“I’ve scheduled this meeting to resolve some things. First, just so everyone is clear; the hospital, and Doctor Siegel were in no way aware that Brian was underage.”
“This was entirely on me,” Andy said, putting it out there in a strong, clear voice that let everyone know he wasn’t ashamed of what he’d done. “This is my kid. I love him more than my next breath, and I’d sell my own soul to give Gabriel a chance to live. It’s what a father does for his child. A father will sacrifice everything for his kid and will put his kid before his own ego, before everything. All I’m asking, begging, is that each of you give this five-year-old boy a chance to live. He’s sweet, and he loves his baby brother and sister, and his pony. He just needs a chance to grow up, to date, to learn to drive and get his first car, to fall in love and get married…”
Laura was stunned by the passion in Andy’s voice as he pleaded.
“But you’re not his father,” Nancy said. “You may have married Laura, but Tyler is his father. I’m his grandmother. Sue, you’re his grandmother. How do you have any rights here at all?”
Laura could sense all the egos and ruffled feathers in that moment, which could turn this meeting into a free-for-all. That wouldn’t be good for Gabriel.
“Fine, Nancy, so what is your agenda here?” Andy said. “What exactly are you trying to do to help Gabriel?” He leaned onto the table and waited for her to respond.
She opened her mouth to speak and then looked at Tyler. “Well, we wouldn’t be lying and sneaking around, stealing a minor’s bone marrow.”
“So you’re more interested in letting Gabriel die?” Andy was so blunt that his words cut into Laura like a dull knife, digging into her heart. She didn’t know if she could take it.
“Of course not. We don’t want him to die, but there’s a better way to do this,” she said. When Laura looked, she realized Tyler was watching her in a way she couldn’t understand.
“Folks, this isn’t getting us anywhere,” the chief said.
“No, it’s not, but I think Sue and Nancy have some things they need to say,” Andy said, gesturing to both of them.
Sue was quiet at the end of the table, taking in Nancy and then Tyler.
“Folks, just so you understand, there is a deadline that happens with the type of leukemia Gabriel has. He’s already been through two courses of chemotherapy to destroy the cancer cells, and with it his immune system. He has mouth sores, diarrhea, and what he manages to eat—he can’t keep down. His little body is in agony, and he’s fighting to stay alive. His hair is falling out and will continue to, which is minor, but he’s handling it,” Doctor Siegel said.
“In order to survive, he needs a bone marrow transplant, but it can’t be from anyone. He needs a perfect tissue match that you can only get from family. Donor banks can rarely provide that, and only seventy percent of patients who need a bone marrow transplant get the perfect match. It’s not as easy as you think. There’s no match for Gabriel in the donor bank, and there’s only one match we’ve discovered for Gabriel. That is Brian,” Doctor Siegel said. He was poised in his seat, taking every one of them in. “I’m not saying what was done was right, by Brian or Andy, who were both working together to make this happen—but I can’t believe that anyone in this room would willingly prevent this little boy from getting better.”
Sue and George were quiet at the end of the table, and Brian slouched in the chair between them. “I may only be seventeen, but, Mom, if you don’t allow my bone marrow to be used to save Gabriel, I’ll never forgive you. I will go to court, and I’ll ask that a judge take away your rights, as a parent, to make any decisions for me,” Brian said.
Andy would have kicked Brian if he was closer, because he could see Sue digging her heels in even more. This was definitely not the way to handle her.
“Sue, give my grandson the damn marrow. George, for the love of God, do something!” Nancy said. Tyler said nothing, as he was still watching Laura.
“Sue, could I have a word with you alone?” Andy said in a reasonable voice that had her taking a second look.
“What are you doing?” Laura asked, and he leaned down and whispered to her, “Just trust me, okay?” She took in his haunted look, which touched a part of her that made her unable to say no.
“Please, Sue,” he added in a voice Laura recognized as the one that could convince her to do anything.
Laura watched as her mother took Andy in and then nodded as he stepped around behind her, slid out her chair, and guided her out of the room.
