by Ishbelle Bee
Pedrock
My ship the Dragonfly has brought me so much happiness. Penny and I are married now, under wobbly stars and a sea full of fish. Together we will sail across the oceans, the great flat mirrors of the world.
My love and I.
My love and I and Dragonfly.
Rufus
Loveheart gave me Zedock’s throne of skulls. It’s in my library and I’m sitting in it drinking a brandy and reading my daily horoscope in the Times Psychic Supplement,
Leo
Today is excellent for gardening and spending quality time with root vegetables, especially those of the parsnip family.
I put the paper down, write my own prediction. Pluck up my quill.
Today you will sit on a giant throne of skulls and pretend you are Ruler of the Universe!
Otto Ink-Squid
My bloody shop burnt down. I’m going to complain to the authoress. Where’s my happy ending? Fifty Ouija boards and a box full of tarot cards went up in flames.
What have I learnt from this story? Don’t try to predict the future.
I make lodgings at the Pear Tree tavern for the evening and a small, very sinister looking child arrives with a package.
“Mr Ink-Squid?”
“Yes,” I reply.
“Compensation,” and he hands me a parcel.
His eyes, I note, are black stars. I untie the package. Inside is a large silver key.
“Congratulations. You are now the owner of a large, moated castle.”
“Who was the previous owner?”
“Professor Hummingbird. I believe you have heard of him. He was a deranged mass-murdering occultist. Impaled on his wedding day.”
“Oh. Thank you very much.”
“The pleasure is all mine.”
Pandora
A man called Mr Loveheart came and took me away from the asylum. Took me away in his magic coach to the fairyland of Cornwall.
I am staying with Titania, Queen of the Fairies, who makes very nice chutney. I am knitting scarves, rainbow colours, miles long. I am inside out with happiness.
Detective White and Constable Walnut down the pub
Constable Walnut and I are in the Nag’s Head, having a few pints.
“I think I’ve gone a bit peculiar,” says Walnut.
“You’ve only just realised that?”
“It’s the beer. Bit frothy. I have quite a delicate stomach.”
“Really.”
“Yes. It’s because I have psychic ability. I’m sensitive to dark auras.”
“Speaking of dark auras, it’s your round, Walnut.”
“The barmaid frightens me. She keeps giving me the eye.”
“Off you go, no excuses.”
Walnut slopes off. The barmaid leans her enormous bosom on the bar and winks at him suggestively. He returns rather quickly with two pints of brown froth.
“She’s predatory,” and he nervously sits back down.
“I have some interesting news. I received a letter from Detective Waxford this morning. He thanked us for the retirement gift,” I say sarcastically.
“Oh shit, I forgot about that.”
“Yes. I thought you might, considering I sent you out specifically to get him a book of William Blake’s poetry and you decided to choose something yourself.”
“In my defence…”
“Yes, I’m waiting.”
“I was really hungover.”
“Walnut, you sent him a book instructing how to perform lobotomies. And even worse than that, you inscribed it with the lines ‘I hope this helps you recover’.”
“I thought it might provide him with some insight into how to deal with criminals, sir.”
“By removing their brains?”
“It’s a valid theory, sir.”
“So, you sent Detective Waxford – a man who has served Scotland Yard for over twenty five years, won countless medals for bravery – a book about how to remove a brain from a skull.”
“You think it’s not quite appropriate?”
“No, it’s not appropriate.”
“Um… so what did his letter say, exactly?”
“You really want to know?”
“Not really.”
I take the letter out of my coat pocket and give Walnut a deeply penetrating stare.
Dear Percival and Walnut,
What can I say? A book about lobotomy… I presume you chose this, Walnut. What a thoughtful gift. I was deeply moved. My brain, however, will remain in my skull. But I can’t guarantee Walnut’s will when I see him next.
Waxford and Mr Lumpy the cat
The Angel-Eater
I’m only a symbol.
Hang me on a wall. Pin me through my heart. Paint me on a temple.
The only power I have
is
what
you
give
me.
Detective Waxford and Mr Lumpy the cat
Next time I see Walnut I am going to hit him over the head with a welding mallet.
It’s very peaceful here in Wugglethump. Nice spot of Kent. Apple trees in my garden, wild plums and floppy headed daises. How happy I am. I love you, daisies!
I’ve just finished reading one of Mrs Charm’s medieval horrors: The Curse of Black-Stump Priory. Mr Lumpy quite enjoyed it. Involved some sort of black magic rituals going on in the cellars: incantations, whippings, human sacrifice. That’s the lovely part of being retired. I can read about the horror but I don’t have to be involved any more. Beautiful detachment. Finally!
A decomposing corpse flies through my window and lands with a squelchy thud onto the carpet. I can hear laughing outside. I pick up my gun and run to the window.
“MR LOVEHEART! I AM GOING TO BLOODY SHOOT YOU!”
And he appears smiling at the window, dressed in lemon meringue yellow. “Waxford! Happy Retirement. Aren’t you going to invite me in for tea and cake?”
