“Okay.”
They headed out the back door into the still-light evening. The air was warm, the sky clear. The sun had nearly sunk into the horizon. Tall trees that nearly touched in the center of the street provided an early twilight.
Across the street two boys rode their bikes in their driveway. A young girl threw a ball to her baby sister. Windows were open and the sounds of televisions and conversation drifted out into the night. The scent of flowers and freshly cut grass mingled with the smells of charcoal and grilling burgers.
“This is a nice neighborhood,” Lily said as she laced her fingers with his. “Will you miss it?”
“No.”
Not when the alternative was being with her. He didn’t know what was going to happen with Lily—he couldn’t predict the future. All that he knew for sure was that they finally had a chance and he was going to do his damnedest to make it work.
* * *
“This feels really familiar,” Jake grumbled as he carried a box into the house the following week. “Didn’t we just move?”
Lily set down the small suitcase she’d brought and glanced around the newly carpeted living room. “We just moved me. Now we’re moving you.”
“It feels the same.”
“The difference is now I get to have your grandmother’s hutch in my dining room.”
He grunted. “That’s the entire reason you married me, isn’t it?”
She laughed. “It is a great hutch.”
“Figures.”
He set the box against the wall, then left to get the next one. While a couple of guys from the fire station would help him move the big pieces over the weekend, she and Jake were moving his clothes and a few little things before then.
The floors had been pronounced dry on Monday, with the carpet going in that afternoon. Now it was late Tuesday and she and Jake were officially moving into her new house.
Make that their house.
In the past couple of days life had returned to normal. She and Jake were once again comfortable together. She loved spending time with him and if looking at him made her body go up in flames, well, they would have to work that through. Once the baby was born and she was back to her fighting weight, she would do whatever she could to seduce her husband into her bed. Until then, she would consider this situation a chance to build character and self-control.
She walked into the kitchen to check out the hot water. The new water heater had been delivered and hooked up the previous week.
She turned on the hot tap and waited a few seconds. Sure enough the water quickly went from warm to too hot to touch.
“Perfect,” she murmured and reached for the tap.
It came off in her hand.
Lily stared from the metal piece in her hand to the gushing hot water. This was not happening. It couldn’t be! But it was. Water flowed happily, with no signs of stopping.
She heard the front door open, then a string of swear words.
“What happened?” she asked as she hurried to the front of the house.
Jake set down another box and held out his hand. The door knob rested on his palm. She held out the tap. They looked at each other and started to laugh.
By nine that evening, they’d found three more problems and fixed those most pressing. The downstairs bathroom door wouldn’t stay closed, the laundry-room sink was clogged and the window in the den wouldn’t open.
“Back to buyer’s remorse?” Jake asked her as they stretched out in the family room.
“No. All of this stuff is really small.”
“I agree. The basic structure is sound and that’s what matters.”
“And there’s new carpeting.”
“You also have a new roof,” Jake reminded her.
“We have a new roof,” she said. “And a new water heater and newly refinished hardwood floors.”
He grinned. “Oh, so now it’s our house.”
“Absolutely. Did you think I was dealing with all this alone?”
“I guess not, but Lil? Next time let’s get a new house.”
She chuckled. “Promise.”
Trying not to read too much into the phrase “next time,” trying not to hope this meant Jake thought they had a chance for a future, she excused herself to go take a shower.
At least their friendship had been restored. That was a big first step. The rest of it could take care of itself.
She entered the master bath and sighed with delight as she took in the new tiles. Jake had done a terrific job with the pattern and had even put a border on the floor by the tub and vanity so it looked as if there was a tile rug in place. She crossed to the shower and turned on the water, then quickly undressed and stepped into the spray.
Ten minutes later she felt relaxed and ready for bed. She grabbed the handle to turn off the shower. Nothing happened. Oh the handle turned easily enough, but the water didn’t stop. It didn’t even slow.
Lily started to giggle. This could not be happening. The giggle got louder and turned into a laugh. Soon she was laughing so hard, she couldn’t move. Her breath came in gasps. This was just so typical, she thought, still laughing.
“Lily?” Jake pounded on the bathroom door. “Are you all right?”
“F-fine,” she said, trying to catch her breath and get control. “It’s the shower.”
“What? I can’t hear you. What’s wrong? I’m coming in.”
She weakly gestured that it was all right, then realized two things. First, he couldn’t see what she was doing and second, that she was naked.
She grabbed for a towel just as the bathroom door opened. A very worried-looking Jake stepped into the steamy room.
“What’s wrong? Are you hurt? Is it the baby?”
She was still laughing and it was too difficult to speak, so she waved at the shower.
As he moved toward her, she pulled the towel up in front of herself and stepped out of the way.
He tried the handle, swore and spun it around in a complete circle.
“Does even one damn thing in this house work?” he demanded.
His outrage made her laugh more. Jake looked at her and began to smile. Then he chuckled.
