“Here!” he said. “Here’s a gauze pad and some tape. Can you manage it yourself?”
She started to sit up. He placed the first aid pack beside her, and backed to the door. She fumbled in the kit, and whimpered while she taped the pad in place.
“There’s a tourniquet in there, too. Use it if the bleeding’s worse.”
She looked up to watch his silhouette against the darkening evening sky. “Thanks… thanks a lot, mister. I’m grateful. I promise not to touch you. Not if you don’t want me to.”
Shivering, he moved back to the cab. Why did they always get that insane idea that they were doing their victims a favor by giving them the neural plague? Not if you don’t want me to. He shuddered as he drove away. She felt that way now, while the pain robbed her of the craving, but later—unless he got rid of her quickly—she would come to feel that she owed it to him—as a favor. The disease perpetuated itself by arousing such strange delusions in its bearer. The microorganisms’ methods of survival were indeed highly specialized. Paul felt certain that such animalicules had not evolved on Earth.
A light gleamed here and there along the Alvin-Galveston highway—oil lamps, shining from lonely cottages whose occupants had not felt the pressing urgency of the crowded city. But he had no doubt that to approach one of the farmhouses would bring a rifle bullet as a welcome. Where could he find help for the girl? No one would touch her but another dermie. Perhaps he could unhitch the trailer and leave her in downtown Galveston, with a sign hung on the back—“Wounded dermie inside.” The plague victims would care for their own—if they found her.
He chided himself again for worrying about her. Saving her life didn’t make him responsible for her… did it?
After all, if she lived, and the leg healed, she would only prowl in search of healthy victims again. She would never be rid of the disease, nor would she ever die of it—so far as anyone knew. The death rate was high among dermies, but the cause was usually a bullet.
Paul passed a fork in the highway and knew that the bridge was just ahead. Beyond the channel lay Galveston Island, once brightly lit and laughing in its role as seaside resort—now immersed in darkness. The wind whipped at the truck from the southwest as the road led up onto the wide causeway. A faint glow in the east spoke of a moon about to rise. He saw the wide structure of the drawbridge just ahead.
Suddenly be clutched at the wheel, smashed furiously down on the brake, and tugged the emergency back. The tires howled ahead on the smooth concrete, and the force threw him forward over the wheel. Dusty water swirled far below where the upward folding gates of the drawbridge had once been. He skidded to a stop ten feet from the end. When he climbed out, the girl was calling weakly from the trailer, but he walked to the edge and looked over. Someone had done a job with dynamite.
Why, he wondered. To keep islanders on the island, or to keep mainlanders off? Had another Doctor Georgelle started his own small nation in Galveston? It seemed more likely that the lower island dwellers had done the demolition.
He looked back at the truck. An experienced truckster might be able to swing it around all right, but Paul was doubtful. Nevertheless, he climbed back in the cab and tried it. Half an hour later he was hopelessly jammed, with the trailer twisted aside and the cab wedged near the sheer drop to the water. He gave it up and went back to inspect his infected cargo.
She was asleep, but moaning faintly. He prodded her awake with the jack-handle. “Can you crawl, kid? If you can, come back to the door.”
She nodded, and began dragging herself toward the flashlight. She clenched her lip between her teeth to keep from whimpering, but her breath came as a voiced murmur… nnnng… nnnng…
She sagged weakly when she reached the entrance, and or a moment he thought she had fainted. Then she looked up. “What next, skipper?” she panted.
“I… I don’t know. Can you let yourself down to the pavement?”
She glanced over the edge and shook her head. “With a rope, maybe. There’s one back there someplace. If you’re scared of me, I’ll try to crawl and get it.”
“Hands to yourself?” he asked suspiciously; then he thanked the darkness for hiding the heat of shame that crawled to his face.
“I won’t…”
He scrambled into the trailer quickly and brought back the rope. “I’ll climb up on top and let it down in front of you. Grab hold and let yourself down.”
A few minutes later she was sitting on the concrete causeway looking at the wrecked draw. “Oh!” she muttered as he scrambled down from atop the trailer. “I thought you just wanted to dump me here. We’re stuck, huh?”
