by J. L. Ostle
I look at the woman on the bed and I see her wetness pooling between her thighs. His mouth descends on the cut he just made and licks it up slowly. My face scrunches up a little.
“They have been together for years. For someone to take another’s blood we only allow it if they have been partners for a very long time.” Violet says in my ear.
“I don’t get how she is turned on by getting cut. I get tearful when I get a paper cut.” Violet takes me out of the room.
“Just think of how many people out in the world cut themselves when upset, they do it to have power over their body. To feel something. When you allow that power to someone else. You are giving them all your trust. You are giving them your power which turns the guy on but feeling the cut, the girl will be getting turned on knowing its pain she is allowing, the sense of knowing she is feeling something so much more than life around her.”
“Have you ever tried it?”
“I like to try everything once.” Is all she says, I nod and she guides us to a dining room where guests are starting to fill the seats.
The room is just as big as the ballroom, three long white sheeted tables taking the space. Violet takes us to the head table in the middle. I notice Killian sitting on the left side. Violet stands to the head of the table, the spare seat on the right of her, she points to me to take. I take a seat looking at everyone.
After twenty minutes, I notice the people who were taking part in the rooms join us, but they look put together. I am looking at the girl who liked the blood play and she is sensing me watching her, she turns to me giving me a small smile. I really want to ask her a few questions.
“I want to thank you all for joining me at Club Deluxe. We have a couple of new faces so please show them the same courtesy that we show each other. New members please also show politeness to those around you. We don’t want to scare anyone off.” A few people chuckle. Violet pauses.
“For those who are new, the rooms on hallway A which most of you have seen are the regular members who were kind enough to show us their desires, for us to experience what pleasure they enjoy. After the meal, there will be signup sheets for those who are interested in taking part in the rooms, for members to also experience your desires. Please mingle, and if unsure who meets the same desires as you, look to your bands. You are not forced to join anyone or to do anything. It is completely up to you. You can take things more private in your own rooms, or you can just observe.” I see a few people whispering before I turn back to Violet.
“Please enjoy your meal, the experience, the weekend if you are intending to stay. If you need anything, our beautiful receptionist will answer any questions, or help in any way possible. But please as always, what happens in Club Deluxe stays in Club Deluxe. Anyone who doesn’t follow this main and serious rule will no longer be able to join.” She sits and everyone claps so I do the same. The room soon picks up with chatter.
“You did great.” Killian takes Violet hand and gives it a little kiss.
“I just hate feeling like a parent telling them what to do and not do.”
“It has to be said though.” Violet nods.
Soon after, waiters enter in the room giving everyone their starters of pork belly salad which I really enjoyed. I am taking a sip of water when I hear a woman clear her throat next to me. I turn to her seeing her in a dark blue dress, short light brown hair and brown eyes.
“Hi, I am Meredith. You must be new.” She gives me her hand to shake, looking at my wrist band. I look to hers and notice hers is white. I remember white as being submissive.
“I’m Angel.”
“Angel? That is such a beautiful name.”
“Thank you, many people do comment on it.” We both giggle.
“Are you here with anyone?” I look to Violet and Killian and they both look to me, obviously hearing the question. I ponder how to answer.
“I am kind of with someone here, yes. What about you?” I quickly look back to Violet and Killian and they are smiling to one another.
“Yes, I am. I’m with my husband who is also my dominant.” She points to the gentleman sitting next to her with dark brown hair and brown eyes also. “Are you going to be joining in any of the rooms?” My eyes go wide a little. I know Violet said people can sign up, but I never thought about signing myself up.
“I don’t know,” I say in a squeaky voice.
“Don’t be scared.” She giggles. “You're new, so I understand. We join up in room five. Where the cross is.”
“Yes, I have seen that room.”
“As a voyeur, I am sure you will be watching more than joining anyway.” She giggles again. “There aren’t many voyeur members here.” I look at her confused.
“But loads of people have been watching.”
“Observing. What you are into, you watch for pleasure, you watch as you get off on it. People who observe the rooms, it’s not the same thing. If you do get a chance to watch me and my husband I would love your input afterwards.”
“Input?”
“I like knowing that I please him. It’s what pleasures me, by pleasuring him. What you will see, he sees. I just want your take on it. If it is desirable to watch from the outsider point of view.” I don’t understand a hundred percent what she means, but I nod anyway.
“Of course.”
“Thank you, if you need any advice on the rooms or guests, even though you are here with someone just ask.”
“Thank you, really appreciate that.” She smiles at me.
A couple of waiters enter the room to fill people’s drinks, I ask for more water and my usual alcoholic drink. I am taking a big sip when I look up to see Killian watching me, his eyes intently on mine. I feel drawn to him. His eyes piercing mine when I hear the main doors opening, breaking the connection.
Our main courses arrive, I almost drool seeing it’s a roast dinner. I love roast dinners. I dive in, moaning on each bite. The mashed potato is so fluffy, the chicken so tender, my most favourite the stuffing. I could have asked for seconds, it was that good. I close my eyes on the last bite. When I open them, I feel eyes on me and notice a few of the guests watching me. A few have darkened looks.
