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by Margaret Kaine


  Dorothy sighed. ‘I know. But surely they don’t apply to a private conversation between two people.’

  Helena shook her head. ‘I don’t see how even Oliver could control that.’

  Several minutes later, she had gently persuaded Aunt Beatrice that she needed to circulate, and with raised eyebrows hinted to Jacob to entertain Mrs Shirley. Dorothy, with a grateful smile to her friend, strolled casually over to talk to a rather amused young man, and Helena heard her say, ‘I see you saw through that strategy.’

  Oliver and Johnnie had eventually gone to stand by the tall windows, which despite the late hour were open. ‘It’s been jolly hot this summer,’ Johnnie complained. ‘It saps a fellow’s strength, if you know what I mean?’

  I wish I had the chance to find out, Oliver thought with irritation. He lit a cigarette.

  Helena came over to join them. ‘I love the night air, don’t you?’

  Johnnie grinned at her. ‘I don’t suppose there are more gems like you in Staffordshire?’

  ‘I’m sure there must be. Shall I ask Aunt Beatrice to begin matchmaking for you?’ Seeing his look of horror, Helena began to laugh. ‘I’m only joking, you idiot.’ She turned to Oliver. ‘I came to tell you that the Spencers are about to take their leave.’

  ‘In that case, we had better go and wish them God speed.’

  Helena stared at him, feeling that it was an odd expression for an atheist to use, but then Oliver never failed to astound her.

  Dorothy was the last guest to leave on Sunday, and made Helena promise to let her know if she heard any news of Peregrine Hurst. ‘Honestly, Helena, whatever could have been so urgent that he had to leave before breakfast?’

  ‘I’ve told you, that was always his intention.’

  ‘Just when I actually find someone with a measure of influence who believes in our cause, he disappears. Of course I could always write to him.’

  Helena frowned. ‘I’m not sure. I think to follow up your meeting him at Graylings with political pressure might be …’

  ‘Yes, I suppose you’re right, it could be interpreted as taking advantage of Oliver’s hospitality. What a nuisance.’

  ‘But if we could find some way of your meeting again … I mean from where I was standing, didn’t I detect a sort of frisson between you two?’

  ‘Helena, will you ever stop being such a romantic?’ She laughed as she saw her friend’s colour rise. Dorothy’s tone became brisk. ‘Now I don’t suppose there’s much point in asking you to write letters for the WSPU during your enforced waiting period? We need all the helpers we can get.’

  Helena gave a shrug. ‘The spirit is willing, there’s just one problem.’

  ‘Don’t tell me, I can guess. Oliver?’

  She nodded. ‘He would only say that I was tiring myself.’

  Dorothy gave a sigh of exasperation. ‘You should stand up to him more. Don’t fall into the trap of losing your identity, Helena, as seems to happen to so many women when they marry.’

  Helena smiled. ‘Don’t worry, I don’t always let him have his own way.’

  Dorothy gazed at her. ‘I’m giving you what my mother calls an “old-fashioned look”.’

  Helena laughed. ‘And I’m not saying another word!’

  However, while she was sorry to see Dorothy go, she was even more reluctant to say goodbye to her father and Aunt Beatrice. ‘Good luck in the by-election, Papa.’

  He nodded. ‘As it’s considered a safe seat I have an excellent chance. I hope so, how else can I introduce some common sense into politics? One of the problems in this country is that far too many people in government come from the ruling class. They have little if any experience of industry, nor of earning a living. I am hoping to make a difference, Helena.’

  ‘I’m sure you will, and I shall be so proud of you.’

  ‘Make sure you take care of yourself, Helena,’ Beatrice said, ‘and I shall come again soon.’

  Helena stood outside Graylings and after watching the chauffeur-driven motor vehicle drive along the tree-lined avenue until it disappeared, went slowly back into the large hall, whereupon a footman closed the heavy door behind her.