When Laura glanced over at Neil, he winked at her, leaned in, and said, “Don’t worry. Your husband’s got this.”
Chapter 32
“Thanks for speaking with me, Sue. I wanted to apologize to you. I’m not proud of what I did, and I could have handled the situation better,” Andy said as they walked down the hall and he guided her into the elevator.
She was holding her purse tightly under her arm, and he knew she wasn’t going to make this easy. She was carrying a lot of hurt, and he could see the pride she carried as if it were the only measure of her self-identity. The elevator dinged, and the door slid open. Andy set his hand on the door to hold it open and gestured for her to go first.
“You know, Laura is the one who taught me all about love. She and I have come a long way. I love her, and I love Gabriel. I would do anything to protect them. When I met her, she had no control in her life, and it just about killed me to see her hurting,” he said.
“You like to bully people—make things happen because you have money and you’re powerful,” Sue said. As they walked, he noticed only slight glances here and there from her.
“I’m sorry. That’s not my intention. I just don’t want Laura or my children to ever have to worry about anything. I like to take care of all the details so they have a roof over their head and nothing bad can touch them. I’m overprotective of my family. Can you blame me?”
This time, she did look his way. She took him in. “Laura married well. I can see you love her.”
Andy stopped at the closed hospital room door. He pushed the door open and reached for two gowns on the cart. “Here, put this on.”
She took the gown and said, “Where are we going?”
“I want you to meet your grandson,” Andy said. He watched the woman, noting the shock that appeared on her face and the moment of indecision. Andy wondered if she’d refuse as he held the door wider. He knew she had to see the little boy lying in the bed, tubes running out of him.
She took one step and then another into the room; and Andy let the door close behind them. He slid his gown on over his jacket and stepped around to the other side of the bed; and Gabriel rustled and opened his eyes. His face was pale, and hair had fallen out onto his pillow.
“Andy, where were you?” he asked.
“I had to go home to take a shower, but I’m back now.”
“Where’s Mommy?” he asked. He sounded so scared and tired.
“She’ll be back soon. Don’t worry, bud. I’m going to make sure everything’s okay.” Andy didn’t miss the way Sue watched Gabriel, and he hoped she could see the resemblance to Laura—and to her. It was there in his expression, the shape of his face.
Gabriel glanced up at Sue and asked, “Are you a nurse?”
She appeared startled, so Andy added, “No, this is a friend of mine. Her name is Sue.”
Gabriel actually smiled at her and said, “Nice to meet you, Sue.” Damn, he was so polite. If Sue’s heart didn’t melt from his little boy’s gentle spirit and kind soul, then Andy didn’t know what it would take.
“Gabriel, it’s nice to meet you, too,” Sue said, and then she turned and hurried out the door.
“I’ll be right back, bud,” Andy said. He hurried after her and found her struggling to rip off the gown. Gently, Andy set his hands over hers. “It’s okay, Sue. Let me help,” he said, and he helped her out of the gown. He touched her shoulder, and when she looked up at him, she had tears in her eyes.
“I’m not a monster, Andy.”
“I know you’re not a monster.” He watched her as she set a trembling hand to her mouth.
“You wanted me to see him like that,” she said accusingly.
“Yes, I did, but not to hurt you. In all fairness, it’s about having all the information. You needed to meet Gabriel. There shouldn’t be anyone sneaking behind your back, but that little boy is your grandson, and he deserves a chance, Sue.”
She was nodding and struggling not to cry. “Okay, you can use the marrow,” she said, and Andy did something he thought he’d ever do: He hugged Laura’s mother.
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“Laura, wait up,” Tyler called out as she stepped out of the conference room with every intention of checking on her son.
She stopped just before the elevator and slowly turned, her stomach sinking at the thought of talking to Tyler alone. She knew Andy wouldn’t like it, not one bit. Tyler hurried toward her, tall and lanky, clean cut. He looked good, wearing blue jeans and a green sweater, a bright shade that really brought out his eyes. He stopped and sighed, giving her one of the smiles that used to turn her good sense upside down and have her melting like a love-struck fool. Now she found herself seeing how different he was from Andy. He just didn’t measure up.
