“Why didn’t she tell us?” Reggie asked.
Charlie shrugged. “Why would she? I mean, it’s kind of a screwed-up thing to get caught doing. Nothing to go around bragging about.”
Reggie opened her mouth to tell Charlie about the little doll shoe Tara carried that she’d stolen from the first victim’s house, but she couldn’t do it.
Instead she turned on the TV and watched a car chase that seemed to go on forever. She set the remote back down on the coffee table and noticed a safety pin there. She imagined picking it up, opening it, running the point across her skin.
In ten minutes, Tara was back. She grabbed the remote and hit the mute button, standing in front of the TV. Behind her, one of the cars had crashed and was in flames.
“It’s her,” she announced. Her eyes, ringed with smudgy kohl black makeup, were open wide. She looked like an excited panda bear. “The hand belongs to your mom, Reg.” Tara’s mouth trembled a little, and Reggie was sure she was suppressing an excited smile.
Everything started to spin and Reggie closed her eyes.
“How do they know for sure?” Charlie asked, his voice low and serious.
“Fingerprints,” Tara explained. “I guess Vera was arrested once or something and they had her prints on file.”
“Arrested?” Charlie said.
Reggie remembered going with Lorraine to pick her mother up from the police station. What had she been arrested for?
Reggie stood up and walked down the hall.
“Reg,” Tara called after her.
“Leave her,” Charlie said.
Reggie went through the front door in time to catch the taillights of Stu Berr’s car moving down the driveway. The door to the garage closed with a quiet thud, signaling that Lorraine had retreated to her fly-tying workshop. Reggie followed, walking up to the door, not sure what she was going to say, but knowing she needed to find a way to make her aunt tell her everything: what Detective Berr had said, why the police had had Vera’s fingerprints on file.
She’s my mother, Reggie planned to say. I have a right to know.
She put her hand on the doorknob and was about to turn it when a sound stopped her. It began as a low moan and worked its way up to the fierce howl of an animal in pain. Reggie let go of the doorknob and stepped sideways, peeking in the small window. Her aunt was doubled over, hands clenched into fists, screaming. When she straightened herself, she began flinging everything off her workbench: tiny hooks, feathers, thread, wire, and tools all falling to the cold cement floor. The hideously deformed stuffed trout watched from the far wall, his glass eye dull. Reggie took a step back, then turned and ran back to the house, knees wobbly, chest aching.
“THE COPS AREN’T GONNA do shit,” Tara was saying when Reggie walked back into the living room. Tara caught sight of her and said, “I’m sorry, Reg, but you know it’s true. If we want to find your mom, we’re gonna have to do it on our own.”
“Right,” Reggie said, trying to swallow the lump in her throat back down. “And how are we supposed to do that?” She looked back down at the safety pin, her skin feeling prickly, almost like it was begging for her to pick the pin up and open it.
“We go to the places where you know she hangs out. We look for the theater she’s been rehearsing at and find some of her friends. Someone’s bound to have seen her. Someone’s gotta know who this guy is she was planning on marrying.”
“Don’t you think my dad and the other cops have already tried that?” Charlie asked.
“No doubt. But come on, who’s gonna talk to cops? You’re Vera’s daughter. Her friends will talk to you. I’m sure they will.” Tara’s eyes were bright and glittering. She fingered the hourglass charm around her neck. “Your mother deserves our best shot, Reg. So do the other victims—Andrea, Candace, Ann.” Tara reached into her pocket and fiddled with something. Was she still carrying around that doll shoe? Did she have something new in there as well—a little trinket picked up from Ann’s apartment?
It scared Reggie a little—how consumed Tara had become with all of this. But deep down, she believed Tara was right—the police were not going to catch this guy. They’d had their chance and failed three times. And this time was different. This time, it was her own mother’s life at stake.
“I don’t know the name of the theater—it’s down in New Haven somewhere. I know the director’s name is Rabbit. He lives around here, I think. I know that sometimes they drive back and go to the bars on Airport Road. My mom’s bag is always full of matchbooks from those places—places like Runway 36 and Reuben’s.”
