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by Lawrence Watt-Evans


  "So what other spells did you try?" Asha asked.

  "Oh, I picked all the best ones I could find," Irith said, "but not stuff that the army would want. And I didn't make Javan's silly mistake; the very first one I did was a spell of eternal youth, and if that hadn't worked I wouldn't even have done the rest, I don't think. I'm not really sure, because the magic messed up my memory a little bit—but anyway, the spell worked, so I was fifteen then, and I'll always be fifteen—I can't get any older unless something breaks the spell, and there isn't anything that can break the spell!" She smiled brightly.

  "What else?" Kelder asked.

  "Well, there's a Spell of Sustenance that they used to use on soldiers so they didn't have to feed them—see this?" She lifted her head and displayed her throat, pulling away the vel­vet ribbon, and for the first time Kelder realized that the bloodstone she wore there was not on a choker, but set di­rectly into her flesh. "As long as that stone is there, I don't need to eat or drink or even breathe—but I usually do any­way, because it's fun, and besides, if I go without too long it feels really weird and I don't think it's good for me. And I don't get tired if I use it, I mean, not the usual way, but it . . . I don't like to use it too much." That explained how she could dance along the road for hours, Kelder realized—and also why she didn't always, why she had gotten tired when carry­ing Asha on horseback.

  "And I can change shape, of course," Irith continued. "I have seven shapes. That's Haldane's Instantaneous Transformation, and it was the hardest part—I had to make bracelets from the skin of each animal and soak them in my own blood stirred with butterfly wings."

  Kelder remembered the bands around her ankle and, once again, a mystery evaporated.

  "Seven shapes?" Asha asked. "What are they?"

  Irith hesitated. "Oh, I guess it won't hurt to tell you," she said finally. "I can be a horse, or a bird, or a fish, or a cat, or me, or me with wings, or a horse with wings. And before you ask, I can't carry much when I fly, even as a horse—I couldn't have just flown us all to Shan. Flying with anything more than my own weight is hard."

  "How did you get skin from a flying horse?" Kelder asked. He had never heard of flying horses, and certainly had never seen any.

  "Well, I didn't, really," Irith admitted. "I used strips of or­dinary horsehide braided together, with dove feathers woven in. And for just growing wings, I used dove feathers wound in my own hair."

  Kelder nodded. "Anything else?" he asked. "Shape­changing, invisibility, eternal youth, the Spell of Sustenance— that's four, and you said there were a dozen."

  "I said you could maybe do twelve," she corrected him. "I only tried ten, and half of them didn't work." She shrugged. "I was only an apprentice, after all."

  "Half—so is there one more?"

  Irith bit her lip, and Kelder thought she blushed slightly; he couldn't be sure in the dimness of the tavern.

  "There is, isn't there?" he said. "At least one more."

  "Just . . . just one, I think," she admitted. "And I wish it didn't work, and I'd gotten one of the protective spells in­stead, or the one that would let me walk on air, or the one to light fires. I still can't believe I messed that one up—the fire-lighting spell. I mean, it's about the simplest spell there is, one of the first things every wizard's apprentice learns. I think I must have left it until last, and I guess by then I was really tired . . ."

  "Irith," Kelder said, cutting her off, "what's the other spell?" He was not going to let his wife keep any important secrets from him, and while Irith wasn't his wife yet and didn't know she would ever be, he knew.

  ". . . I mean," she said, "here I was doing seventh-order wizardry, and I couldn't get Thrindle's Combustion!. . ."

  "Irith."

  "Or maybe," she went on desperately, "I never even tried it after all—maybe I forgot, or decided it would be too useful for the army. After all, if you use it on something that's al­ready burning, it explodes, so that would be almost like a weapon, wouldn't it? So I must have decided not to use it, and my memory's been playing tricks on me . . ."

  Kelder leaned across the table and grabbed her by both wrists.

  "Irith," he said, in what he hoped was a low and deadly tone, "what was the other spell?"

  She stared at him for a moment, then surrendered.

  "It was a love spell," she said. "Fendel's Infamous Love Spell."