He went to reach for her arm, but she stepped back and shook her head.
He raised his hands. “Sorry, my mistake.”
“What do you want, Tyler?” she asked, and she wondered if all the hurt she still carried echoed in her voice.
“Hey, I just thought maybe we could talk. I am Gabriel’s father. We have a child together, and there are probably some decisions we should be discussing for our son.”
Laura crossed her arms, wanting to tap her foot in disbelief. Seriously, what was with this guy? “Let me get this straight: I was fifteen, and you were how much older than me?”
At least he had the good grace to blush.
“You got me pregnant. I wasn’t alone, but, you see, I couldn’t walk away, because it was my body. You shut the door in my face right after my parents threw me out; and if I remember correctly, after you had your fun with me, you treated me as if I was nothing—worse than nothing. You hurt me, Tyler.”
“Hey, I’m not proud of what I did, but we both made mistakes.” He was getting louder when he spoke and was starting to sound too familiar, as if he thought she’d wronged him.
“Did you know I had to quit school? I don’t have a high school diploma. I lived in a shelter, I worked as a maid, I cleaned toilets, I scrubbed floors—anything I could to keep a roof over my son’s head, to feed him. I did it alone, Tyler, and where were you? Oh, yeah, having fun, going to my parents’ for dinner, dating, going to college. You don’t have a say when it comes to my son.” She jabbed her finger at him.
“I’m sorry, Laura. If I could go back to that day, I’d like to think it would be different,” he said, and it seemed as if he truly believed that.
“Really, Tyler, you’re so naïve. That’s wishful thinking. You know what I am thankful for? I’m thankful for my husband, Andy, because he is Gabriel’s father. He may not have fathered him, but he’s his dad, and he’s who Gabriel cries for when he’s scared. He’s who has been here every night with Gabriel, with no sleep, holding him while he pukes and cries and screams. He chases the nightmares away. He’s the one walking through hell for Gabriel. No, you are not his father. Walk away, Tyler, because if you decide to push this, you’ll have a fight that you don’t want. You don’t want to mess with my husband!”
“Are you threatening me?” he snarled. He took a step toward her and reached for her arm, and the next thing she knew, Andy was behind her.
“Get the fuck away from my wife! You touch her again, I swear to God I’ll kill you,” Andy said, grabbing Tyler and slamming him against the wall. There was yelling, and Neil was there, pulling him off. The anger shooting from Andy’s hardened stare at Tyler should have sent him running. Andy was trouble when he wanted to be, but when provoked, when something of his was threatened, she knew he could be downright dangerous.
“Calm down, Andy,” Neil murmured. He was there, and so were the doctors. George was pulling Tyler away, and Brian was there as well, squeezing his fists. He, too, looked as if he was ready to take a piece out of Tyler.
Nancy stood off to the side, watching all of them, and she said in a low and quiet voice, “Laura, I’m sorry. I didn’t stop and realize how hard it was for you.”
Laura was shaking when Neil let Andy go. He grabbed Laura and pulled her to him, and when she heard someone behind her clear their voice, she looked back and noticed her mother watching her, and then Andy. Her gaze drifted to Andy’s arms around her, and she nodded as if satisfied with something. “Your husband already knows, but you have my permission to do the transplant,” she said.
Chapter 34
Andy kept glancing into the backseat at Gabriel, belted into his high-back booster, with a fleece blanket over him. Laura was in the passenger seat, and she smiled every time Andy looked their way. To hear the news that he was in remission, that the transplant had been a success, had left Andy choked up, and he’d had to fight to blink back the tears. Neil had been there, slapping him on the back and gripping his shoulder as Andy pressed his fist to his mouth. Laura had burst into tears and slid into his arms, burying her face into his chest as she fisted his T-shirt. Andy had kissed her ear, her head, and finally buried his face in her short hair, unable to fight the tears. He’d wiped his face, embarrassed, and Laura hadn’t let go. It was emotional; and the happiest moment of his life, and he knew he’d remember it forever.
