Jackson settles between my legs and wraps his arms around me. "Only one way to find out," he replies, brushing his lips against the sweet spot on my neck.
"I think you're more interested in making a baby than having one," I tease.
Pulling back, Jackson places his hands on either side of my face and stares me straight in the eyes. "Nothing in this world would make me happier than growing our family. The fun part is making the baby, of course. The rewarding part is raising him or her. With you. With Alex. I'm on board, babe. For all of it."
Smiling, my heart soars. His words are exactly what I needed to hear.
It's hard for me to remember my life before Jackson. Not because of the tumor, or memory loss. It's hard for me to remember a time when I wasn't as happy as I am in this moment because I've blocked it all out. I don't want to think about my life before him, I want to focus on our future together. The future we'll have with Alex and our new child.
Lucky doesn't even begin to cover how I feel every morning when I wake up. I'm grateful that I get to wake up at all. I'm thankful that I have an amazing husband and son who love and cherish me. I'm amazed at how much my luck has changed over the last few years.
It all started with a rash decision to quit my job and live the rest of my life the way I wanted. I was dying. But somewhere along the line, things changed. My life because less about dying and more about loving and living thanks to Jackson. I fought harder and ultimately won the battle.
My reward for chasing fate... him.
The List
1. Spend New Years Eve in New York City
2. Relax in the Bahamas
3. Sleep under the stars
4. Visit the Eiffel Tower in Paris, France
5. Ride a gondola in Venice
6. Dye my hair pink
7. Get a tattoo
8. See the northern lights
9. Drink Good coffee in Seattle
10. Visit the Grand Canyon
11. Take the subway
12. Eat brunch
13. Ride in a horse-drawn carriage
14. Fly first class
15. Go snorkeling
16. Eat from a street vendor
17. (Jackson) Get married in Vegas
18. Have sex on a moving train
19. Ride in a water taxi
20. Tour Venice on a Vespa scooter
21. Eat gelato
22. Get a hot stone massage
23. Visit Pike Place Market
24. Make wine
25. Beat the odds
Also by Rachael Brownell
Holding On (Holding On series book 1)
Unglued (Holding On series book 2)
Weakness (Holding On series book 3)
Flawed Reality (Holding On series book 4)
A Secret Life
Secrets & Lies
Dark Bishop
Lucky 13
Jumping Puddles
Saving Bliss
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