by April Lust
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Darren
Darren heard this. They all did, of course. She was screaming right in their faces. How couldn’t they hear it? He took advantage of it, though. Throwing the glass had surprised him, sure, but there was nothing threatening about a squeaky little bartender who had a…nice rack, now that he thought about it.
His eyes went back to it. He’d barely noticed it earlier, when he’d just been hell bent on getting a beer in this bar (the local bar, so pretty much just his bar) and she’d brought it over. She wasn’t bad to look at, after all, but she was just the bartender. Usually there were more babes frequenting, well, everywhere. There just hadn’t been any tonight. Nor had there been some for the past few nights.
He ogled her, knowing exactly what he was going to say before he said it. “Babe,” he said, his glance flicking between her chest, her neck, and her eyes with every other word, “don’t you think you need to relax?”
He leaned back in his seat, even as his friends around him widened their eyes in shock and whispered about the “fucking psycho bitch.” This only egged him on more, though. Taking on challenges that scared away other people was what made him who he was, was what made him exactly what he was today. This little girl clearly couldn’t know that, if she was talking to him like that. So he asked her just that. “Do you know who I am?”
“Darren Saylor.” She rolled her eyes. “Like I care. Did you hear what I said?”
He blinked then, too. That wasn’t the reaction he was expecting, so he decided to take a chance and make it about sex. If he went this way, either she would be so disgusted that she’d back off or she might take the bait and he might get laid. He didn’t hit women. If she had been a man, it would have been a different story. He bit his teeth together to keep from continuing that train of thought. She wasn’t a man, so it didn’t matter.
“Yeah, you want us to leave. But have you thought about what other people might want?”
Victoria was wearing a button-up shirt. It was still low cut enough that her cleavage was visible when she leaned a certain way; however, there would be even more visible if she unbuttoned just a button or two. And this was what Darren suggested, even when she ignored him and didn’t respond to his obvious taunt.
“You have, what?” He knew how many buttons were on her shirt, but made a show of staring at them like he didn’t actually know. In truth, he was just staring at her tits. She was actually pretty hot. “Four more buttons on that thing? Unbuttoning another two isn’t going to hurt you, baby, it might actually do you some favors.”
At his suggestion, she brought her hands up to her chest deliberately. Putting on her most flirtatious smile and staring right at Darren, she buttoned her shirt right back up to the neck. “Now are you going to take me more seriously?” She cocked her head at him.
Chapter Three
Victoria
She shouldn’t have to button her shirt up just for this fool not to make comments about her chest, but here she was. It was to be expected, of course.
Darren Saylor. She’d heard of him before, not that she’d cared enough to pay attention just because a few fools thought he was important enough to mention by name. The leader of the Bloody Saints MC. He was young, still, but over the last year he’d managed to make his way to the head of it, or so she’d heard. Most of the time, taking over a club meant that you got taken out just as quickly. Not with Darren Saylor.
“Hmm.” He leaned back and raised a finger to his lips. “I think it might help if you got laid more often. I’m guessing by your sense of humor that it…” he paused again, leaning forward, “doesn’t happen often?”
“Excuse you?”
“I wouldn’t mind being the man to do it, if you’re offering.”
“And if you’re offering, I’m going to have to sanitize everything you’ve touched in here before I decline,” she said. Talking to this guy was making her even more pissed off, and the glass she’d broken wasn’t working to her advantage like she’d hoped. He seemed like he was over it; in fact, the way he was smirking made it seem like he even liked it – liked the challenge of it.
It seemed like getting physical wasn’t the way to go, especially considering there was no way she would win in a fight against any of these guys (or any combination of them, or, god forbid, all of them at once). So Victoria did the only thing she knew how to do. She started grabbing glasses and bottles despite the men’s protests, keeping them close to her even as they reached for them. Once the fragile objects were carefully brought back to the bar and put away haphazardly, she went back to the table.
And then she flipped it. She didn’t bother screaming this time. In fact, she didn’t even bother looking at the men.
Her eyes went to the ceiling. She closed them, breathing out of her nose, then in, and then out again through her mouth. In, out. In, out. It was almost calming, really, disregarding the murderous rage she felt pooling in her veins just from being around these assholes.
“I said,” she repeated, her voice serene, “get out.”
They left immediately.
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It took an entire two hours for her to clean up the mess. Sure, a little bit of it was her fault, but that was it. A single glass and one overturned table. It took a few seconds to put the table back up, and maybe a minute to pick up the shards from where the glass she’d thrown had shattered. But the rest of the mess those others had made? Two. Hours.
