled as he removed the condom.
I nodded without saying a word, as I covered my body with a sheet. I felt so disgusting, and I wanted to cry. He kissed my cheek, and then climbed out of the bed to go pee. I just sat there as if I couldn't move.
Chapter Seventeen: Kendrick
"From the corner playing lookout, to kitchen cookouts, yeah, that's why I'm standing on Ferraris nigga."
The Game's "Standing on Ferraris" blasted through my sound system, as I took a blunt to the face. I'd just made a new connect from Jamaica, and I was happy as hell. Knowing that I was gonna get more money, always made me a happy ass nigga.
I pulled up to my parents’ house, because my dad invited my brothers and I over to celebrate. I sprayed some breath freshener, and then popped some gum in my mouth after I ashed my blunt. I adjusted my hat, and then got out to get on the elevator. I put in the code, and the doors popped open at the living room. I needed some shit like this in my crib, well the new one I had to buy since I basically gave my house to Nic. How the fuck she just gonna take over a house I had before I even met her ass?
"What's up player?" Kendreeis smiled and dapped me up. I did the same with Kendon and Kendrew before sitting down.
We were chilling and talking when we heard the elevator open, and sexy ass Nic walked off. She had on some jean shorts that showed her sexy ass legs and nice plump ass when she turned around. Nic wasn't thick, but she was perfect for me. My brothers gave me a look, after we all watched her walk off the elevator.
"Hello," she smiled and waved at them.
She gave the three of them hugs, and then patted me on the back. She strutted off and up the stairs, so I followed right after her. I ran behind her, squeezed her ass, and then picked her up and carried her into the room while kissing her neck. I put her down, then closed the door so she couldn't run out.
"Why you out with that on?" I asked as I touched her exposed stomach.
She jumped when I touched her, and it all became clear. I stared down at her as I felt my blood boil.
"What?" she frowned.
"You fucked him." I shook my head.
"You don't know what you're talking about," she rolled her eyes.
"Yeah you did. That's why you jumped when I fucking touched you! You letting other niggas hit now?" I shouted.
"It was just twice, and I didn't even like it!" she whined.
"You sucked his dick, too? Oh my gosh. Never mind, I don't even wanna know," I said as I walked away and sat on my old bed from when I lived with my parents.
"No I didn't. It was just missionary," She said as she touched my back. I quickly moved her hand off of me, so she shoved me back.
"I'm about to beat his ass," I said and rushed out the room.
"No Kendrick!" she yelled and chased after me.
I ran downstairs with her hot on my heels, and hopped on the elevator before she could get on. As I was pulling out of my parents’ little parking area, she was rushing to her car to follow me. I'm sure she thought I didn't know where he lived, but when I used to have people follow her, I figured it out.
Once I got there, I parked across the street and ran to his door. I looked over my shoulder and saw Nic's car looking for a park.
"Come on nigga, open this door," I said aloud to myself as I waited impatiently.
The door finally came open, and before he could get a word out, I punched the shit out of him. He stumbled back, and I delivered another punch to his face. He fell onto his coffee table, and I kicked his ass in the stomach a good three times.
"Get the fuck up nigga!" I shouted so we could continue. "You wanna fuck my bitch? Then you about to get fucked up," I added.
He stood up slowly and swung on me, but missed. I decked his bloody face between the eyes, and he fell on his ass and passed out.
"You not even worth my fucking energy," I said as Nic came running in. She dropped down next to him and cradled his head into her chest. "Oh, this the one you care about?" I chuckled out of anger.
"Just leave Kendrick," she cried as she held this bitch ass nigga.
"For real Nic?" I frowned.
"It's over between us! Just leave me alone!" she screamed.
"That's what you want?" I raised a brow.
"Yes, just go so I can call the ambulance for him," she sniffled. I nodded and turned around to leave, but not before hearing her say, "It's okay baby, I'm so sorry." I took a deep breath, and then went back to my parents’ house.
"What the hell just happened?" Kendrew asked pointing to the blood specks on my shirt.
"I whooped that nigga’s ass," I sighed.
"Why?" Kendreeis laughed.
"Cause she let that nigga fuck!" I yelled and stood up off the couch.
I was so fucking angry that she let this nigga in between her legs. Talking about she didn't like it, yet she let him do it twice. Visions of him fucking her invaded my mind.
"Damn, did you do a lot of damage?" Kendon asked.
"He passed out and she had to call the ambulance," I shrugged. "He’s a bitch anyway. But she screaming at me and shit, like she didn't bust off in my condo and beat up this girl I had in my house," I frowned.
"Y'all deserve each other, ‘cause you guys are both crazy as fuck." Kendreeis shook his head.