Tara nodded. “So we start there.”
DAY TWO
Chapter 25
October 21, 2010
Brighton Falls, Connecticut
REGGIE WAS ON HER back in a cave, someplace dark and airless. Her hands and feet were bound. A bell was ringing, quietly at first, then louder, like the clattering warning of a railroad crossing—the train is coming, stay back.
She thrashed her way into a sitting position, opened her eyes. Her watch said 8:00 A.M. Reggie squinted at it, then around her childhood bedroom, up at the water stains on the ceiling.
She wondered what Tara was looking at right now.
Down the hall, Vera’s bell was ringing.
Reggie was on top of the covers, still dressed, the contents of the memory box strewn out on the quilt around her: matchbooks, photographs, the wooden swan George had given Vera just before she disappeared. Neptune’s Hands lay open on her lap. She must have drifted off around four in the morning, eyes and brain fuzzy.
The room felt hot and stuffy. She needed to get that window open. She’d bring in some tools later, see if she could loosen it.
“Coming, Mom!” Reggie shouted, grabbing the book and stashing it under her mattress, like a kid hiding porn. Her back ached and her skull was vibrating with names and little details—the men her mother dated: Rabbit, Sal the photographer, Mr. Hollywood; the bars her mother frequented, places Reggie hadn’t thought of in years, places whose very names conjured up the smell of stale beer and cigarette smoke: Reuben’s, Runway 36, Silver Wings—she had matchbooks and paper coasters from each of these places. She thought of the bar her mother had taken her to the day she lost her ear, the place with the spinning stools where they’d met the Boxer.
Did you know I was the Aphrodite Cold Cream girl?
Want to see a trick? Buy me a drink and I’ll show you.
She could see it so clearly, her mother’s perfect hand holding the egg the bartender had given her, her nails a gory red against the white of the shell.
Reggie blinked, running her fingers over the latex folds of her prosthetic ear. She stopped at her bedroom door, which was slightly ajar. Hadn’t she fallen asleep with the door locked last night? She was sure she had. An unnerving feeling wormed its way through her as she stood with her hand on the knob.
The bell jangled harder, faster.
“Coming!” she called.
She pushed open the door and practically ran into Lorraine. “Shit!” Reggie yelped. “You scared me.”
“Sorry,” Lorraine mumbled, looking startled herself. She was in her old flannel nightgown, gray hair down and tangled-looking. “I was just going for your mother.”
“I got it,” Reggie said. “You go try to sleep in a little.”
Reggie walked down the carpeted hall and into the bedroom, where her mother flailed a brass bell through the air with her left hand.
“Good morning,” Reggie said, smiling down, rubbing sleep from her eyes.
“He’s here,” her mother wailed, voice shaking, eyes panicked as a mouse in a trap.
“Where?” Reggie asked, instantly awake, skin prickling from the rush of adrenaline.
“Under the bed.”
Reggie drew in a breath, got down on her hands and knees, and peered under the bed.
“There’s nothing, Mom,” Reggie said, feeling her body relax.
Vera laughed, a terrible wheezing sound. �
��That’s just what Old Scratch wants you to think.” She shifted around in the bed, looking impossibly small under the covers.
Reggie turned and did a quick sweep of the room. The closet door was closed. She opened it slowly, standing off to the side. Nothing. Only a few old dresses on hangers and the smell of mothballs.
“Let’s get a pillow behind you,” Reggie said, going back over to the bed. “You don’t look very comfortable. Hand me the bell.”
Reggie took the brass bell, and something else fell out of her mother’s hand. A tiny scrap of paper fluttered down onto the covers.
“What’s this?” she asked, picking it up from the damp tangle of sheets. It was a small square of newsprint, neatly folded. Reggie opened it up to discover the article from yesterday’s Examiner: HAS NEPTUNE RETURNED TO BRIGHTON FALLS? The edges neatly cut.
“Where did you get this?” Reggie asked. “Did Lorraine give it to you?”
