by Greg Keyes
When she was pretty sure no one was looking, she slipped the skraw the note. “I want the pearl-colored ones next time,” she said. “Do you understand?”
“Yes, lady,” the skraw replied.
“Good,” she said, and left the dock.
She returned to the kitchens, did her portion of the dinner—Lord Irrel only ate one meal a day—and then went back to the tree-wine vats. With no hesitation at all she made eight vials of tonic. She put four in her pocket and the rest in the cabinet, and it was all very much like moving in a dream, detached, without fear, as if the poisoning had somehow made her invulnerable.
It had certainly made her less visible. Toel didn’t speak to her at all, and Slyr kept her distance, although she did occasionally catch the other woman looking at her with what was probably disdain.
But it didn’t matter. It just didn’t matter.
She slept alone again that night, and the next morning she had a reply from Glim.
Midnight tonight. Meet me at the dock.
Something struck his feet, and Treb’s knees buckled, taking him straight down on his face in a bed of yellow wildflowers that smelled like skunk. He and Sul were on a hillside covered in various colorful blossoms and odd, twisting trees with caps like mushrooms.
They were on a jagged island in a furious sea beneath a sky half-filled with a jade moon.
They were on an island of ash and shattered stone, still surrounded by water, but this water appeared to be boiling. The steaming air stank of hard minerals, and the sky was bleak and gray.
Sul just stood there, studying the ground, kicking at what looked like a shallow excavation, but he didn’t appear surprised.
“Are we trapped again?” Attrebus asked.
“No,” Sul grated. “We’ve arrived. Welcome to Vivec City.” He spat into the ash.
“I thought we were still in Oblivion.”
“This doesn’t look homey to you?”
“I—” He took in the scene again.
The island stood in the center of a bay that was close to perfectly circular, with a rim standing somewhat higher than the island except in one place where it opened into a sea or larger lake. It reminded him of the volcanic crater he’d once seen on a trip to Hammerfell.
To the left, beyond the rim, the land rose up in rugged mountains.
“Don’t you see the how beautiful she is, this city?” Sul snapped. “Can’t you see the canals, the gondoliers?” He stabbed his finger out across the bay. “Don’t you see the great cantons, each building a city in itself? And here, right here—the High Fane, the palace, the Ministry of Truth—all for you to gaze upon that you might wonder.”
Attrebus bowed his head a bit. “I’m sorry, Sul. I meant no disrespect. I’m sorry for what happened here.”
“You’ve nothing to be sorry for as regards to this place,” Sul said. “But there are those who must account.”
His voice sounded harsher than usual.
“You might have warned me about the fall, back in Hircine’s realm,” Attrebus said, hoping to lighten the mood.
To his surprise, it seemed to work. A hint of a grin pulled at Sul’s lips.
“I told you it was harder to get to,” the Dunmer reminded him.
“Just a tiny bit harder, I guess.”
“It’s done now.”
“I wish Lesspa—” He stopped, realizing he didn’t want to talk about that. Not long ago he’d had his arms around her waist, felt the breath in her, heard the savage joy of her cry. To think of her, torn and cold, her eyes staring at nothing …
“We’d be dead now if it weren’t for her,” Sul said. “The Khajiit didn’t hold them for long, but it was long enough. We could have died with her, but then what about Umbriel, Annaïg, your father’s empire? You’re a prince, Attrebus. People die for princes. Get used to it.”
“It wasn’t even her fight.”
“She thought it was. You made her believe it was.”
“And that’s supposed to make me feel better.”
Sul’s softer mood broke as quickly as it had formed. “Why in the world would any of this be about making you feel better? A leader doesn’t do things to make himself ‘feel better.’ You do what you should, what you must.”
Attrebus felt the rebuke almost like a physical blow. It left him speechless for a moment. Then he nodded.
“How do we find this sword?” he asked. He waved his hands about. “I mean, in all of this ruin …”
Sul studied him angrily for a moment, then looked away.
“I was a servant of Prince Azura,” he said. “Insomuch as I serve anyone, I suppose I still serve her. I wandered for years through Oblivion until she gave me haven in her realm, and there I slowly went mad. For a daedra prince, she is kind, especially to those she takes a liking to. She knew I wanted vengeance, and she gave me visions to help me achieve it. I did her services in the other realms. I settled problems for her, and in the end she promised to let me go, to act on what knowledge she had given me. She didn’t. She decided to keep me, one of her favorite playthings.”
“And so you escaped her, as you escaped Vile’s realm.”
“Yes. And yet, even though I am no longer in her realm or direct service, she still sends me the visions. Sometimes to aid, sometimes to taunt, never enough to be fully helpful. But she has no love for our enemy, and because of that I trust her more often than not.”
“And she showed you where the sword is?”
“Yes.”
Attrebus frowned. “You were here before, when you escaped Oblivion. Why didn’t you find the sword then?”
“This is all controlled by Argonians now,” he said, “although they obviously don’t live here. But they do have some ritual associated with this crater, what is now called the Scathing Bay. I arrived here during the ritual, so after running through half the realms of Oblivion, I had to keep running until they gave up, somewhere in the Valus Mountains. After that I … delayed coming back here. It’s not easy to see this.”
