‘Fleur’s a bit tired,’ he said. ‘We’ve been on the river, and had tea at “The Shelter”; Madame wasn’t in. Let’s have dinner at once, Fleur.’
Fleur had picked up Ting-a-ling, and was holding her face out of reach of his avid tongue.
‘Sorry you’ve had to wait, Dad,’ she murmured, behind the yellow fur; ‘I’m just going to wash; shan’t change.’
When she had gone, Soames reached for the letter.
‘A pretty kettle of fish!’ he muttered. ‘Where it’ll end, I can’t tell!’
‘But isn’t this the end, sir?’
Soames stared. These young people! Here he was, faced with a public scandal, which might lead to he didn’t know what – the loss of his name in the city, the loss of his fortune, perhaps; and they took it as if –! They had no sense of responsibility – none! All his father’s power of seeing the worst, all James’ nervous pessimism, had come to the fore in him during the hour since, at the Connoisseur’s Club, he had been handed that letter. Only the extra ‘form’ of the generation that succeeded James saved him, now that Fleur was out of the room, from making an exhibition of his fears.
‘Your father in town?’
‘I believe so, sir.’
‘Good!’ Not that he felt relief. That baronet chap was just as irresponsible – getting him to go on that Board! It all came of mixing with people brought up in a sort of incurable levity, with no real feeling for money.
‘Now that Elderson’s levanted,’ he said, ‘the whole thing must come out. Here’s his confession in my hand –’
‘Why not tear it up, sir, and say Elderson has developed consumption?’
The impossibility of getting anything serious from this young man afflicted Soames like the eating of heavy pudding.
‘You think that would be honourable?’ he said grimly.
‘Sorry, sir!’ said Michael, sobered. ‘Can I help at all?’
‘Yes; by dropping your levity, and taking care to keep wind of this matter away from Fleur.’
‘I will,’ said Michael earnestly: ‘I promise you. I’ll Dutch-oyster the whole thing. What’s your line going to be?’
‘We shall have to call the shareholders together and explain this dicky-dealing. They’ll very likely take it in bad part.’
‘I can’t see why they should. How could you have helped it?’
Soames sniffed.
‘There’s no connexion in life between reward and your deserts. If the war hasn’t taught you that, nothing will.’
‘Well,’ said Michael, ‘Fleur will be down directly. If you’ll excuse me a minute; we’ll continue it in our next.’
Their next did not occur till Fleur had gone to bed.
‘Now, sir,’ said Michael, ‘I expect my governor’s at the Aeroplane. He goes there and meditates on the end of the world. Would you like me to ring him up, if your Board meeting’s tomorrow?’
Soames nodded. He himself would not sleep a wink – why should ‘Old Mont’?
Michael went to the Chinese tea-chest.
‘Bart? This is Michael. Old For – my father-in-law is here; he’s had a pill…. No; Elderson. Could you blow in by any chance and hear?… He’s coming, sir. Shall we stay down, or go up to my study?’
‘Down,’ muttered Soames, whose eyes were fixed on the white monkey. ‘I don’t know what we’re all coming to,’ he added, suddenly.
‘If we did, sir, we should die of boredom.’
‘Speak for yourself. All this unreliability! I can’t tell where it’s leading.’
‘Perhaps there’s somewhere, sir, that’s neither heaven nor hell.’
‘A man of his age!’
‘Same age as my dad; it was a bad vintage, I expect. If you’d been in the war, sir, it would have cheered you up no end.’
‘Indeed!’ said Soames.
‘It took the linch-pins out of the cart – admitted; but, my Lord! it did give you an idea of the grit there is about, when it comes to being up against it.’
Soames stared. Was this young fellow reading him a lesson against pessimism?
‘Look at young Butterfield, the other day,’ Michael went on, ‘going over the top, to Elderson! Look at the girl who sat for “the altogether” in that picture you bought us! She’s the wife of a packer we had, who got hoofed for snooping books. She made quite a lot of money by standing for the nude, and never lost her wicket. They’re going to Australia on it. Yes, and look at that little snooper himself; he snooped to keep her alive after pneumonia, and came down to selling balloons.’
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ said Soames.