Reggie looked back down at the article and saw that at the very bottom of the page, someone had printed a message in blue ink, using neat block letters:
REGINA WILL BE NEXT
She took in a gasping breath, as if stung.
Vera shook her head. “He did.”
“Mom, for God’s sake, who is ‘he’? Who are you talking about?”
“There was a crooked man and he walked a crooked mile,” Vera whispered.
Reggie’s whole body was vibrating with panic like a tuning fork. She heard footsteps creeping in the hallway, moving toward them. She looked for a weapon and picked up the lamp on her mother’s bedside table.
“Thought I’d see if I could lend a hand,” Lorraine said as she came into the room in her fluffy terry cloth robe. “Trouble with the light?”
“I’ll be right back,” Reggie said, setting the lamp down, hurrying past her aunt, down the halls and downstairs to the kitchen, still clutching the newspaper clipping. The table was cleaned off and she went for the recycling bin next to the garbage can.
“Are you okay?” Lorraine asked. She’d followed Reggie down to the kitchen and now stood, looking perplexed as Reggie pawed through junk mail, juice bottles, and tuna cans.
“Yesterday’s paper,” Reggie said. “Where is it?”
“I don’t know. It was on the table. The last time I saw it was when you were reading it.”
Reggie looked through the kitchen trash, but the bag was empty.
“You took the trash out?”
“There was fish in there. I didn’t want it stinking up the kitchen.”
Reggie went out through the front door, down the steps, nearly tripping over this morning’s edition of the Hartford Examiner, which was wrapped in a blue plastic bag, tossed onto the bottom step. Reggie hurried across the driveway, where she found the tall, green wheeled can beside the garage. She opened the lid, and there, on top of the white bags, was yesterday’s paper, the lead story neatly cut out of it.
So either someone came into the house, cut out the article, and gave it to Vera, or it was Lorraine. Or maybe her mother had sneaked downstairs and clipped out the article herself, writing the warning at the bottom like some kind of sibyl.
None of those possibilities gave Reggie a warm, glowing feeling.
Shit.
Her mind circled back again to Lorraine, and she told herself she was an idiot for even considering it. Still, the doors had been locked, and Reggie knew she hadn’t given her mother the newspaper. But why would Lorraine do it? To threaten Vera? To keep her quiet? That would only make sense if . . . if Lorraine was Neptune.
“Impossible,” Reggie said out loud as she tossed the newspaper with the cut-out front page back into the trash can. She looked down at the article in her hand with its ominous message penned in blue ink:
REGINA WILL BE NEXT
She was about to head back inside and make some coffee when she heard a car coming up the driveway. It was a dark sedan, and as it pulled up right behind Reggie’s truck, she recognized the driver. Detective Levi.
“Morning,” Reggie said as he got out of his car. She tried to keep her face bright and cheerful, and not let any of the morning’s anxiety show through. She stuffed the cut-out article with its neatly written warning into the front pocket of her jeans.
“I was hoping I’d catch you,” he said. “When I spoke to your aunt yesterday she told me you were on your way back.”
Reggie nodded. “What can I do for you?”
He pulled a small notebook out of his jacket pocket and flipped through it. “I understand you and Tara Dickenson were close?”
“For a while when we were kids.”
“Not so much now?”
“Last Saturday was the first time I’d seen her in twenty-five years.”
“So you don’t know anything about her current friends, family, a boyfriend?”
Reggie shook her head, looked back toward the house to see Lorraine watching them through the kitchen window. “The only family I ever met was her mom. She talked about aunts and cousins, but I don’t know any of them.”
“Her mother passed away two years ago. And I can’t seem to find any other family.”
“Did you check places she’d worked—the hospital, the hospice agency? Someone there might know something.” Christ, it was ridiculous, Reggie feeling like she needed to do his job for him.
Evidently he didn’t approve either. He gave her an annoyed look. “Of course. Those individuals have already been interviewed.”
“I’m sorry I can’t help you,” Reggie said. She touched the piece of newspaper in her pocket and thought briefly of showing Detective Levi. But what good would it do? He’d probably put them under constant surveillance, have a cop following Reggie wherever she went, and what were her chances of finding Tara then?