"All this back and forth you guys are doing," my mother said, as she brought a tray of freshly squeezed lemonade to us.
"How do you know?" I asked.
"Nic told me, and I heard you guys arguing and having sex in your old room that day too." She bucked her eyes and lightly smacked my head.
"Sorry Ma., I half smiled and she shook her head and left. I looked at my brothers and we all started laughing.
Chapter Eighteen: Nic
Quincy was finally out of the hospital, and I was just happy he was alive. I didn't know if he was gonna make it after that ass whooping. Kendrick was certified, and I was done with his stupid psycho ass.
"Mommy, Grandma is gonna buy u
s a lot of toys," KJ said as we rode in the car.
"Toys!" Kendrin shouted from his car seat.
"You guys don't need any more toys," I smiled.
"I do," KJ replied.
"I do," Kendrin said as well.
"Tell him to stop copying me!" KJ whined.
I parked my car in front of my mom’s house, and turned to the backseat to smile at Kendrin. He was so freaking adorable, and looked just like KJ when he was that age, which unfortunately looked like Kendrick. They all had those beautiful eyes, dimples, and smooth toffee-colored skin. He was smiling at me, and his deep dimples were showing through his fat cheeks.
“Mommy loves you,” I cheesed and he giggled.
KJ and I got out of the car, and I unbuckled Kendrin so we could walk hand in hand up to my mother’s door.
"Grandma!" KJ shouted and hugged her waist.
"Grandma!" Kendrin repeated, and KJ stormed into the house.
Kendrin got his hug from my mom as well, and then stormed off like KJ. I made sure to stop dressing them alike, because KJ was getting furious. He was a big boy, and Kendrin was a baby, he said.
"So where are you going tonight?" my mom asked.
"Quincy said he has a surprise for me," I smiled.
"So you're really serious about this guy, huh?" she raised a brow.
"Yes Ma! Why are you asking like that?" I whined.
"Because baby, you haven't signed your divorce papers," she frowned.
"I'm gonna sign them. I have to go." I turned around to leave.
I drove to Quincy's beach house, because that's where he told me to meet him. Once I arrived, I saw rose petals leading up to the door. He was so sweet, and even after all of the bullshit Kendrick put him through, he still stuck with me. I pushed open the door, and followed the rose trail until I spotted him.
"Hello beautiful," he cheesed.
"Hi," I smiled as I neared him.
"What is all this Quincy?" I grinned.
"Nic, you know I love you so much, and everything about you is amazing. I don't want to ever spend another day without you Nic." He stared down into my eyes.
"Wh-what are you saying?" I stammered.
"I'm saying, or asking, will you marry me?" he replied and kneeled down.
"Quincy, I'm still married to someone else," I said.
"Yeah, but like you said, you're about to sign the papers," he smiled, still holding the ring.
"You really want to marry me?" I chuckled.
"Yes, I love you," he grinned.
"Well, yes. Yes, I will marry you," I responded and he pushed the diamond ring onto my finger.
"Ah, I love you so much," he whispered and kissed my lips. "Now we just need to get rid of those tattoos, since you finally stopped wearing that necklace." He hugged me tightly.
"Yep," I sighed.
After having dinner together, we retired to bed to make love. Actually, we retired to bed so he could use my pussy to jack off. I laid there fake moaning, as he worked in and out of me slowly as hell. If we were gonna get married, this had to improve. He nutted first as usual, but then just ate my pussy until I came.
The next morning, I was at Jessica's house with all my girls. It was Deija, Christy, Morgan, and my cousin, Danielle. We were having breakfast together so that we could catch up. I couldn't wait to tell them that I was getting married again.
"So, he asked me to marry him," I smiled. They just sat there staring at me with shit eating grins.
"Why are you guys looking at me like that?" I asked.
"Cause you're still married, Nic," Christy replied.
"Yes, but we agreed that I would sign the papers at the engagement party, which you guys are all invited to." I smiled and pulled some invites from my purse.
"Does Kendrick know?" Deija asked.
"Not yet. I'm gonna tell him though," I nodded. They all looked at each other, making me feel uncomfortable.
"So you're sure about this mami? I just don't want you to marry this guy when you still love Kendrick," Jessica frowned.
"Yes I'm sure! Kendrick fucked our relationship up, okay!" I yelled.
"Except he really didn't, because the tape proved he didn't cheat. The jury found him not guilty and everything Nic, so I'm confused as to why you guys are still apart." Morgan squinted her eyes as she palmed her growing belly.
"Because I can't trust him! This whole time apart, he's been sleeping with numerous chicks! He hasn't changed," I replied.
"But you have a boyfriend, and now a fiancé, so it's just as bad," Christy said.