‘Only grit, sir. You said you didn’t know what we were coming to. Well, look at the unemployed! Is there a country in the world where they stick it as they do here? I get awfully bucked at being English every now and then. Don’t you?’
The words stirred something deep in Soames; but far from giving it away, he continued to gaze at the white monkey. The restless, inhuman, and yet so human, angry sadness of the creature’s eyes! ‘No whites to them!’ thought Soames: ‘that’s what does it, I expect!’ And George had liked that picture to hang opposite his bed! Well, George had grit – joked with his last breath: very English, George! Very English, all the Forsytes! Old Uncle Jolyon, and his way with shareholders; Swithin, upright, puffy, huge in a too little armchair at Timothy’s: ‘All these small fry!’ he seemed to hear the words again; and Uncle Nicholas, whom that chap Elderson reproduced as it were unworthily, spry and all-there, and pretty sensual, but quite above suspicion of dishonesty. And old Roger, with his crankiness, and German mutton! And his own father, James – how he had hung on, long and frail as a reed, hung on and on! And Timothy, preserved in Consols, dying at a hundred! Grit and body in those old English boys, in spite of their funny ways. And there stirred in Soames a sort of atavistic will-power. He would see, and they would see – and that was all about it!
The grinding of a taxi’s wheels brought him back from reverie. Here came ‘Old Mont’, tittuppy, and light in the head as ever, no doubt. And, instead of his hand, Soames held out Elderson’s letter.
‘Your precious schoolfellow’s levanted,’ he said.
Sir Lawrence read it through, and whistled.
‘What do you think, Forsyte – Constantinople?’
‘More likely Monte Carlo,’ said Soames gloomily. ‘Secret commission – it’s not an extraditable offence.’
The odd contortions of that baronet’s face were giving him some pleasure – the fellow seemed to be feeling it, after all.
‘I should think he’s really gone to escape his women, Forsyte.’
The chap was incorrigible! Soames shrugged his shoulders almost violently.
‘You’d better realize,’ he said, ‘that the fat is in the fire.’
‘But surely, my dear Forsyte, it’s been there ever since the French occupied the Ruhr. Elderson has cut his lucky; we appoint someone else. What more is there to it?’
Soames had the peculiar feeling of having overdone his own honesty. If an honourable man, a ninth baronet, couldn’t see the implications of Elderson’s confession, were they really there? Was any fuss and scandal necessary? Goodness knew, he didn’t want it! He said heavily:
‘We now have conclusive evidence of a fraud; we know Elderson was illegally paid for putting through business by which the shareholders have suffered a dead loss. How can we keep this knowledge from them?’
‘But the mischief’s done, Forsyte. How will the knowledge help them?’
Soames frowned.
‘We’re in a fiduciary position. I’m not prepared to run the risks of concealment. If we conceal, we’re accessory after the fact. The thing might come out at any time.’ If that was caution, not honesty, he couldn’t help it.
‘I should be glad to spare Elderson’s name. We were at –’
‘I’m aware of that,’ said Soames, drily.
‘But what risk is there of its coming out, Forsyte? Elderson won’t me
ntion it; nor young Butterfield, if you tell him not to. Those who paid the commission certainly won’t. And beyond us three here, no one else knows. It’s not as if we profited in any way.’
Soames was silent. The argument was specious. Entirely unjust, of course, that he should be penalized for what Elderson had done!
‘No,’ he said, suddenly, ‘it won’t do. Depart from the law, and you can’t tell where it’ll end. The shareholders have suffered this loss and they have the right to all the facts within the directors’ knowledge. There might be some means of restitution they could avail themselves of. We can’t judge. It may be they’ve a remedy against ourselves.’
‘If that’s so, Forsyte, I’m with you.’
Soames felt disgust. Mont had no business to put it with a sort of gallantry that didn’t count the cost; when the cost, if cost there were, would fall, not on Mont, whose land was heavily mortgaged, but on himself, whose property was singularly realizable.
‘Well,’ he said, coldly, ‘remember that tomorrow. I’m going to bed.’
At his open window upstairs he felt no sense of virtue, but he enjoyed a sort of peace. He had taken his line, and there it was!