  Kelder sat back, puzzled; why had she been so reluctant to name it? What was so terrible about a love spell? The local farmers back home had told some stories about love potions, and they hadn't sounded particularly horrible.

  "There might have been another one, maybe," Irith said, speaking quickly, "I don't know. It's really, really hard for me to think about magic sometimes now, and everything I re­member from when I was getting the spell ready is all sort of blurry. But if there were any others, they were one-time things, like the youth spell, not anything I can use over and over . . ."

  She was trying to distract him again. A dreadful thought struck him.

  "Irith," he said, "did you try that love spell on me?"

  She stopped in midbreath and stared at him, shocked. Then she burst into giggles.

  "No, silly!" she said, "of course not! You don't love me that much, or you wouldn't be arguing with me all the time and asking me all these questions! Don't you know how love spells . . . well, no," she said, calming, "no, I guess you don't know."

  "No, I don't," he said coldly.

  Even as he spoke, he was thinking. The possibility still re­mained that she might use the love spell on him in the future; maybe that was why he would marry her. No, he told himself, that was silly. He already wanted to marry her, without any spell—didn't he?

  "It isn't all love spells work that way, anyway," she ex­plained, "but there's a reason this one is called Fendel's Infatuous Love Spell."

  "You've used it?" Kelder asked.

  "Well," she said, "I was worried about the Northerners, you see. So I picked the transformation so I could grow wings and fly away, or turn into a fish and swim away, and I picked the invisibility spell so I could hide from them, and the sus­tenance spell so I wouldn't need any food while I was hiding—and the youth spell didn't have anything to do with the Northerners, I just didn't want to grow old and mean like Kalirin. But the love spell was so that if the Northerners did catch me, somehow, I could make them love me, so they wouldn't want to hurt me, you see? That's all."

  "But the Northerners never came," Kelder pointed out.

  "No, they didn't," Irith agreed. "After I made the spell, and it worked, mostly, I ran away and hid, and then when I didn't see any fighting or anything I sneaked into a tavern and lis­tened, and I found out that General Terrek had just won a big battle, his retreat had just been a trick, and the Northerners weren't coming. But I didn't dare go back then—I'd deserted in time of war, and that meant a death sentence. So I hid out in the mountains for three years, working my way north to­ward the Great Highway and sneaking down to get news sometimes, and in 4996 the Northerners turned a whole army of demons loose and blasted General Terrek and the eastern territories into the Great Eastern Desert, and I thought we were all going to die after all, except it would be demons in­stead of Northerners, and they could probably find me no matter how well I hid and the love spell probably wouldn't work on them. But then the gods themselves came and fought the demons off and wiped out the Northerners, and the war was over, and I stopped worrying, and after a while I stopped hiding. And I ran into Kalirin one day, and I thought he was going to kill me, but he didn't care anymore, he said that with the war over it didn't matter, and there wasn't any point in punishing me anyway, because of the spell. So I stopped hid­ing, but I didn't have anywhere to go back to, so I just started traveling around the Small Kingdoms, mostly along the Great Highway." She took a deep breath and concluded, "And I've been here ever since."

  "And you used that love spell on someone anyway, even though there weren't any more Northerners," Kelder said, cer­tai
n that Irith would have been unable to resist testing it out. He still didn't see why she was so embarrassed and secretive about it, though.

  "On Ezdral, I bet," Asha said.

  Kelder started. That idea, obvious as it now seemed, had not yet occurred to him; he threw Asha an astonished glance in response to her unexpected perspicacity, then looked back to Irith.

  The shapeshifter nodded. "That's right," she said, "I en­chanted Ezdral."

  "So that's why he's in love with you?" Kelder asked. "That's why he's been looking for you all these years?" The embarrassment and reticence suddenly made sense.

  Irith nodded unhappily.

  "Well, why didn't you take the spell off when you left him, then?" Kelder asked.

  Irith stared at him in surprise.

  "Because I can't, stupid!" she shouted. "I don't know how! All I can do is put it on, not take it off!"

  This revelation left Kelder speechless.