“I’m glad you’re seeing the bright side of things,” he told her.
“I love this house,” she said with a giggle. “It’s a challenge.”
“It’s more than that.”
He crouched by the toilet where there was a small door that opened onto the water pipes. He turned the knobs there and the water in the shower slowed, then stopped.
“I can replace the taps,” he said. “I’ll get a new set when I buy the ones for the kitchen. In the morning I’ll check all the bathrooms.”
She tried not to laugh. “There’s a sink in the garage.”
“That, too.”
His expression sharpened slightly and she realized he wasn’t laughing anymore. Some of her humor faded.
“Don’t be mad,” she said quickly. “I know there’s a lot going wrong, but it’s fixable, right?” She hated the thought of moving, but if he wasn’t going to be happy here… “Would you rather live in your house and sell this one?”
“What?”
“You looked really unhappy. I don’t want you to hate your home.”
“What are you talking about?”
She frowned. “We were laughing two seconds ago. Now you look upset.”
He turned away. “It has nothing to do with the damn house, okay?”
He started to leave. Lily didn’t like how the conversation was going. She grabbed his arm. “Jake, wait. What’s wrong? I feel like we’re fighting again and I have no idea why.”
His eyes narrowed as he spun toward her. “I know you think of me as your best friend and about as interesting as a neutered dog, but I’m a man. I have wants and needs and standing here talking while you’re naked and so damn beautiful that I can hardly breathe is pure torture.”
He raised his hands, then dropped them. “You’re pregnant. I get tha
t. Even if you were interested we couldn’t do anything. It’s not right. So I’m just some sick bastard who wants you in his bed. I’ll get over it.”
He stalked out of the bathroom and seconds later she heard a door slam.
She stared after him. His words sank in and their meaning clicked into place. He wanted her? He didn’t think she was a hideous cow? He thought she didn’t want him?
“Wait,” she called as she hurried after him, dripping water as she went. “It’s okay. My doctor keeps telling me it’s okay for me to make love.” She skidded to a stop at the top of the hall. Wait. That didn’t sound very romantic. “I mean, I feel the same way.”
The door to the guest room opened.
“What?” he demanded, sounding more angry than aroused.
She was still naked and wet and more than a little nervous. She was also cold and shivering.
“I didn’t know you wanted me,” she admitted. “I thought you stopped the other night because you thought I was gross.”
“Not at all,” he said carefully. “I felt the baby moving. You’re pregnant, Lil.”
“I know. But it’s still okay…” She shivered again.
“You’re freezing.”
He wrapped his arm around her and led her back to the steamy bathroom. Once there, he faced her and stared into her eyes.
“Are you saying you want to make love with me?” he asked.
She nodded.
“So when I kissed you the other night—”
“I didn’t want you to stop,” she whispered as happiness and desire fought for possession of her body. “I thought you thought I was a cow.”
He chuckled. “A cow? Not possible. You’re beautiful.”
She clutched the towel more tightly to her front. “But I have this big stomach.”
“You’re beautiful,” he repeated and lowered his head to kiss her.
Lily knew there were other things they had to talk about, words they had to say, but none of that seemed to matter right now. There was only this moment and the man in front of her and the way he made her feel when he kissed her.
His mouth was firm and warm and passionate. She parted for him instantly, not caring if he thought she was too brazen. She couldn’t help herself. Need filled her, heating her blood, making her body swell in anticipation. His tongue swept inside, brushing against hers, making her quiver with need.
She felt his hands on her bare, damp back. He moved up and down, stroking her skin until she wanted to purr. With a sigh of surrender, she released her towel and let it fall to the ground, then she wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned into him.
“How can you doubt I want you?” he breathed as he kissed her cheek, her jaw, her neck.
He trailed his lips down to her collarbone, then over to her shoulder. He slid his hands from her back to her sides, then toward her breasts.
She stilled in anticipation of his caress, even as she remembered how good it had been the last time.
“Touch me,” she whispered.
His hands closed over her breasts. He cupped her, taking the weight of her curves even as his fingers and thumbs teased her nipples.
Fire shot through her. Ribbons of desire wove their way through her body, making her ache with longing. Her legs trembled, her toes curled and she wanted him with a desperation that left her unable to think or breathe or even consider a world without his magic touch.
He bent his head and drew her right nipple into his mouth. The gentle sucking nearly drove her to her knees. She had to hang on to stay upright, which made her think about being in bed, which made her wonder how incredible it was going to feel when he was inside her.
“Jake,” she whispered. “Please.”
He straightened and stared into her eyes.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
She managed a smile. “More than I’ve ever been before. Touch me and find out for yourself.”
He slipped one hand between her legs. His fingers dipped into her swollen wetness, then rubbed gently. They moaned in unison.
“See?”
He sucked in a breath. “I want you so much.”
“Then get naked.”
“Good idea.”
