Wendy and Marion were on their feet. She turned to them to include them in her little aura of joy and found herself met by suspicious, hostile faces. For a second the response took her aback as much as Dalziel’s had. Then she put the two together. Divide and rule.
‘Oh, you devious bastard!’ she said.
But when she turned again to purge her collaborative guilt, the devious bastard had already moved out of her reach into the steward’s private quarters.
At first Pedley tried to give Dalziel a bad time.
‘Don’t think I couldn’t see what you were up to. I thought you buggers were up to date now, tape-recorders, computers, proper scientific evidence, not sitting around boozing, listening to drunken gossip. You made a fool out of me, getting the Club open and shut like it were your private bar. Well, you may pull the wool over some silly buggers’ eyes and you may put the fear of God into some others. But you don’t fool me, mister, and you don’t frighten me either. Who the hell do you think you are anyway?’
He ran out of steam and stood glaring down at the seated Dalziel, who returned a gaze of hurt bewilderment.
‘Me? I’m the fellow who’s going to find out what really happened to your little daughter, Mr Pedley.’
Pedley’s response was surprising even to a man who reckoned that only women and lunatics were totally forecastable. He laughed, without much humour, with a great deal of bitter mockery.
‘What am I supposed to do, mister? Drop on t’floor and kiss your boots in gratitude? I’ll tell you what I want from you. I want you to leave it alone!’ He was bellowing now. ‘Can you get that into your thick skull? It can’t all be bone, there’s so much of it you’d fall over every time you stood up!’
Dalziel rose swiftly and brought his bulk menacingly close to the steward.
‘Listen, Pedro,’ he said softly. ‘You may be king of the bar out there, but them buggers expect to be ruled. They may be wild, but in the end they live by the bloody rule book, their own or some other bugger’s.’
‘Meaning you don’t?’ interrupted Pedley disbelievingly.
‘Not by any book you’ve read,’ said Dalziel.
He sat down again as rapidly as he’d risen.
‘So don’t try to treat me like I’m giving you trouble at closing time. If you’ve got summat to say, well, say it, don’t shout it.’
Pedley took a deep breath, then sat down abruptly.
‘It’ll do no good, that’s what I’ve got to say,’ he said. ‘When it happened, I thought I’d never forget. Well, I haven’t. Not a day goes by … but sometimes an hour goes by, mebbe more. And feeling, that changes too. Once if I’d got my hands on whoever took our Tracey, there’s nothing I’d not have done. Nothing. Now … I were glad when they said it were Pickford. Maggie clung on to some daft idea that she’d been kidnapped and would still turn up alive, but I knew from the start she were dead. From the start. So when they said it were probably Pickford and he’d killed himself, I thought: It’s over. A monster, a madman … someone so unnatural he couldn’t live with himself. And the rest of us could at least go on living with each other. Now what are you saying? That it might not have been Pickford after all? Worse, that it may turn out to be someone I knew and liked? Or worse still, that it may turn out to be someone still alive, mebbe someone I’ve been serving beer to all these years and having a joke with, and asking how his family is? Is that what you want me to have to deal with now? Well, I won’t, I tell you. It’d drive me round the twist and I reckon it’d likely kill my Maggie.’
He spoke with a quiet vehemence much more forceful than his earlier shouting.
Dalziel said, ‘There are two ways we can manage this, Pedro. You can refuse to talk to me and then we get a hold of your missus and she can refuse to talk also. Then I pass it on to my bosses to let them sort out any question of impeding the course of justice or owt of that. Or you and me can have a nice cooperative chat and I guarantee no one, not police or Press, will go anywhere near your wife. It’s up to you, lad.’
‘Oh, you cunt,’ said Pedro Pedley.
‘Oh, I could,’ said Dalziel. ‘Now, about your brother-in-law, Harold Satterthwaite …’
Chapter 17
Colin Farr sat up in bed and held his mother’s narrow pale hands loosely between his own.
‘You’ve not asked me if I killed him, Mam,’ he said. ‘Why’s that? Because you’re sure I didn’t? Or because you don’t want to hear the answer?’