“Yeah! We might swim it, but doubt if you could make it.”
“I’d try…” She paused, cocking her head slightly. “There’s a boat moored under the bridge. Right over there.”
“What makes you think so?”
“Water lapping against wood. Listen.” Then she shook her head. “I forgot. You’re not hyper.”
“I’m not what?” Paul listened. The water sounds seemed homogeneous.
“Hyperacute. Sharp senses. You know, it’s one of the symptoms.”
He nodded, remembering vaguely that he’d heard something to that effect—but he’d chalked it up as hallucinatory phenomenon. He walked to the rail and shone his light toward the water. The boat was there—tugging its rope taut from the mooring as the tide swirled about it. The bottom was still fairly dry, indicating that a recent rower had crossed from the island to the mainland.
“Think you can hold onto the rope if I let you down?” he called.
She gave him a quick glance, then picked up the end she had previously touched and tied a loop about her waist. She began crawling toward the rail. Paul fought down a crazy urge to pick her up and carry her; plague be damned. But he had already left himself dangerously open to contagion. Still, he felt the drumming charges of conscience… depart from me, ye accursed, for I was sick and you visited me not…
He turned quickly away, and began knotting the end of the rope about the rail. He reminded himself that any sane person would desert her at once, and swim on to safety. Yet, he could not. In the oversized clothing she looked like a child, hurt and helpless. Paul knew the demanding arrogance that could possess the wounded: help me, you’ve got to help me, you damn merciless bastard!… No, don’t touch me there, damn you! Too many times, he had heard the sick curse the physician, and the injured curse the rescuer. Blind aggression, trying to strike back at pain.
But the girl made no complaint except the involuntary hurt sounds. She asked nothing, and accepted his aid with a wide-eyed gratitude that left him weak. He thought that it would be easier to leave her if she would only beg, or plead, or demand.
“Can you start me swinging a little?” she called as he lowered her toward the water.
Paul’s eyes probed the darkness below, trying to sort the shadows, to make certain which was the boat. He used both hands to feed out the rope, and the light laid on the rail only seemed to blind him. She began swinging herself pendulum-wise somewhere beneath him.
“When I say ‘ready,’ let me go!” she shrilled.
“You’re not going to drop!”
“Have to! Boat’s out further. Got to swing for it. I can’t swim, really.”
“But you’ll hurt your—”
“Ready!”
Paul still clung to the rope. “I’ll let you down into the water and you can hang onto the rope. I’ll dive, and then pull you into the boat.”
“Uh-uh! You’d have to touch me. You don’t want that, do you? Just a second now… one more swing… ready!”
He let the rope go. With a clatter and a thud, she hit the boat. Three sharp cries of pain clawed at him. Then—muffled sobbing.
“Are you all right?”
Sobs. She seemed not to hear him.
“Jeezis!” He sprinted for the brink of the drawbridge and dived out over the deep channel. How far… down… down…. Icy water stung his body with sharp whi
ps, then opened to embrace him. He fought to the surface and swam toward the dark shadow of the boat. The sobbing had subsided. He grasped the prow and hauled himself dripping from the channel. She was lying curled in the bottom of the boat.
“Kid… you all right, kid?”
“Sorry… I’m such a baby,” she gasped, and dragged herself back to the stern.
Paul found a paddle, but no oars. He cast off and began digging water toward the other side, but the tide tugged them relentlessly away from the bridge. He gave it up and paddled toward the distant shore. “You know anything about Galveston?” he called—mostly to reassure himself that she was not approaching him in the darkness with the death-gray hands.
“I used to come here for the summer, I know a little about it.”
Paul urged her to talk while he plowed toward the island. Her name was Willie, and she insisted that it was for Willow, not for Wilhelmina. She came from Dallas, and claimed she was a salesman’s daughter who was done in by a traveling farmer. The farmer, she explained, was just a wandering dermie who had caught her napping by the roadside. He had stroked her arms until she awoke, then had run away, howling with glee.