  Irith filled the silence by babbling on, trying to explain. "I didn't know how it worked, don't you see? I mean, I'm only fifteen, and I'd been cooped up in Kalirin's stupid house in the hills near Degmor ever since menarche, and the only peo­ple I ever saw were wizards and army officers and a few ser­vants with the brains of a turnip among them, so I didn't know anything about love or sex or infatuation or any of that stuff, and there wasn't anyone I could try the spell out on, to see how it worked, and there's a counterspell, yes, but it isn't part of the spell itself, and I didn't include it, maybe I tried, I don't remember, I can't remember, and I can't do any other magic! I couldn't even touch Kalirin's book of spells any­more!"

  "But that spell . . . From what Ezdral said, it ruined his whole life!" Kelder said.

  "Well, I didn't know it would do that!" Irith said defen­sively. "I didn't know how it worked! I'd used it a couple of times, but those were different, and they're all dead now, and Ezdral was so cute, when I saw him there—he was big and handsome and he was so good with those horses, they calmed right down when he petted them, I mean, I almost wanted to turn into a horse so he'd pet me that way, and he wouldn't even look at me hardly, and before I knew it I'd done it. And he came and talked to me, and he was so sweet, and it was just wonderful, and we had a great time, we went all over the place together and did all sorts of stuff, and he was the best-looking man everywhere we went, and he was gentle and playful . . ."

  "Then why did you leave him?" Kelder asked.

  She shrugged. "Well, it got boring," she said, "and he was talking about us staying together forever, and I knew we weren't going to do that, because I'm only fifteen, I'm not ready to settle down, and he was getting older, and every­thing, and besides, I knew he didn't really love me, he was enchanted, and I was young and pretty and everything, and even that was magic, so it wasn't real, you know? So it didn't count. So I didn't want to stay with him forever, and I knew I'd have to leave sooner or later, and when we had that fight about my dancing I decided it might as well be sooner, and I thought it would wear off! I thought that if I wasn't there, the spell would wear off, and he'd forget all about me."

  "Really?" Asha asked.

  Irith blushed again and looked down at the table.

  "I thought it might," she muttered, "I didn't know. I thought it might wear off. But I guess it didn't, at least not right away."

  "Not ever," Asha said. "He's still in love with you."

  Irith shuddered. "Well, I'm certainly not in love with him," she said. "Can't we just forget about him and go on without him?"

  Kelder knew at once what the answer to this was—no, they couldn't. Maybe Irith was capable of that sort of selfishness, maybe even Asha was, but he wasn't. Not when he was who he was, and not when he was fated as he was.

  He did not say so immediately, however; he paused to think it over, to consider not just what to say, but the entire situation.

  He expected to marry Irith—Zindré's prophecy said he would, and he had liked the idea very much. Irith was bright and cheerful, incredibly beautiful, and her magical abilities gave her all the appeal of the mysterious and exotic.

  He still liked the idea, but it was obvious that Javan's Sec­ond Augmentation had changed her into something that wasn't quite the girl she appeared to be, and the thought of loving and marrying a creature that might not be quite human anymore was a bit frightening.

  And he knew that Irith was far from perfect; she could be selfish and thoughtless. In particular, it was obvious that she would leave him when he started to show any sign of age—or maybe even just signs of maturity.

  He did not want a wife who would leave him when he aged; the Shularan custom, and his family's tradition, was to marry for life. He had assumed that that was what Zindré had prophesied for him, that he would have Irith with him for the rest of his life, but now that he knew Irith, knew who and what she was, that looked very unlikely.

  But then, was that really all that bad? He would survive if she left him, just as he would if he were widowed, and while the marriage lasted, she could certainly be an agreeable com­panion when she chose to be.

  Still, he had doubts. This whole adventure was turning out different from what he had expected, and he was not sure yet if it was better or worse. The Great Highway was a dirt road, most of it ugly. He had seen the great city of Shan, but only very briefly and without pleasure; he had seen the vast plain of the Great Eastern Desert, and it had frightened and de­pressed him more than it had awed or exhilarated him. The wife he had been promised appeared to be a flighty and un­predictable creature, an immortal shapeshifter rather than an ordinary woman. Championing the lost and forlorn he had ex­pected to be a matter of facing down thieves or slaying a dragon or some such traditional act of heroism, not stealing a dead bandit's severed head on behalf of an abused child, or defending the rights of an ensorcelled drunkard.