I turn to Violet who is smiling at me, shaking her head. She takes my hand leaning towards me. “You were making pleasure sounds throughout your meal and the look of innocent pleasure on your face. It is rare to see and hear something like that without something sexual being involved.” I look back down the table. Meredith and her husband are looking at me as he whispers in her ear.
I feel my cheeks heating up, so I look to my glass of water, drinking half in one gulp, hoping the cold will cool me down. I am playing with my napkin when Meredith leans my way.
“My husband and I were wondering if you wanted to watch us intimately in private later?” My head turns to her so quickly I almost get whiplash. I used to find it hard to find couples who would join me in my fetishes and this place, I guess they just come out and ask.
“Well, I guess…”
I get interrupted by Killian. “I’m afraid she is spoken for tonight.” He says in a powering voice.
“I do apologise Killian, I didn’t realise she was yours.” Meredith’s husband says.
“It’s quite alright, but she is mine and Violets guest, so you understand.”
“Of course.” I look to everyone, I feel like shouting out ‘do I not get a say?’
Meredith looks a little disappointed, I lean in towards her. “I’m sorry.”
“I didn’t realise you were with them, or I wouldn’t have asked.”
“But why?”
“They are the king and queen of this club.” She whispers quietly. “What they say goes. If they are saying you are with them, it’s like they are claiming you.” Claiming me?
“I am not here to be claimed. I am here to experience everything I guess.”
“Killian is the head Dom, Violet is his beautiful submissive. You, I guess are the middle key, the bit of both. If they chose you, yo
u must be special, as neither of them really like sharing the other in this place, even though I have heard rumours, I have never seen her with another man.” I feel even more confused as they were asking me, well inviting me to do exactly that.
Have them both.
Dessert soon arrives, New York style cheesecake, taking the first bite, I notice my eyes are closed, I almost kick myself. When I open them again and see Killian watching me, as well as a few others. With each bite I take, I try and not make a sound, or close my eyes even though that’s what I want to do as I feel like a piece of heaven has entered my mouth.
Plates are taken away and soon I see clipboards getting passed to each guest. People signing their names. I look to Killian and Violet who are watching me. I am starting to feel overwhelmed by how much staring those two do. I look away and when Meredith passes me the clipboard, my palms start to sweat up.
“You can put your name down on anything,” Violet says.
“If we get to join,” Killian adds. I have to bite my tongue to say that I am not his and I will do what I want but I stay quiet.
I look at each room and what they represent and see gaps where times run out and the room to be cleaned before the next couple/group start. I have never been watched. I am the watcher. Okay yes, Violet and Killian had moments where they watched me in an intimate moment but not a room full of people.
“Remember you can say red at any time and we stop,” Violet says reassuringly.
I look back to the clipboard, taking my alcoholic drink, downing it in one go. “Fuck it. You only live once right?” I sign us for the threesome but will tell them I am not getting fucked. I look to Meredith’s name in the BDSM room and I wonder if I would enjoy something like that. It’s not sex if you don’t want it added. I can stop it if I don’t like it. I sign Killian and me up to that. I see one that sounds intriguing.
“You see something you like?” Violet asks me.
“There is one room I want to try but you both can’t join me.” I bite my lip.
“Why is that?” Killian asks taking a sip of his water.
“Because I said so.” I see his jaw tighten.
“Put your name down then.” Violet gives me a nod and I put down my name and pass the clipboard to her.
“The threesome room?” Violet smiles.
“But Killian doesn’t enter me.” I quickly add. Killian crosses his arms.
“That’s fine.” Violet looks to the last room I put my name down for and beams. “I think you will like that room.” Killian takes the clipboard and I see his face turn stern before he looks up and it morphs to surprise.
“You want to do a scene?” He asks me.
I shrug. “I just want to see what it’s like. I read so many books, and I thought why not.”
“That’s a lot of trust you are giving to me.” His voice softens.
“I know.” He gives me a warm smile, before looking back down to the clipboard, I see his eyes go back to my name on the last room before passing the clipboard on. “You both not going to put your names down on anything?”
“We are happy with what you put us down for. Plus we are the hosts so we can’t spend all night in the rooms, unfortunately.” But they are spending most of their time with me.
After the meal, everyone starts to head to the rooms or back to the grand hall. I walk past everyone heading back to the bar wishing the alcohol will take some effect on me and calm my racing heart. Even give me some Dutch courage.
I order myself a double vodka, I take the glass to my lips ready to take a huge sip when I feel the glass taken away from me. I turn glaring at Killian who is smirking at me in return.
“I was going to drink that.” I try and grab it but he keeps it out of reach.
“You aren’t allowed anymore to drink until you are finished with the rooms.” Of course, I’m not. I had to sign up something out of my norm and I can’t even drink to help with my nerves.
“Why didn’t you tell me that?” He shrugs at me.
“I didn’t think the first thing you would do is head to the bar. We have a rule that members aren’t allowed to be intoxicated during the rooms, it’s for health reasons. You wouldn’t want me to be drunk when I whip you, do you?” I guess that makes sense but I inwardly groan.
I just wanted one drink.
“I guess.” I pout.