Chapter Nine
SOAMES DOESN’T GIVE A DAMN
DURING the month following the receipt of Elderson’s letter, Soames aged more than thirty days. He had forced his policy of disclosure on a doubting Board, the special meeting had been called, and, just as, twenty-three years ago, pursuing divorce from Irene, he had to face the public eye, so now he suffered day and night in dread of that undiscriminating optic. The French had a proverb: ‘Les absents ont toujours tort!’ but Soames had grave doubts about it. Elderson would be absent from that meeting of the shareholders, but – unless he was much mistaken – he himself, who would be present, would come in for the blame. The French were not to be relied on. What with his anxiety about Fleur, and his misgiving about the public eye, he was sleeping badly, eating little, and feeling below par. Annette had recommended him to see a doctor. That was probably why he did not. Soames had faith in doctors for other people; but they had never – he would say – done anything for him, possibly because, so far, there had not been anything to do.
Failing in her suggestion, and finding him every day less sociable, Annette had given him a book on Coué. After running it through, he had meant to leave it in the train, but the theory, however extravagant, had somehow clung to him. After all, Fleur was doing it; and the thing cost you nothing: there might be something in it! There was. After telling himself that night twenty-five times that he was getting better and better, he slept so soundly that Annette, in the next room, hardly slept at all.
‘Do you know, my friend,’ she said at breakfast, ‘you were snoring last night so that I could not hear the cock crow.’
‘Why should you want to?’ said Soames.
‘Well, never mind – if you had a good night. Was it my little Coué who gave you that nice dream?’
Partly from fear of encouraging Coué, and partly from fear of encouraging her, Soames avoided a reply; but he had a curious sense of power, as if he did not care what people said of him.
‘I’ll do it again tonight,’ he thought.
‘You know,’ Annette went on, ‘you are just the temperament for Coué, Soames. When you cure yourself of worrying, you will get quite fat.’
‘Fat!’ said Soames, looking at her curves. ‘I’d as soon grow a beard.’
Fatness and beards were associated with the French. He would have to keep an eye on himself if he went on with this – er – what was one to call it? Tomfoolery was hardly the word to conciliate the process, even if it did require you to tie twenty-five knots in a bit of string: very French, that, like telling your beads! He himself had merely counted on his fingers. The sense of power lasted all the way up to London; he had the conviction that he could sit in a draught if he wanted to, that Fleur would have her boy all right; and as to the P.P.R.S. – ten to one he wouldn’t be mentioned by name in any report of the proceedings.
After an early lunch and twenty-five more assurances over his coffee, he set out for the city.
This Board, held just a week before the special meeting of the shareholders, was in the nature of a dress rehearsal. The details of confrontation had to be arranged, and Soames was chiefly concerned with seeing that a certain impersonality should be preserved. He was entirely against disclosure of the fact that young Butterfield’s story and Elderson’s letter had been confided to himself. The phrase to be used should be a ‘member of the Board’. He saw no need for anything further. As for explanations, they would fall, of course, to the chairman and the senior director, Lord Fontenoy. He found, however, that the Board thought he himself was the right person to bring the matter forward. No one else – they said – could supply the personal touch, the necessary conviction; the chairman should introduce the matter briefly, then call on Soames to give the evidence within his knowledge. Lord Fontenoy was emphatic.
‘It’s up to you, Mr Forsyte. If it hadn’t been for you, Elderson would be sitting there today. From beginning to end you put the wind up him; and I wish the deuce you hadn’t. The whole thing’s a confounded nuisance. He was a very clever fellow, and we shall miss him. Our new man isn’t a patch on him. If he did take a few thou. under the rose, he took ’em off the Huns.’
Old guinea-pig! Soames replied, acidly:
‘And the quarter of a million he’s lost the shareholders, for the sake of those few thou.? Bagatelle, I suppose?’
‘Well, it might have turned out a winner; for the first year it did. We all back losers sometimes.’
Soames looked from face to face. They did not support this blatant attitude, but in them all, except perhaps ‘Old Mont’s’, he felt a grudge against himself. Their expressions seemed to say: ‘Nothing of this sort ever happened till you came on the Board.’ He had disturbed their comfort, and they disliked him for it. They were an unjust lot! He said doggedly:
‘You leave it to me, do you? Very well!’