  If this was the destiny he had been promised—and really, how could he doubt that it was?—then he had to consider whether he wanted it.

  And if he decided he did not, could he refuse it, or was he foredoomed?

  He really couldn't say; he had hardly been thinking of such things when he spoke to Zindré as a boy of twelve. He might be doomed to carry out his destiny, or he might not, he simply didn't know.

  If he wasn't trapped, did he want to go on?

  Well, discharging his promise to Asha was easy enough now; he would certainly go on and hold Abden's funeral, as he had said he would.

  But did he still want to marry Irith?

  She was as lovely as ever, and he thought he would enjoy her company for as long as they were together, but there was the little matter of what she had done to poor Ezdral. That was not something he wanted hanging over his married life, that some dismal old sot was madly in love with his wife, that she had been completely responsible for it, and that she didn't seem to care.

  And that spell of hers—that wasn't anything he wanted hanging over him, either. What if Kelder tired of her before she tired of him, or even if he just refused her now and turned away—what if he decided not to marry her after all, and she decided otherwise? Would she use her spell on him?

  Would he know it if she had? Would he even care? Ezdral knew that Irith had deserted him, had avoided him, but he was still in love with her, still looking for her.

  Kelder had no desire at all to live out his life under such a curse.

  Of course, spells could be broken—Kelder knew that, at least in theory. Irith had said there was a counterspell for the love charm—or at least, that she thought there was; by her own admission, she was unreliable on any question having to do with magic.

  Could the love spell be broken?

  Could Irith's spell be broken—Javan's Second Augmenta­tion of Magical Memory? Irith hadn't been able to do any magic for two hundred years, so anything she might say would be out of date; maybe a counterspell had been found long ago. If she was restored to an ordinary, nonmagical ex­istence, that would certainly simplify any marriage plans.

  Of course, h
e didn't know if Irith wanted all her spells broken, but there was certainly one she would like to be rid of—Fendel's Infatuous Love Spell.

  There was supposed to be a counterspell for that. The prophecy hadn't mentioned anything about it specifically, but Kelder knew where all the great wizards were supposed to be, and Zindré had said he would see cities, plural. Shan was one; there had to be another.

  The three of them had been sitting in silence for several seconds, thinking their several thoughts; now Kelder broke the silence.

  "Listen," he said, "suppose that after we're done in Angarossa, after Abden's funeral is all done and his soul set free, we all go on along the highway, all the way to Ethshar, all four of us—you, Irith, and you, Asha, and me, and Ezdral—and see if we can't find a wizard who can break the love spell."

  "All four of us?" Irith asked, startled.

  "That's right," Kelder said, gathering enthusiasm, "all four of us! It would give poor old Ezdral a chance to be with you one last time, just as far as Ethshar—I'm sure we could find a wizard there who could cure him of his infatuation."

  "But why bother?" Irith asked.

  "So Ezdral can live out the rest of his life in peace, of course," Kelder said, annoyed. "And so you can either get rid of the love spell permanently, so you won't accidentally use it again, or so at least you can learn to dispell it if you do use it."

  As he finished saying this he suddenly realized that he might be making a mistake—if she could turn the love spell on and off, Irith might well use it more often. That was scarcely a good thing.

  She would be able to use it on him, whenever they argued.

  Well, he told himself, the words were out now, and it was too late to take them back.

  "You're probably right," Irith agreed thoughtfully. "If one of them could break the spell, I guess that would be nice for poor old Ezdral, wouldn't it? I mean, it wouldn't give him his forty years back or anything, he'd still be a horrible old man, but maybe he wouldn't be so bad." She brightened. "And then he wouldn't have any reason to follow me around anymore, or bother me at all—not even sit and wait for me, or any­thing!"

 

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