"No, because I didn't mess our relationship up! He did! He ruined everything," I cried.
"Well Nic, if you really want to get married to Quincy, then I'm happy for you," Deija smiled.
"I'm not, because you don't want to marry him. You wanna be with Kendrick but you're scared he's gonna hurt you. He's matured Nic, and he loves you more than anything. He's still chasing after you knowing that you're parading around Baltimore with another man. Kendrick has always been honest with you, even going as far as to disclose his infidelities which he could've kept a secret," Christy said.
I looked away from them and wiped my eyes. They were right, but I was in too deep. I'd already accepted the proposal, and I was gonna marry Quincy. I was gonna be with somebody that I didn't have to worry about cheating on me. My mind was made up.
"Well ladies, I just hope to see you at the engagement party." I smiled and they just sighed and continued to eat their food.
Chapter Eighteen: Kendrick
I wanted to try one last time to get Nic back. If she turned me down, then I would move on for good. I didn't want people to say I didn't even try, so I was gonna try and try until I couldn't anymore. You can't blame a man for fighting for the woman he loves, right?
I lit candles all over my condo, I would've preferred the house, but I didn't quite live there. Once the candles were lit, I turned off all of the lights to give the room an orange-red romantic glow. I made sure to have white, yellow, and red roses, because she loved the mixture of all the colors. I had some very expensive gifts waiting on the table, as well as a homemade meal, courtesy of my mother. I mean, a nigga like me could only cook up one thing.
Once I was done, I texted her and let her know she could come over. She told me she needed to talk to me, so she had planned to come by anyway. I let her know that she could just walk in, so that I could have the scenery right. I cued up the music, and looked around the room to make sure everything was where I wanted.
Wifey: I'm here.
Me: Just walk through the door.
I took a deep breath, because I'd never been this nervous in all my life. It felt like a life or death situation, and in a way it was. I kept looking around, making sure everything was right, because a nigga would be hot if something fucked up. I saw her shadow walk by the window, so I pulled the stereo remote out of my pocket. Once I saw the doorknob twist, I pressed play, and thank God the music started.
Have you ever loved somebody so much, it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad, you can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right, have you ever, have you ever?
Brandy's "Have You Ever" played through the sound system. This shit was cheesy as fuck, but I didn't care at all. The only thing that mattered to me was getting my wife back.
She walked in and looked around the room, as she slowly closed the door behind her. She made eye contact with me, and then looked around the room again as she neared me. I smiled at her as she came closer.
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart, but you don't know what to say, and you don't know where to start... The song continued to play.
"Kendrick what is all this?" she asked as tears started to flow out of her eyes at a rapid pace.
"This is for you baby. I wanted to show you how much I love you and miss you," I replied as I towered over her.
"Kendrick, you can't be doing this right now," she sobbed l
ooking up at me.
"I love you Nic. I need you so bad baby," I whispered, as I pulled her close for a kiss.
I kissed her hungrily, as Brandy continued to sing for us. Her tears fell into our mouths, but it didn't matter at all. This was the longest she had let me kiss her without stopping me. She finally pulled away and wiped her face. I saw a ring on her finger, and I knew it wasn't the one I gave her.
"Nic, what is this?" I asked grabbing her hand.
"I'm getting married Kendrick," she cried. I frowned in confusion because I didn't understand. She couldn't have been saying what I thought she was saying.
"Married? You're marrying this nigga?" I questioned in disbelief.
"Yes Kendrick. He loves me, he's-"
"Safe! You think he aint gonna do shit to break your heart, well neither will I, Nic! I love you baby, why can't you see that? Nic, you can't do this to me!" I yelled as I felt tears hit my cheeks.
"Kendrick, I can't. I can't be with you anymore," she cried hysterically.
"Why Nic? I don't understand."
"I just can't." She shook her head and wiped her eyes.
"So that's it. This is over? I thought we were deeper in love than this Nic, but maybe it was just me." I shook my head.
"No, it wasn't just you, Kendrick, but you broke my heart and I have to have a backbone! I can't let you have me anymore." She cried the hardest I'd ever seen her cry.
"Let me make love to you," I whispered as I kissed her lips.
"We ca-"
"I just wanna be inside you," I said in between kisses.
She lifted my shirt off, as we tried not to break our kiss. I did the same to her, and then quickly unsnapped her bra. We unbuckled each other's pants, and once we were naked, I picked her up to carry her. She wrapped her legs around my waist, as we continued to kiss. We finally made it to the bedroom, and I laid her down on her back. She pulled me between her legs, and cupped my face to kiss me hard. I entered her, and she winced in pain a bit. I pinned her hands above her head, as I kissed down the side of her face and neck.
"Kendrick, I love you so much," she moaned through tears.
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