“That was three weeks ago,” she said. “If I’d had a gun, I’d have dropped him. Of course, I know better now.”
Paul shuddered and paddled on. “Why did you head south?”
“I was coming here.”
“Here? To Galveston?”
“Uh-huh. I heard someone say that a lot of nuns were coming to the island. I thought maybe they’d take me in.”
The moon was high over the lightless city, and the tide had swept the small boat far east from the bridge by the time Paul’s paddle dug into the mud beneath the shallow water. He bounded out and dragged the boat through thin marsh grass onto the shore. Fifty yards away, a ramshackle fishing cottage lay sleeping in the moonlight.
“Stay here, Willie,” he grunted. “I’ll find a couple of boards or something for crutches.”
He rummaged about through a shed behind the cottage and brought back a wheelbarrow. Moaning and laughing at once, she struggled into it, and he wheeled her to the house, humming a verse of Rickshaw Boy.
“You’re a funny guy, Paul. I’m sorry… “ She jiggled her tousled head in the moonlight, as if she disapproved of her own words.
Paul tried the cottage door, kicked it open, then walked the wheelbarrow up three steps and into a musty room. He struck a match, found an oil lamp with a little kerosene, and lit it. Willie caught her breath.
He looked around. “Company,” he grunted.
The company sat in a fragile rocker with a shawl about her shoulders and a shotgun between her knees. She had been dead at least a month. The charge of buckshot had sieved the ceiling and spattered it with bits of gray hair and brown blood.
“Stay here,” he told the girl tonelessly. “I’ll try to get a dermie somewhere—one who knows how to sew a tendon. Got any ideas?”
She was staring with a sick face at the old woman. “Here? With—”
“She won’t bother you,” he said as he gently disentangled the gun from the corpse. He moved to a cupboard and found a box of shells behind an orange teapot. “I may not be back, but I’ll send somebody.”
She buried her face in her plague-stained hands, and he stood for a moment watching her shoulders shiver. “Don’t worry… I will send somebody.” He stepped to the porcelain sink and pocketed a wafer-thin sliver of dry soap.
“What’s that for?” she muttered, looking up again.
He thought of a lie, then checked it. “To wash you off of me,” he said truthfully. “I might have got too close. Soap won’t do much good, but I’ll feel better.” He looked at the corpse coolly. “Didn’t do her much good. Buckshot’s the best antiseptic all right.”
Willie moaned as he went out the door. He heard her crying as he walked down to the waterfront. She was still crying when he waded back to shore, after a thorough scrubbing. He was sorry he’d spoken cruelly, but it was such a damned relief to get rid of her.
With the shotgun cradled on his arm, he began putting distance between himself and the sobbing. But the sound worried his ears, even after he realized that he was no longer hearing her.
He strode a short distance inland past scattered fishing shanties, then took the highway toward the city whose outskirts he was entering. It would be at least an hour’s trek to the end of the island where he would be most likely to encounter someone with medical training. The hospitals were down there, the medical school, the most likely place for any charitable nuns—if Willie’s rumor were true. Paul meant to capture a dermie doctor or nurse and force the amorous-handed maniac at gun-point to go to Willie’s aid. Then he would be done with her. When she stopped hurting, she would start craving—and he had no doubt that he would be the object of her manual affections.
The bay was wind-chopped in the moonglow, no longer glittering from the lights along 61st Street. The oleanders along Broadway were choked up with weeds. Cats or rabbits rustled in the tousled growth that had been a carefully tended parkway.
Paul wondered why the plague had chosen Man, and not the lower animals. It was true that an occasional dog or cow was seen with the plague, but the focus was upon humanity. And the craving to spread the disease was Man-directed, even in animals. It was as if the neural entity deliberately sought out the species with the most complex nervous system. Was its onslaught really connected with the meteorite swarm? Paul believed that it was.
In the first place, the meteorites had not been predicted. They were not a part of the regular cosmic bombardment. And then there was the strange report that they were manufactured projectiles, teeming with frozen microorganisms which came alive upon thawing. In these days of tumult and confusion, however, it was hard. Nevertheless Paul believed it. Neuroderm had no first cousins among Earth diseases.
