by Maya Rodale
“Two, actually.” One of which was a Hastings family portrait featuring Gideon and their father in the foreground, standing tall and proud. Gideon had painted James into the background in a manner that could only be described as skulking.
Which meant he could make any manner of wisecracks about how he was skulking in the National Gallery. James, did you call upon your Aunt Agnes? No, I was too busy skulking around the National Gallery.
“You’re right, you never had a chance,” Nathanson said, shrugging. He raised his glass nevertheless and they both drank. James didn’t want to say that his father’s constant disappointment in him was a dead weight he carried with him. He’d long ago liberated himself from spending his life to become someone he wasn’t. But he still wanted to be appreciated for who he was.
Nathanson mistook James’s silence for brooding about the afternoon’s disaster.
“It’ll all blow over in time. Some other scandal will explode and distract everyone. Speaking of looming scandals,” Nathanson said, dropping his voice and leaning in, “I heard that Lady Charlotte Brandon was seen sneaking off early in a state of utter disarray.”
“Did you?” James asked, adopting a bored tone of voice and sipping his whiskey in an effort to distract from the knot forming in his gut.
“Swan Lucy saw her leaving early, escorted by the duke and duchess. Then Swan Lucy mentioned it to her friends. Lord only knows how far the story has traveled now. But it’s Lady Charlotte …”
Nathanson didn’t need to say the rest of that sentence for James to know he meant that such eccentric behavior was considered normal for her.
“Can a girl named Swan Lucy really be trusted?” James mused, leaving Nathanson to ponder that.
James drained his cup, brow furrowing. Swan Lucy gossiped about her friend—when Charlotte had been planning to set her up with a marriageable man.
His heart ached for her in that moment. Not that he would ever admit it. But the fact was that as curious and reckless and insane as Charlotte was, her heart was good. Her intentions were noble.
He could practically hear her saying, “Exactly. You’re welcome.”
Which meant that he was going mad. He refilled his glass and took another sip. In spite of the day’s disasters and humiliations, he’d had fun for the first time in far too long. And he had Charlotte to thank for it.
Part Two
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LADY CAPULET’S BALCONY
Hamilton House
The Informal Dining Room of the East Wing
The following morning
Charlotte would have to do something to fix the damage she had wrought. She mulled over the matter during breakfast with her brother, Brandon, and his wife, Sophie. Charlotte adored them both, especially Sophie, who had a wicked sense of humor and scandalously wrote about weddings for The London Weekly. Sophie had also taken on chaperone duties while Charlotte’s mum visited with her sister Amelia, and her newborn twins.
Her pet fox, Penelope, sat attentively at Charlotte’s feet politely begging for scraps of food. She never missed a meal.
“Charlotte, you’re awfully quiet this morning,” Sophie said.
“You know how your silence terrifies me,” Brandon said. He gave her one of those Serious Looks, which invited her to be honest and good and confess everything.
Charlotte developed a sudden fascination with the intricate embroidery on the tablecloth. Such detail! Such marvelous craftsmanship!
“Charlotte?” Sophie asked.
“Oh, I’m just woolgathering,” Charlotte said. Then she smiled for extra effect. Nothing to see here! Other than this stunning embroidery on the tablecloth! Has anyone considered framing this?
“Why do I find that prospect more terrifying than reassuring?” Brandon asked dryly.
“Are you perchance thinking about the mysterious events of yesterday’s garden party?” Sophie asked. Then she sipped her tea and allowed the words to hang in the air.
Charlotte dangled a piece of bacon for Penelope, who leapt up for the treat, snapping her jaws and narrowly avoiding Charlotte’s fingers.
“I trust you are feeling better after fainting into a muddy bramble bush,” Brandon said. She might have told him the dirt stains on her dress and her disheveled hair were the result of a slip and fall into a shrubbery. As one did.
“What a dreadful experience that must have been,” Sophie said, shuddering delicately.
“Dreadful,” Brandon echoed. “And curious, too, for it has not rained in a fortnight.”
Stupid weather. Stupid facts. Who kept track of when it had last rained? Her brother, that’s who.
“I presume the landscape had been watered for the garden party,” Charlotte replied evenly. One must not let pesky details like a lack of rain get in the way of one’s alibi.
Especially considering what was on the line: Marriage. To James. Who thought her a nuisance, at best, and probably still saw her as a twelve-year-old girl aiming an arrow at an apple on his head. Hardly the romantic relationship of a girl’s dreams.
“How silly of me. Of course they watered the garden for the party. Particularly the bramble bushes,” Brandon said. Pointedly.
“Attention to detail and nourishment of all life is such an admirable quality. I think we ought to applaud Lord Hastings for the dedication to the life in his garden,” Charlotte said grandly.
She debated actually applauding, but Sophie cut in.
“Speaking of Lord Hastings, you would not believe what Julianna told me,” Sophie said, referring to her best friend and secret gossip columnist for The London Weekly. “She has learned that Hastings is so livid about James’s speech that he is refusing to see his own son! The family butler was instructed to turn James away on three separate occasions since yesterday’s calamity.”
Charlotte gasped. Penelope fortunately chose that moment to yip, though her yip was a bloodcurdling sound.