Now, as he drove the long, winding gravel road to their new home, it felt as if this was the first time again—as if they were getting a chance to go back in time. The grass was greener, the snow was gone, and it seemed as if they’d missed an entire season. It took him a second to notice the dozens of vehicles in the distance, parked around his sprawling rancher, and there was a moment of confusion as he wondered whether he had the right place. “Laura, what’s with all the vehicles?”
She scooted forward in her seat, the leather rustling, setting her hand on her window. “I don’t know,” she said. She looked at him and back out the window as Andy pulled up and parked behind a fancy Dodge Ram pickup. It seemed the vehicles were all pickups—and then he saw Neil, all smiles, moving their way with Candy behind him. Each held one of the twins.
Andy slid out of the truck. “What’s going on here?” he asked. He spotted Kim, wearing blue jeans, hair nicely styled, with a bright gold top and a jean jacket.
“Your neighbor, here, said you were never properly welcomed. It’s a welcome home party for Gabriel and to welcome you to the community!” Neil said. “I know there are a few people here who want to meet you.”
Kim waved at Andy but went to Laura, hugging her and sliding her arm around her. “I hope you don’t mind, but all your neighbors put together a welcome home potluck. There are a lot of folks here who were rooting for you, and for Gabriel; and they want to meet you.”
Andy reached for Jeremy, who was babbling away in Neil’s arms. He kissed him and then handed him back. “He’s grown so much,” he said. “God, I missed these two.” He reached out and rubbed his finger under Chelsea’s chin, tickling her. It was the first time he saw her face light up, and she let out a little giggle.
“Let me grab Gabriel,” Andy said as he opened the back door. Gabriel already had his seat belt undone, and Andy lifted him out, tucking the blanket around him. His red hat covered his bald head. “There’s a party here for you!” he said, and he kissed him on the cheek and moved beside Laura, who was standing with Kim.
“Well, why don’t we say hi to everyone, and then I’m going to get you tucked into bed?” she said.
“I want to party!” Gabriel added. Of course, Laura looked into the house at all the people they could see through the windows.
“Come on, Laura. Let me introduce you to some
folks,” Kim said. She slid her hand around Laura’s elbow and led her to the house, giving her only a second to look back at Andy with a helpless expression. Neil and Candy hung back.
“Did you have to let them in the house?” Andy asked.
Candy appeared worried for a second. “Well, Andy, she’s your neighbor, and they brought food, lots of food. They seem like nice people.”
“They do, Andy. Just come inside to meet everyone. I think you’ll be glad you did. I think Gabriel would like to meet some of the younger kids, too. There are a few his age who he’ll be going to school with. Besides, Gabriel’s doctor is here, too.”
When Andy glanced down at Gabriel, the boy wore a hopeful expression. After weeks of being sick and taking treatments, coming home to this welcome for him and their family—well, it had to be good for him. “Okay,” Andy said. “Just no cake, no sugar, and you’re not running around.”
When Andy stepped inside, Bruce Siegel appeared.
“Andy, you have to be happy to be home,” he said. He set his hand on Gabriel’s leg. “Hey, Gabriel, how does it feel to be back?”
“Good,” Gabriel said, smiling and taking in all the people in the house.
Neil appeared a second later. “Hey, Gabriel, let me steal you from your dad. Your babies are being spoiled by all your neighbors.” He scooped him up, and they disappeared around the corner, leaving Andy with Doctor Siegel.
There was awkwardness, and he wondered why the doctor was here after what had passed between them.
“I’m surprised you’re here,” Andy said, and the doctor gave him an odd look.
“Why wouldn’t I be? You’re still my neighbor. Kim’s my friend. She called and insisted, so of course I had to come,” he added. From the way he watched Kim from across the room, Andy wondered if there was something between them.
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