‘You’re sometimes so like your father,’ May said sadly.
‘What’s that? Good or bad?’
‘I don’t know. He were always looking to see the inside of things too. No such thing as a straight answer, either giving it or taking it. Always looking for something hidden. And always hiding himself as he looked.’
‘You’re not so bad at ducking a straight question yourself,’ said her son, smiling. But she wasn’t deceived by his smile.
‘How’d you get in anyway?’ asked Colin.
‘That Union lawyer, Mr Wakefield, fixed it. Said if you weren’t being charged, it’d create bad feeling to keep me out.’
‘Threatened them with another riot, did he? Perhaps Wakefield’s not as daft as he looks.’
‘I wish you’d pay heed to him, Col. You need help.’
‘I’m getting it,’ said Farr. ‘Just lying here with lots of time to think and only one thing to think about, that’s a great help. Slaving down that bastard hole all day, then getting pissed to try and forget you’ve got to go back down tomorrow, that doesn’t leave much time for thinking. At sea now, you’ve lots of time for thought …’
‘You’ll go back to sea then when this is all over?’ said May hopefully.
‘So I’ll have more time to think? Depends, doesn’t it?’
‘What on?’
‘On what I’ve got to think about,’ said the young man, laughing strangely. He pulled himself up when he saw the distress on his mother’s face and said with an effort at matter-of-factness, ‘What’s the crack, then? They can’t have had as much fun as this in the village since that parson started flashing at the Reform Chapel.’
‘Everyone’s upset, natural,’ said his mother. ‘Arthur’s been round since first thing …’
‘Didn’t stay the night, then?’
‘No. But if he had done, it’d be my business, not yours.’
‘Sorry,’ said Colin. ‘What’s he reckon to it all, then?’
‘He’s not said much. But he’s been a grand help fending folk off, like.’
‘Oh aye? Well, if you look like a mangy hound, you might as well act like one. Sorry.’
‘You should be. He’s been a good friend.’
‘And that’s all?’
‘How many times do you need told?’ she asked angrily. ‘And don’t you think you would have been told a hundred times in that bloody club if there had been owt going on? Why’s it bother you so much, anyway? Am I supposed to live like a nun just to keep you happy? You ought to practise what you preach. I’ve had a houseful of your fancy women this morning, most on ’em married.’
‘You wha’?’ said Colin, his face contorting into a look of pantomimic amazement. Despite herself, May Farr laughed.
‘All right,’ she said. ‘Only two. That teacher, Mrs Pascoe. Did you know her husband’s a bobby? A CID inspector?’
Now her son was genuinely amazed.
‘What? No, I bloody didn’t, but it explains … or mebbe it doesn’t. Any road, get one thing straight, she’s not my fancy woman.’
‘Suit yourself. She doesn’t seem a bad sort, bit wet behind the ears, though. Your other little friend who called was Stella. I suppose you’re going to say you’ve never laid a finger on her either?’
‘You know that’s been over for years!’
‘Oh aye? And that bother down at the Club? And you visiting that fancy house of hers in broad daylight when you should have been on shift? Social call, were it?’
Farr shook his head in disgust.
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‘Bloody Burrthorpe! The Russkis should send the KGB there for training. Who told you? One of your Action Women, was it? Or that other gabby tart, Downey? All right. Sorry again. Look, what did Stella want?’
‘Just to see how you were, she said. Me, I’m not sure she knew what she wanted. She seemed a bit mixed up. One thing she said was that you’d phoned her last night as well as that Mrs Pascoe.’
‘She said that? And what did she say I said?’
Mrs Farr hesitated, then replied, ‘That’s where she seemed mixed up. I couldn’t make right sense of it. I sent her packing. We’ve got enough trouble without having jealous husbands looking for you with pick-handles.’
‘Gav?’ The young man laughed. ‘Gav’s no bother. We understand each other, me and Gav.’
May Farr looked at him uneasily.
‘I wish I knew what was going on in that head of yours.’
‘Like you wished you could have known what was going on in Dad’s head?’ said Farr savagely.