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Several weeks later, as she was in the drawing room awaiting Oliver’s return from London, Helena read again a letter that had arrived that morning. Dorothy had written,

  I have received an invitation from Peregrine Hurst to say that he would be pleased to show me around the House of Commons, if I would find it of interest. I am to contact him the next time I am in London. Could I presume, Helena, would you let me know when you next intend to be in town?’

  Helena was smiling to herself, thinking how clever that was of Peregrine, when the door opened and Oliver came in. He crossed the room to kiss her cheek. ‘I hope I find you well.’

  ‘Perfectly, thank you. Did you see Papa?’

  ‘I did, we spent a pleasant evening together. He is most appreciative of being able to use Faraday House while the House of Commons is sitting.’

  ‘Yes, Aunt Beatrice is so proud of him being elected. I do wish I could have gone with her to the official count.’

  ‘I’m sorry, Helena, but as I explained, these occasions can become agitated and even Jacob agreed that in your condition it was best that you abstained. By the way, I telephoned Dr Haverstock to arrange a further appointment for you.’

  Helena slowly put down her knitting. ‘May I ask when it is for?’

  ‘In a few weeks, just as Dr Haverstock advised.’ Oliver smiled at her. ‘It will be good to know that everything is progressing well.’

  ‘The baby is becoming a little active now.’ She longed to take his hand and place it so that he could feel the tiny movements, but Helena knew that a man who averted his gaze from his wife’s thickening body was hardly likely to welcome such intimate contact.

  She paused. ‘While you were away I received a letter from Aunt Beatrice inviting us to spend Christmas at Broadway Manor, and I would very much like to do so, Oliver. After all, a visit might be unwise during the following months.’

  At that moment Oliver’s refreshment arrived, and he waited until the door closed behind the parlourmaids before saying, ‘But the long journey, what if the weather is inclement?’

  ‘I will have plenty of time to rest after our appointment in London, and we could travel in two easy stages. I am sure a comfortable hotel could be found.’ Helena lowered her eyes to look down at her delicate knitting. ‘I have been feeling a little low in spirits lately. It would be just the tonic I need.’

  After a pause he said, ‘In that case, my dear, I agree. We shall go to Broadway Manor for three weeks, returning just after the New Year.’

  She smiled sweetly at him. ‘Thank you. I’m sure we’ll have a wonderful time.’

  When she was once more alone, Helena thought again of the implications of a further visit to visit to Wimpole Street. She had no fears about her health, although it would be reassuring to know that all was well. It was the thought, the hope of seeing Nicholas again … Would he still feel the same, would he find some way of ensuring that they met? Then she glanced down at her now rounded stomach, and feeling guilty for even thinking such a thing, rose to go and write back to Dorothy.

  Ever since the names Mr and Mrs Faraday had leapt out at him from the Appointments Book, Nicholas had been impatient for this particular Wednesday to arrive. Now, following his greeting to Miss Barnes, he saw with relief that her distinctive black inked script for today’s date was untouched. There had been no cancellation.

  His spirits rising, he went to his consulting room and after removing his top hat and warm coat went to stand before the window to gaze out at the grey skies. Fog would undoubtedly descend by five o’clock so it was fortuitous that Helena’s appointment was a morning one.

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sp; He took out his pocket watch and after glancing at it went over to a tall cabinet to retrieve the folder relating to his next patient, an elderly man who had recently suffered a fall. Previously treated at home, it had not been easy to persuade him to come to Wimpole Street, a stage Nicholas considered essential if the man was to regain confidence. The appointment should not take up too much time and fortunately neither would the following one. All I have to do, he thought, is exactly what I planned last time, and I am certain to be able to see her.

  In Carlton House Terrace the heavy brocade curtains were closed when Helena awoke. She treasured the moments of restful dimness before Jane’s arrival, because they gave her time to think of the morning ahead, and of Nicholas. Yet again, she told herself that such an intelligent and attractive man must surely have either a fiancée or wife and family. Even if he had been single when they had met, then in the intervening time he could easily have fallen in love. But her doubts hadn’t prevented her from planning to wear one of her favourite long coats in rose pink velvet, with a toning hat, its brim softly feathered. She knew that Aunt Beatrice would have considered it vain to wear such an impractical outfit in winter, but Helena knew that the colour gave her radiance and the style was flattering.