Brandon sighed in that long-suffering way of a man who is stuck with a sister who thinks it perfectly suitable to keep a pet fox in London.
“I thought his speech was fine. What I heard of it, at any rate,” Charlotte added in a mumble. She had been swiftly hurried away from the party and bundled into the carriage.
“James also looked as if he had tumbled into a muddy bramble patch,” Brandon remarked. “Curious, that.”
“It’s one of the many hazards of garden parties. They are appallingly dangerous situations,” Charlotte said sagely.
“What we heard of his speech wasn’t terrible. I thought his joke about his valet rather funny,” Sophie said.
“He did well, though he might have practiced more,” Brandon said. “Instead of tumbling into a muddy briar patch.”
“I’m sure James and his father will mend this breach. After all, one cannot stay angry at family forever,” Charlotte said pointedly. “Forgiveness and unconditional love is the essence of familiar relations.”
“Lord Hastings has again repeated in public that James is the price he pays for his perfect son, Gideon, and that he thanks his Lord and Maker that Gideon is the heir,” Sophie said, undoubtedly repeating intelligence from Julianna.
“I have heard him make similar remarks at the club,” Brandon said in a quiet, disapproving voice that reminded Charlotte why she would lie down in front of a team of charging horses for him: Her brother might not approve of her behavior, but he would always love her and stand by her.
She wished such unconditional love for James. Her heart ached to think of him without it. She must do something. It was her fault that James’s speech had been terrible and his attire a mortifying mess and thus it was her fault that his father had practically disowned him.
She must repair what she had broken.
It was the right thing to do.
“I do believe it is time for me to walk Penelope,” Charlotte said and on cue her little fox yipped wildly and dashed to the dining-room door.
Not for the first time did Charlotte think that every lady mu
st have an exit strategy. She personally had seven.
She removed a length of ribbons from the pocket of her dress and tied one end around Penelope’s neck, thus fashioning a makeshift lead and collar for her. As they walked, Charlotte would concoct the perfect way to mend the relationship between James and his father.
“Charlotte, you are not going to meddle in the affairs of the Hastings family, are you?” Brandon asked.
“Me? Meddle?” Charlotte queried, the picture of innocence.
Sophie snorted, in a most unladylike fashion, and nearly spit out her tea.
Lady Charlotte’s Bedchamber
Two ladies schemed over a pot of tea. To be precise, one lady schemed, and another sipped her tea and nibbled on freshly baked scones with strawberries and clotted cream. Charlotte’s fox curled up in a little ball of red fur, resting atop the plump pile of pillows on Charlotte’s feather bed. It was her favorite place.
“Harriet, I must repair the damage I have done,” Charlotte said as she paced around her bedchamber. Her heart ached with the knowledge that her antics had been the lethal blow to the weakened relationship between father and son. Fixing it was the only way to soothe her conscience and repair the damage.
“How?” Harriet asked, as she idly stirred a third spoonful of sugar into her tea.
“I could write an apology—as James, of course—and send it off to The London Weekly. I’m sure they would publish it.”
“James might not like forged documents on private matters appearing in the most popular newspaper in London,” Harriet pointed out.
“You’re right,” Charlotte agreed, reluctantly. “This is a private family matter, and thus should be repaired in a private manner.”
“I heard that Lord Hastings will not even see his son! My mother and her friends were discussing it. Apparently the family butler told James that his father was not at home, when he was in fact examining the decorative Corinthian columns in the foyer.”
“That’s horrible,” Charlotte said. Tears stung at her eyes.
It was tremendously useful to be able to summon tears on command, and one had to practice.
“Absolutely devastating,” Harriet concurred. “Too busy examining his column. Hmmph.”
“So you agree that we must do something to remedy this,” Charlotte said, and she resumed her pacing across the plush Aubusson carpet.
“Well …”
“I know!” Charlotte exclaimed whirling around. “I could write a letter to Lord Hastings. As James.”
“You could do, but …”
“Though he will probably toss it straight into the fire without reading it,” Charlotte said, frowning.
“Maybe you should not write a letter. To anyone. About anything. Ever.” Harriet suggested.
“You’re right—we should endeavor to get them in the same room together.”
“Lord and Lady Capulet are hosting a ball on Thursday. Perhaps then?”
“That would be the perfect occasion. I really feel that if we all had an honest, heartfelt conversation then all will be well,” Charlotte said confidently.
“We?” Harriet echoed. “We?”
“Hastings, James and myself,” Charlotte explained.
“Why must you be there?” Harriet asked, and Charlotte stifled a feeling of peevishness. She knew she had different definitions of what was her business and what was considered other people’s private personal matters.
“I must explain that what happened was not James’s fault. Since Hastings will not listen to his son, perhaps he will listen to me.”
“So you will admit to being compromised?” Harriet gasped. She fell back against the settee, dramatically. One had to practice such arts.
“Hastings wouldn’t make anything of it. He’ll be so happy to learn that James was not at fault. I think. I hope.”
“But Charlotte, what if he makes you marry James?” Harriet voiced this question with the same level of horror with which she might ask what if Lord Hastings horsewhips you? What if you are transported to Australia on a convict ship?