“I AM SUPPOSED TO BE RECOVERING FROM A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE PLAYING AT?”
“I missed you.”
“SEND ME A FUCKING POSTCARD THEN. DON’T THROW A CORPSE THROUGH MY WINDOW.”
“Oh come on now, Waxford. I know you’re pleased to see me.”
“WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS?” I scream, waving the gun at the corpse.
“You could examine it for any criminal interference?”
“IT’S ALREADY BEEN CRIMINALLY INTERFERED WITH. YOU DUG HIM UP! GET RID OF IT NOW OR I WILL KILL YOU.” And I aim the gun at his head.
“Ooooooh, you spoilsport.” Mr Loveheart climbs through the window and picks the dead body up by its decomposing foot and begins to drag it out of the front door.
I slam the door shut and peer out of the window. “I’m watching you, Mr Loveheart,” and I waggle the gun at him. He drags the body down the path and rolls it into a ditch, comes back into my house and slumps himself down in the armchair. He sighs. “I’m so bored.”
Mr Lumpy jumps onto his lap and purrs. The traitor!
“I am not providing you with entertainment. Go and play with Detective White and Constable Walnut.”
“But you’re funnier. If I prod you, you squeak!”
“You’re not going to leave, are you?”
“No,” and he strokes Mr Lumpy affectionately.
Boo Boo
I live with Mr Loveheart in his mansion of hearts. They are all over the place. There’s even one on the privy.
We dance round his house like mad bugs.
He dances round my heart.
Me and the mad prince.
Hand in heart, heart in hand. ♥
Loveheart
I walk my gardens. Make Underworld trees appear, red fruit bulge. Wobble and drop off. I lie on wet grass and gaze at the stars, try and count them. Lose track, start again and then fall asleep.
Snore.
Dream of the underneath.
I AM LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD,.
There are sharks swimming
in my head. There are worlds spinning and breaking in my heart.
If you kiss me
you
will
live
forever.
Death
What colour is the devil? You’re about to find out.
Epilogue
Queen Victoria
The answer to Death’s question is royal blue.
It’s a glorious morning; leaves the colour of blood spin outside the window and fall like splatters of a dissection on the grounds of the palace – as though the sky has been sliced with a razor. Is God perhaps a wicked doctor?
There’s a delicate tapping on the door and in slips Mr Hours with his lopsided smile and broken teeth.
“Your Majesty,” and he bows very low. Not low enough, in my opinion.
“What news, Mr Hours?”
“Some rather shocking information, I am afraid,” he replies nervously.
I stare out of the window. “Continue.”
“The Butterfly Club has been uncovered by Scotland Yard. All its members slaughtered. Zedock Heap, the prime minister, decapitated.”
“I see.” But I want to crush the world in my fist. My beautiful Zedock. My beautiful Zedock. I stare out into my gardens; into blood roses. They melt, ooze across the lawn with my rage.
“We are aware who is responsible,” he stutters.
“And WHO is responsible, Mr Hours?” My voice exerts a pressure that makes the glass crack in the windows.
Very quickly he takes out a little piece of paper from his jacket pocket: “Lord Loveheart chopped his head off.”
I AM THE RAGE. I AM THE RAGE. I AM BOILING. The windows shatter. The gardener explodes. The blood fills the garden, seeps into the room, under my slippers. LOVEHEART, LOVEHEART, LOVEHEART, LOVHEART, MY REVENGE will be a horror story. I will stop the earth moving. I will pull the planets down from the sky.
I WILL EAT YOU ALIVE!
“But,” Mr Hours continues trembling, “he was helped by… let me see: a Detective Henry Waxford, Detective Percival White, Constable Walnut and Miss Boo Boo Frogwish.”
The blood continues to fill the palace
“I want them squashed. I want to place my foot on them and squash them into the ground.”
“An excellent suggestion, ma’am,” he stutters.
“Oh, and Mr Hours.”
“Yes?”
“I am very displeased.”
He gives me a crumbling look, as though evaporating from existence. “I’m terribly sorry.”
It shouldn’t come as a surprise really. Men always disappoint me. And he withers away out of the room, leaving me in standing in blood. Leaving me with my rage.
I stare into space. Into your little world. Into the hole of you. The blood rises, wets my skirts, ruins the hem line. My anger is cosmic, if you felt it you would go mad, your brains would melt under its energy. I am your Queen, I am your Queen. Your Mother, England. Come and give me a cuddle. Let me squeeze the air from you.
LET ME BREAK EVERY BONE IN YOU.
I scream and the Palace shakes. The chandelier explodes. Big Ben falls over.
Timelines fragment. The planets wobble in the cosmos.
LOVEHEART, loveheart, Loveheart
Little loveheart, you think you can send me back to Hell?
I AM
BEYOND ALL STARS.
Acknowledgements
BIG thank yous to Bryony, Phil my editor and the other Angry Robots. Also, a cheeky mention to Matt Berry & chocolate for making the world more joyful.