  Just then the door opened and her maid came in, balancing the bed tray on one arm while closing the door behind her with the other. ‘Good morning, Madam.’ After placing the tray on its customary side table, Jane went to open the curtains before bringing it to her mistress. ‘I wondered whether to bring you another drink of lemon and honey? I hope it helped last night.’

  Helena’s throat was a little sore, something she hadn’t mentioned to Oliver. She took a sip of her hot chocolate. ‘Perhaps I’ll have another following my bath.’

  An hour and a half later, with one hand resting on the balustrade she went slowly down the crimson-carpeted stairs and into the breakfast room where both Dorothy and Oliver were already at the table.

  Oliver glanced up from his toast and marmalade. ‘Good morning. How are you?’

  ‘Good morning, Dorothy. I’m absolutely fine, Oliver. You have no need to be concerned. I’m sure Dr Haverstock will find nothing amiss.’

  ‘I was referring to the fact that I encountered your maid. She was on her way up to you with a cold remedy.’

  ‘Just some lemon and honey for a slight sore throat.’

  ‘Nevertheless I have telephoned Dr Haverstock and requested that he see you here, rather than you having to make the journey to Wimpole Street.’

  Horrified, Helena protested, ‘It’s nothing, Oliver. Hardly a reason to cause inconvenience.’

  ‘It is not only chilly but damp after an early fog. Really, Helena, you should have told me.’

  Her disappointment was so bitter it was almost choking her.

  ‘Please,’ Oliver waved a hand in the direction of the sideboard, ‘I want you to ensure that you breakfast well – it is always advised to feed a cold …’

  ‘And starve a fever,’ her voice was tight with anger. ‘Yes, I know.’ Going over to the sideboard, she began to lift the silver domed lids of the various dishes, her resentment almost uncontainable. How dare he make such a decision without discussing it with her first? She took a small helping of scrambled eggs and one rasher of bacon. Then realisation came, stark and undeniable. After today, any further medical care would take place at Grayling, at least until after her lying-in-period. What if she never had a reason to visit the practice at Wimpole Street again? That would mean …

  ‘Helena?’ She turned to see Oliver staring at her. Dorothy was diplomatically concentrating on her breakfast.

  ‘Sorry, I was just thinking about Dorothy’s visit. It’s this morning that she’s meeting Peregrine at the House.’

  Oliver crumpled his napkin and pushed back his chair. ‘Of course, do give him my regards, Dorothy.’

  After he had left the room, she said, ‘I was expecting to be admonished to behave myself. Is he always so forceful?’

  ‘He’s just concerned for my well-being, or should I say that of his precious heir.’

  ‘Do I detect a cynical note?’

  ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean …’

  Dorothy said quietly, ‘Helena, are you sure there isn’t something you aren’t telling me?’

  Still fighting her disappointment, she carried her plate to the table. ‘No, of course not, it’s just that he does fuss so.’

  Nicholas was reading a medical journal while waiting for his next patient to arrive, when Andrew gave a brief knock on his door and came in. ‘I shall be out for a short while. Oliver Faraday has telephoned to say that his wife has a slight cold, and he thinks it advisable that she consults me at Faraday House.’

  Slowly, Nicholas said, ‘That seems rather extreme.’ He tried to keep the bitterness out of his voice.

  Andrew chuckled. ‘I think he would wrap her in cotton wool if he could.’

  ‘And I suppose in future you will be attending her at Graylings?’

  ‘I would imagine so, certainly throughout this confinement. Shall we meet for lunch?’

  Nicholas nodded and watched the older man leave. Suddenly the day which had held such promise seemed drab, even dreary. And then he remembered that he planned that evening to go and hear Christabel Pankhurst speak. It was just over a year since that fateful meeting in Manchester when during a Liberal Rally she and Annie Kenney had questioned Winston Churchill and Sir Edward Grey on the subject of votes for women. Both were arrested for obstruction and Annie Kenney, charged with assaulting a police officer, had spent three days in prison. He had considered the sentence harsh at the time, and was keen to hear a first-hand report of the event. Now, he thought grimly, perhaps concentrating on real injustice would distract his mind from the emotional one of his own making.