‘Oh no. Not like that.’
‘But you said we were the same, always hiding ourselves.’
‘Aye, but there were a difference. I knew your dad’s limits. Even if I didn’t know what he was thinking, I knew what he could and what he couldn’t do!’
‘And with me you don’t?’ He didn’t seem displeased with the thought. ‘So you just knew he couldn’t have anything to do with Tracey’s disappearance? That must have been grand for you. Saved you having to lie awake nights wondering why he just dumped her at the bottom of the lane and never bothered to see her properly home!’
She shook her head sadly at his vehemence.
‘Of course I wondered. Of course I asked him. Of course he told me.’
‘Told you? What? And if there’s something to tell, why have I never been told it?’ he demanded.
‘Because of what you are, Colin. Because there’s a wildness in you … and I didn’t want trouble. But it doesn’t matter any longer, does it?’
‘What doesn’t, for Christ’s sake?’
So she told him. He listened without interrupting and when she had finished, he shook his head and forced a smile and said, ‘Even then? By God, you’ve got to give it to them. They must have been real clever, else it would’ve been scrawled all over pit-yard wall.’
‘Is that all you can say?’ demanded May Farr passionately. ‘This is about your dad, about what was going on in his mind, about what he could and couldn’t do! But I shouldn’t need to be telling you this, not you, his own son …’
Her voice broke under the weight of her emotion.
‘Mam, Mam,’ said Colin, drawing her to him. ‘Don’t upset yourself. You’re right. I knew he couldn’t have done it. I’ve always known it. Sometimes you lose sight of things a bit. It’s like being down that bloody pit. Sometimes the dark seems to get inside you so that a lamp’s no good, nowt but the sun will clear it away. You’re the sun, Mam. I see things clear now!’
He kissed her forehead. She pushed him away and wiped the tears from her eyes.
‘You talk daft sometimes, Colin, always did. Is this the way you charm that schoolteacher with your fancy words?’
But she smiled as she spoke to take any sting out of what she said. Now she rose and said, ‘I’ll be off now. I want to talk to that solicitor again. And I want to see the doctor. Is there owt you need, son?’
‘Here? No. I’ll be discharged tomorrow, they reckon. As far as cop-shop at least. Take care, Mam.’
‘You too.’
They exchanged smiles, hers loving, his loving also but with an admixture of something else. She hesitated uneasily, then opened the door. Constable Vessey rose from the chair outside.
‘Did you get a draught from the keyhole then?’ she asked caustically.
He cupped his ear and said, ‘What?’ and grinned, but she was paying no attention to his antics. She’d spotted Gavin Mycroft standing at the end of the corridor, framed against a swirling autumn sky which the tall narrow window tried in vain to give hospital corners to.
‘What’s he doing here?’ she demanded.
‘He’s come to see your boy,’ said Vessey. ‘It’s all right. He’s got permission, like you.’
‘I don’t care if he’s got a letter from the Queen, get him out of here!’
Mycroft had advanced and caught her words. He said, ‘It’s all right, Mrs Farr. No trouble, I promise you. I’ve just come to see how he is. Col says he’d like to see me.’ She looked at him doubtfully. He looked pale and strained but returned her gaze unflinchingly.
‘No trouble,’ he repeated.
‘Hey, is that Gav Mycroft out there?’
It was Colin’s voice through the half-open door.
‘Aye, it’s me,’ said Mycroft, raising his voice.
‘Well, send the bugger in. If I can’t have a telly, I might as well try a bit of live entertainment.’
‘Excuse me,’ said Mycroft, edging past May Farr and into the room. He closed the door firmly behind him. May stood irresolutely looking at it for a while, till Vessey said slyly, ‘Like to take a peek through the keyhole, missus? Be my guest.’
‘Sorry. I can’t get low enough for your kind of work,’ she said.
The constable watched her walk away. Once she was out of sight, he resumed his seat, pulling the chair forward so that his ear came close to the jamb of the door. Not that he could hear anything more than a murmur of voices. It was all right for bloody Wishart telling him to listen, but in these days of electronic bugging, why was he expected to manage without as much as an ear-trumpet? Also it was embarrassing to be spotted by passing nurses in this farcical position.