“I can understand that,” Treb said.
“You can’t, really,” Sul replied. “Wait here. I need to do something. Alone.”
“Even if you find the sword, how do we get across this boiling water?”
“Don’t worry about that,” Sul said. “I’ve been here before, remember?
Occupy yourself. Keep an eye out for Umbriel. I’ll find the sword.”
He watched Sul pick his way across the island until he vanished behind an upjut. He looked off across the waters south, toward where Umbriel ought to be, but saw nothing but low-hanging clouds, so he sat down and went through his haversack, looking for food.
He was chewing on a bit of bread when Coo cried softly. He pulled the mechanical bird out, and to his delight found himself staring at the image of Annaïg’s face. Her eyebrows were steepled and she looked pale, and then her eyes widened and she started to cry.
“You’re there!” she mumbled.
“Yes,” Attrebus said. “I’m here. Are you all right?”
“I didn’t cry until now,” she said. “I haven’t cried since before any of this began. I’ve kept it locked … I—” She broke off, sobbing uncontrollably.
He reached forward, as if to comfort her, but realized, of course, that he couldn’t. It was heart-wrenching to watch such pain and not be able to do anything.
“It’s going to be fine,” he ventured. “Everything’s going to be fine.”
She nodded, but kept crying for another long moment before finally regaining control of her voice.
“I’m sorry,” she said, still sniffling.
“Don’t be,” he said. “I can only imagine what you’ve been through.”
“I’ve tried to be brave,” she said. “To learn the things you’ll need to know. But I have to leave this place now. I thought I was fine until I saw you. I thought I wasn’t afraid anymore. But I am.”
“Who wouldn’t be?” Treb soothed. “Can you? Can you leave?”
“I’ve re-created the solution that allowed me to fly, and I’ve found a way to Glim—and he’s found a place where we can get out. I … I don’t think I can wait until you reach us. We’re leaving tonight.”
“But that’s perfect,” Attrebus said. “I’m in Morrowind. I think you’re coming straight to us.”
“You’re in our path?”
“My companion thinks so.”
“Well you can’t stay there,” she said. “I told you what it does.”
“Don’t worry about us,” he said. “When you escape, I’ll find you. I’ll let you know which way to fly. Yes?”
She nodded.
“I thought you might be dead,” he said. “I kept trying to contact you—”
“I lost my locket,” she said. “But I got it back.”
“So you’re leaving tonight?” he asked.
“That’s the plan,” she said, wiping her eyes.
“And are you alone right now?”
“For the moment,” she said. “Someone might come, and then I’ll have to hide the locket.”
“Fine, I’ll understand when you have to go. But until then, tell me what’s been happening. Tell me how you are.”
And he listened as she told him her tale in her sweet lilting voice, and he realized how very much he had missed it. Missed her.
Sul trudged to the other side of the island, trying not to let his rage blot out his ability to think. It wasn’t enough that the ministry fell; the impact caused the volcano that was the heart and namesake of Vvardenfell to explode. Ash, lava, and tidal waves had done their work, and when that was calmed, the Argonians had come, eager to repay what survived of his people for millennia of abuse and enslavement.
Of course, those that had settled in southern Morrowind were likely regretting it now, as Umbriel moved over their villages.
That didn’t help, though, did it?
He looked again at the size of the crater. How fast had the ministry been traveling? Did she feel anything? Had Ilzheven known who killed her?
Find the sword. Kill Vuhon. Then it would be over.
He remembered the ingenium exploding; it had expanded and distorted first, and then all he had known was a sort of flash. Then he and Vuhon were elsewhere, in Oblivion.
In his vision, Azura had shown him that again, shown him Umbra hurling the blade through the vanishing portal—and then the scene changed, and he’d seen the sword, lying on shattered stone. He saw it covered by a few feet of ash.
But he and Attrebus had come through the weak spot left by the portal, just as he had a few years earlier, just as the sword must have. It was a tricky spot, because the ingenium had been exploding at the same instant the ministry finished its ages-long fall, so rather than a spot or sphere, the rift was more like a shaft, most of it underground. If he hadn’t seen the sword on the surface, he would have imagined it entombed beneath his feet.
But it hadn’t been where he’d seen it; there wasn’t enough ash, and then there was what looked like an excavation. He hadn’t had time to notice that when he appeared in the midst of the Argonians, but this time it took only a few seconds to realize that someone had already taken Umbra.
He could almost hear Azura laughing, because she knew what he had to do next.
His lover formed like a column of dust, like the whirlwinds in the ashlands, tightening in circumference as her presence intensified, until at last each delicate curve of her face drifted before him. Only her eyes held color, and those were like the last fading of a sunset.
“Ilzheven,” he whispered, and the eyes flickered a bit brighter.
“I am here,” she said. It was a mere wisp of sound, but it was her voice, the only music he remembered from that long-ago life. “I am always here. A part of this.” Her face softened.
“I know you, Ezhmaar,” she said. “What has happened to you, my love?”