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  It was ten days before Christmas and at Broadway Manor there was a buzz of expectation. In the kitchen Cook finished larding a beef fillet and, going to wash her hands in the deep sink, she called over her shoulder, ‘Do you know exactly what time they’re expected, Mr Bostock?’

  He completed the winding of his pocket watch and then said, ‘According to the master they should be here in time for luncheon, that’s as accurately as I can tell you.’

  ‘I can’t wait to see Miss Helena,’ Charlotte said. ‘I’ve heard so much about her.’ She glanced round at them all and her face reddened. ‘I’ve been knitting some bootees for her baby.’

  ‘Got on my nerves, she did,’ Elsie said with a sniff. ‘Nothing but click click click, it was, just when I was trying to get off to sleep.’

  ‘Everything gets on your nerves!’

  She glared at Annie. ‘Well if the cap fits!’

  ‘That’s enough! I’ve got too much to do to be bothered with all this squabbling.’ Cook’s voice was sharp, her face flushed.

  The butler frowned and gave her a light touch on the shoulder. Seeing him make a slight movement with his head, she followed him into his small office.

  ‘You know,’ he said in a low voice, ‘I can’t help thinking that that girl has been a mistake.’

  ‘We’ve had nothing but trouble from her, Mr Bostock. If she isn’t complaining or moaning, she’s stirring up trouble. We never had any of this before she came. If there’s one thing I can’t stand it’s having bad feeling in the Servants’ Hall. We used to be such a happy band when Molly and Ida were here.’

  ‘And we will be again, Mrs Kemp, I promise you.’

  Later it was Annie who first saw Molly, turning when she heard light footsteps hurrying down the stairs. With a shriek, she rushed forward to give her a hug. Molly hugged her back and then called to the others, ‘Surprise everyone!’

  ‘Well I’ll be blowed,’ Cook exclaimed. ‘Now you are a sight for sore eyes.’

  Molly was full
of excitement. ‘Gosh, it’s good to be back.’ She glanced round the familiar cosy kitchen, at the long table being set for the servants’ lunch, and with some curiosity at the two new parlourmaids. ‘I’ve just seen Mr Bostock. Where’s Miss Hewson?’

  ‘She’ll be upstairs in Miss Beatrice’s room, fussing that little dog, I expect,’ Cook said. ‘How did this come about, then?’

  ‘Miss Forrester slipped and sprained her ankle. I’m to be Miss Helena’s personal maid while she’s here.’ She turned to see a thin elfin face peering round the scullery door. ‘You must be Daisy.’

  ‘Yes, Miss.’

  ‘You don’t need to call me Miss. I’m Molly, I used to work here.’ She swung round as Enid Hewson came to join them.

  ‘You look well – Miss Helena told me you were here. All we need now is Ida, but I don’t suppose there’s much chance of that happening.’

  ‘How is she?’

  ‘Annie’s been to see her, haven’t you Annie?’

  Lifting her head from where she was pouring boiling water into the large brown teapot, Annie nodded. ‘She’s got her place ever so nice. Hoping for a baby too, but no sign so far.’

  ‘She’s got plenty of time,’ Molly said.

  Helena too was delighted to be back, although concerned to see that Caesar and Nero, who were from the same litter, seemed to have lapsed into old age.

  Aunt Beatrice was so absorbed in her little Westie that Helena wondered why she had never before had a pet of her own. ‘I’ve called her Skye,’ she said the morning after their arrival. ‘It’s somewhere I’ve always wanted to visit, ever since I read about Flora McDonald helping Bonnie Prince Charlie to escape.’

  ‘I’m discovering lots of things about your Aunt,’ Jacob told Helena. ‘I’ve even had to promise to take her to Rome next year.’

 

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