What manner of beings, then, had sent such a curse? Potential invaders? If so, they were slow in coming. One thing was generally agreed upon by the scientists: the missiles had not been “sent” from another solar planet. Their direction upon entering the atmosphere was wrong. They could conceivably have been fired from an interplanetary launching ship, but their velocity was about equal to the theoretical velocity which a body would obtain in falling sunward from the near-infinite distance. This seemed to hint the projectiles had come from another star.
Paul was startled suddenly by the flare of a match from the shadow of a building. He stopped dead still in the street. A man was leaning against the wall to light a cigarette. He flicked the match out, and Paul watched the cigarette-glow make an arc as the man waved at him.
“Nice night, isn’t it?” said the voice from the darkness.
Paul stood exposed in the moonlight, carrying the shotgun at the ready. The voice sounded like that of an adolescent, not fully changed to its adult timbre. If the youth wasn’t a dermie, why wasn’t he afraid that Paul might be one? And if he was a dermie, why wasn’t he advancing in the hope that Paul might be as yet untouched?
“I said, ‘Nice night, isn’t it?’ Whatcha carrying the gun for? Been shooting rabbits?”
Paul moved a little closer and fumbled for his flash-light. Then he threw its beam on the slouching figure in the shadows. He saw a young man, perhaps sixteen, reclining against the wall. He saw the pearl-gray face that characterized the final and permanent stage of neuroderm! He stood frozen to the spot a dozen feet away from the youth, who blinked perplexedly into the light. The kid was assuming automatically that he was another dermie! Paul tried to keep him blinded while he played along with the fallacy.
“Yeah, it’s a nice night. You got any idea where I can find a doctor?”
The boy frowned. “Doctor? You mean you don’t know?”
“Know what? I’m new here.”
“New? Oh…” the boy’s nostrils began twitching slightly, as if he were sniffing at the night air. “Well, most of the priests down at Saint Mary’s were missionaries. They’re all doctors.
Why? You sick?”
“No, there’s a girl… But never mind. How do I get there? And are any of them dermies?”
The boy’s eyes wandered peculiarly, and his mouth fell open, as if he had been asked why a circle wasn’t square. “You are new, aren’t you? They’re all dermies, if you want to call them that. Wh—” Again the nostrils were flaring. He flicked the cigarette away suddenly and inhaled a slow draught of the breeze. “I… I smell a non-hyper,” he muttered.
Paul started to back away. His scalp bristled a warning. The boy advanced a step toward him. A slow beam of anticipation began to glow in his face. He bared his teeth in a wide grain of pleasure.
“You’re not a hyper yet,” he hissed, moving forward. “I’ve never had a chance to touch a nonhyper…”
“Stay back, or I’ll kill you!”
The lad giggled and came on, talking to himself. “The padre says it’s wrong, but you smell so… so… ugh…” He flung himself forward with a low throaty cry.
Paul sidestepped the charge and brought the gun barrel down across the boy’s head. The dermie sprawled howling in the street. Paul pushed the gun close to his face, but the youth started up again. Paul jabbed viciously with the barrel, and felt it strike and tear. “I don’t want to have to blow your head off—”
The boy howled and fell back. He crouched panting on his hands and knees, head hung low, watching a dark puddle of blood gather on the pavement from a deep gash across his cheek. “Whatcha wanta do that for?” he whimpered. “I wasn’t gonna hurt you.” His tone was that of a wronged and rejected suitor.
“Now, where’s Saint Mary’s? Is that one of the hospitals? How do I get there?” Paul had backed to a safe distance and was covering the youth with the gun.
“Straight down Broadway… to the Boulevard… you’ll see it down that neighborhood. About the fourth street, I think.” The boy looked up, and Paul saw the extent of the gash. It was deep and ragged, and the kid was crying.
“Get up! You’re going to lead me there.”
Pain had blanketed the call of the craving. The boy struggled to his feet, pressed a handkerchief against the wound, and with an angry glance at Paul, he set out down the road. Paul followed ten yards behind.
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