“If you don’t mind, I need to get back inside. My mom just got up and I’ve got to go get her cleaned up and fed.”
“Just one more thing for now, Ms. Dufrane. I understand you and Tara were close back when your mother was taken?”
Reggie nodded, felt a lump in throat. If he asked what had happened to their friendship, she’d just give him the standard line—people change, grow apart, we went to different schools.
Detective Levi cleared his throat. “Can you tell me about Tara’s reaction to the Neptune killings?”
“Her reaction?”
“See, I was going through old notes and I discovered that Tara was caught breaking into one of the victims’ apartments—Ann Stickney. The officers who questioned her seemed to feel she was a little—obsessed—with the Neptune case.”
Reggie stiffened. “We were all a little obsessed, Detective. It was a small town, a lot smaller then, and it was the biggest thing that had ever happened to any of us.”
Detective Levi nodded and closed his notebook. “Did you know that Tara spent some time in a psychiatric hospital? Just after high school.”
“No, I—like I said, we lost touch.”
“Apparently her mother found her trying to cut her own right hand off.” He studied her face, watching her reaction.
Reggie coughed to cover up the gasp that had slipped out. The ornate bird tattoo over Tara’s wrist. She’d had it done to cover the scars.
“I’m sorry, but I’ve got to get inside,” Reggie said, head spinning.
“I’ll be in touch soon,” Detective Levi said. He got in his car and started to back carefully down the driveway.
She was heading back toward the house when she heard a strange shuffling noise somewhere behind her. Reggie turned, her body humming, jaw locked, her one ear listening as hard as it could.
The tree. It had come from up in the tree.
A squirrel jumping from branch to branch, maybe?
No.
She heard it again. The sound of something sliding across old creaky floorboards.
Something was inside the tree house. The old tree house was about ten feet up, and the rope ladder was swinging slightly, even though there was no breeze.
Reg
gie listened to what sounded like footsteps.
She turned back down the driveway, watching as Detective Levi’s car pulled out of sight. Shit.
Holding her breath, she walked slowly to the back of her truck, opened it up, and grabbed the biggest screwdriver she had from her toolbox.
Slowly she walked the twenty paces to the bottom of the tree house, her eyes on the framed window, where she saw no sign of movement. Her legs were rubbery and hollow-feeling, like the legs of a doll. She gripped the plastic handle of the screwdriver with its eight-inch blade tightly in her sweaty palm. Her heart pounded and her mouth went dry, the back of her throat having a strange chemical taste that she tried to swallow down. The rope ladder with its wooden slats rotted through in places was swinging gently. Above her came a dragging noise.
“Hello?” she called.
No answer.
She tucked the screwdriver into her belt like a pirate’s cutlass and started to climb. She tested each step tentatively with her feet, making sure she held tight to the ropes in case the wood didn’t hold. But the rope itself was frayed in places, and she wasn’t sure that was too sturdy either.
Stupid, stupid, stupid, she told herself. What if you fall and break your ankle now?
Or what if Neptune’s up there, waiting, knife in hand?
What good would a screwdriver be then?
An absurd thought came to her—maybe it was Tara. She’d escaped the serial killer and come to their old hideout to be safe. Tara, who’d supposedly tried to cut her own right hand off. Don’t think about that now. Reggie gripped the rope tighter.
Reggie got to the top and eased the trapdoor open carefully, just a crack, worried that she’d come face-to-face with a rabid raccoon. But that’s not what she saw.
There, about three feet in front of her, was a pair of men’s boots. They were moving in her direction.
Chapter 26
June 21, 1985
Brighton Falls, Connecticut
“COME ON, HOP IN. It’s a heap of shit, but it goes.” Sid’s Mustang had a few patches of rust, but was a kickass car nonetheless. Reggie stood with her back to Monique’s Wish, grateful that Lorraine was still locked away in her room on the other side of the house. She’d taken to her bed since getting the news about Vera yesterday. Reggie gave the house one last nervous backward glance, knowing her aunt would never approve of her getting into a high school boy’s Mustang.
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