He jerked upright now as one approached, a little Scottish girl with a satirical tongue.
‘Busy again, I see,’ she said. ‘Too busy for a cup of tea, I dare say.’
‘I could murder one,’ he answered. ‘And I’d make it a mass murder for a quick drag.’
‘Light up here and there’ll likely be a mass murder,’ said the girl. ‘But if you have your cuppa in Sister’s cubbyhole, you’ll be all right with the window open. She’s not around just now.’
Vessey was tempted. Sister’s room was just round the corner and there was no way out from this blank end of the corridor without passing it. With the door open, he could keep as good a watch there as here. As for listening … he applied his ear to the jamb once more. Only the indistinguishable murmur of voices. He looked up into the nurse’s face. The child was choking back her giggles! It was too much.
‘Right,’ he said rising. ‘I reckon I’ve earned a fag. Lead on!’
Chapter 18
When Dalziel finally left the Welfare the first thing he saw across the road was Tommy Dickinson, sitting on the lowest step of the village War Memorial, his head resting on a bronze boot. Beside him sat Wardle.
‘Not waiting for me?’ asked Dalziel genially.
‘You must be joking,’ said Wardle. ‘Waiting for him. I’m not doing my back lifting him.’
‘Very wise.’ Dalziel signalled to his car. As it approached his gaze drifted down the list of names on the Memorial.
‘I thought mining were a reserved occupation,’ he said.
‘There were always plenty who thought the Germans gave you a better chance than the bosses,’ said Wardle.
‘Aye, it helps to know your enemies. Let’s get him in, then.’
‘What? No, it’s all right. Thanks, but I’ll manage him.’
‘Oh aye? Next copper who comes along will likely arrest him for causing an obstruction. Come on, sunshine.’
He reached down and seized Dickinson’s shirt at the neck, giving him the option of rising or being strangled.
‘You coming too?’ he said to Wardle after Tommy had opted for life and allowed himself to be bundled into the back seat.
‘I best had. He lives with his mam and she might be upset.’
‘To see Tommy pissed?’ said Dalziel increduously.
‘To see the compa
ny he got pissed in,’ said Wardle.
‘You’re a puzzle to me, Mr Wardle,’ said Dalziel. ‘I mean, you try to be like the rest of ’em, knee-jerk reaction to the sodding pigs, that sort of thing. But that’s not you really, is it?’
‘You’d better not start thinking I love you buggers, mister,’ said Wardle.
‘No. But you love order, I’d say. I bet you ran around during the Strike kicking people into line, making sure things were done according to the book.’
‘You lot could have done with some of that.’
‘I dare say. They brought a lot of cockneys up from the Stink, but, Bloody Cossacks, them lot. All they know is pillage and rape. Well, they’re back in the compound now and it’s sweetness and light time again.’
‘You’re a fucking optimist,’ said Wardle.
‘Not me, friend. But I’d say that you were, Neil, lad. Which makes your attitude … disappointing.’
‘I’m sorry. I’ll try to be nicer. Here we are. Next to the street lamp. Thanks a lot. We’ll be OK now.’
‘No. No. We’ll see him safe inside. Hello, lass. Here’s your wandering boy come home.’
He helped the semi-conscious miner past the diminutive woman who’d appeared on the front step, and laid him on a sofa in the tiny living-room.
‘My advice is leave him here with a bucket by his head. Once he’s spewed, kick him up to bed. Lovely place you’ve got here, lass. And you keep it real nice. I’ll just get myself a glass of water from the kitchen then I’ll be on my way.’
He went through to the kitchen. Behind him he heard the woman say, ‘Who’s that daft bugger?’ but Wardle was too keen to come after him to reply.
He found Dalziel standing looking out on to the long narrow back garden. A stretch of lawn petered out into a rectangle of vegetables. At the juncture of grass and earth stood the grey remains of a small bonfire.
‘Good for your greens, a bit of ash,’ said Dalziel.
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