“It's understandable to be nervous.” He pauses. He takes my hand walking me to the far end of the room. “Close your eyes.” He tells me, I raise an eyebrow at him and he chuckles, smiling at me. “I will be good, trust me.” I do as he asks. “Take in a deep breath.” I do. “Breathe out. Think of something calming. The ocean, the feeling of your feet in the sand.” I listen to each word he is saying and I do feel myself begin to calm and feel relaxed.
“I am feeling better,” I say with my eyes still closed.
“Good. Now breathe in again. Then breathe out.” I follow his instructions. “Now open your eyes.” I do and his eyes are on me, watching me. “Better?”
“Much, thank you.”
“Anytime, now come on, take my hand.” He entwines his fingers with mine and we start walking to where the rooms are. Is he wanting to watch something? We go in the room that I remember the threesome was in and I see Violet sitting on the bed, apart from her, the room is empty.
“What’s going on?” I look around confused.
“It’s our turn sweetie,” Violet says. I start to feel my heart hammering again. People are going to watch me. I place my hand over my heart, feeling it beat against my chest.
“Hey, look at me.” Killian takes hold of my face. “Stop overthinking. Remember what we did upstairs?” I nod. “Just go with the flow, go with how you feel.” I am about to say something when his mouth is on me, stopping me.
His hands go to my hair, pulling it a little. I wrap my arms around his neck, kissing him back. Something about him that calms and unnerves me all at the same time, but right now I do want him, but I will only allow this to go so far.
I feel his hands glide down my body, then I feel another set of hands on me, I turn to see Violet, fully naked, she starts kissing my shoulder, to my neck, they both take down my straps and my dress falls to the floor at my feet, I feel Killian’s mouth on my nipple as Violet guides my face to hers, kissing me.
She kisses me roughly as Killian sucks my nipple harder, I feel my body shaking. Killian goes to my other nipple, Violet stops kissing me and goes to her knees, taking hold of Killian’s cock, guiding it to her mouth as he continues to assault my breasts.
I feel the vibration of his moan against me. I can hear the sound of her sucking echo around me, I place my hand in Killian’s hair, I feel his hand cover mine, but it feels more affectionate than sexual. Violet stops and I watch as he kneels, looking up at me in wonderment.
“Spread your legs.” I do and I watch Violet go on all fours between my legs, taking Killian’s cock in her mouth once again as he starts licking across my folds.
He starts sucking on my clit hard, and I scream out in ecstasy. I feel my legs shaking badly but I try and keep still knowing Violet is underneath me. He is still sucking hard when he enters one finger, then two. He starts a rhythm with his mouth and fingers. Teasing me.
I feel my release getting so close, I pull Killian’s hair harder, not realising that I was still holding onto him. I hear him grunting and growling and soon I shout out his name as my release hits, he continues licking and sucking until my shakes subside.
My head is a little fuzzy when I feel my body being pushed to the bed, Violet straddles me and leans forward as she starts kissing me, more softly this time and soon she starts to grind herself against me, feeling her heat. Her wetness.
I feel that ache start to build inside me once again, I sit up, her still straddling me, I take hold of her hips, making her grind harder against me. We are both panting, I take my hand and guide it to her clit and start rubbing her little nub, her head fallen back as she moans. Her legs wrapped around my w
aist as she grinds herself against my hand.
She grinds harder against me until she has her own release, I feel her wetness drip all over my legs. She leans towards me smiling against my lips as she kisses me, she pulls away from me lying down and she takes hold of my hand pressing it to her breast.
I move myself so I am closer to, I squeeze her breast in my hand seeing her nipples turn erect by my touch. I lean forward taking one into my mouth when I see in the corner of my eye Killian guiding himself between Violet's leg, guiding his cock to her entrance. His eyes connect with mine, thrusting inside her, his eyes never leaving mine.
Violet moans out by the contact, Killian doesn’t go slow, he rams into her hard and fast, her hands fisting the sheets, I am still sucking her nipple when she pulls my hair guiding me back up to her mouth, kissing me.
“Sit on my face.” She breathes.
“What?”
“Put your pussy on my mouth, but face Killian.” I look to her, seeing her body bouncing up and down by the thrusting movements. I guide myself on top of her, when I feel her mouth on me, I almost jump.
Her tongue licks me up and down fast, my eyes are where Killian and Violet are connected. My face close to her pussy and his cock. I watch as his dick enters and leaves her. I feel myself grinding against Violet's mouth, her nails digging into my sides.
I feel a hand under my chin making me look up, Killian's eyes bore into mine as he thrusts harder. He leans forward so we are closer and I can feel his breath against my lips. My eyes close and I feel his tongue lick my bottom lip. I open my eyes again and his eyes have gotten really dark.
“Tell me what you are thinking?” He pants quietly. I start grinding myself harder, so close to my next release.
“I wish you were inside me.” I breathe and his eyes go wide by my confession, I feel surprised at myself for being so honest. I scream out, with Violet and Killian joining me.
I move myself so I am sitting on top of the bed getting my bearings when I look up to see the room full of people watching us. I was so entranced in the pleasure I was feeling and giving, I forgot about that we were meant to be watched.