What he meant to convey – or whether he meant to convey anything, he did not know; but even that ‘old guinea-pig’ was more civil afterwards. He came away from the Board, however, without any sense of power at all. There he would be on Tuesday next, bang in the public eye.
After calling to inquire after Fleur, who was lying down rather poorly, he returned home with a feeling of having been betrayed. It seemed that he could not rely, after all, on this fellow with his twenty-five knots. However much better he might become, his daughter, his reputation, and possibly his fortune, were not apparently at the disposition of his subconscious self. He was silent at dinner, and went up afterwards to his picture gallery, to think things over. For half an hour he stood at the open window, alone with the summer evening; and the longer he stood there, the more clearly he perceived that the three were really one. Except for his daughter’s sake, what did he care for his reputation or his fortune? His reputation! Lot of fools – if they couldn’t see that he was careful and honest so far as had lain within his reach – so much the worse for them! His fortune – well, he had better make another settlement on Fleur and her child at once, in case of accidents; another fifty thousand. Ah! if she were only through her trouble! It was time Annette went up to her for good; and there was a thing they called twilight sleep. To have her suffering was not to be thought of!
The evening lingered out; the sun went down behind familiar trees; Soames’s hands, grasping the window-ledge, felt damp with dew; sweetness of grass and river stole up into his nostrils. The sky had paled, and now began to darken; a scatter of stars came out. He had lived here a long time, through all Fleur’s childhood – best years of his life; still, it wouldn’t break his heart to sell. His heart was up in London. Sell? That was to run before the hounds with a vengeance. No – no! – it wouldn’t come to that! He left the window and, turning up the lights, began the thousand and first tour of his pictures. He had made some good purchases since Fleur’s marriage, an
d without wasting his money on fashionable favourites. He had made some good sales, too. The pictures in this gallery, if he didn’t mistake, were worth from seventy to a hundred thousand pounds; and, with the profits on his sales from time to time, they stood him in at no more than five-and-twenty thousand – not a bad result from a life’s hobby, to say nothing of the pleasure! Of course, he might have taken up something – butterflies, photography, archaeology, or first editions; some other sport in which you backed your judgement against the field, and collected the results; but he had never regretted choosing pictures. Not he! More to show for your money, more kudos, more profit, and more risk! The thought startled him a little; had he really taken to pictures because of the risk? A risk had never appealed to him; at least, he hadn’t realized it, so far. Had his ‘subconscious’ some part in the matter? He suddenly sat down and closed his eyes. Try the thing once more; very pleasant feeling, that morning, of not ‘giving a damn’; he never remembered having it before! He had always felt it necessary to worry – kind of insurance against the worst; but worry was wearing, no doubt about it, wearing. Turn out the light! They said in that book, you had to relax. In the now dim and shadowy room, with the starlight, through many windows, dusted over its reality, Soames, in his easy chair, sat very still. A faint drone rose on the words: ‘fatter and fatter’ through his moving lips. ‘No, no,’ he thought: ‘that’s wrong!’ And he began the drone again. The tips of his fingers ticked it off; on and on – he would give it a good chance. If only one needn’t worry! On and on – ‘better and better!’ If only –! His lips stopped moving; his grey head fell forward into the subconscious. And the stealing starlight dusted over him, too, a little unreality.
Chapter Ten
BUT TAKES NO CHANCES
MICHAEL knew nothing of the City; and, in the spirit of the old cartographers: ‘Where you know nothing, place terrors’, made his way through the purlieus of the Poultry, towards that holy of holies, the offices of Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte. His mood was attuned to meditation, for he had been lunching with Sibley Swan at the Café C’rillon. He had known all the guests – seven chaps even more modern than old Sib – save only a Russian so modern that he knew no French and nobody could talk to him. Michael had watched them demolish everything, and the Russian closing his eyes, like a sick baby, at mention of any living name…. ‘Carry on!’ he thought, several of his favourites having gone down in the mêlée. ‘Stab and bludge! Importance awaits you at the end of the alley.’ But he had restrained his irreverence till the moment of departure.
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