“Time still passes for me,” he replied, angry at his voice for the way it quavered. “Much has happened to me in its grip.”
“It is not time that has hurt you so,” she said. “What have you done to yourself, Ezhmaar?” She reached to touch his face, and he felt it as a faint, cool breeze.
“Is it still there?” she went on. “The house where we learned each other? In the bamboo grove, where the waters trickled cold from the mountains and the larkins sang?”
His throat closed and for a moment he couldn’t answer.
“I haven’t seen it since we last were there together,” he finally managed. But he knew it couldn’t be. Not as close as the valley had been to the volcano.
“It is still here,” she said, lightly touching her chest. “That place, my love—our love.”
He touched his own breast, but couldn’t say anything for fear of undoing himself, just when he most needed all of his strength.
“I don’t have long, Ilzheven,” he said. “I need to ask you something.”
“I will answer you if I can,” she said.
“There was a sword here, in the ash. It fell after the impact. Can you tell me what became of it?”
Her gaze went off past him and stayed there for so long he feared he couldn’t hold her present any longer. But then she spoke again.
“Rain exposed the hilt, and men found it. Dunmer, searching this place. They took it with them.”
“Where?”
“North, toward the Sea of Ghosts. The bearer wore a signet ring with a draugr on it.”
He felt his grip loosening. Ilzheven reached for him again, but her fingers became dust and blew off on the breeze.
“Let it go,” she whispered. “Do no more harm to yourself.”
“You don’t understand,” he said.
“I am part of this place,” she said. “I know all that happened, and I beg you for the love we shared, let it go.”
“I cannot,” he said, as her face was erased by the wind. He stood there for a long time, fighting his shame, hardening his heart. It would not do for Attrebus to see him like this.
But it had been so good to hear her voice. He missed that most of all.
“I have to go,” Annaïg said suddenly. “I hear someone coming. Keep well.”
“Take care,” he said, “don’t …” But she was already gone. He held the bird for a few more moments, thinking that perhaps she’d been mistaken and they could resume their conversation.
After a few minutes he gave up and replaced Coo in his sack. Then he looked off what he guessed to be south, where the crater opened into what must be the Inner Sea, if he remembered his geography lessons correctly.
Something about the scene struck him as peculiar—other than the boiling of the water and all—but at first he couldn’t place it. Then he realized what he was seeing was the top of a mountain, peeking through the clouds.
Peeking through the bottom of the clouds.
“Oh, no,” he whispered.
From Annaïg’s description, he’d thought he would see it coming, even with the clouds—where were the flashing threads, the larvae diving down? But that would only happen if something alive was below it, and there wasn’t anything living here, was there?
He smelled boiled meat and tracked his gaze back to the water.
Things were coming out of Scathing Bay.
North, beyond the Sea of Ghosts, Sul reflected. That probably meant Soulstheim. That would have to be overland or by sea, then. He didn’t have a handy path through Oblivion to reach the islands. He wondered if all of the inner sea was boiling.
He heard Attrebus shouting.
Swearing, he drew his sword and ran toward where he’d left the prince. He nearly ran into him on the rise.
“It’s here!” Attrebus shouted. “The damned thing is already here!”
Sul gazed toward the water, at the lumbering monsters that had once been living flesh. It would be hard to tell what most of them had been if it weren’t for their tails.
“That way off of the island you were talking about?” Attrebus asked.
“T
he way we came,” Sul replied. “We have to fight our way back to the spot where we arrived.”
“That’s … not good. Do you have any arts that will allow us to swim in scalding water?”
“No.”
Sul saw that he was scared, and that he was trying not to be.
“The longer we wait, the harder it will be,” Sul said. He reached into his sack and produced his ointment, redabbing their brows. “We cut a path to our arrival point,” he said. “That’s all we have to do. Just stay alive that long.”
“Let’s go, then,” Attrebus said.
TEN
When Colin heard the tap of hard-soled shoes, he whispered the name of Nocturnal and felt the shadows around him; felt the moonlight press them down through the marble of the palace to kiss the camp, gritty cobblestones, felt them enter his eyes and mouth and nostrils until he was a shadow himself. Felt them drape across the woman who emerged into the courtyard from the office of the minister.
He padded after her. She was cloaked and cowled, but he knew her walk; he’d been watching her for days. Not for long at a time, because he had cases to attend to. Marall had been right about that—he’d been pulled from the business concerning Prince Attrebus immediately.
But he wasn’t quite willing to let it go, was he? He couldn’t even say why.
So he’d found the woman Gulan had spoken to that last time, an assistant to the minister. Her name was Letine Arese, a petite blond woman of thirty years. He’d learned her habits, how she moved, when she left the ministry evenings, where she went after.
Tonight, as he’d expected, she was breaking all of her patterns. Leaving at eight instead of six. Going northeast toward the Market District instead of heading for the Foaming Flask for a drink with her sister and assorted friends.
She wound her way through the crowds of the market district, and Colin became less a shadow and more a nobody—there, avoided if necessary, but not really remarked. After a time she left the arteries for the veins, and then capillaries, where once again it was him and her and shadow.