There was food and trash strewn everywhere. There was no way that all of that had come from behind the counter at Lanterns. Someone had to be sneaking food in; she would remember preparing and sending out all of that even if she was crazy high, and that wasn’t something she ever did anyway, so there was absolutely no excuse for forgetting. She’d put a sign up later…if she wasn’t fired.
It was about 8 in the morning now. Sunlight was starting to seep in from the streets, even though the streets facing Lanterns didn’t get all that much light even on the sunniest day. Whoever had designed this patch of city had made it so that there were too many buildings in one space, leaving it so there were too many trees in all the spaces surrounding it. It looked awkward. This didn’t even take into consideration that the buildings on the side of the street opposite Lanterns were built to be way too high, and they blocked off almost all visibility from the perspective of Lanterns and the other business around.
Although, now that Victoria thought about it, there were no other businesses surrounding Lanterns. Why would there be? Sure, there were a few signs hanging in the windows of the suites beside the bar: “Available to rent.” No one would rent them, though, and eventually someone would put them up to be sold. Once Victoria wondered why the club didn’t just buy them and use them for themselves, but Clarissa had assured her that that would be a bad choice. “Besides,” the blonde woman had said, “there’s no point in mixing business with fun.”
All of the people working there – or remotely involved with the club – were high. They had to be. That was the only way their lifestyle could make any sense to Victoria, and that was saying something, because she hadn’t exactly come from the suburbs. She’d already made peace as best she could with the fact that she’d probably be fired for what she did on this last shift, but she didn’t care. Just meeting Darren that one time had been enough to set her off. If the way she’d acted ensured she’d never have to deal with that man again, that was enough.
So of course, seeing him in the parking lot was the last thing she wanted.
All of the motorcycles that usually took up the lot were gone, but her car wasn’t in any of those parking spots. No, she, as the employee, had to park in the back, by some dingy garbage can so that she could make her way through her shifts and not possibly “offend” any of the customers there with the sight of her car. Like her old piece of metal would offend anyone.
But the guy leaning up against the fading red paint was a sight more offensive than any. He was standing comfortably against her car, as a
t ease as he had been when he leaned back in his chair and pretty much laughed in her face just last night. Not even last night. Two hours ago. He’d waited here for her. She couldn’t think of why. She’s worked to think about literally anything other than him since she’d kicked him out of the bar, so she’d made her way through the rest of her overly long shift slightly less pissed off, and was looking forward to going home and to getting a nice, long rest. She needed a few hours of sleep; a few days’ worth, even.
And yet this guy was standing here doing everything in his power to make sure that she couldn’t get that. She hadn’t actually come up to him yet and he hadn’t actually seen her, but just the sight of him was sending her stress levels through the roof. So, as soon as he noticed her and raised his hand in greeting, she started yelling. Businesses nearby would be opening soon, but there weren’t any businesses too close on this block. Even if there were, though, it’s not like the mental well-being of their opening workers was more important than yelling at this –
“Asshole! Why the hell are you still here?”
He raised a hand over his head, almost like he was covering his eyes in an attempt to see her better. It did nothing, of course; he was just being obnoxious. His hand fell from his face as soon as she approached, and he opened his mouth to say something.
She didn’t let that happen.
“Do you know what a terrible night I’ve had because of you? How late it is? I should be sleeping right now! I should be –”
He couldn’t take listening to this anymore. Crazy as this woman seemed to be, he couldn’t stop staring at her mouth. He just wanted to go at it, to eat her up. So he did.
She wasn’t expecting a kiss. He pressed his face to hers, using a hand to grab at her neck and position her head so her mouth was more easily accessible. And then he pressed the first, light kiss against her mouth, moving quickly into a harder embrace, his mouth straining against hers. She opened her mouth to say something in response, but that only deepened the kiss. She kissed back, her mouth instinctively opening more, their lips folding into the lines of each other’s.
His hand found the hair at the back of her head. He balled it in one hand, pushing her as close to him as he could possibly push her without their chests heaving against each other’s. And then he pressed his tongue forward, dragging it across her front teeth as he moved to push it into her mouth.
She shoved him away with both hands.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!”
“A few things, apparently,” he dragged his hand across his lips, savoring the taste of her mouth there. “Are you saying you didn’t like it?”
She shook her head, trying to clear it. Maybe he would take that as a “no, I didn’t like it, and I don’t appreciate random dudes forcing their mouths on mine.” Part of her did like it, though, and her skin tingled from where she imagined his body pressing up against hers.
