My Fraternity Big Brother
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We kissed for twenty more minutes and then relaxed in his bed. I lay on top of him with my shirt off. My head rested on his chest as his arms wrapped around me. I felt his erection against my abs and I yearned for it, but I wouldn’t push it. My cock pressed against his leg, which I’m sure he enjoyed. My dream had become fulfilled.
We just lay there not talking. We just held each other. It was heaven. I felt safe. I felt loved. I felt wanted. I didn’t want the night to end. I wanted him to hold me forever. To protect me. I felt complete bliss in that moment. We fell asleep holding each other tightly.
Chapter 8
I woke up with a slight headache. Too much alcohol will do that to you. Thankfully, I didn’t fall asleep. My head rested on Travis’s chest. I felt his fingers running through my hair.
I pushed myself up off of him. “Hey handsome,” he said smiling.
“Last night was a mistake. It shouldn’t have happened,” I said. His face dropped. I rolled off of him and moved myself to the edge of the bed and sat up. I grabbed my balls in pain. Blue balls equals shitty always.
“What do you mean?”
“I was drunk and I didn’t know what I was doing. We didn’t have sex did we?”
“No. Don’t you remember?”
“I remember making out and then falling asleep cuddling, but maybe I blacked out and you took advantage of me.”
“How dare you? I would never do such a thing. I’m the one who stopped you from going further,” he said. I could tell that he was hurt.
“Thank you for that. Please never tell anyone of this night.”
“I wasn’t planning on it,” he said. He moved to the edge of the bed and sat next to me. “I shouldn’t have made out with you. I got caught up in the moment. Making out with a first timer when he is drunk is not a good idea.”
“Yeah,” I said staring at the ground.
“Feeling ashamed?” he asked. He placed his arm around me.
“Don’t touch me,” I said. He retracted his arm. “Yes I am ashamed. This shouldn’t have happened.”
“Why? It was beautiful and a lot of fun.”
“It shouldn’t have. What’s your girlfriend going to think when you tell her that you made out with a guy or are you going to lie?” I asked. Passive aggression zipped out of my mouth towards him.
“What is yours going to say?”
“I broke up with her. Nothing. You’re a cheater. That’s not cool.”
“My relationship with my girlfriend is a front so no, I didn’t cheat.”
“A front?”
“She’s a lesbian and I’m gay, so we pretend to date so people think we are straight. It’s easier to be in the Greek system this way and plus both of our parents aren’t too fond of gays,” he said sadly.
“Oh so you’re gay.”
“Yeah is that a problem?” he asked defensively.
“No, but I guess it makes sense. You seduced me. Now I understand. You made me hug you.”
“That’s bullshit man,” he said standing up. “I wasn’t expecting anything. You were being intimate with me and shared that you wanted to hug me. I merely helped you not be ashamed of a desire you had. You told me last night that you missed me and wanted me. That you’ve been thinking about me holding you. Was that a lie?” His gaze burned into me. I said nothing. “I didn’t think so. It’s not my fault you aren’t more comfortable with your sexuality.”
“Can you just take me home?” I asked not looking at him.
“Can’t even look at me.” I didn’t respond. “Yeah. I’ll take you. Let me just take a shower.”
He went into the bathroom, leaving me alone on the bed. Fuck. Why did I do that last night? I was drunk. It was because I was drunk. You did want it though Bradley. You have thought about him every day. Why do you think you wanted to hug him so intensely that night? Why do you think you had the urge to cuddle with him? I can’t be gay. Why judge it? Why not just embrace the moment and accept your feelings rather than hide them and be ashamed about them like Travis said? You’re not dating Elizabeth anymore. You don’t have to be guilty for having a strong sexual attraction to someone. You did enjoy it last night. You liked it a lot. Don’t deny it. Fine I won’t. I did enjoy it. Go tell him you’re sorry.
I stood up and took off my pants and my underwear. I walked naked into the steamy bathroom. I pulled open the shower door and looked at Travis’s gorgeous body. I looked at his face and saw that he hadn’t put his head in the water yet. He had tears streaming down his. He had just been standing there crying. My heart was ripped out of my chest and shredded to pieces. I felt terrible for making this man that I liked cry.
I walked over to him. The warm water splattered continuously against my body. I lifted my hand to his face. It was my turn now to wipe away the tears from his eyes. I wiped them away. “I’m so sorry,” I said.
“It’s okay,” he said smiling. “You’re here now and that’s what matters.”
I pulled him close. Our wet muscular bodies pressed up against each other as I kissed his luscious lips softly. Our penises arose to great heights together. They touched each other and we pressed together tighter so that they bounced off of each other’s abs. I stopped kissing him and got on my knees.
I grabbed his large cock and put my mouth around the tip. It was as if the heavens opened up. I felt such bliss at that moment. It was what I was supposed to be doing. I was going to please the man who had made me more comfortable with myself. I put half of it in and sucked it to the tip.
“No teeth,” he said chuckling.
I gave him a thumbs up. I sucked tightly on the tip and licked the bottom of his circumcised cock. I knew that was the sensitive spot on my dick, so I figured it’d have to be the same for him. “Oh my god,” he said. I continued to suck and move up and down. “Oh my god,” he said louder. His body started to shake as I sucked and warm goo exploded into my mouth. My gag reflex was triggered. I let go of his cock and I coughed and spit up the salty goodness out of my mouth.
“I’m sorry,” I said finally controlling my coughing.
“It’s okay. I should have warned you since it was your first time and I usually last longer but I was so fucking excited and I had that excess loaded up from the night before,” he said laughing.
“I’m glad you’re excited. That makes me so hot,” I said. I grabbed his cock with my mouth again and sucked out the warm goodness that resided in his dick still. His body trembled in elation as I pulled it out from him. I released his cock and stood back up. “That was yummy.”
“I’m glad you liked it. My turn.” He got down on his knees. He did something magical with his tongue and I was so excited that I ejaculated instantly. “Holy fuck,” I said as I came. I felt like I’d just floated because so much joy filled my body. I shook as he sucked the cum out of my cock. He then swallowed it all.
He stood back up and kissed me passionately for a few seconds. “I guess we better clean ourselves so I can get you back to your dorm.”
I smiled. “I don’t have anything important going on today. If you’re free I’d love to be able to just spend the day with you here, hanging out and enjoying each other’s company.”
“I am definitely down for that.”
Part 2 explores the deepening relationship between Bradley and Travis and the drama that erupts when certain events occur.
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