“We shall cross that bridge when we come to it,” Charlotte said, when in fact the truth was that James would never marry her, so the point was moot. She had once shot at him with an arrow. He had broken her heart with his years of silence and avoidance and his despicable taste in acquaintances. They could never be together.
She hadn’t even considered James like that, for years. Since 1817, to be exact. But ever since their escapades at the folly, the thought had been crossing her mind every moment of every hour of every day with a vexing frequency.
James … his blues eyes fixed upon her, really seeing her (and, frightfully, reading her mind). James … his voice husky as he ordered her to remove her dress and then climb a stack of crates, slip through a window and slide down a seven-foot stone wall. James … his fingertips brushing against the exposed skin of her back.
She shivered now just thinking about it.
He was not boring like so many gentlemen of her acquaintance. He was not boring at all.
“You often say that one should anticipate every detail and plan accordingly,” Harriet said. “So you should plan what you will do if you are forced against your will to marry James.”
Charlotte bit back the most startling collection of words that arose, unbidden: Oh, I wouldn’t be forced to marry him. Not because no one would insist upon it, but because she would not fight it.
There were worse fates. Like having a man refuse to marry you after he ruined you. Which is probably what James would do. Like most men, he probably thought her too much of a bother. And she could not live with someone who felt thusly about her. Especially if she fancied him held him in mild regard.
“I shall declare that you were with James and me, and thus we were chaperoned. Thus, there need not be any forced marriages,” Charlotte said. Thus, the problem would be solved.
“But that’s not true. You were alone, quite alone, with a gentleman for three quarters of one hour. I am assured that is plenty of time to be ruined.”
“How do you know that, Harriet?”
“I overheard it in the ladies’ retiring room at a ball once. I had pretended to faint because I was trapped in conversation with Drawling Rawlings,” Harriet explained and Charlotte nodded in absolute agreement. Lady Drawling Rawlings had been a notorious conversation monopolizer and one made every effort to avoid her. “I was taken to the ladies’ retiring room, and in no rush to resume my wallflowering in the ballroom, so I feigned an epic swoon. Lady Layton and her friends thought I wasn’t listening to their shocking conversation. But I was, Charlotte, I was.”
Charlotte sat down next to Harriet and poured herself a fresh cup of tea.
“You must tell me everything, Harriet.”
And she did.
One hour later, Charlotte was much more interested in marriage and marital relations, in particular. Apparently one could be ruined in less time than it took to drink a cup of tea and this was lamentable. Allegedly, ruination could also last all night and happen again in the morning.
There was much to consider but later, in private.
“I shall just inform Lord Hastings that James and I were only together for a mere, fleeting moment and will hope that he overlooks that detail. Now, you and I must determine how to unsuspectingly lure the gentlemen into a private chamber where I shall await them to explain that they needn’t be angry at each other.”
“Should we just send them mysterious, unsigned notes?” Harriet suggested.
“I fear notes are too easily intercepted,” Charlotte said, frowning. “Remember what happened with The Tattooed Duke.”
“That was an epic disaster,” Harriet said, shuddering as Charlotte cringed at the memory. That was the incident which had led to Brandon’s seven-hour lecture (or so it felt) upon the imperative of minding one’s own business and not meddling with fate, destiny or anything at all. It was at the end of such a brutal set down that he’d extracted her promise: No mor
e schemes.
Charlotte dismissed this thought.
“We need something devious,” she said. “Something that cannot be traced back to us. What do we know about James?”
“He’s handsome as the devil,” Harriet said quickly. Charlotte stifled a shocking and confusing flare of jealously. Did Harriet fancy him?
But that was her private emotion to puzzle over later.
Instead, she shrugged her shoulders and replied, “I suppose,” in a casual sort of voice.
“How do you suppose such a thing? He is undeniably utterly handsome. His hair, his eyes, the way his breeches cling to his well-muscled thighs,” Harriet said dreamily and Charlotte was aghast, but had to concede the truth. Then, peering curiously at her friend, Harriet said, “Anyone would agree.”
“That is beside the point,” Charlotte declared. “What else do we know of him?”
“You’re the one who grew up with him,” Harriet pointed out.
“We hadn’t spoken for years,” Charlotte said bitterly. For no reason. He stopped talking to her for no real reason. She sucked in a sharp breath because it still hurt, especially given the knowledge that they were speaking now only because of her own instigations. He had not sought her out. She so wished he would.
“Might I point out that you were locked with him in a folly for the better part of an hour,” Harriet said. “If you didn’t converse, Charlotte, what did you do? ”
“We endeavored to escape because someone forgot to come with the key at the appointed time!” Charlotte took a deep breath when Harriet looked affronted. “Never mind all that. James is like all men of his ilk—”
“—Devastatingly handsome, ruthlessly charming rakes,” Harriet said breathlessly with an enchanted smile and dreamy sigh.
“Yes, that. He likes drinking, wenching, wagering, pissing contests—”
“—Ravishing maidens in dark, secluded parts of the garden lit only by the light of a full moon …” Harriet carried on.
“Wagers!” Charlotte exclaimed.