He released her and tugged at his T-shirt. Within seconds it had sailed over his head to land on the counter. He unfastened his belt, pushed off his athletic shoes then stepped out of his jeans, socks and briefs.
She had a brief glimpse of his arousal before he moved in and drew her hard against him.
“Better?” he asked.
“Much.”
She liked the way his skin felt against hers—the warm roughness of his hands, the rock-like muscles in his thighs, the hard-inside velvet-outside of his need against her belly.
He slid one hand under her hair and cupped her head. When his mouth settled on hers, she surrendered to the kiss. Passion grew as her blood heated. Everywhere he touched her, she burned. When he slipped his free hand between her legs, she groaned.
“More,” she told him as he searched for then found that single spot of desire.
Her breathing increased as pleasure filled her. She wanted him to keep on with what he was doing, but she didn’t know how long she could remain standing.
Her muscles clenched as he continued to touch her. She clung to him.
“I can’t…”
“It’s okay.”
He bent down and grabbed the towel, then set it on the counter. With one quick, graceful movement, he set her on top of the towel.
She instantly saw the possibilities and parted her thighs. He moved between them. His hardness probed and she slipped a hand down to guide him inside.
He filled her slowly, completely, stretching her deliciously until she couldn’t control her cries of pleasure. When he’d gone in all the way, he withdrew and did it again. Each slow stroke was better than the one before. The steady movements brought her closer to the edge. Closer and closer until she had to wrap her arms around his neck and cling to him.
He kissed her, keeping time with what his body was doing to hers. Then he moved a hand between them and searched with his fingers until he found that one spot of perfect release. He rubbed it as he continued to push into her. Over and over, deeper and deeper until she had no choice but to fall into her release.
The contractions rippled through her, making her cry out. Her orgasm went on for seconds, then minutes until he joined her, thrusting into her with the force of his need, then stilling as he, too, found paradise.
CHAPTER 6
Lily woke to an empty bed and some pleasantly sore muscles. A quick glance at the clock told her that she had about five minutes before the alarm would go off and she had to get up and get ready for work.
Jake had already left. She vaguely remembered him getting out of bed earlier that morning to head for the fire station. After they’d made love in the bathroom, they’d moved into her room where they’d repeated the experience only a little more slowly. They’d fallen asleep in each other’s arms, which was exactly how she wanted to fall asleep for the rest of her life. With Jake.
She loved him. The how and why, most especially the when of it all eluded her, but she knew it was true. Somehow she’d fallen for him. Maybe she’d always loved him. Maybe their friendship had evolved over the years and changed when neither of them had been looking. Maybe it was something new. Regardless of when it had happened, she knew that her love was real and lasting. There were none of the flashes she’d felt with Michael. No bright lights, no incredible highs or lows. Instead she felt a sureness, a deep inner knowledge of having found what she’d spent her life looking for.
“And passion,” she said as she sat up and swung her legs around so her feet touched the floor. “Plenty of passion.”
More than she’d ever experienced. Jake had taken her places that probably weren’t even legal. She smiled as she remembered how his touch had rocked her. Talk about knowing what he was doing. No wonder the women in his life never wanted to end thing
s.
She walked toward the bathroom, humming as she went. She felt good. Better than good. She felt… content.
Her life was falling into place. First with Jake and later today, with Rachel. She was determined to make things right with her friend. Next she would tackle Jenna. She’d finally learned what was important and she wasn’t going to let it get away from her again.
* * *
Lily felt a twinge of nostalgia as she walked into the Chinese restaurant where she, Rachel and Jenna had dined a thousand times. Their usual table was in the corner by the window. Whoever faced the hospital always had the job of look-out in case the hunky doctor they’d been talking about happened to stroll by. So many good times, she thought fondly. So many shared confidences, healed broken hearts, so much happiness.
“How many?” the hostess asked.
“Two,” said a voice behind her.
Lily turned and saw Rachel. The second she locked gazes with her friend, her throat got all tight and her eyes burned.
What had she been thinking, letting this woman out of her life? Why had she let the silence drag out so long?
“I’m sorry,” she said.
“Me, too. I was really dumb.”
“No, I was.”
They stared at each other another second, then hugged. Rachel laughed when she bumped up against Lily’s stomach.
“You’ve gotten so big!”
“Tell me about it,” Lily said.
Rachel sniffed, then wiped her eyes. “You’re more than six months along and I’ve missed everything. I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be. There’s still plenty to experience. And you—” She glanced at her friend’s still flat stomach. “How far along are you?”
“Just three months. Pretty amazing, huh?”
“More than amazing. It’s a miracle.”
Lily suddenly remembered the hostess and turned toward her. “We didn’t mean to keep you waiting.”
“Not a problem. I’ll show you to your table now.”
They followed the petite dark-haired woman to a table in a plant-lined alcove. When they were seated and she had left, Lily leaned forward to study her friend.
Rachel looked as she always had—pretty and full of life. Humor and happiness danced in her brown eyes.
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