No. There was no way she could like this. This dude was exactly the type who ruined people’s lives, and not just romantically speaking. And of the men she had been romantically involved with, none had been as arrogant as this dude, but they’d still all managed to break her heart. Still, she couldn’t deny the electric feeling at the back of her neck where his hand had been, and the small sparks dancing across her lips from where his mouth had pressed to hers.
“Just stay away from me.”
“I can’t do that,” he argued.
She made to get to the driver’s side of her car. She didn’t keep a purse on hand, and she didn’t keep a wallet on her either. Most of her personal items were kept in her right jean pocket, and she tried not to keep too much in there. Debit card, ID, car keys, pepper spray. Stuff like that. She fished her car keys out of her pocket. She remembered the pepper spray she had on her, but, if this guy tried anything she didn’t like, she could always just shank him with her keys.
Part of her didn’t want to shank him. Douchey as he was, he was still incredibly attractive. And a human being, after all.
She laughed to herself. Nah. She would stab this guy without issue if he kept bothering her. And even though she’d liked the kiss, hell, kissing someone without permission – especially after pissing them of – was pretty much just…sexual harassment. But at the same time, that wasn’t it at all.
She glared at him, moving past him. But he moved too, and blocked her again.
“What do you want now?”
He shrugged, looking at her for a second before going through his pockets briefly. “Happen to have a pen on you?”
“Uh…” She went through her pockets again. Deep in her right pocket, past all the stuff she usually kept in there, her fingers found the outline of a black pen. “Yeah. Here.”
She passed it to him without question, not understanding why she did so. Maybe there was something about him that made her want to help him? No. That couldn’t be it. Maybe he just really, truly desperately needed a pen, and some deeper animal part of her realized that. That doesn’t even make any sense, Victoria, she scolded herself. She quit trying to justify it to herself and ignored the way it felt when his fingers brushed against hers.
The arousal was impossible to ignore, however. It couldn’t be the way he treated her; she hated that, familiar as that act was with men. She just hadn’t had sex in a while, that was all. She felt the tingling between her thighs, telling her that Darren Saylor did, no matter how she tried to deny it, turn her on.
God damn it.
It was just because it was late. Or, early, rather. But late to her sensibilities. That was the excuse she was going to use, and she would stick with it; but that would never come up, because not he – or anyone else, for that matter – would ever have to know how she felt looking at the expanse of skin showing above the neckline of his shirt.
She heard the sound of him scribbling on a piece of paper.
“Here,” he said, after a few moments. When he wrote, he held the cap of the pen in his mouth. This struck Victoria as strangely adorable, but then she fought with herself on whether there could actually be anything adorable about a guy like this. Better not to think about it than to go down a path you can’t back down from, Victoria.
“This is my number.”
“I got that,” she said, eyeing the piece of paper suspiciously as he handed it to her.
He raised an eyebrow, his hand still out in offering even as she pointedly ignored the paper he held. “Just take the number.”
“No.”
He leaned in closer to her. He wasn’t trying to intimidate her using his body, but it was just something that came so naturally to him. Unfortunately, it did nothing to impress Victoria. She just lifted her chin defiantly and stared dully back.
“You hate me, right?”
“You could say that.” It was difficult to hate someone you barely knew, but if any names were going under that column, Darren Saylor’s was definitely one of them.
“Awesome.” It was clearly sarcastic, but neither of them missed that. “Take the number and I’ll leave.”
“Promise?”
“I don’t do promises.”
“Alright, then no deal.” Victoria turned her back to him, her car keys out and ready. She hit the “unlock” button, setting her car to chirping, and then her hand went to the door handle.
Darren grabbed her forearm before she could open it then, desperation tinging his voice in something uncharacteristic for him.
“Promise,” he said.
It was obvious to Victoria that that was what it was: desperation, being forced to – for once – not to be the one with the winning hand. The upper hand. The air between them was so tense.
She disregarded the way he held onto her arm, even though it sent the skin there on fire. Her ignoring him drove him crazier, though, and both his hands moved to her waist. He didn’t have to hold her there, but he wanted to. Meanwhile, she wanted to tense up, but she didn’t. She held her entire body still, but relaxed, breathing as quietly as she could as he held
her.
His body pressed closer to hers from behind her, his hands rising from her waist to the swells of her breasts beneath her shirt. She could feel the outline of his cock through his jeans against her, and she bit her cheek, trying to desperately not to grind back on it. That would do her no good; she had gone into a violent rage against this very same man just a few hours ago!
Why did she want to fuck him so badly?
She stared in horror at her reflection in the car window. Her cheeks were getting that familiar aroused flush, and she could see him standing behind her as clearly as she could see her face through the glass. If she looked in the side mirror, the image would almost definitely be worse.